Life in Another World as a Maid Mage

"Dear Siori, Alec,

Hope you're feeling well. How are you? I mean, oh, don't fix it after all! I've been totally used to myself in private lately, and I feel weird.

How are you? I'm fine. I'm fine.

But Hilde and the band are all a little tired. How come two of them - no, three of them criminals - came out of the theater in King's Landing? Newspapers and magazines chase me from morning to evening, so instead of working, I don't even have a lesson. The reporters came to the house, and it seemed that Hilde had been sneaked into the garden, and there was a noise from the knights. That's why we've been waiting at home for a while.

But don't tell me you've been gossiping for three months. Everything happens every day in King's Landing, so we'll all get tired of going fishing.

Uh... well, it's Carina's guy. The trial is coming, but it's going to be a mess for a while. But the investigation seems to be taking a lot of time, and it's a wonderful reflection, so if it's a mohan shoe, it might come out sooner or later.

Even so, my father made a fuss about paying for it. Well, even if you don't have territory, you're a nobleman, and the audience is too bad.

My father also told me to keep my distance for the time being, and my brother was cut off with a sword curtain as hard as I've ever seen. The daughter of a relative who trusted me to stay at home tried to put her hands on my adopted daughter.

... Carina, your parents and oniichan are both amazing and excellent. That's why I've been trying so hard since I was a kid not to disappoint everyone. But I'm good at everything, but none of this is the best, so... It must have hurt a lot.

Dad was angry, but he said he'd been waiting forever. I didn't even think I was worried that I couldn't properly understand him... he was crying so much. I have a lot to say to that father... but family is fine after all. You're gonna have to wait for me no matter how long it takes.

Me too... no, it's nothing.

My engagement is natural, but it seems to have been abandoned. Well, I don't know how. I don't want to make a ex-convict mon the lord's wife, and they've been waiting for me to get married for a long time, so I don't want to marry anymore. My fiancé seems to have some work to do.

... stupid, Carina, too. But I'm sure that's not what he wanted. I don't really know. I wonder if one day you'll understand.

Runal... oh, I'm Hilde's manager, but he seems to have been a lot worse than I thought, and he's going to be working for a long time. Most of the money I embezzled was spent and it was a blur. Rumor has it you can't pay me back even if I borrow money from my parents, so the great man in the hall is already in trouble.

Besides, I don't think Shiori and the others knew about it, but the woman who was manipulating them behind their back was also pulled away. He was the third man in the hall. If it wasn't for me and Hilde, I'd be the top star, so I tried to make things worse.

I'm the main culprit, and it's not so malicious, so let's try to live quite a long life here. Attempted murder, anyway. You dropped the damn stage lights on my head. I'm glad Carina gave me cover, but if I didn't... I'd be thrilled.

I'm really sorry that you guys got involved in our situation. I'm sorry about that.

But... thank you. I'm really grateful that you solved the case, that you made up with Hilde, and that the concert was a great success.

If you ever come to King's Landing, please drop by the hall. Good thing I'm inviting you when I'm on stage. Besides, I'll show you a variety of delicious shops, big department stores, royal castles, and other beautiful scenery.

I don't want to bother you, but I don't want to be alone with you. It's kind of awesome - it's easy to talk about, and I enjoyed being with you.

From now on, if you don't mind... yeah, well, thank you.

I'll see you later. I hope to see you again someday.

Felicia Amrean

[]/(n, vs) stretching/stretching/stretching/

As a matter of fact, I'm really being attacked by a herge-like guy, but I'm really thinking about it... I don't know what to do with a serious guy for the first time, but I think his chest is a bit warm and refreshing. Are you and Alec the same?

- Siori, who was reading the letter in the envelope with the seal of King's Landing stamped on it, glanced at the last sentence for a moment, and then smiled a little.

"... what's wrong? What does it say?

A letter from a singing princess from King's Landing, whom I met at the first nomination request in the month. Alec asks when he notices Shiori's smile reading it.

When he handed a sticky note with an elegant floral scent, he received it and gave it a line of sight. Looking at the contents of the story after the incident with a slightly more difficult face, he opened his eyes equally in retrospect.

Having pondered for a moment, he eventually looks up and smiles.

"... what about you?

He was taken from his right hand and pulled straight to his chest.

I'm... I'm warm.

The warmth conveyed from the touch and the heartbeat felt on his clothes confirm his existence. It tells me that I do exist here now, too.

"... yeah"

Slowly squeeze your distance and slide your cheeks towards that wide, playful chest plate.

"Yeah, it's warm. I'm really... warm and very happy when I touch you like this."

I see.

He smiles softly with his dark blue eyes thinned.

I'm happy, too.

A fiery voice approached. Your hands are touching your cheeks, your lips are laying over you, and you're getting deep and intense heat, filled with chest pain and happiness.

"... if there was anything that would satisfy Carina... would that have happened?"

Surrounded by his arms, Siori said, relieved of his warmth.

--Felicia got everything she wanted. Carina said Hildegardo was going to take the Felicia.

Did the jealousy of the women who got what they couldn't reach out to drive her mad?

What she was hiding inside, it was a mad thirst.

Wouldn't it have happened if there had been something to satisfy my heart? I wonder if I made a mistake.

I see.

Alec, who was playing with his black hair with his fingertips while holding Shiori in his arms, said.

"But whatever you give that woman right now won't satisfy her. What she wanted was the 'best' for something. The most obvious thing that could easily be overshadowed in the circumstances... she wanted the best of herself."

Felicia herself understood it as a top star. Someday the day will come when we will surrender to the young.

She said she made it a friend. If you were born, if you were married - if you had a child. Its prime seat is an easy substitute.

I wonder if she gradually became ill as she continued to seek such a simple obscure cover and imagined that she had been deprived of it.

Of course, you can't know everything about a woman named Carina, who has only been involved for two days. But there must have been something about Felicia that we spent so long sleeping together. In the letter, she said that everything could not be the best and that it made Carina feel painful.

"... it may not have been the best, but he was certainly a friend of Felicia's. He was a friend, a teacher, and Felicia's irreplaceable partner. I think it was probably a place that no one could ever replace."

"Yeah, that's right. I can't be the best. But it must have been the only one. I was in a position where no one could replace me. I don't suppose that woman knew that. On the contrary, I must have wanted more than that."

There are things you can't do with your efforts alone. There are many things in the world like talents, identities, and positions that are born with - things that are invincible before them. But we should be able to make the most of what we have now.

Neither Felicia nor I could have made a place without it. I was desperate because I didn't even have the prospect of living ahead.

If there was something missing from Carina, perhaps it was desperate. She may not have been desperate to die and get it because she had an escape point, the last fort, not in Felicia or Theori.

Of course, it's just imagination, and I can't confirm it anymore.

"Well, I have no intention of affirming what she did, but I understand why she's not convinced."

That said, he lowered his eyebrows and smiled as if he were in trouble.

"... I think my mother was probably the only one for my father. When I asked my father about it, he made a fool of me. No, it may be my wish... but I think maybe it is."

Seeing a distant place outside the window, Shiori's navy blue eyes strayed away.

"It may have been the only one, but I could never be the best in my position. But at the time, there was still a side room system, so it was the environment where I could be number two and number three. If that convinced you, you two would have been together. But my mother withdrew."

Alec's mother, who was in the aristocratic class but close to the bottom as an aristocrat. She was not prepared or educated enough to accompany the man she loved, so she withdrew.

But more than that, Alec said, there may have been a difficult situation where his wife was treated lower and another woman served as a couple with him and had to keep watching him.

"That's right... I know that because I'm a woman. Besides," the most "is visible, but" the only "is invisible, so I don't think it makes me anxious."

"Oh, I see. But..."

His fingertips comb Shiori's black hair.

"Yet many live their days solemnly. I don't want to be jealous of the whereabouts of others and take them away. She was wrong about that. The price will be huge."

She lost almost everything she had built with her own efforts in just one mistake. I'm sure we'll never get back to that again. It is never easy to repair a broken place or to build a new place.

A branch point somewhere. She just made a slight mistake in the choice.

The face of a woman with a difficult expression on her head turned into an unexpectedly nostalgic face. The faces of men who are rough but strong and friendly, and the women who laugh when they say that they are immigrants.

--The faces of those who were once allies.

"... Shiori!?"

Alec raised his voice suddenly when he noticed something strange.

"What's wrong? You feeling sick? Or does it hurt somewhere?

His eyes peered in anxiety.

"Yeah, it's okay."

While wiping tears overflowing his eyes with his hands, Shiori shook his head.

"... everyone"

Yeah?

"If everybody hadn't made a mistake, they'd still be having fun... if they hadn't made the wrong split somewhere... yeah, if I hadn't gone to that party, everybody would still be here."

They were nice people. We traveled together, fought together, cooked our own food at the camp, and everyone said it was delicious, and spent the night talking about stories without love and dreams of the future.

"And how... how did this happen?"

Without their involvement, they were not compelled to make a choice, nor were they allowed to grow rough or die. On the contrary, he might have been active as an expert party.

Theoli

After wiping his wet cheeks with his thumb, Alec grabbed the overflowing shizukuishi with his lips and hugged him tightly.

"The fact that you chose to party and the fact that they made the wrong choice is a different matter. Whatever Langwald asked me to do, the end result was the end of their choice. There should have been a choice not to take an invitation. They're the ones who didn't. That's why you don't have to worry or take responsibility."

"Alec...."

It happened only two years ago. The wounds in your heart are still unhealed, and the wounds in your body will never go away. And the thought of not even getting involved with myself has always been thorny and painful in one corner of my heart.

However, Alec's words from his heart certainly saved Shiori.

"You don't have to bear the blame they shoulder. All you have to do is focus on healing the wound."

"Yeah... yeah"

In the arms of a strong, gentle, warm person, the wounds of Shiori heal little by little.

And Alec's arm loosened, and his hand was attached to his lips, and his lips lifted up.

As your mouth gradually deepens and becomes intense, your body and mind melt. The pus is slowly closing. It's still a long way to "fully heal", but I'm sure someday someone will be there to heal me.

"... thank you, Alec."

When I left my body completely weakened, I was hugged again. Purple blue eyes with gentle colors soften and narrow.

"There's someone to heal and support each other - it's a very happy thing."

I'm sure he meant the words.

Yeah, that's right.

Shiori also nodded.

"I wish I could stay with you forever..."

Always filled with him.

He laughed.

The lips that were still mouthed again were so hot and sweet that they seemed to melt.