Life, Once Again!

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“I can also love you because you hate me. ”

The floor read the last phrase of the book out loud. It was a catchy word. Likes and hates. It's the opposite of a coin, but it's one emotion after another.

Hatred really doesn't mean he doesn't care.

“You see a lot of books these days. ”

I was furious at the sound of the voice coming from next to me. A woman scouring the bookshelf. She was wearing a white suit, and she had in her hand books about child psychology borrowed from the floor.

“I'm gonna have a heart attack. ”

“Don't worry. Mr. Hangul's heart is quite strong. It's been more than half a year. How's life these days? ”

“I'm doing well, and I've been living this life for 45 years, and it feels like a dream. ”

“That's good, because some of you back in the past can't stand the awkwardness and die on your own. ”

“I see. But what are you doing here? ”

“I'm here to see how you're doing. It's one of my main tasks. ”

The woman quickly searches the book and puts it back on the shelf. Curious eyes now look at the script on the corner of the desk.

“Are you happy with your life now? ”

“I'm not sure I'm satisfied yet. There's going to be a lot going on. You can say you were satisfied after you solved them well. ”

“Looks like you're stepping up your game. ”

“It's too irresponsible not to be prepared without knowing. I don't know how much good this is going to do in the future, but it's better than nothing. Isn't that right?”

“It should be. ”

The woman looks around the room. It's like a tenant visiting a house. Do you like the sunlight? ’I'm just going to ask, the floor smiled awkwardly.

“Let me change the question a little bit. Is life fun now? ”

Fun.

The word came to me heavier than the word satisfaction. After a moment of thought, the floor shakes its head.

“I live faithfully, but I don't know how to enjoy it. Moments were fun, but I don't think it was that much fun when I look back now. Well, I don't mean regret it. Fun is ambiguous in the beginning. ”

“Of course. It's ambiguous. Most people ultimately crave pleasure, or fun. It's used in a very simple sense, but if you go deeper, you can't get much deeper. ”

The woman turns her head. No celebrity is likely to turn into a normal woman by her side. The appearance of a woman who is not of this world, so that she is appalled rather than passion or desire. The word noble raises a question on that face that would suit me best.

“But you haven't changed a bit. ”

“Me?”

“Yes, I thought I'd had a chance to live a life like this, but I thought I was being selfish. ”

“I'm still selfish enough. ”

“Do you really think so? ”

“At least I don't seem to be avoiding others. If Iggy's greedy and she's trying to hurt people, I'm not up for that. They'll come back to me one day. It's a bit far-off, but I think I'll take a few. ”

“I see. But what about where you are right now?"

"Where am I?"

"Yes. I saw that you were being treated pretty badly by the acting department. Isn't that the damage you're taking? ”

The woman seemed curious about this world. It may be a curiosity about the individual floor. After all, I answered the floor.

“You mean the look in their eyes? ”

“Yes, I'm new here, so I have too many questions about humans. It may be a futile time in human time, but in our own time, I'm a sunbird. I've met ten people so far, but you're a little special. You don't mind, do you? ”

It was a purely bumping eye. It was a simple question of why it proceeded the way it did, seeing the form of events that happened, rather than beating it with a toothbrush.

Through the question, the floor was able to understand the identity of the foreign senses that had been felt a while ago. Feeling completely excluded. She was asking questions in perfect neutrality, not left and right. It was like a machine with human texture.

“Are you sure you like and dislike it? ”

“I certainly have that distinction. ”

“It exists, but it won't get swept away easily, will it? ”

“The idea of being swept away is not a good word for us. I'm full. So it doesn't shake. ”

“I've always wondered, are you a god? ”

“As I said before, some are angels, some are members of the devil. And of course, those are human evaluations. We are self-made, but we were born of him, and we could be his secretaries, to say the least. It's not easy to come up with the right definition. So I think we're right about angels and demons and the Grim Reaper. ”

“By the way, you mean there is someone at the top. It doesn't matter, so I went ahead and asked. Now, if you don't mind me asking, I have an immature child. I want you to pretend that there's a universal idea, whether social or moral, that you need to treat and nurture immature people to be mature. ”

“I understand.”

“If that child were to finger you and say, 'Ugly,' how would you react? ”

“Oh, that was a brilliant explanation. It seems Mr. Hanmuru also has the qualities of an educator. ”

She nodded convincingly.

Rooftops and Yurim. The floor itself knows that they do not welcome the floors. I can't tell because my eyes are different from mine. Then all that's left is to deal. How should we behave?

‘It's too childish to react every day. ’

The snot-nosed kid pointed at his face and said, "You look ridiculous.” If you're really angry when you say, "you can call it adulthood.

If you are angry, you will see strange things around you.

Why are you so serious about him?

Of course, the floor is high 1. The floor behavior will seem strange to those around you who are shaping the values of High 1.

I wonder if he's not angry.

Are you afraid of stones?

Or is his personality too mild?

It's all in your head.

I don't care what Yurim grumbles about, no matter what he does when he looks at the floor. It's even weirder to be interested.

Just...

That's the extent of the relationship.

I don't know about friends. If Dojin came out that way, the public might have said something about disappointment. No, I'm sure you would.

“Now I know your disposition. Hanmuru is filming a movie. ”

“Movies?”

“I see myself through the camera. in a very objective way. I can see why you have to be rational. ”

The floor looked at the ceiling without even knowing it. It felt like helicams were floating there.

Life through a camera. That makes sense. Freedom from the stress of relationships may also be due to the sight of the third party rather than the accumulation of years.

Is that not right?

I didn't want to answer the question.

I just didn't think it was a positive thing.

“Maybe Mr. Hangul's watch stopped the day you died. Maybe he's alive here, but he's looking somewhere else. ”

“Is that the problem? ”

“No, not at all. I'm just observing and reporting. I just asked you a question to solve a little personal curiosity, and it's all about deciding whether life is going right or wrong. But like I said when we first met, I want you to be a little bit more altruistic. ”

“I'm individualistic enough. ”

“Why don't you be a little selfish? ”

“It's a little suspicious to hear someone say that you don't have a preference for bias. ”

The floor looked at the woman. Women represent perfect neutrality. That's what he said. Such a woman is secretly forcing her choice. Does that mean something else?

A woman smiles. A dazzling beauty. As she waves her hand slightly, a silver veil unfolds in front of her. The curtain is like a mirror, so you can see your face reflecting the curtain.

Soon there will be a face on the veil. It's not the face of the floor.

“This is……. ”

The face on the tabernacle was a grandmother who gave the floor a chance to live again. No, she was acting like she couldn't call her grandmother anymore. Braids on fine skin. She looks like a gorgeous virgin in a pretty dress.

But the floor knew she was a grandmother as soon as she saw her. The happy smiling grandmother was hanging out with someone else. Then my eyes met for a moment, and I glanced at my mouth to see if there was something to say.

“How are you doing? ”

The floor was a metaphor for what my grandmother wanted to say in the shape of her mouth.

The silver veil disappeared. A woman with the heavenly beauty reappears.

“She only wants your happiness. Not someone else's happiness, but their own happiness. What I said soon was something she wanted to say to you. I originally wanted to convey it through a dream, but I came here in a time-sensitive relationship. ”

“Urgent means... …. ”

“This will be the last meeting. I will no longer appear in front of you like this. The breakpoint is now stabilized. ”

“Will the breakpoint stabilize? ”

“The world is not a structure of hundreds of millions of people in one life. There are individual forms of life. It creates a lot of divergences in every life. And I'm just letting you know that the life you died of has stabilized. ”

“The life I died in? ”

I felt numb.

“Yes.”

“I went back in time. ”

“That's right. That's where the divergence is. Hangul's life back in the past. And the life of dead Hangul. ”

“How can I live when I'm dead...? ”

“That's why we have a breakpoint. At last, the sadness caused by Mr. Hangul's death calmed down. It took a very long time for a normal person. ”

“My wife... is my daughter... going on without me?" ”

“Yes.”

“Yes!”

It felt like my hair was sticking. I felt comfortable returning to the past. My family doesn't have to suffer. I can do better when I see them.

But I've already gone through all the pain and no grief.

“That's life. You can't think of it as a life without a life. because life without one seed is not meaningless to others. ”

My hands and feet felt cold.

If so, my family…….

“That's why I keep telling you. Live a little selfishly for your own happiness, as she said. Giving the same sorrow to your family twice...... is a harsh thing to say."

"…… How's your wife?"

"I still miss you. But I don't cry anymore. She has people to protect."

"…… How did your life insurance policy go?"

"It went well with my wife's account."

"My daughter……."

"Mr. Hangul."

"Yes."

"It's no longer a world for you to be involved in."

"…… but I still want to know. How's your daughter?"

"A child who loses a father can't get along."

My heart aches, and I'm so sorry. The fact that two women who love the sadness that they left behind are crying, apart from the sadness of those two women, the fact that they are living well here made me weep deeply in my heart.

"To my daughter...... Can't I say something to my wife?"

"It's possible. You can take any form of dream. Thanks to you, the people who saved your life are praying for your happiness."

"Thank you."

The floor had been thinking for a long time. I was troubled and troubled to the point that I felt like I was being deluded for a long time. I pulled out the sum of all the words that I could think of and pulled out a word that I was going to tell my family.

"Please be healthy."

At the same time as the last words to wish you well.

The floor closed its eyes.

The feeling of tears flowing down the ball made my chest even worse.

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Thank you, Sun-choko.

Happy days to you, too.