Life, Once Again!

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To recapture the damn dream. It has an echo. It will be even more so because the person who accomplished it is not the ideal, but the reality. I take it without getting frustrated. He is unshakeable. No matter what adversity may befall, this person must say:

- Hang on, I'm going to build up a little bit of strength and we're going to figure this out.

Strong.

It can be freed because it is strong.

The floor convinced the character of the smile. He was like that. It is clear that it is a bothersome nature, but it is not a shell that only has a concubine. She's convinced.

That's why we can do things like that.

But...

“Fantastic.”

“Right? I think I'm cool, too. So you too... ”

“But I don't know yet. Theatre is definitely fun. It's interesting. I hid it, but it felt good when I was on stage earlier. And I realized that it's not just uncomfortable to be looked at. ”

“Then why? Then we'll do it. ”

“Just do it. You're right, we should just do it. But I just don't have the courage to do it. because I haven't been drunk or crazy. It just seems ideal to play as a moderate hobby. ”

“Hey, you don't know that. We have to try. You haven't even tried yet. I don't know if you're young, but, no, this doesn't suit you, so cancel. Anyway, there's something you don't know. You don't have the courage? That's fear, right? ”

“You might think so. ”

He nods as if he understands.

“Yes, I can't be brave. But, you know, it's just a feeling that's happening because you haven't experienced it. Fear comes from the unknown. Of course I'm afraid of something I've never done before. But there are some things that don't really matter. Isn't that right?"

Fear comes from ignorance.

You're right. You're scared because you don't know. That's why I'm afraid of the unknown. I don't know anything.

I've never done anything like this before. I hesitate because I don't know what to do or what to do, and hesitation quickly turns into fear and overwhelms me.

But after a day, two days, a month, and a year, the first time is no longer a matter of fear. It is only an object of pleasure or boredom.

You're absolutely right.

But there must be a station in the world.

“I'm afraid because I don't know, but because I do...... I'm afraid. ”

“Are you afraid because you know? ”

“Yes.”

“ ……. ”

“I had a lot of good experiences today. But I don't feel like doing anything weird. The theater department will continue to leave. And I'll help. But it's not going to take much time. as long as you don't change your mind. ”

I'm scared because I know.

If I am now obsessed with the club for the pleasure of a moment, what impact will that year have on my family in the future?

Over time, if I had caught a fan instead of a club, if I had spent more time trying to find something I wanted to be sure of……… I would have regretted it and blamed myself.

‘Why didn't you give me something great? ’

I blamed the sky for a moment, but soon the floor shook its head and cleared my mind.

He is also greedy.

I began a life that was almost over.

This alone is a great fortune and power.

Your wasted time today is the tomorrow that the dead remembered yesterday. The floor often reminded me of this phrase when I woke up in the morning.

A statement describing the situation you are in. Sometimes I missed the past. I'll do well if I get one more chance. If I could just live one more life, I'd be better off now.

And now it's done.

Tomorrow, the day that the dead future wanted, is the day that is now alive. As the day passes, the soy sauce burns.

What is my dream?

What I want to do.

Where should I go?

I study for it, I invest for it, and I worry for it. But I can't see the road well. I've already been there once, but it's not worth it.

Back in the day, Mansa was okay. I thought I could accomplish my purpose without hesitation, but I didn't.

He lived 45 years of his life. Go to the right college, do the right thing, fall in love and have kids.

Whatever I've done for 45 years.

What I've accomplished.

If there was a purpose to life in the past, wouldn't it be so lost? If we had floated the white buoy in the ocean of our lives, we'd be able to move forward more comfortably.

It's a circle. It's the same thing all over again.

I know I have to, but I don't know what to do.

It's a sudden feeling of meetings.

That's the way it is.

It was a life where the wind blew like a leaf in the wind. To put it bluntly, it was a life that relied on the wind.

“You're amazing, too. I don't know if any of the high school kids are this skeptical. ”

A grimacing smile like a stuffy nose.

“I know. I wish I didn't know any better. Remaining ambiguous makes it more difficult for people. ”

“…… What are you talking about? ”

“It's nothing. I'm talking to myself. Oh, and I know you're a great teacher. and how passionate they are. I wish I could be hot with you, but right now, I'm too cold. It's hard.”

The floor smiles. The effective means of avoiding the situation was not anger, but laughter.

“That face! ”

A smile points to the floor's face with its index finger.

“You look like you know the world! ”

She's sharp, too. It burns my inside.I don't know what to do. Now I'm just laughing.

“Whew.”

A smile that squeezes the scalp like it's a headache. I was a little curious because the floor showed such a smile.

Why does he care so much about me? What has brought her so much attention? What's so special about her that I don't know?

“Teacher.”

“Why?”

That's an annoying answer. But I still have some expectations. The honest reaction made me feel like a really pure adult.

“Why are you spending so much time on me? ”

“You don't know that? ”

“Yes, I have no idea. Isn't it more efficient to teach kids at a time like this? He may or may not play, but rather than drag him around wasting his time……. ”

“You're wasting your time? ”

“? ”

The smile of the eye is turned to the reverse. He looks furious. White makes her skin red. My ears are a little red too.

“I think I know you now. ”

“You know me? ”

“Yes, you suck! ”

“ ……. ”

Smile will start. The car that stopped got back on the road.

“Now I know what you're thinking. Haha.”

“You know what I'm thinking? ”

“Yes."

A smile opens the door. A cold spring breeze came in. Hair that flies away, smiling at the face of life.

“You're looking too far. ”

“Far away? ”

“Yes. He's looking so far that he can't even imagine where he's looking. Of course, you can worry about that at your age. What are you doing after you graduate? What are you doing in college? What are you doing in the military? What the hell. ”

He nods as if he understands. However, my face is twisted.

“But they're all abstract. Things that don't exist, things that time and space are built on in the minds of all things. Those who are worried about those things will soon see the land they're putting their feet on. That's what I usually do in high school. But you're different. ”

A voice of conviction.

“I don't know why you're here, but I think you're looking at the right spot. It's like you've been there once. I'm worried about that head because it's so clear it feels like it actually happened. What do you think? Am I wrong? ”

The more I look at him, the greater he is.

The floor nods frankly.

I didn't want to deny it.

“I knew it. I knew this would happen. You're too imaginative. That's why I can't take my eyes off the future because my worries are so crazy specific. If I knew what I was going to look like now, I wouldn't be here. You'll die of anxiety!”

Bam, bam!!

A smile that rings Clarkson for no reason. The car passing by quietly moves aside.

“But, you know, I think it's absurd to be thinking about something like that right now because it hasn't happened yet. Of course you think you're different. I can do that. That's enough. ”

A sighed and exhaled smile slowly turns his head.

Two serious eyes come forward.

“Valter Benjamin once said, ”

Valter Benjamin. I know his name. It appeared in a self-help book that I had read aloud and in an easy philosophy that I had decided to expand my common sense.

And now.

I could almost see what the smile was trying to say.

So I opened my mouth without even knowing it.

“Always……. ”

“Only then will the progress be made, and even in 2nd and 3rd, n +1 is never progress. ”

There's a smile on your face. It looks as if he knew how.

The floor chewed on the words.

He also remembered the advice of a smile.

Maybe you're looking too far away.

You're being too specific about what didn't happen.

Progress.

You need to take a step forward.

Without that step, there is no progress.

One step.

If I pile up and look around, that footprint will become my life.

I am.

Were you afraid to break the record because you were worried about what didn't happen?

The file.

Scary step.

“And then... ”

A smile added another word.

“If you don't take the first step well, you can fix it in the second step. You didn't take the second step well? Then you turn from step three. Don't be afraid. Don't hesitate. I think...... you've done enough. Now, isn't it really necessary for you to take a step back? ”

Smile is silent. Focus on driving as if you have nothing more to say.

The floor glances down at its feet.

Did I...... break my record?

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When I arrived at school, it was past 5 p.m. The smile did not drive the car to a school that looked far away. Instead, I parked the car in front of the nearby house of Doncas.

"Ms. Grant, I'd like you to fry 13 Doncas here. Delicious."

"Yes."

Speak like that and sit down.

13 servings.

The floor saw a smile.

"Eat and go. You're hungry."

"It's okay……."

"He's fine! Shut up! Just eat. I'll shove it in your mouth. Don't talk to me."

This is the look of a smile that you can never give up. If I say a word here, I think my smile will go crazy, so I decided to stay calm. The sound of fried ziggle doncas is heard from the inside.

The floor opens its mouth, recalling the conversation in the car.

"I didn't get an answer."

"What?"

"Why do you care so much about me?"

"Oh, that."

A sad look in your eyes. You can't even speak with a smile.

"Hey."

"Yes."

"I saw coal as you were walking down the street. He's very black. But I see something shiny inside that coal. What would you do?"

"Let's clean it up. It might be the Daiyas."

"Isn't that right? You'll take a little effort, won't you?"

"…… Am I coal?"

"No."

"And?"

"Shit! You're shit!"

"Yes?"

"I don't know. It's up to you now. I'll take care of it. Come out and do your thing, or you can watch from the side. Phew, really."

"……."

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

"No, I was wondering if you were upset."

"What, what?"

"Or not."

"Say that again."

"Oh, please pretend you didn't hear that."

"This is real. I'm gonna rip your fucking mouth off!"

It was a smile like a cat on its tail.

The floor smiles and shuts up.

Something is wrong with my head.

I also feel like one of the old questions has been resolved neatly.

Is it a human trait to be assimilated by those around you?

It was then.

I can see her grinning as if she was angry. And then they ask,

"Hmmm. So do you want to try?"

By the way.

She's consistent.

The floor shakes its head.

"No."

"Come on!"

"Instead."

"Huh?"

"I'm going to ask you to do something else."

One step.

I decided to walk.

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Thank you, Sun-choko.

My toes are cold. Hoops.

Are you enjoying your dinner?

I'm going to eat with ramen.

I knew it.

Ramen is the best.