Life, Once Again!

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The rooftop was cool. Smile had the key to the rooftop before you got it from the office. Probably licensed to use the roof for practice.

“Are you busy?"

“What is the student busy with? ”

“Really?"

A smile walks towards the rooftop ledge. Lean your hand against the concrete wall that rises to waist height and look down at the playground. The floor stood beside him. The faint floating sun was blazing over the playground. The stand was noisy, but when I looked closely, the soccer department was talking about snacks and drinks.

“You have good stamina, right? ”

“It's a good time. ”

“It's a good time. ”

Smile looks this way. The floor felt different from her gaze.

On the fifth floor of the auditorium, the king smiled. Eleven at once, she instructed, and eleven at once, she said, "I'm sorry!” Proclaim.

She is unhesitant and always confident. She wouldn't even feel the blame when she cursed.

But what can I say now?

Are you having a hard time? ’

hesitant, I feel it in motion. The eyes point upward and the lips are slightly pushed out and enter. The sighing continues.

Crystal taro.

[This is a tough one.]

A pink speech bubble floats over your head.

The floor looks up slightly to see the speech bubble and smiles like a ghost.

“What's on my head? ”

“…… mosquitoes. ”

“Oh, right. ”

“You have something to say, don't you? ”

“I'll tell you what. ”

The smile growls, and the yellow hair is blurred out. The ponytail flies like a running horse's tail.

“Who are you? ”

“Yes?”

My heart is burning with questions that fly.

Who are you?

“I've never seen a high school student like this in my life. Are you having trouble at home? ”

“Both of them are healthy and not particularly problematic. ”

“Look at this. You sound like a man. ”

“…… Is that so? ”

It was surprisingly true.

Just like you.

Well, I paid more attention to my speech when I was talking to them. I spoke with a gentle tone in the words of my peers. This is one of the efforts of a 45-year-old floor.

Whereas talking to adults?

I did not.

Maybe the 45-year-old floor's attitude came as it was without censorship.

It makes more sense that my mom came to my room and said that. Then I heard something from her. Stop talking like an old man.

Old school.

The floor smiles without knowing it.

“What?”

“No, I just thought it was funny. Then, what do you want to say? I don't think you're calling for a tone. ”

“…… did you live in a place like Chungdong? ”

“No way. ”

“Do you live with your grandfather? ”

“You've done nothing wrong. ”

“ ……. ”

“What do you want to say? ”

A smile sighs. Then look straight at me.

“I can't talk back to you, so I'll be honest with you. Are you just gonna sit there all by yourself? ”

“Me?”

“Yes, you. ”

A smile crosses your arms.

“I've taught them a lot. At that age, no matter how mature you are, you still have a little tea. It's the only way. Experiences are the only kids in school. That's why kids your age usually value compassion so much. A sense of belonging, if you will. You and I are doing the same thing. Everyone outside the fence looks nervous. He couldn't go in there. ”

The smile chirps as if the meat in his teeth had been pulled out.

He doesn't seem to have the right to explain the verse.

“When I'm in charge of the club, it's just like you. You don't want to do this, you say no, and the kids on the right come out. I ignore them. Why? Because I know you'll be out or back soon. If you want to be part of a herd, ask me to come back in, and if you really don't like it, I won't participate at all. Changing the club is not a big deal. Especially when it comes to theater, because harmony is so important that it's very easy to organize. ”

It was a smile that spoke out in a heartbeat. My face reminded me a little.

[What are you doing holding a child?]

The speech bubble opens up as the eyes meet.

A pink speech bubble that doesn't suit her at all.

At first, the floor thought that the speech bubble color meant something. However, both men and women saw the same pink color and thought it was just God's taste.

“But you're... not even a geezer. No, this expression is wrong. You seem to want neutrality all the time. It seems to be controlling the mind that wants to belong here and the mind that wants to go around the outside. Usually children react within a week, if not sooner. Hit him or keep going. But what are you... ”

I loosen the headband while annoyed. The strong wind blows on the rooftop, causing yellow hair to wiggle.

The floor reminded me of jellyfish floating in the sea, rather than feeling pretty with a smile. I'm not sure why I came up with that image.

‘Pretty jellyfish. ’

“Even now!"

“Yes?”

“I thought differently. ”

I recognize it wonderfully. Since he is a theater, he seems to have a good look at his face.

“Yes, well. ”

“Look at this. It doesn't make any sense. Aren't you scared of me? ”

“Well, it's scary. ”

“It's weird just looking at cancer. Why are you so calm about high school? A month. No, another month. How can you not see any response during that period? At first, I thought you were quitting. But at the end of the day, I'm not perceptive and I'm just participating. But he never crosses a line. It's as if that uncouth spot is too satisfying. ”

Suddenly, a smile gripped the obstacle. I screamed. The high and sharp sound of the children in the playground starts to circle around.

When the floor saw it, it felt embarrassed, so it grabbed her clothes and gave a signal.

For the act.

“Wow, this is crazy. ”

The user sighs as if it had lost a smile.

“Do you know what you call forty? ”

“It's called persecution. ”

“…… Don't you mean that? ”

“We know that in the world, we don't lose our minds and our judgement. ”

“Patience. That's what I thought when I saw you. It's harsh. It reminds me of the way you hold yourself firmly. ”

“Isn't that great? Don't wiggle around. ”

“Good. Ahem, good. But you feel like you're overreacting. Of course, how many times have I seen you, and how many times do I have to say this.... ”

He smiled after taking a short breath.

“You act like someone who knows the sky will fall tomorrow. ”

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It's too much.

I took off my bike and thought about the floor. That's not wrong. I have a long and troubled day.

What should I do?

Study is to the best of my ability. It's hard to concentrate when you're nosebleeding. I tried it about three weeks ago, but I realized it in just a few days. I'm never studying.

People say.

I'll do my best.

Studying falls within that category as well.

Studying is not a quality, it's a product of effort.

As the floor got older, it learned the truth.

It's just a nice, colorful hoax that grown-ups make up to make it easy for their kids to control.

In a word, statistics can be made for all children.

The one who studied well tried.

The one who couldn't study didn't try.

And later, for the kids under the cut line, they say,

You didn't do everything you could to get out of society.

It's a really convenient tool.

Magic words.

Effort.

I learned about the floor as I was raising my children. Even if you make the same effort, the outcome of the effort will vary depending on the condition you were born with.

If you give all the children a basketball and ask them to dunk, some of the innate children will be able to dunk. The ones who can't come out again. And people will take it for granted.

But if you hold a pencil instead of a basketball, people don't think so.

You too, Dunk!

What you can't do makes no sense!

Adults say that as if it's natural.

Because it's convenient.

And...

That's what the floor said.

“I shouldn't have done that. ”

Now that society has created such a framework, you have to live with it, "he recalls his profligate appearance.

How mean he was.

And...

The worries begin again.

With a lot of money, if I had the power, I could get my kid to do what he really wants, not make that kind of compulsive choice.

Oh, I see.

At that moment, I realized the floor.

What Smile said.

- You act like you know the sky's gonna fall tomorrow.

I see a family, a wife, a daughter, yet to be born.

The floor unlocks the bicycle and climbs into the saddle. I was thinking about reality, but I was looking at the far future. I didn't really care about my position at the moment because I was looking over there.

I've always had a cosmetic attitude towards the theater department.

There was no great emotional fluctuation when I saw the guys preparing for the play.

‘Because I was looking somewhere else. ’

I had a bad mouth.

The reason why I spent every day faithfully for the future but was still empty. Why I'm doing things one by one, but my heart is cold.

vague concerns about the future.

Anxiety.

And...

Question asked again.

“What do I want to do? ”

The question I thought was solved.

It remained in my heart, still unfinished.

Dream.

That little word.

The floor pedaled.

I needed a consultation today.

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I washed the floor when I got home. And then I went to the supermarket and I bought a candy bar. Shrimp and onion flavor. My brother comes home and watches TV. As soon as I get in, I look at the snacks and come closer.

“Brother, let's have a snack. ”

The floor shakes its head.

“I'm sorry. I have a different owner. ”

“Owner?”

My brother gets up in a fit fit fit. Back up, "Don't give it to me if you don't want it.” I hear a grumbling sound.

That was two hours ago.

The clock is going toward 8 o'clock. My mom came in to eat and collapsed. The sound of exhausted breathing emanates from the room.

Time has passed again.

My sister who was in the room with the computer comes out yawning.

Then he looks at the snack persistently and disappears into his room.

The weekend play ended, and the time became 10: 00. My sleeping mother got up and came out to the kitchen.

“Don't stay up late. ”

“Don't worry.”

“But what about the snacks? You want me to watch TV and eat? ”

“No, it's Anjou. ”

“... Don't be ridiculous. Grow up sometimes. ”

“Huh."

Mom went in and turned the TV channel up. It's 11 o'clock again. The front door opens. The person comes in with an exhausted breath.

It's Dad.

“Father.”

“Oh, uh. Maruya.”

“You're here now? ”

“Yes. Here we are. Were you watching TV? ”

“No.”

“Then?”

“I've been waiting for you. ”

“Me?”

I am a father who opens his eyes as if to ask what is going on. The floor received my father's factory coat.

“Wash up.”

“Well, yeah. ”

I am a father who goes to the bathroom with a slightly embarrassed face. The floor opened the refrigerator after checking that his father had gone inside. I can see the beer I always buy for my father and the soju I bought for cooking.

The floor was taken out and placed on top of the table. Two soju glasses and a beer.

After finishing the shower, my father looks at the prepared liquor table and wonders. Probably because there are two glasses.

“Father.”

“Huh."

“Please teach me how to drink. ”

“What?"

“You said that the other day. Learn from your father. ”

“Well, I did. ”

I am a sitting father with a face. You must have been very surprised. My son, who hasn't spoken to his father since the second grade of middle school, suddenly came out like this.

I set the glass and opened the soju bottle. And I filled my father's cup half full.

“I'm late, so I'll only do half of it. ”

“...... Are you coming? ”

For a moment, my father, who was chewing the face of the floor, smiled and caught the soju bottle. And he poured half a cup into the floor as well.

“Thank you."

“Him.”

First, a salty, historic first drink.

After half a cup again, the floor opens its mouth.

“Father, I have a question for you. ”

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Thank you, Sun-choko.

I'm a novice.

I want to write something like this. I want to write something like that.

So this is how we came up with the article.

The floor is the protagonist.You can do something different.

And I wanted to paint it as boldly as I could.

It doesn't come from the past with superpowers, it doesn't come from important memories.

For all I know.

Worry about the future.

When a normal head of household goes back in time.

What's going to happen is the beginning of this article.

And furthermore, when I go back, I add how I would react.

And this is what they're saying.

I don't work.

Decisive.

We need to make a decision quickly.

I'm sure it is.

If you're superhuman.

I know how to get to Seoul University.

I also know how to be a judge.

I know how to be a doctor.

It's the same for you.

But...

Not many people do.

even though we know all about it.

So that's life.

That's why it's life.

It's fun to see the comments box.

Meeting me and other people is a journey in itself.

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And...

Tech legend.

Thank you.

I think it should look good on the snob who gave me the money.

Thank you to everyone for reading.

Oh, and don't worry too much.

The floor is the main character.