Life, Once Again!

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Ansan Cultural Arts Hall. Most of the facilities were clean since it was recently completed. Gyeonggi-do Cultural Arts Festival, which started two days ago. Artists from abroad and famous domestic artists lit up the day and night for two days. On the third day, today was officially called the Gyeonggi-do Festival. Gyeonggi-do is the day my cultural club becomes the subject and decorates the day.

In the outdoor venue, the band played. From middle-aged bands to junior bands. They show off their skills using the acoustic equipment provided by FIG.

On one side, he left a white tent and sold food. I see a lot of kids running around with cotton candy in one hand. Right next to him, a man dressed as Piero was making dogs and crowns out of long balloons and handing them over to the children.

“Hey, there's a beautiful sister painting a caricature. Let's go.”

A colony in Dojin's hands looks up at the floor. I don't want to go, but the floor smiles and waves my hands.

“Watch closely. ”

The Dojin drags the colony away. The performance was held at 4 p.m., and until 2 p.m., a smile was ordered to act freely. The assistants were walking around the festival concept with one face, making sure everyone was nervous. The floor was the same.

‘There's no tension...... at all. ’

First stage. First show. My head was clear and in good condition. If you close your eyes slightly, the progress of the play is drawn seamlessly. It was in excellent condition.

‘What it would feel like to be on stage. ’

The puppet show with Sujin was definitely enjoyable. According to this expression method, the children's reactions were divided into poles and poles, and the children on the floor were trying to find a direction to smile more. Such processes were rewarding rather than annoying.

And today they perform in front of a large audience, not a small number of children. How does it feel? Will I come down on stage with no emotions, or will I feel overwhelmed?

‘Maybe I'll be intimidated. ’

After all, the play takes place. If you finish well and come down, you'll feel something. You've decided to sell the smoke for 300 million. It is true that if you greet them for the first time at the beginning of your life, you want to be as successful as you are challenging.

Excited. The floor wanted to hear a heartbeat that felt good. At the beginning of my second life, I was excited enough to put it on my finger. The first was when I saw my young mother the day I started again, and the second was when I met my young wife.

I don't know if it's dull.

As I started my life again, I felt very calm and objective every moment. Apart from the maturity of my mind, I felt like one part of my emotion had been erased.

‘I wonder if I've become paranoid. ’

How was the story in my previous life?

Nothing comes to mind clearly, but one thing is clear. Much more often than now, and he laughed well. I made a lot of silly jokes.

And now?

The most words in your mouth are necessary, and efficiency is the first thing you think about when you act. Those two things will be postponed for now.

I don't even remember how long it's been since I stopped playing PC games. I don't care when I wrote a novel just for fun.

Earlier this March. Until then, I stayed away from entertainment with the idea that I had to resect, but now I'm just as far away as anyone who wasn't interested in it.

Maybe it's because I have a goal.

We don't have a clue whether it's good or bad right now. Perhaps the extreme calmness that comes from experiencing death has created this personality.

No one has ever experienced death in this world, so it's impossible to ask.

The floor saw a band that was sweating and passionate on the outdoor stage. When they hit the drums and bounced the guitar strings, they seemed to express their whole body that they were alive. Applause, screaming, and playing. In the chaos, the Oomth is life force. It opens. It's a breathtaking moment.

After seeing the scene, the floor looks down at its hand. It is bold. Though the beats should excite me, my mind and body have remained calm.

How long has it been like this?

Is it something more than a murmur that's gone out of my system?

I got a little closer to the outdoor theater in mid-October. It was a bit of a chilly breeze, but the outdoor venue was just too hot. I get caught up in the room runners. I jumped on the floor.

I rolled my feet according to the cheerful rhythm of the rock band, who plays in his 40s. I raised my hand over my head, and I screamed. I smiled as hard as the people next to me.

However, the moment my body rose, it did not come either. I stopped running and looked straight ahead. I feel like the sound coming from the big speakers and the screams of people are getting smaller.

I feel like an outsider. Their laughter and heat come as if they were a culture they could not understand.

‘You've become a boring person. ’

Forty-five. I wouldn't be so old. He wasn't this numb. Why does the word "the world looks colorless" seem so real today?

“But it's not broken. ”

I've come here through death. Then I received some abilities. This condition, such as the merit index, may be due to its ability. I felt at ease when I thought about it, but I also felt uneasy when I no longer felt normal with others.

Suddenly, some people's faces come to mind. Smile, Kanghwan, Joon-min, Kang-su. Maybe it was because I admired them. Maybe I wanted to resemble those people who shine their colors more clearly than anyone else.

I don't know.

Suddenly, my head felt dizzy. I came all this way with only one belief in making her happy. Every action was based on her happiness. Finding a dream, making money, continuing the play. Everything is against her.

- Motivation isn't easy to find.

The floor thought, maybe the motive is too obvious to be the problem.

Are you nervous? I was promised 300 million dollars, but if I look into the future, I'm still short on money. When I picture the future and what will happen after that, I can't help but wonder.

Should we settle for now? There's nothing more we can do. Is there no way to divide time and paint a more definitive future?

Suddenly, I can't breathe. The noises and shouts that had not affected the body until just now turned into a bad sensation. I feel like I have a loneliness that seems to be distant from the world.

Stop thinking.

First we get out of here. Where there is no thumping music, I need to go someplace where there are no people to breathe.

It was a moment when I decided to leave the outdoor theater.

“Huh? Back then! ”

I see a woman smiling. My breath is comforting as if it were a lie. The 8-bit drum beats excitedly sound and the shouts of those standing next to you come joyfully. A moment of change. The floor couldn't think of anything. Instead, I reached out and grabbed her wrist and led her outside.

“Now, wait a minute! ”

I know how rude this is, but I don't want to stop now. No, I couldn't stop. You take her into a state of panic and get close enough to get her out of the ballroom. She's wearing a uniform, not a uniform. Looking closely, he is wearing makeup on his face. Deep makeup. Stage makeup.

“Surprise.”

As the floor releases her hand, she looks at the floor after looking at her wrist once.

“I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. ”

“Then what were you going to do? ”

She was asking nicely.

“No, that's not it... I'm sorry. I was crazy.”

“Well... you certainly didn't look so good. I understand, but I did it last time, and I don't know why I keep respecting it. You said you were in first grade with me. That's what they did back then. ”

She smiled and said. Probably when he asked for his name in front of him at the university.

“Uh, the eye makeup. Are you going to the youth play today? ”

“Oh, yes. That's it.”

“What, were you in a play, too? Then let's talk about it. I didn't know, but then I wanted something because some weird kid just asked for his name and disappeared. You recognize our school, don't you? Of course you did. I won the prize at the play. Hmph!”

She raises her head slightly. She has always been proud of the play, so she always has a rich expression when it comes to the play.

“Well, let's just say ”

“What was that, by the way? You were surprised by the sudden pull. ”

“This is gonna sound a little weird, but I can't breathe. ”

“Can't you breathe? ”

“Yes.”

“What does that have to do with me pulling it? ”

“Um, well... just... think of it that way. ”

“You tell me the truth. You're begging me, aren't you? This is the job, right? Hunting, huh? Huh?”

...... This woman, her personality was like this.

I was a little embarrassed, but I'm glad that I was embarrassed. Her unchanging appearance calms my mind.

“I'm kidding! No work. But where do you go to school? He said your team's coming out today. ”

“It works.”

“Ah! Chungcheon! ”

“You know what?"

“I know. They used to tell me they were famous. Oh, excuse me? ”

She smiled slightly sorry, saying, "I'm sorry."

“But talk to me. That's weird. I'm not even old. ”

She pushes her upper lip forward. That habit. It's a habit I get whenever I'm embarrassed. The floor recognized the expression and was relieved once again. She wasn't changing.

“Where were you!”

Girls who appear to be her friends step forward. Then you look up and down the floor.

“Uh, the last time.... ”

“Weird kid. ”

“Right?"

Weird kid. That's what it looks like. The excitement in his face prevented him from checking his name and disappeared.

“What the hell, you two. Since when did you get to meet each other like this? Huh?”

A girl with a strong temperament poked her side and said. She crosses her arms as if not at all.

“We ran into each other. I'm the one who's unfair. Suddenly, I was dragged here. ”

“What? Brought in? ”

That makes the girls' eyes glow. The floor made no excuses, and only had a nice smile. She looks up at the floor and the girls. Haha laughs and intervenes in the middle.

“Don't look at me like that. It's just Hefning, Hefning. ”

“Who are you? It's suspicious. Why are you covering for me? ”

“I'm not wrapping anything up. You guys don't have to look so weird. Anyway, everything's fine. Let's go, let's go. ”

She shoves her friends' backs. She's slipping away. The floor clenches one fist tightly. Hefning, yes, today is Hefning. It must have been a very minor coincidence. But I didn't want to let it flow like that. I don't want the meeting with her to end in a simple hefting.

It's been a really long time since I felt impulsive in my heart.

And the floor entrusted itself to that impulse. Starting my life over again, I've had one year. I became emotional for the first time.

“I'll be there soon! My name is Hangul. Don't forget, it's a floor that means the sky. And……. ”

It's also a name you liked to call unusual. The back of the horse was a floor that I believed I had swallowed but conveyed enough of this emotion with my face.

And...

“What, what. What did he just say? ”

“Wow, that's amazing. ”

There was a commotion with the girls.

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Moving on.

You've become a boy!

Rrrrgh.

My head hurts. The more time like this, the more focus I have to write!

Crab Im Pan-ji! I'm going to write something that will smash everything.

I will unleash this boiling violence.

And...

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One last time.

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