Life, Once Again!

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“You're Black, aren't you? ”

“I like that kind of car. ”

“Then I'll buy you a car or something. ”

Kanghwan went into the convenience store and left for coffee and yuja tea. I got in the car and handed the oil car to Joon-min, who was sitting next to him.

“It's freezing. ”

“It's winter, but I'm glad it didn't snow. If it snows even if it's cold. Phew. ”

“The young man's cold. ”

“You're not getting any colder just because you're young. ”

I looked at the clock while sipping coffee. It's been 20 minutes since I left Mr. Moon's house.

“Shall we begin? ”

“Ten more minutes. ”

Jun-min leans over the sheet with his arms crossed. If I leave it alone, I'll soon fall asleep.

“You shouldn't sleep. ”

“I'm not sleeping. ”

“I'm surprised, by the way. I don't know why the teacher wanted to see the floor. ”

“Didn't I tell you? ”

“What?”

“Teacher, it looks like you're going to teach the kids again, just like before. ”

The two eyes of Kanghwan turned round.

“Are you serious?”

“Yes, not like you, but like you, you want to tell me something about a potential kid. I sent him a list this morning, and he said something about tearing up the floor. ”

“Is that why you said you've met before? ”

“Just because you have a face doesn't mean you want to meet. ”

“That's right. Anyway, I think you liked him quite a bit. ”

“He's a talented kid. It's spreading. It's strong. There's been a splinter, but it's been missing a lot lately. He's spotless. ”

Kanghwan nods. Immaculate. It's a good word to express the floor.

“Who do you personally want to be? He sent it for a list, so there must have been some kids on the list. ”

“Jung. I don't know. It's because I have so much bread to feed even the leaves. I mean, it's hard to see, but I've seen promise, not a sure future. ”

“When you enter the assessment, you become too ambitious. I just want it to be a floor." ”

“I feel it every time I do this work, but how far away is it from work and affection? I end up running a human business. A man's business is worth every penny he touches. ”

“Did he please 300 million people? ”

“That's what investing is. ”

“Do me a favor. ”

“What are you looking for these days? ”

“I'm kidding.”

I know about Kanghwan. Seriously, Jun-min will pay you a lot of money without hesitation. However, I do not wish to ask this senior. It's been a long time since I made a commitment not to open my hands to the people around me, even if I was torn to pieces. You have money but you don't have it. But people end up there when they lose. Relationships aren't about getting better, they're about forgetting and starting over. If you put the shredded paper back together, it's just shredded paper.

If not, if not, if not. How many people have been turned on by money? Teachers, on the other hand, were already overflowing.

“Sunbae.”

“Why?”

“I hope you enjoy the year ahead. ”

“…… I'm sick of next year. ”

* * *

It was a floor that was naturally kneeling.

“I don't know if it will go well because of the lack of horses.... ”

I paused and cleared my mind. You should review it at least twice before spitting it out. The floor opened its mouth only when I thought calmly.

“As crazy as this sounds... I had a dream. ”

“Dream?”

“Yes, it was a vivid dream. I had a dream that I would grow old, get married, live like that, and die. ”

“Hmm.”

“It was a dream that was so vivid that it was never thought of as a dream. Since I had that dream, my life policy has changed a lot. Yesterday, you said you were polite to me. You won't believe it, but the impact of that dream is huge. In my dream, I was the head of a 45 eaten family. ”

It was a flooring that was speechless. A truth that borrows a false frame. It makes me feel bad while talking. I'm still not used to thinking about the family I left behind.

“You don't look like you're joking, judging by your face. Keep talking. Let's hear it. ”

I can see the teacher's eyes sinking. It was not the posture of the person who wanted to listen lightly, so the floor brought out the story a little more carefully.

“In my dreams, I got married and I had a baby. Then... he died. It was an accident. I woke up from a dream, and I had 50,000 ideas. Is it okay to live like this? Do I have to live without thinking like this? Since then, I've changed my attitude. I decided to do my best for the woman I love, and I decided to prepare for the next life. The impact of a single dream on me was immense. ”

“And in the meantime, I started acting. ”

“That's right.”

“I heard from Jun-min. She asked for 300 million. ”

“Yes.”

“I just predicted he wanted a thousand dollars, but he didn't. 300 million is like insurance for the future. ”

“If someone else hears about it, they might laugh. because I spent 300 million years in high school. But I needed something concrete. ”

“You were scared. ”

“Yes.”

“That's the way it has to be. If that's the kind of experience you're in, you're afraid of it. A man who carries a child on his shoulder naturally becomes more afraid. So did I. ”

I was in a hurry just to think of my future daughter. I was so sad that he couldn't even remember his face, that I wanted to prepare everything and give it all to him from now on. I needed money for that.

“A man must covet money. You have to have money to be happy at least. ”

Teacher Moon emptied his cup. Push the glass away if it is the last glass.

“Good. I understand you're too scared to ask for money. But I don't think that's a problem. I thought you said you had concerns. ”

“Not long ago, I didn't think about those things like you said. But recently, I've been looking back on myself, and the impact has complicated my head. It was good to have hesitated and taken the play and received the money. The problem is that theater is increasingly interesting. ”

“What's the problem with getting interested? ”

“Yes, it's okay to focus with just simple interest, but the scale of interest is growing, trying for three years to challenge the play. If I didn't get my aptitude test three years later, I was going to rob my hands clean and return to the way I was prepared. And then I bought 300 million in three years, which was not a bad deal. ”

“But now, after three years, after realizing you're incompetent, are you afraid you'll have a sense of humor in the play? ”

The question gives you a nod. It was simple and important. Brutal. Age that is not deceived in the world. He must have gone through the age of hardship. At that time, I gave up everything and lived with a mind to take care of only my wife and only my daughter. Let's not be distracted by any temptation for the family who lives with just one look at me. I poured money into a bank account under my daughter's name, reducing my hobbies and reducing the number of people I meet. I thought it was natural to live like that.

But now the blood of the young floor was shaking the spirit of unrighteousness. Pictures are drawn: three years later, when you hear that you have no talent for theater, you don't give up and you don't give up.

The future was definitely sweet. The young me, united by passion and dreams, strikes my whole body against the wall of reality without giving in to the world. When I swallowed the bitter water frustrated, I got up again and rushed toward the wall. A brilliant youth and a dazzling teenager. If I didn't know that, I would be able to live in that moment.

But the problem is, I know.

I found out.

I knew it.

Employment markets continue to freeze. If it were easy to get a job, he would not have left and become a bus driver. At that time, the social atmosphere remained faint in the head. If the job ecosystem gets worse, it doesn't get better.

I can do anything for 300 million.

Anything would be possible if we could stop at the moment we were told we couldn't postpone.

If only I could just quit.

“I don't want to miss the woman I love. I don't want to make you unhappy. Now, that may be a bit forward, but I don't want to raise a child in a situation where they don't have enough children to be born. That's why I'm concerned about what to do with the play. ”

The floor looked at the teacher at the door. What answer will that Hye-in looking at herself give?

“Your worries are giving birth to worries. ”

“ ……. ”

“I can't help it. Worrying is a formless predator. Worrying grows on worries. Eventually, they become insurmountable in size and ruin people. ”

“But you can't stop thinking about it. ”

“That's why I'm concerned. ”

He was a teacher who made meaningless laughter.

“Unfortunately, I can't answer that question. I'm sorry you're such a cheeky bag. ”

“ ……. ”

“But I think I can give you some advice. ”

Advice.

The floor reopens its position and opens its ears.

“Instead of looking at the world in a landscape, we face reality. ”

“Not looking at it from the landscape, but in reality……. ”

“I can relate very well to what you're saying. You can tell by your actions how realistic that dream was. A woman to be married in the future, a family to have in the future, and a child to have in the future. In your worrying life, you're taking a step back and observing all of this. Like it's not your job. ”

“You mean I'm retreating? ”

“You are nowhere to be said. ”

“ ……. ”

“And by the way, you are not the Almighty God. It's one of the few people who walks over the cliffs of life. That would be just like you and me. No one can be confident about life. That's what you're all about. ”

“But if it wasn't for me... …. ”

“You said you have a girl you like? ”

“Yes? Oh, yes. ”

“From what you've told me, I think he's a reasonable boy. ”

“...... I'm a bride because I can't afford it. ”

“Then let's ask. You seem pretty serious about meeting him, but are you even thinking about getting married? ”

“I'd love to. ”

“Well, that should be easy. 12: 00. Do kids sleep at this hour? ”

“I'm sure he's still up. I got it when I called before. ”

“Then call me. ”

“Yes?”

“Try me.”

The floor is a little hesitant. She picks up her cell phone and calls her. The signal goes off and then she answers the phone.

- What's going on at this hour?

Sleepy voice. Maybe he fell asleep and got a phone call. The floor looked at the teacher at the door. I made the call as instructed. What to do now.

“Ask.”

“What do you mean? ”

“What? You should ask him what you're worried about. ”

- Hello? Can't you hear me?

The floor lets out a sigh after listening to her voice. I know what to ask. However, my mouth just wouldn't fall out because it was sudden.

- I'm hanging up!

“Wait a minute.”

- Yeah, I hear you. - What is it?

“You know, What if, what if.

- What if.

“If the man you're going to marry is a pathetic man who makes no money and only pursues his dreams...... what are you going to do?

- What are you talking about at night? You gotta be kidding me. I'm hanging up.

“I'm not kidding. I want your opinion. I mean it. Trust me. ”

- …… what the hell? I thought about it the other day, but you're really weird.

“I'm sorry.”

- He's good at apologies. Phew... So what kind of man would marry me?

“Huh, huh? Let's just say you love her a lot. ”

- Who do I love so much? If that's the case, he'll yell at you to wake up. How old are you and you don't think about home? You're gonna scratch your ass. Then…….

“And then? ”

- I'm gonna feed him. You said I loved you. My mother used to say that love secretly rejoices when someone you love gets hurt. I asked him why, and now I can take care of him. My husband is pathetic and annoying in the same context...... But if I love him that much, I'll bring him up. I'll have housewives do it. Phew! That 'd be nice. Put on an apron and let her see the baby. If I become a great actor, I don't have to worry about money. It's okay, right?

“Uh, uh. Not bad.”

- I don't know what's going on, but I have to say I'm very worrying. And the question itself is biased. If a man can't make money, a woman can. What kind of a woman lives with a man? Come to think of it, I'm suddenly furious. Who told you to ask that question? I heard your voice right next to mine. Are you Kanghwan's instructor? Is that what this is?

“No, that's not it. ”

It was a smile that burst out at the same time as spitting out a word. I couldn't help laughing. "Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey!” I heard the sound of laughter, but I couldn't answer it because it didn't calm down.

Eventually I hung up on her side. I was roughly expecting to hear some nagging tomorrow, but now I was happy.

I looked at the teacher, smiling closely. Moon was also looking at this side with a happy expression.

“Seems like you have no choice but to remain troubled. However, when you face problems, it is often nothing special. Life is tragic when you look at it closely, but when you look at it from afar, you don't just get the word" comedy. "”

“Clearly. ”

"Distance is important. You can't just look at it objectively because it's too far away, and you can't look at it emotionally because it's too close. Jung Yong is being emphasized until this age because he has a very close relationship with life. ”

I pulled back the glass the teacher pushed. I also pointed to the glass on the floor with my eyes. The floor immediately grabbed the glass.

“Let's still have another Guinea at night. ”

“Yes, sir. ”

“Sir? Haha, good. It's easier to listen to than to say" teacher. "”

Glug.

My worries melt in the glass. Melted worries soon turn into incense and fly away a lot. All that was left was a drink that couldn't be better to express as a sweet, sweet life.

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Monday.

Well done.

I was confused.

The power of the holidays is scary.

It's Tuesday.

Come on, let's make it to Friday!

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