Level 99 Villainous Daughter
5-11 The first family I've ever had in this world
◆5-11 The first family I've ever had in this world
She leaned over to Patrick, who was sitting next to her, wondering if she could sleep on her own. I said, keeping my head on my shoulder.
By the way, where was Patrick during the day?
"I'm sorry I let you go to the clothing store."
"I forgot for a lifetime...... you just skipped the conversation, didn't you?"
"... during the day? I just showed my face at the Ashbaton Mansion in the capital."
Suspicious. My concealment will be broken by him, and vice versa. You're hiding something.
There is one reason why men mislead us about where to go. Competition, gambling, hobbies that you promised to stop, intimate meetings with cheating partners, etc. It wasn't one of them!
Which one is it, a woman? Ah, is it premature to make a decision to have an affair with a woman?
Is she an affair with a man or a woman?
"... All right, I'll say it."
He felt his nose rinse and looked for traces, and he felt like he was going to confess.
It's not about the gender of the affair partner, it's about where you left me at the clothing store. I don't think he went that far, considering he arrived at the mansion and greeted me first.
Looking back at his stubborn posture, he seemed more confused than expected.
"Huh? Where have you been?"
"I've been in this mansion all my life."
He was still stubborn.
This mansion, the Dorkness Mansion of the Royal Capital, has no reason to be indescribable. Eleanora and I were at the clothing store, so unless we bring someone in... oh, yeah. I noticed.
This mansion has inhabitants. My parents live in this house.
Even though I was in a good mood with my equipment before, I was suddenly devastated by the melancholy.
"Yes, we met." What are you talking about? "
"A wedding greeting... like a wedding"
"It wasn't much of a conversation, was it?"
Yeah.
Even without words, I could imagine what kind of exchanges took place between them.
My parents, father and mother, were typical nobles. The territory and the people only thought of it as a machine to generate money for themselves, and they only thought of expanding their power in this kingdom.
The Dolcunes, who did not hold a central position, hid their ambition to join forces with extremist aristocrats and one day become a nobleman.
My daughter, who wanted to be a tool for a political marriage, had extremely ominous black hair and black eyes. I fly to the realm to hide it, and now I'm forced to take the title and keep it in my house...
I've been having conversations since I took the title, but I can't bite. Those who are dedicated to the management of the territory are the most humiliating, the only ones who are happy are the ones who are up in the middle... It is difficult to extract each other's intentions, even if the words are understood.
My tension has fallen. But more than that, Patrick seemed distracted. Again, fall towards him.
"No one can." Don't worry about it that much. "
"I heard about it, but I can't believe it......"
"Didn't you think it was terrible over there?"
I speak for him in his dumb words. Although I didn't say yes or no, I guess I was trying to say something similar.
"I know what happened to Yumiella. I understand that there was a family in the world before me. Still, I think they threw a terrible word at Yumiella, who was a baby."
"It looks like you don't live that much together." Less than a week after he was born, he was taken by his nanny and left for Dolcunes. It seems that the nanny also went somewhere before she was one year old. I don't remember the story. "
I was five years old when my memories of my previous life came back, and it was a day of leveling up. I think it is a miracle that I learned some language when I was five years old, even though I was supposed to be completely swollen and didn't talk much.
I don't think I could even go to the dungeon like the Countess who lived in the capital. As a result, I thought it was OK, but Patrick seemed to be different. He gets angry with his sad face.
"They're our own children!?" I can't forgive my parents for doing that to my child. "
"I think you're right." But when the brunette child came out, it must have been full of allowances. "
“I know why. Still, Yumiella is too objective about her situation."
Since the mental age was adult at the age of five, it is difficult to have a sense of party consciousness. Maybe I don't have the knowledge of my parents and children more than my parents do.
I mean, not only they, but I don't understand Patrick's anger. As a general theory, I know that abandoning childcare is not good, but I don't think about it in my chest because the victim doesn't feel like a victim.
"I think it would be pathetic if someone else had a child in my situation." But I don't know what's going on. Don't get too angry. "
"... that's right. I can't help it, no matter how angry I am"
That's what he said, but he was somewhat unconvinced.
She was slightly moving her fingers to look for a place where she could feel her emotions.
"In Japan, there was usually a family. I have a proper father and mother, and I grew up with the love of my parents."
My parents were there, my sister was there, and my friends were there. My lover was also in the screen.
Although I didn't feel it at the time, I am now growing up surrounded by an ideal family. I've been alone ever since I was born... there's no such poor child as No.2.
I don't like the situation where Patrick is always concerned about what I don't think. Patrick was looking at me when I turned my face to the side. The eyes meet.
"Family, family."
"That's why I had a family in my previous life."
"In this world?" I can't go back because I have an important family in the world, so it's hard to meet them now, right? "
"If you ask me if it's hard, I think it's hard..." I'm the one who died. You don't feel too sad, do you?
I think my family grieved after my death. Oh, what's wrong with my copy?
Smartphones are not selfie devices, they're invented to play social games. The Game Center is not a place to shoot prickly sounds, it's a place to lose a robot melee game and make a peculiar sound. Isn't there only a high school graduation album that can be used? Ahaha...... hah......
I tried to treat it as a joke, but it's not funny at all. Not a single one of them is interesting.
"Yumiella did the same when she first met at school. I thought even Yumiella could stand the loneliness with a fine look on her face."
"... I don't know. Now I can't think of leaving the country to live on my own."
"It's not good to fake your own heart..." I think. I really want to be who I am. "
Yeah.
"Since Yumiella doesn't care, I didn't notice anything unusual either. When I talked about my family here, I just remembered that there were other families in the previous world. It's not until you're separated from your closest ones....."
Patrick didn't say anything further.
The fact that others were lightly accepting that linguization was "unavoidable" became heavy.
Even though I am relieved that I can still remember my family's face firmly, I still feel sad and lonely.
I tried not to think about it, but it's sad after all.
"I didn't mean to remind you of something hard, but..."
"It's okay, I know. Even if you push it unconsciously into the corner of your head, it doesn't make you sad." If you don't think about it too much, you'll forget it someday. "
He looked more sad than I did.
Why is it more tragic than the principal? It's also a thought that is too empathetic... I would normally think of something like this, but now I'm grateful for the mourning of Patrick.
I feel saved just by having someone grieve about my situation like I do.
It is hard to break up with your family. However, even if I can return to Japan, I would like to stay in this world. I choose him. I want to stay with Patrick all the time.
I laugh clumsyly at him who is sitting next to me that it is not all bad.
"I'm glad I came to this world. I may not have been blessed by my parents, but my family has been properly formed.... oh? You're not married yet, so you're not a family member? I wonder if it depends on the definition of family."
"I'm a family member. I don't know the definition, but I think I am a family member."
"So am I. Patrick is family."
I was concerned about the definition of a family. It seemed to me that no matter how sad Patrick was, his family could overcome it. When I bite his gratitude again, I get the same discerning words from him as from me earlier.
“Great. I'm the first Yumiella family in the world.”
"No, the first family I had was Lew."
Oh, my beloved son, Dragon Lew, helped me. Parents may be helped by their children more than they can help them.
My family from my previous life, Patrick, and Lew... my thoughts are mixed up and I'm going to cry a little. I was embarrassed to see tears, and Patrick's eyes glowed brightly in the moonlight. He also had tears in his eyes.
"... oh yeah, that's right. I'm glad Lew is here."
Yeah.
It is very happy that there are people who can share joy and sadness. I felt a warm sense of happiness and my tears retracted.
Although my heart leans in the negative direction, once it turns positive, I'll be fine. I've been thinking about the new gear I'm going to make tomorrow. I'm really happy.
"Well then, I'll go to bed early tomorrow." I'm sorry to bother you at night. "
"I'm glad you have Lew."
Huh? Yeah.
Without knowing what Patrick meant by Lew twice, I get up quickly.
However, the expression "first family" may also be a little strange. Because the family is not orderly. I thought of telling him at a later date, but I stayed in his room.