Life, Once Again!

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I saw it, I knew it, but I couldn't shake it. Daemyung was distracted by the anticipated gaze. Time was 6: 00 p.m. The sun grows swollen and the land spiders stream from afar. The scorching floors add tension to the lighting.

“Good luck. ”

“Fight.”

I was encouraged by people holding up coffee cups. I'm glad it's not at all cold. If I had given him a glass to keep quiet, his whole body would have frozen.

He glanced at the script. Quite a line. He plays a role in the Shabby Villa Rooftop Room in Dal-suk-dong. A man who complains about the world. A character named Knowledge. Since a week before the script was received, he put some weight on a character called Knowledge.

‘I'm a grad student who can't even make money in the roof room. Is he skinny? No, he must be hungry from eating with ramen. Just like me.You 're a complaining man, so you'd better keep your mouth shut. ’

The colony stands against the people. And I lowered my mouth as if I didn't like it. Then he shrugged his shoulders. I felt like I was too slow. You put some air in the boat. to make your body stand out more.

‘He's thirty. I'm sure you'll watch a lot of TV. I know a lot about society. I need to know if I'm going to complain. A well-known character always picks up people's conversations. And groaning. Should I put my lips out? ’

Focusing on the character made people's gaze a little lighter. I was still nervous, but I wasn't short of breath. Rather, a strange excitement arose from the drugged chest.

‘I'm worthless. ’

It's true. Face, body, personality. None of this is good.

But this is not the place to show the name of the Park Battalion. Park Dae Nam has lived a life and doesn't need to bring out what is good and what is not. Ugly face, shy personality? Yeah, that's true. But this fact is useless for no other pair here. It's a place to show the world a lot of grumbling, grumbling, and complaining human behavior.

No need to fret. This is the stage. Show me the characters, not me. Let's show people a ritual that's not a big name.

I took a little breath and raised my hand slightly with the script. First scene, first line.

“What a noisy noise. Did you rent it out?”

Let's be bitter.

* * *

There are quite a lot of lines that need to be played by the public. The script is full of dialogues that need to be vomited after a short breath.

A character with a lot of scenes and a lot of lines. As a protagonist, when the colorless character was assigned to the public, they reacted in a single sentence, "Why? ’.

At this moment, however, no one on the inside could say that the smile was the wrong choice.

The floor crashes its chin and sees a friend outside in a suicidal manner. Maru was a little curious when he pointed the smile at the people, but now he's convinced. In the last play, Tai Myung has stably extinguished the role of a 40-year-old company member. If the doppelganger who played at the same age was a little light, but looked energetic, then he was only in his 40s so that he could not find any pros or cons.

I can't feel the walls of a 20-year-old. Now that I think about it, that was quite a performance.

A slight crack in the terrace opens up and you hear the voice of the other party. Shortness of breath made the metabolism go faster, but it was not uncomfortable to hear. No, the speed of breathing or speech was not so important.

The look on their faces and gestures. It's funny, even though it looks like you're beating your chin while kicking the floor and flaying your lower lip.

“Good job. He should know how to eat. ”

I stopped halfway to look at the script to see if I couldn't memorize all the lines, but when I played the dialogue, my unorthodox ritual stood there.

Soon, the colonel who finished all the lines bowed his head in disdain.

Then the guests who were watching gave a big applause. The public raises their heads. I smiled nervously and greeted the guests again and entered the cafe.

“Whoa. Am I, am I good? ”

A smile raises a thumb at the red one. The man sighs heavily and sits down on his chair.

“How are you feeling? ”

“…… I just didn't think of anything until I got a round of applause, but I'm really glad I got a round of applause. It feels different than a curtain call. ”

“Of course. That applause was just for you. It was more than I expected. That's all I'm going to do. Maybe I'll get a personal performance award for this play. Well... no. That's enough. That's enough. ”

The smile glanced at the cornerstone as he said that.

"Carrots and whips. ’

Flooring wanted to give the name of the human trainer a smile. The cornerstone with a smile stared at the crowd with a shivering look. He moves really well with a smile on his face.

'But that's it.'

I think he wanted more from you.

“Well done!”

“That was cool.”

It was a congratulated group of deputies. I reach for the bread that I didn't even look at to see if I was relieved of tension. He smiled once more.

“Come on. Let's keep going. ”

The next batsman was the dew. She pulls her gaze out of her face. Although not as immersed as everyone else, I was able to applaud people with outstanding pronunciation and metabolism.

“You're doing great. But I need you to be more active. ”

“I'm a little embarrassed, hehe. ”

It was the dew that slightly shrugged my shoulders when I returned. He was expressing himself, but he was also shaking.

“How do you feel?”

“Well, first of all, I realized it's really hard to get the lines out. And I was somewhat more ashamed of being close to people. I could barely concentrate because I heard all the stars. I knew how hard the street theater was. ”

“Anything else? ”

“It is very difficult to show them in person without explanation. That much.”

“You've learned well. And that's it? ”

"Oh, yes."

"Okay, that's enough."

He was the second person to pass without a clue.

“Let's keep going straight. ”

A smile pointed to the second graders. Junghyuk, Minority, and Danmi went out in turn. I did not make a mistake like Yun Jing because I managed to keep my mind straight.

I realized that the guests had become accustomed to waiting for the next child.

“Now let's go to the short ones. ”

A smile looks up at the floor.

“Goodbye. ”

The floor rises from its seat, running through the well with a cake in its mouth.

* * *

“It's a little hard on the floor. ”

“I see.”

Daemyung finally felt a calm heartbeat and saw the floor going out onto the terrace. Dojin is right. The floor will be a bit difficult. because there is very little metabolism.

A little more than three lines? ’

a4 Metabolism in less than four lines on a paper basis. There are a lot of things that disappear after leaving only short voiceprints. The floor's role is "youth." Unnamed role model. The appearing scene is surprisingly many, but there is no dialogue at all.

“By the way, don't you get cheeky when you go out and say it? Theatre can only be understood by people after the first act. But I'm trying to get rid of all the front and back and just my parts, which is weird. ”

The dojo is small. The group nods vigorously. It was a part of empathy. The problem was that no one would accept the dialogue, but the biggest problem was that people had no idea what the play was.

The smiling instructor told them to go out and play the lines, but they knew that wasn't all. Other friends and seniors might have noticed.

“I thought you said Mr. Smile was a one-man show? ”

“Huh."

“Does that mean it's not just about going out and entering? ”

“I know the answer when I see what he's saying to me. I told you not to talk, Mr. Smile. That's where you brought your character to make people understand you're playing. Oh, by the way, you were really good back there. Park Dae Nam, when did this guy get so much performance? ”

Dojin taps the shoulder with his fist. The public laughs because they are nice and shy. More smoke was better than studying well.

At some point, theater has become an important component of who you are. I don't have a clear career path, but I don't think it's a bad idea to be an actor.

“If you're good, next year you'll be the main character, right? ”

While saying that, Dojin looked at the stone. The crowd was so hot that they put their hands up to cover their eyes, but only after the stone had already reacted.

There.

“There's no telling what to do. The stage is dominated by skilled men. ”

The smiling instructor put oil on it.

The crowd smiles lightly between uncomfortably smiling bracelets, a fluttering flutter, and a smile.

‘I'd rather be at ease there. ’

I looked at the terrace thinking like that.

Just when the floor stood in front of the guests. He walks over the ledge that separates the terrace from the street and turns around.

“Now, focus on the subtractor over there. ”

Smile did the jaw. The team's gaze was all towards the floor. Daemyung also looked at the floor.

‘If it's a floor, they'll come in without hesitation. ’

It's a short line, so you should be able to get in soon. It's unimaginable to be shy on the floor, so it might end up being very clumsy.

“Hmph.”

The floor coughed a little louder. I can hear everything inside the cafe. The floor naturally gathered attention and listened to the script.

“Dinner. Have you all had dinner? ”

Greetings. The crowd looks up at the floor with a curious eye.

“What's he doing? ”

“It's not in the dialogue. ”

I'm chattering on the side.There's no script for that. What's the floor doing?

“My name is Hangul. The play that we did earlier was a play called the Dal-suk-dong people. It's the story of a young man who moved to Dal-suk-dong and the people who roasted him. ”

Oh, yeah?

He rolled his lips inward and slightly asked. I shouldn't have done that.

“Are you explaining? ”

“What are you doing? ”

“You're nervous.”

The man's fist clenches unknowingly as he hears it from his side.

The actor releases the act by describing it?

That's ridiculous. The actor has to show everything as an act. Explaining the story. That's definitely not good.

The floor explained the play in a tone unlike usual. I briefly explained the overall story of the people of Dal-suk-dong and the characters I had come out with.

By the end of the description, the floor came forward one step.

“The acting I'm going to do is young people. There's not a lot of dialogue. In terms of food, I think it's the same thing again. This is what it looks like. ”

And he walked up and he said, "What?” I said a word. People laughed at me because I had a funny face.

“Here's the thing. The rest of the lines are similar. I'll read your fingerprints so you can understand what's going on. ”

As he explained to the child, the floor cleared everything from one to ten and told the guests. The guests nod. The former kids popped out of nowhere, threw away their lines and disappeared.

He understood the feeling of the floor, but he thought he shouldn't. Because that's not smoke.

“I told you to say it, and you're commenting. ”

It was Tae-jun who spoke in an unpleasant voice. The public agreed.

Do you think the kids who went out and talked to you didn't know how to explain it? No, because the actor has to show, it is the best way to exclude the explanation. You have to convince them to act.

He looked at the faces of the second-graders. I couldn't say anything, but I didn't like the face. Then I saw a smile. One eyebrow was also raised towards the sky.

It's been a while.

The floor struck the last line. And he said to his guests, “Thank you for your time.” I came in after saying hello.

His opponent became more nervous. It was because I almost had a smile on the floor. Somehow, he didn't open his mouth. Yun Jing opened his mouth.

“One drink.”

“Yes?”

“What have you done? ”

“I came here to say the line. ”

“With a kind explanation? ”

“Yes.”

“What?"

“Is there a problem? ”

“Of course. Smile told you to act, not explain. ”

“Did I? I've never heard that before. ”

“Huh?"

The colony tilted its head. Obviously, the smiling instructor told me to go in front of the guests with a script and hit the ambassador.

“But if you're a performer, you have to draw empathy from people by acting. ”

The majority nodded at Yun Jing's words. He was absolutely right.

But the floor asked with a look that was even weirder.

“Well, I don't think I'm that great of a performer. Of course, that should be enough for you and my comrades. You've been practicing a lot. But I can't. ”

“Who doesn't know that? I know we can't. I made a mistake too, but the dialogue alone... ”

As Yun Jing made a shivering mouth, the floor paused.

“You shouldn't do that if you know you can't. Those people sitting there, they're taking their time to look over here. We have to change the way we know we shouldn't. ”

“ ……. ”

“I'm not so sure it's an act. And I never thought of myself as a performer. I don't want to wrap myself up in such a big name. I'm just a student coming into the theater department and trying to learn some acting."

The ridge is clear. The crowd is momentarily embarrassed. I felt like I'd been told a lie. I wonder why. The crowd sees a wave sitting next to them. Dojin was also looking at the floor with a look of thinking about something.

“I know I can't convince people just by acting. And I was out on the terrace, and some people said, What are they doing? ’So I asked my customers, I wonder what we're doing. Most people ask me to explain. So I did what I could. ”

The floor sits on the table with its face intact.

“If you were a pro, you'd have to do it all by acting. I think that's right. That's professional, but I'm an amateur. Amateurs have an amateur approach. Professionals do what they have to do, amateurs do what they can. That's what I think. ”

Professional spirit.

And the amateur way.

He turned his head and looked at the customers. That's not the stage. It's a cafe terrace. So, are those people sitting there not the audience?

No, they're definitely audiences. It is also a thankful audience that appreciates the performance of a humble student without complaining.

Have such an audience and I responded?

The crowd shakes their heads. I was just immersed in relieving tension. When I think about it, I didn't even make eye contact with the audience. I just threw my own line.

Is that really it?

Is that what the smiling instructor wants?

The word "monogamy" comes to mind.

Your face is burning.

Now I know why I'm ashamed.

It's a compliment.

I was ashamed of my self, who was praised for something trivial and pleased as if that was all.

The smiling instructor clearly did a good job.

Compliments often come from reaching or exceeding a certain reference point.

‘Maybe my reference point was low. ’

Maybe the smiling instructor didn't want us to communicate with the audience? Isn't it enough to just deliver the message without being overwhelmed?

- Well... no. That's enough. That's enough.

Isn't that what the smiling instructor said?

Unilateral emotional communication.

No, text delivery.

You're a great performer inside, aren't you, a little overbearing?

Players.

It's a phrase that was written at some point. Suddenly, I think of the theaters I saw at the university. Pros who even make mistakes as part of the drama.

It was a perfect place to communicate.

Professionals do what we do, amateurs do what we do.

‘Maybe I couldn't do anything I should have done? ’

The crowd looks up at the floor. The willingness to be seen in his own way is not wrong across the face. It was not a kind of arrogance. It was a natural expression of emotion that the person who did the natural thing could see.

“It would be a shame if they took the time to listen to us, but if they had to look at it without knowing anything. They're in the audience.”

The floor grabs the mug again as if it had everything to say. And he said, "I'm done.” I walked to the counter as if nothing had happened.

At that time, he could hear the smile speaking in a very small voice.

“At least one of them knows what theater is. ”

As soon as he heard that, he felt a tingling sensation on his back.

‘Ah.'

The three elements of the play.

Stage, actor.

And...

‘Audience.'

Who was it for?

Who was the act for?

He chewed his lower lip with grief.

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Turns out there were no New Year's gifts.

This is a tight-pressed post.

Hanging up will help settle, but the flow is messy, so it's a New Year's gift.

How are you holding up on your New Year's plan?

I'm a mess.

Hehe...

And last but not least.

Give me a recommendation! Hoho!

And I'd like to thank you for secretly releasing the coupons. I think it's freshman money. It's been a long time since I got it, but...