Life, Once Again!

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The Prelate took him to a nearby white house. It's popular with the public. Seeing that I was living alone, I resolved most of my meals outside of breakfast. The public loved this place that smelled like a typical home.

It was four people sitting at the table greeting the owner. There were ripe mackerel, salted herbs, and hot miso soup. A boring liver is a characteristic of this house.

“This might not taste good for a young friend. ”

“I prefer boredom. Delicious.”

You have a very mature tone. The young man who just answered, who had ripped the floor open, thought that he was a very uplifted child. Kids that age won't be comfortable with adults, but they sit comfortably as if they are used to it.

I gathered at a table and chatted with the owner of the Hundred Hundred Hundred Hundred House under the leadership of the principal who was good at making people together. It's noisy because of the rebuilding. There was a fight at someone's house. His son is discharged this time...... By the end of the meal, everyone in the town knew about the big talk.

“Ah, Prelate. Come here. I've got some maple syrup, but I need you to go get the kids. ”

The principal stands up smiling with a smile at the hand of the owner who begs him to come quickly.

“They're talking. ”

The Prelate leaves his post, leaving a note. Three left on the table. The crowd opens their mouths with a meaningless smile.

“I don't know if you're wasting your time. I heard you had an appointment. Is this okay? ”

“I just called you. It's going to be a little late. In fact, he invited me to dinner every time, but I don't think it would be polite to refuse again. ”

She had beautiful eyes. The crowd looked deeply at Sujin's smile. The smile was not unsettling. Emotional representation as it is. How could a wife with such a smile have such a dark smile when she was dealing with children? You never know.

The audience continued the conversation. It wasn't that big of a deal, but I wanted to be sure it was about the kids.

“Taking care of kids for 10 years, that can't be easy. ”

“…… it's fun and rewarding to meet children. I never thought it would be hard. ”

A little mob. The crowd kicks their tongues into the depressing emotions of the space. He was definitely a wife with a story. I didn't think I was approaching them with malicious intent, but I was worried that I would be hurt by the kindness that came from false emotions.

The public thinks that animals who are human have two noses. One nose that smells the real smell, the other nose that smells the emotional smell. Though it is said that kindness is well packaged, sensitive children are noticed. Something dark has seeped into his kindness.

Kids are more sensitive to that. The younger you can't protect yourself, the better you'll be able to observe adults who are stronger than yourself. A subtle change in expression, a strong tone of speech, and a high pitch of negativity. I catch a variety of words and body language without my knowledge.

The problem is that such signals cannot be filtered rationally. If the negative and smelly emotions secretly emitted by adults are exposed to children, they have negative consequences emotionally. No matter how well you wrap it, it smells rotten in a wrapping paper that contains rotten food.

I could not help but ask Sujin, knowing that it was an insult to him.

“Can I talk to you for a second? ”

The crowd relaxed and hurried. If you look aggressive, you can defend yourself. I asked you with a comfortable gesture. Funnily enough, the floor sitting next to Sujin woke up, pulling out the chair.

“I'll be out of your way for a moment. ”

Oh, that guy.

It's remarkable. It was intuitive. He saw his face and stood up. The power of observation, not coincidence. Moon saw the floor going out of the store, making his eyes thin. A weighted child. It's a short time, but I can recognize it.

“What are you going to say……. ”

Sujin asked.

The gate turned its gaze toward Sujin. Interesting time to postpone and ask questions.

“I'll apologize first. ”

“Yes?”

“I don't have any bad feelings for you. I'm thankful to be one. But if there's something bothering you, and you don't want to be embarrassed about it, just say no. ”

“Oh, yeah. ”

This face is embarrassing. The crowd takes a few moments and straightforward raises the issue.

“Nursery children are like children to me. So I looked carefully at the people who were coming to them, and I saw the lady in my eyes. ”

“What do you mean, I have it? ”

“I'm asking you directly, is it really for the kids? Or something else. I want you to be honest with me. If my eyes are wrong, say yes, or else...... I'll have to listen to that quickie right here. ”

The last one said empowering. I said it on purpose. I may be overly cautious, but I was cautious about my life while eating the sixty-five meals, and I still told her that there is nothing bad about it. The crowd believed that man was born good, but the environment makes him evil. And these days, the world has left one person as a villain very easily. I didn't mean that she was a bad person, but I was worried that she was impure when it came to treating children.

I hope you're mistaken.

Bad old man's bullshit.

However, Sujin stared at me with a stiff face. The pupils tremble. Strengthens the lower lip and contracts the shoulder that was loosening comfortably earlier. A clear sign of defence, and evidence of a lie.

“I know with my own eyes that you're not a bad person. But I can't shake the fact that being kind to my children has other ideas, not some positive intention. ”

“That……. ”

“Ten years. That's a long time. I would have taken care of a lot of kids. I'm not blaming the behavior itself. But have you ever thought about this? When the young lady is playing with the children one day, a sensitive child can be hurt by the dark side of the young lady. One in a row, of course. They may not feel it, and they may move on. ”

“ ……. ”

“At least you're worried about your parents. Can you tell me what's going on? Why the eyes of the person who cared for the children for 10 years are captivated by guilt. Why is there a feeling of cotton? ”

The young wife in front of me bows her head. Place your hands on your knees. The people felt sad because they didn't know what to do like a child who was caught in a lie.

Through that posture, I found out that I am a loving person, and at the same time, I found out that there is something holding my wife captive for 10 years.

The crowd loosened her posture and patted her on the shoulder. He's a good kid. He makes excuses and doesn't say anything under the circumstances.

“Sorry…… ”

He stood up and said he was going to go out for a while. Tears welled up around my eyes, and the crowd sighs in a bewilderment. The floor came in as if Sujin was waiting for him to leave. He must have seen the resin going out of his mouth.

“May I ask what happened? ”

“I seem to be asking the sick part. ”

“The part that hurts.... ”

“I asked him if there was something wrong with him, but it seems quite complicated. How can such a mild girl show such a smile to children? ”

Hearing that, the floor bows and leaves the store. After a while, I came back to the store by myself.

“First of all, I want to apologize for the way I talk to you. I don't think she's in a position to talk. ”

“I see.”

“Actually, I had something to say to my sister today. I mean, I got permission from my sister, but she has a sister. ”

“Sister?”

“Yes, he's a pretty young brother, and he was in an accident because of his childhood self. ”

“Well, that must have been an accident. ”

“I should have been rehabilitated before I turned ten. But he's been treated badly and he's exercised hard, and he doesn't have a problem with that now, but he says the case has made a wish between the two of us. ”

“I can't believe you're avoiding him.... ”

“You saw it right away. I haven't heard from him in the last 10 years. Guilt. He said his school life was a mess and he couldn't adapt to it. because children are naive, but there are parts of them that are as scary as naive. ”

The crowd nods at him. If you bring 50 children who are not horse tolerant to the class and have them live as a group, of course there will be a problem. If there was a child who was uncomfortable with the treatment...... it would have been ridiculed. And that mockery sometimes comes to a horrible place that grownups can't even imagine. It is naive and so borderless. Children often cross the line that should not be crossed easily.

“After graduating from elementary school, my body became healthier, and it was because of the treatment I had received from my children. Maybe they found out. You have to be tough to be treated like a human. Fortunately, I am now. ”

“You had a cruel social experience at a young age. But you know her, too. ”

“It's the same class. ”

That's why you know so little. The crowd continued to watch the floor telling the truth confidently.

“I learned this from a friend a while ago. And I felt it. It's true that I hated my sister, who was the cause of the accident at the time, but even more so, I didn't say anything for 10 years. I think they met once before, but I also didn't like the way they did it. ”

“I take it she didn't ask you to meet her in person. ”

“How did you... ”

“If you put together what you can see, you'll know something else. Yeah, it was. That's what caused the guilt. ”

Why did you look at them like that? Why are you volunteering with those eyes? The audience was able to understand Sujin. Going around the orphanage might have meant atonement for her. He may have been comforted to take care of the young children and to do to them what he did not do to his brother.

“Not so good. ”

It started with evasion. The result is good, but it will be ruined someday. Goals of emotions that go deeper inside must bounce to bad manners.

“It's not easy to help, so I don't really know what to do. I'm actually afraid to say it's been a long time since I've seen my sister, because I can't mess with my feelings for 10 years. ”

I feel a deep reflection in every word. I don't know the emotional part, but I understand the rational part. The crowd shook their heads. It was a pity, but I couldn't let it go on like this. It is not good to continue the relationship with these feelings for the girl or the children.

“Did your friend seem to hate that girl? ”

“No, it wasn't like that. And he told me all about it, and he said he didn't know what to do. Do you want to make up with your sister or get angry? ”

“The problem is that they haven't said it properly yet. At times like this, it's best to finally talk. ”

“But one is afraid of meeting and the other is avoiding.... ”

“It's not just human words that are nurturing. ”

Soojin came in just in time. My eyes turn red. I feel sorry for the crowd and say I'm sorry.

“No, I knew I wasn't doing so well. And I couldn't stop. because if you don't do that, you won't be able to relax. ”

“I bet you did. But I can't hold it back for long. ”

The audience said, looking at Sujin's face.

“Would you like to follow the advice of a meddlesome old man? ”

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“I'm sorry to ask. ”

“I'm sorry, are you sure you're okay with that? ”

“I can't keep avoiding him like he said. ”

The floor nods and closes the car door. The small red car slides and disappears.

“Letter.”

The floor saw a letter in his hand. The old man's advice was simple. It was to say whatever I wanted to say. He added that the censorship should never be done. Sujin took a pen and wrote for a really long time after hearing that. 11 letters are in this envelope. It was Sujin who said that this was not enough and that he would prepare more at home.

“I hope this helps. ”

Apparently, I hated my sister. But I didn't even want to see it at all. If he really hated my sister, he would not have grumbled at Myeong-dong that day. Maybe they're looking for a solution. Please let this letter turn on the blocked emotional watering can.

Thinking about it, the floor took out the phone.

The new number registered today.

Yoon Mun-jung.

He told me he wanted to tell me how things were going, and the old man gave me his number.

“Yoon Munjong……. ”

I think I've heard of him.

The floor scratched its eyebrows and headed home.

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This is before the end of the long act.

Act one is a redefining chapter for characters, so it's longer.

It's a moment of dressing up the personality of the floor as I sort of wrap up the early events. I'm a little exhausted. It's where you meet the teachers of life.

I don't know if everyone's back from home.

If you've been in good health, that's your best bet.

Finishing today… Recommended! I want recommendations!

Thank you for the coupons. My dream is to be a full Socrates.

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