Life, Once Again!

I stood in the bathroom facing the mirror.

- There's a difference between the feelings of those who are about to get caught up in the play. Excitement.

The rookie's words are at home. Excited. The floor raises its hand and places it on its chest. A heart that beats calmly. He is doing his job quietly, even though he is getting higher and lower.

“Excitement.”

Let's go back to what I was excited about in high school.

“Basketball, games, sometimes when you get a good score on an exam. When you got the allowance? ”

Nothing great, but I was definitely excited at that moment. I was thrilled when I won a basketball game with 500 won drinks, and that night, when I ate a good item to go hunting with the kids, I talked about it all day long.

I was excited about such a trivial thing.

And now?

I don't know what I'm excited about. Age of Invulnerability. Maybe it's a nice wrapping of emotion.

The floor in the mirror is still expressing boldness today. If it were me at the time, would I be looking like this?

The face is hard enough to practice smiling consciously. Time is what makes a person hard and also makes emotions hard.

The floor that was looking at the mirror returned to the auditorium. Break time is almost over. Dress rehearsal is about to begin. A smile signaled me that I was afraid to sit in a vacant seat.

“The audience is silent. And the lights go out. Then I hear the TV. ”

A smile turns on the TV sound with MP3 connected to the speakers. At the same time, the sofa is filled with Junghyeok and the citizenship appears. Act 1 is open.

* * *

Over time, conflicts between characters escalate. This is the scene where first graders appear in front of the alley.

Loosen the front button of the jacket and pull down the tie a little like a worker on the way home. I find three students burning cigarettes in front of the alleyway as I walk along the street while having a natural conversation.

Continued conversation.

Tae Joon is coming out. I spit out my lines, annoyed. The doppelganger who received the ambassador leaned forward as if he was really angry.

You've been practicing this long. The dialogue is as natural as the flow of water. Above all, smoke, the public's natural workplace, catches the eye. He smiles blankly and stops the rush to fight with the students, then warns himself with anger when the dung pops out. A typical 50-something man you can see around you.

“You're good.”

The roots whisper at your side. An act of empathy. He was a surprising actor.

‘But what looks great is marble. ’

If they made you nod your head in natural smoke, the stone was impressed by the inhaling smoke. I change my gaze at the important parts of the dialogue and look at people, but I have studied what kind of gaze I have to give to the audience in order to convey dramatic pleasure.

Poison white parts of the muscle stone.

The auditorium calms down. The limestone opens its mouth sharply. It is a small but strangely clear voice. Small talk did not mean small talk. For a clearer pronunciation, open your mouth and use your breath to control your voice.

“Hmm.”

The floor gazes at the flow of the root water. I am looking at the stone with a very satisfied smile. I think I like his acting. But after that smile, there is a strange tension. What could it be?

* * *

A family reunited after all the conflicts had been resolved. She still doesn't deserve her son, but she can't argue anymore. Father's permission and a short monologue of his son. The play ends with the sound of the TV playing again.

A curtain call comes out of the stage in pairs, smiling brightly. With the last stone adorned, greet the audience.

Oh, man.

Sujin applauded. We hit the floor together. How much effort you've made in the last two months.

The actors who finished the curtain call sigh out loud and look at the smile.

The smile pauses and claps together.

“I'm a little better at this in my office. Then you will be able to see the award as well as the main line. ”

“Whoa.”

First and second graders vomited their breath. They look at each other with a look that says they don't want anything more.

“Well done.”

“Good work.”

“Well done.”

They were encouraging each other.

The temperature of the auditorium on the fifth floor rises by about one degree. The floor looks at them smiling gladly, placing its palm on their chest again.

It's still running steadily.

“Are you good?”

“Yes, I feel completely different from what I've been watching next to. ”

“You've never seen a dress rehearsal before? ”

“Yes, they all look good together. ”

Roots nod.

“This should be quite a setback. That suit he's wearing, I brought it to him 10 years ago. ”

He was the one who laughed, pointing to the suit that was being worn by the people.

“My uncle did some business in town, and he worked his ass off to get that suit. I'm still using it well, so I don't regret trying that time. And those shoes. That's what I care about, too. ”

“You've put a lot of effort into this play. ”

“For three years, I didn't go to school, I went to the theater department. I was beaten to death by the teacher for failing the exam, and I broke it at home, but how? This is good. ”

“Have you ever regretted it? ”

“Regretted it? I think I did... I don't know anymore. I'm full of thoughts about the play, so I don't have room to store those silly memories. ”

He bounced his tongue and made a sound. The man who came all the way here with one focus. His challenge to invest three years of high school in theater without worrying about it is astonishing.

“Dead end.”

I smile a lot. It looks as if he has looked inside the floor.

“I was crazy about the play, and I didn't see anything. Academic examination...... You guys are masters, right? Anyway, that was all behind me. ”

“Is that all? ”

“Yes. It's surprisingly easy. ”

You can't just go crazy because you don't know.

I had a lot of problems when I was a kid. It is hard to say that the weight of the concern is light compared to that of an adult.

A child with a broken precious toy.

A student who forgot his homework from a scary teacher.

A freshman who overslept on the day of his graduation.

Career prep for a big fight with an interviewer.

Broken subordinate to the boss.

A wife with an unfaithful husband.

The rest of the family who left their family.

Who dares put a weight on their suffering, on their worries? Those who have been through will be able to say. How is a broken doll the same as a dead person? That's a completely different problem.

But at that child's point, the doll could be a person's life. It's a pain you can't comprehend unless you become that child. In a child's world, you should also think about the possibility that dolls are everything.

I went behind the scenes in my senior year and focused on the play. It may have been the greatest courage a student could give at that time.

Rookie said he started the play because of his rebellion against his father. In other words, it is likely that they did not receive a very good rating at home.

Half of the student's life is in school and half is in family. And what those two groups generally want from their students is to be diligently educated.

Determination to push what two groups of you want and do what you want. And momentum.

You can't do this unless you're literally crazy.

“It doesn't look easy at all. ”

“Of course. You haven't experienced it yet, so it looks hard. ”

“Does that mean it's easy to make a decision when you actually shut up? ”

“No, I told you. Your doctor doesn't matter. The question of whether or not you like the creature of smoke. ”

“Does that mean you have to be born? ”

“That's my point of view. Of course, you'll have to go to the monster's room on your own. But whether or not that monster greets you is entirely up to the monster's choice. Effort is important. But people aren't born the same. There's definitely a difference. No matter how hard I try, I can't be Michael Jordan. ”

“Talent…… ”

“You seem to understand. ”

The rookie does the jabbering. Point to the entrance of the auditorium. Then say to a smile.

“I'll be out in a minute. You're not just going to practice, are you? ”

“I'm going to take a break. ”

“There you go. Let me borrow him.”

The roots wrap around the shoulder of the floor. The floor looked at the smile. The smile nods silently.

“Let's go.”

The roots pull out the floor and suddenly stop. Then I walked towards the stone, shouting, "Oops." I can see the edges of that indifferent expression making me nervous.

“Well done. ”

He slapped Fang Fang's brother on the back and turned around. The floor sees a faint curling of the cornerstone's mouth.

“Let's go there, because the roof is open. ”

“So do you, and if you want to talk, you're all going to the roof. ”

“That was our site. The theater department's place. I practiced there a lot. We took care of the rooftop key. ”

“Aha.”

The rooftop opens the door and the rooftop moves around.

“You haven't changed a bit. ”

“It's concrete.”

“Damn, you're not sentimental. ”

I gestured on the average side of the boardwalk. The old abandoned average rotted like it was going to break soon.

“Wow, that's the same thing. This is what we brought. As a substitute for a chair.”

“I see.”

“Hiya! You haven't changed, you haven't changed. ”

“It's been a long time since you've been in school. ”

“Me? Ten years. ”

“You've never been here since graduation? ”

“Uh, I graduated, but why? It's the only reason I'm here. I see him often outside. ”

The floor nods. He feels very free. In other words, it's the wind.Not the leaves drifting in the wind, but the wind where it wants to go.

“I'm not really good with kids like this, but I'll tell you because you seem to have an idea. It's funny to talk about life at my age, but if you shorten what you've experienced in 30 years of life to one sentence, people are never fair. ”

“Isn't that fair? ”

“Yes, I already have a plaque in my body. Tall one like you, tall one. It's already divided into two categories, isn't it? That handsome, ugly guy right there. Rich guy, poor guy. I just need a few things to think about, and I can already break them down into a few layers. No matter how much society emphasizes the process, it can't be fair and fair to be born with differences. Isn't that right?”

The floor nods quietly. There's some reasoning: 45 years of life. Why did he fight with his boss and quit his job in a small business? Despite the HR Chief and Trouble in the HR department's performance, the employee below was promoted first.

‘It was naive.’

At that time, I thought it was the truth. But when I took off one more lid, there was another reason. The employee was the son of a partner president. And that partnership with the company is a private relationship.

I learned at that time that winning performance is academic, winning academic year is delayed, and delays are blood related.

“People are never fair. That's why you have so many distinct areas to stand out in."

I got up and looked down at the playground. The floor also throws its gaze towards you.

“That kid running over there could be good at football. That kid over there playing basketball might actually have a talent for ping-pong. That sick kid over there might actually be Shakyl O'Neill if he tries a little harder. ”

The roots clasp, keeping the base straight, and then the horse.

“But no one knows the possibility. So the school has to tell you about the possibility...... but you know better than that. ”

Roommates start walking the rooftop. The floor was next to it and we walked together.

“Primary education is called standard education. Minimum education to be human. And secondary education, also known as vocational education. It's about figuring out what you're good at, what you want, what you're good at. This is what our country calls primary education, but what about reality? You just put it in the chicken coop and let it study. How do you get your personality in there? It's hard. It's really hard. But sometimes people go crazy. Like me, I'm proud of this. Hmph. But he's crazy. To be precise, he's the perfect talent for the ideology of education in my country. ”

I smile a lot.

The horse is a closed thing.I don't think it's just a saying that says you can't learn when you smile like a fool.

“I told you to take a hike, right?”

“Yes.”

“What do you want to do? ”

“Me?”

What do you want to do? Flooring answered frankly.

“A way to feed my family safely. I want to find it. ”

Then the rookie flicked his finger as if he knew.

“That's why I hesitated. So, um, that's why. ”

“Can I give you some advice? ”

“No, not at all. ”

“Yes?”

“I don't think I have the guts to tell people what to do with their lives. All I can do is bring people to where I work. Like I did 13 years ago. But you're already in the play. So there's nothing I can do. ”

Rook walks to rooftop entrance.

“Think. And think. hesitate enough, and then make your choice. Life regrets that. ”

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There are a lot of people who don't have an announcement, so I'm going to crash here.

Nice to meet you. I met you somehow. If you like this article, you can view it. If you don't like it, you can leave. I have two salutations to make.

"Nice to meet you." "See you later."

I think this explains enough. About Eagle...

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Thank you, Sun-choko.

Pork bag.

Khh.

Beer in there.

Khh.

Good, good.