Life, Once Again!

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Go to school, study, talk a little with friends, and then go to school. I go to the PC room with my kids, I go to the steam room, I have a little time, then I come home and study. When you finish your homework, practice, and review for a specified period of time, look at the clock at 11 pm. After turning on the computer and surfing the web, if you go to the bathroom after writing a brief daily story on your blog, most hours point to 12 o'clock.

A buzzing hard and cooling sound. After looking at the monitor for a moment, the floor turns off the computer and pulls out a book. A book borrowed from the city library on the street. At this time, if you search for "Personal Development" before the self-development boom, few books will appear.

Then, the future really meant a lot in one word, "self-development." Painting, work, hobbies, relationships. When I used to write books with the convenience of saying "self-development" in total. Until he left the company as a troublemaker with his boss, gave up his day job and became a bus driver. The floor read a self-help book as tall as its own.

And that concludes it.

A self-help letter is a tale of a successful person.

“I know that, but I'll see you again. ”

A Japanese morning person. That reminds me. This was the morning of the wrinkled trend. A time when people who break up their sleep and open their mornings are a shortcut to success and were evaluated.

Ugh, I turn over the bookshelf and read the obvious story.

I know what I'm going to say in the next chapter and what I'm going to do about it, but I still see it. One o'clock in the morning after reading a short book like that.

I closed my eyes with the book by my head.

Today was also a faithful day.

But…….

“Why are you so empty? ”

I feel like I'm on an unchanging highway.

I am sure that I will not fall into strange places if I follow this road, but even so, I sometimes look out the window and see a vehicle running along the road.

Along the winding road, without navigation, they enjoy the landscape at their stops where they brawl and chill.

Some of them will be able to get more valuable travel memories than those on the highway and arrive at their destination, and some will not be able to choose the direction well enough to arrive on time.

It doesn't matter if you arrive late.

As soon as we get there, that's fine.

Problem is.

“When we ran out of gas. ”

The feeling of watching people pass by while holding on to the steering wheel in a car that has no oil on it.

The floor closes its eyes, smiling bitterly.

I realize that it is not so green to restart my life every day.

Even today.

Silence comes.

* * *

Time flies by.

Half the kids are used to school life. There are no more tremors that I showed you at the beginning of admission.

A strong friendship is formed where a team is formed, there is no team, and after repeated defeats, the remaining first-graders are now together.

At the end of April, you can feel the spring wind.

Two friends are sitting on the floor, staring outside with a bored look. Bread in one hand, sweets in the other. Zombies “sigh” all around, but all the way through.

“My buck, which I asked the storekeeper to take away. What a lovely thing. ”

It is a crust that halves the burger that steams have turned into a whole chicken. The floor received a burger saying thank you.

“He said he wanted you to lose some weight. ”

“Just a little bit more. Whew.”

A man who can only drink water again with a giggling smile and taste.

Both of them seemed to be living their lives in the theater department. Dojin and his opponent have won the role. I heard that Smile asked you to practice the role you want to play. They both practiced their casting class roles, but they failed to look good. Eventually, pedestrian 1 and his friend became friends.

“I don't have much to say, but why doesn't it say it out loud? ”

“I still have white hair when I stand in front of Mr. Smile. The line keeps twisting. ”

Smile, Sam.

I think I'm getting pretty close. Well, for the past month, the theater department has gathered every day. At some point, they even gathered for lunch.

Of course, the floors don't know what they're doing and what they're doing together. I only participate on Saturdays to make props and briefly lead my ambassadors by my side.

- Take a hike.

That's the most I've ever heard of smiling. 5: 00 on the full day, 3: 00 on the half day. By this time, the smile did not fail to say that. Then the floor took the bag and left the fifth floor auditorium. The heated play continues behind us, but the floor has never really seen what it looks like.

“Is it worth it? ”

So every time the question is this.

Is it worth it?

Since I don't know anything, I'm also bored with questions.

“I'm dying.”

“It's hard.”

The answer of both friends is the same every time. The accent and words change little by little, but the meaning of 'I will die of hardship’ does not change.

However, the floor knows that their expression is clearly different from that of a month ago.

My mouth is killing me, but my eyes glow.

There will be results.

I feel confident in both of them that they are improving as much as they are trying.

The floor slashes the burger. On that day, what was left to the right alone regretted a few times after that. Regrets were doubly amplified, especially when I saw other members laughing and talking about the unfamiliar play script when they went into insolvency.

But now it's okay.

It is a proverbial saying that humans are adaptive animals.

Whatever the circumstances, it's dull and adaptable.

“Work hard. How much longer do we have? One month left? ”

“We have one month left because our regime is in June. ”

Dojin said, sucking his finger.

“Oh, I'm nervous. If you're in eighth place in the regionals, you can make it to the theatre. ”

The colony looks away and says,

I already heard the explanation and know the floor.

In the southern part of the game, 16 teams will be selected from around 80 high school theater groups to qualify for the northern part of the game. Thereafter, if you enter the Juvenile Theatre Festival in July and win 1st and 2nd place, the Grand Prize with the Grand Prize, you will be eligible to participate in the National Youth Theatre Festival in August.

Tight schedule.

1 person who gives a little help to 11 active members.

12 people will be quite busy preparing from stage to prop to learn to perform. Even if you solve the props or costumes with the things passed down to you, you won't have time to rest because you have to make the stage yourself.

Tomorrow is the last Saturday of April.

Full-time.

“Class is about to begin. ”

“Maru, eat this. ”

I slipped the sweets that had been handed to me by someone and put them under my desk. If you're going to eat it, the one who couldn't use his clan now knows how to control it.

That means he's that focused.

‘You guys are doing great. ’

A sense of isolation with a slight grip on the head.

The floor chewed the sweets and chewed the feeling of isolation as well.

‘I have to do what I can. ’

The choice was already made a month ago.

Regret is right.

“Muck. Notebook. ”

“Huh."

The ledge turns to the left. You can see her sitting at the end of the first minute returning the notebook to her friend. After that day, it even melted well into this class. Sometimes I see him sulking, but I don't think there's a big problem.

Often, when I looked at him, I turned my head to him with a subtle look. I feel like I have something to say, and I spread hostility to say, "Don't stare."

It's complicated.

The front door opens with a creak.

The class begins again.

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“You're studying hard. ”

My mom came in during the visit. I've been living in a consistent pattern for two months. Schools, libraries, sports, and studying. I understand that sound coming from my mom's mouth.

“But... there's nothing wrong these days, right? ”

“Problem?”

“I think I'm growing up. I like my mom, but I don't know what to say. I have to say, all of a sudden, ”

My mom comes up behind me and puts one bag of chips on her desk. The floor looked at my mom. My mom hesitated and soon put her hands on the floor shoulder with a shy smile.

“If you have a job, tell your mom. Okay?"

“Got it.”

“Yes."

It was a mother who carefully closed the door. When it was halfway closed, my mom pulled out her head and said.

“I'll knock from now on. ”

“Suit yourself.”

Seeing the door closed quietly, I also thought my parents' eyes were great.

Yeah, well, I'd recognize my daughter as soon as she changes.

He's the one who gave birth to his stomach ache. It's strange not to notice the change.

My mom will probably think she's suddenly matured. Maybe that's why it's embarrassing. When parents realized that the child that they knew should always have been in their arms had grown up, they felt deprivation and loss.

I know because I've tasted the floor.

That's a weird feeling.

The futility of having a child who is independent, but who no longer needs me.

“I... have to... do it well. ”

The arrogance of thoughts crosses my head.

I don't think I'll be studying even if I hold a fan today.

I covered the textbooks and notes and lay down with the book. Today's book was an autobiography of an actor. He is said to be a foreign famous actor, but the floor is a stranger. There's not much to pull out of this book. It was in the recommendation book.

Hand over the thick hard cover.

The floor is dazed, looking at the book and turning off the fire.

Today was another faithful day.

Probably right…….

* * *

It's been a while since I've held a bicycle handle with my bare hands. The rubber texture spreads in the hands. The weather was pretty cool too. The smoke rises the day after tomorrow in May.

The clothing of the people who work for work is also light. The person wearing the scarf is now hard to find. Season when everyone takes off thick jumpers and changes into coats.

There's a rumbling sound in the chain. I stomped hard thinking, "Should I sprinkle four balls?" Today is a full day. It's a full day of club activities instead of classes.

External full-time clubs go somewhere else today instead of school. The wealth that is not the same goes to school as usual.

The theater department is also a full-time meeting place with a five-story auditorium. Two things on the floor. It is the autobiography of the actor and the barrel of life that I read yesterday.

Full-time doesn't change what the floor does. Most of the props were made, and all that was left was to create a theater stage.

When he arrived at school, he set up his bike and climbed the stairs. You hear the loud shouts of the soccer team outside. It looks like there's a lot of money at stake.

As you go up the fifth floor through the right staircase, you hear a song. A utility music department. Next to it is the sound of tools from the toys department. A crowded fifth floor. You take a step to the center, and then you hear the sound of the play.

“Begin warming up. ”

“Yes!”

Vibrant voices that sound beyond the door.

The rally is until 9: 00, and the floor pulled out his cell phone just in case. His cell phone said 8: 50 a.m.

Everyone is eager.

I opened the door feeling nervous for some reason.

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Thank you, Sun-choko.