Life, Once Again!

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"Keep your eyes peeled! Did you run out of money? It looks like nothing in the audience! Focus! Move while you think. If you're standing there right now, you can't see the kid in front of you!"

It was a screaming smile.

He quickly stepped aside, saying, "I'm sorry." Then I bump into the crowd behind me. Uh, he's a bad guy going backwards.

"Hey!!"

Soyeon and Yurim in front of me flinch. There was nothing wrong with it, but the body reacted to the dayline shout without me knowing it. A smile sweeps his face and gestures to gather.

"Three weeks...."

"……."

"In three weeks, I have to be in front of the judges. You have to do it in front of an audience. You know what that means, right?"

"Yes."

"I know them!! Go outside and drive around the playground. These things don't roll, so let's get our minds right. Run!!"

"Yes!"

It was a runaway theater group. After smiling, I vomited my breath.

"Too bad."

I was screaming, but the kids were getting to a certain level. A satisfactory step in some ways. But that's a shame. A normal kid wouldn't even bother. I'm just gonna give it up.

Just a little more trimming will make for a smoother, more powerful play.

A smile leaves the auditorium and enters the empty classroom in front of you. Approaching the window, you open the window and push your head out. The one who came out first was Tae Joon. You don't have enough stamina, but your feet are fast. Late stone. Later is the Middle Reform, Minority, and Advance. The crowd jumps out at the same speed as the girls.

"The colony! Walk!?"

"No!"

Asrai is heard. Kids who run like hell on the playground. The smile told him to come in first, who filled the five wheels, and then sat down again. After a while. Huff-puff, open the door and Tae-jun comes in. There is a little sweat on the forehead. The line-up follows.

Finally, Soyeon.

A smile opens when we get there.

"Take a breath! I feel how my throat opens and closes as I breathe comfortably. You said that when I yawn, the opening of my throat is the ideal erection. But you also have to make a sound for each situation you learn. When you're tired, when you're tired, when you're strong, when you're sad. It's a tough time right now. How much your nose and mouth breathe, how your lungs dilate, how strong your airway moves. Feel it all. Don't try to make it yours this time. Just squeeze it. Oh, here's the thing, though. Do you understand?"

"Yes!"

"If you're stupid, you can't learn! We need to capture every fingertip, toe tip, and even a single strand of hair to represent the situation. It's only after that ritualistic behavior is repeated and mastered that the realm of unconsciousness is acting naturally. A sensual action play without basic practice? Don't be ridiculous. I don't believe that. From one to ten, in a very rigid, thoughtful frame of consciousness, you have to get to the sensual part after the movement. Do you understand?"

"Yes!"

"All right, let's take a 10-minute break and get on with it. I'm gonna run next week. And if you're gonna start like this, you better really get ready."

Everyone swallows saliva with a smile.

“Hong Geun-suk.”

“Yes.”

The cornerstone jumped and stood in front of the smile. He is the main character of the play for the Youth Theater Festival. It is a burdensome role because there are quite a lot of monologues, but it is also a catchy role. Recent stones are said to dream of future actors. I take theater more seriously than other children.

It has some basic and shows some quality. Kwon & '92; s, Kwon &' 92; s, National Competition. There are individual awards in addition to group awards for each part. Stacking them up one by one would be a big help to apply to the Theatre Department later.

So from now on, it's important. If he holds his vision firmly, he must fight harder. You must let me know that the world is not so greedy from now on so I can not be discouraged later.

The smile firmly believed that it was the role of the teacher.

“Did you analyze the character? ”

“Yes.”

“Then tell me. What is the essence of a cozy dining table? ”

In fact, I never gave the high school club play a profound character analysis smile. Most children are curiously supportive of the theater department. Although there are occasional children who are determined to become actors, most abstract children are. They are only given a brief description of the characters they want to play.

But a kid who was scolded for going to the theater. I like that attitude, and I don't want to overstep it as long as I know that commitment is heavy.

“Essence is a shy character. I want to get close to my friends, but I don't have the courage to approach them first. And it's narrow. because I was so upset by a friend's words that I immediately declared my disconnection. And……. ”

“I wonder what it was like in elementary school. ”

“Yes?”

I can see the stone is a little confused.

A smile kicked his tongue.

“I told you to analyze the characters, and you were selling texts. I didn't ask you what was in the script! You asked me to think about what kind of life Kim Jong-soo lived so well that I could open up this drama. ”

“ ……. ”

“Don't you know who's shy? Don't you know who's got a narrow stomach? Everybody here knows that! Why? Because it's in the script. It is also written in the directive. Vomiting, mumbling. Kicking the ground with your feet. ”

A smile spread through the script and said, one by one.

Makes you look stiff. He looks cruel with that look on his face.

The smile asked.

“Are you angry?”

“Yes.”

“Because I yelled? ”

“No, I'm mad at myself for not thinking straight. I should have thought again, you're not the one who asked me to know what I know. ”

Brilliant. This is the one. The smile folded the script and handed it to the stone.

“Shall I teach you like an elementary school student? ”

“No, I don't want that. I want to be a thinking actor. ”

“Shit. Work hard. If you know what went wrong, you have nothing more to say with this. Let me give you one piece of advice. Okay, think again when you want. Is that really all or is that it? If you think about it and think about it, you'll find something new. Then it's a dead end again. I'm pretty sure I've done it before, but I'm back to zero. But that's the bottom line. That emptiness is the cornerstone of growth. Do you understand?”

“Yes.”

“I keep asking myself that because you seem to mean it. If you want to be real, throw away the middleman. Fiercely.”

“Yes!”

The smile suggests you go. The cornerstone greets you and goes back to the group.

An honest guy.I like the look of him who never dies. If the grass dies, it will never survive on this floor.

‘By the way, now I look a little bit like a lunatic. The same Hong. ’

Then, he was similar to a madman. The New Theatre Department. Despite the harsh situation that no one knows anything about and teaches, the lunatic is determined to be crazy when he sees him next to him. Reading and reading scripts provided by the Theater Association. Later, the corners were worn out, not empty.

Everyone was crazy about that passion.

In fact, Cheongcheon would not have happened without a gynecologist and his psychopath.

‘If so, what was I doing? ’

Maybe he was a good cartoonist.

But I couldn't be happier.

However, such a madman and sarcophagus had a strange similar atmosphere.

It was time to watch the children who were leading silently. I cried my phone. I twisted it open.

“Not you. ”

It was a call from a lunatic.

“Why?”

- You said you bought the kids dinner yesterday. Thank you.

“Are you thankful to buy a meal? Is that why you called? ”

- There's that, there's something to boast about.

“Proud?"

- I met Director Yoo-cheolmin on the set. And I said hello.

“What, really? ”

Yoo-cheolmin. If you're dreaming about going to college, you've heard of it. He was one of the best theaters in the university, the polar terminal of the 'Sea of Sky’, and is the current director of the Korean Theatre Association. If every piece is sold out, and he is in charge of the cast, it is a giant in the theater industry so that famous actors who filmed the movie in Chungmuro forget the movie schedule.

I've only seen him a few times with a smile, but I've never met him.

- Well, you'd be remembered as one of a lot of theaters anyway. But where is it? Because I met someone I admire.

“I envy that. What brings you here? ”

- They're having an affair with the Independent Film Director. I didn't know.

“Isn't that a great opportunity? If you do well... ”

- Don't play by the line. Remember what I said?

He was a maniac who said to cut it down tightly. The smile no longer spoke. He'll succeed on his own terms.

“So you called to brag? ”

- And that.

“What else? ”

- …… I wonder if my brother is doing well.

“Sister?”

- Uh, I've been busy, and I haven't been able to get back to the house in, like, four months, and I tried to call her a few days ago. He's in Cheongcheon. He went to that shit-hole school with a head that could go private downtown.

“You can't be called Pyeongseok. ”

Don't you have a kid who looks just like me? He's a little taller, he's a little well-built, and he looks a little bit better than me. You have a better head than I do. But that's okay, 'cause I'm better at acting.

He was a laughing lunatic and a redneck.

The smile looks at the distant cornerstone.

I heard you feel like you've seen it somewhere.

“Hey, did you have a sister? ”

- Yeah, didn't I tell you?

“You should have told me about your family. ”

Well, you keep your mouth shut. I don't know why, but he wants to play with his good head.

He took his phone off his ear and looked down at it with trembling eyes for a moment.

The voice of my predecessor.

It was very bitter.

I can't believe someone who's so excited to be on drugs all the time. Is something wrong?

“What do you have to say about your brother? ”

- Just take care of her.

Lie. This crazy flood man always puts the word "just" in front of his words when he lies. Everyone knows, but you don't know.

“Speak the truth. ”

- …….

“Hey, you idiot! ”

As he gives a big smile, the members of the play team who are leading look at him in surprise. The smile shakes his hand, meaning to turn off the nerves.

- Teach them as harshly as possible.

“Of course it is. ”

- And...

“And?”

- No, this could be my mistake. Anyway, let me dream. And even if I fall out of the dream, I can still cushion myself.

“Hey, I'm confident about dragging it high enough to make it fly, but I can't be a cushion. You can do that yourself. And come and see me. Do you understand?”

- Yeah, you should know.

Then he quickly hung up the phone.

“A rookie brother. ”

Hmph, Changcheon 1 and Changcheon 13. He is the brother who entered the heavens side by side. A smile grabbed his hands tightly.

I have one more reason to roll the stone.

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I glanced back. The smiling instructor looked at me with a dim eye. My lips were a little twisted, but I felt like I was cursing.

Are you still angry?

I thought I should be alert. Three weeks from now, really, really soon. Every day that passes, I feel nervous.

I want to be a theatrical target like my brother.

'Brother.'

Roots meant different things to him. It was a complicated relationship to describe in one word the word "brother." Sometimes it was an idol, sometimes it was a target of time. He was my loving brother, and I hated him to death at some point.

When I was a kid, my brother didn't understand. It was in the third grade of elementary school. After school, I returned home to school. As soon as I opened the door, I saw my father shouting and my brother on his knees at the same time. She immediately took me out. After a while, my brother left the house smiling brightly.

Listen to your parents. You got it?

My brother had just had a big fight with my father. People you don't understand. People who only hurt their parents. That was the look of my brother when I was a kid. My mother said that day:

You listen to your father, don't you?

And I said, "Yeah." I answered without hesitation. It was because he looked really ugly walking through the front door.

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Thank you, Sun-choko.

It's snowing.

All ahead flank.

You must be having a hard time cleaning up the garbage.