Life, Once Again!

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“What happened? ”

“Yes?”

“I was scared. I thought I was being eaten. ”

That's what he said. He told me to relax.

“Was that weird?”

“Too bouncy? ”

“I see.”

“Are you nervous because tomorrow is the Qualification? ”

“That's not it... haha. ”

My worried gaze attracted my applause.

“Let's take a little break. It's a preliminary day tomorrow, so you have to take care of your condition. We're going to go to the civic hall after lunch and we're going to see the stage again, so get ready. ”

“Yes.”

She was the one who collapsed in place with the words, "Thank you." Definitely different from usual. I can see I'm being cautious.

“Let me know if you have any concerns. I'll carry it.”

He sat next to me. There can't be a better name for a deputy director. She admired the senior who led her followers gracefully, even though she was the same woman.

“I'm just in a hurry. ”

“In a hurry?”

“I actually went to another school play last week. ”

“Qualification?”

“Yes.”

“Did you go alone? ”

“Yes.”

“I'm disappointed. I would have gone with you if I'd called. ”

I couldn't say that I cheered for my boyfriend. He suddenly skipped the process and continued to watch the play.

“It's dominant, and there are a lot of really good kids. I have a couple of remarkable kids. ”

The smoke on the floor made me feel a lot. A sense of otherness when I discover something I don't know about that comforting friend I meet every day. Slight inferiority when he sees the vitality of the smoke that he and I do not have.

Above all, it made me feel a little distant. Soon after the preliminary election, we will perform on the same stage in the Myeongdong Theatre. The floor is a starring performance. And visible differences.

Until then, I had fun just doing a play with people. I was incredibly happy that you and your friends were making up a story. However, when I think of the floor, I feel a little different. Standing together is not enough. It's a pity to make up stories.

I want to be a person who stands on the same line and draws out stories. Like Eugene.

“Is that why Gigi died? Because he's a good kid? ”

“It's not like that.... ”

I heard a sound. My back is tingling. My boss is giving me a lot of strength on my forehead.

“I don't know what I saw or why Gigi died, but a face like that probably doesn't make it any better. ”

He pressed his back and rubbed his left and right forcefully. She looks at you, barely holding on to her wobbly body.

“It's a simple story after all. We can go up there. So does that mean we're doing better, and most of the problems you have are solved? ”

“That's also true, haha. I don't know why it's so frustrating. ”

His eyes are slimming. He looks left and right, then approaches and whispers in his ear.

“You have a boyfriend, right? ”

“ ……! ”

I tried not to react, but when I stabbed the valley, my eyes widened. I tried to fix it right away, but he can't miss it, and he's also smiling mischievously.

“Are you in the Governor's office? No, I'm sure. Look at this. Is he in the actors' classroom? Right, right. ”

Is it written on his face? She shrugs her face with her palms.

“Tell me, I'll keep it a secret. Is he a good boyfriend? ”

“…… Yes. ”

“I was told that the child who used to laugh with the children suddenly became dull. Man trouble, man trouble. As a matter of fact, so am I. ”

“Yes? Even you? ”

“He's going to the army this time. You said that two days ago without saying anything, right? ”

“Old, military? ”

Then my age... I thought about it for a while and then I shook my head. Senior senior attended the university from time to time and has been working harder in the theater than any other department since November. As an adult senior, I get along well with college students.

“I don't know what the problem is, but you can still see it up close. Ask her if you care about anything without getting sick. Men are so stupid, they don't even know they're talking. ”

He was the one who said that and got up. Somehow I feel like I need to comfort you. You can meet her anytime you want. Of course, I feel relieved.

“Maybe I'm jealous. ”

“Jealous? Of who? ”

He looked down and asked.

“Him.”

He laughs at that.

“She seems like a nice girl. Don't take it away from me. Well, if a boy had eyes, he wouldn't think twice about you. ”

“Hey!”

“Anyway, now that you're boyfriend, just prepare for tomorrow. ”

“I will.”

First, pass the preliminary round. My head clears up after telling me a little about the horse inside. You should say thank you.

“But did you make an appointment after the preliminary meeting? ”

“Yes? Promise? ”

When I tried to ask him again, he pointed to the calendar that was hanging on the broken wall. Date circled in red. It was a preliminary day, and at the same time it was a special day for some people.

“Merry Christmas. ”

“ ……. ”

“No speed bumps. ”

I have a clear head and a bright red aura.

* * *

“depending on the stage, the actor's acting can shine or die. That's why it's difficult to perform. I can't just look at one. I need to see them all.”

“Is there any other way to study? ”

“You know, watching a lot of theater. There's a lot of data out there these days. You'd better look at that and make a note of it. From the chief to the warden, we check and see which kimic was used one by one. Why would they write music like that? Why have we captured the color of the lights in this area like this? Why is the placement of actors like this? I'm thinking about it one by one. At some point, a certain choreographer will come to mind in the lines, lighting, music, and stage settings of the actors. That's what makes the choreographer so special. The first thing you have to start with is copying, and so is everything you study. ”

The coach's words were pressed into his head. The life of the actor is good, but I am more interested in setting up the stage outside. Plan and organize a miniature version of life called theater. Is there anything more shaky than that?

“If you're studying, it's best to study in the field. ”

The coach scratches his chin and calls me from somewhere.

“Yes, sir. Joon-min has a really nice kid with him. Yes, isn't there a child among your subordinates who's been lodged in your side lately? Yes, ah, Min-tae. I'd like to introduce you to him. He's also very interested in staging. I think it's better to learn directly from you and stick with him and try things. Yes, I'll see you in Myeong-dong. ”

The coach who hung up on me gave me a look. The colonel quickly comes out with his bag. The coach is scared to get in the car.

“But don't you have an appointment on Saturday? ”

“Promise?”

“Girlfriend.”

“ ……. ”

“Did you stab a sore spot? ”

“Ha, ha, ha. ”

I scratched my head with my beautiful hand.

“Well, I didn't date girls when I was your age. ”

Surprisingly, the coach looked handsome no matter who saw him. An actor with a ticket power in musical circles. Daemyung was surprised to see the amount of gifts delivered to his coach's home. When was the one you loved so much different?

“Let me show you something fun. ”

It was when the car paused due to a signal. Coach pulled a picture out of his wallet. It was a picture taken by boys.

“Find me there. ”

The boys in the picture looked like they were his age. The coach is in his late thirties, so he's about 20 years old. Daemyung pointed out the most prominent of them all.

“Do you think that's me? ”

“Yes, I think so. ”

“That's my brother. And I'm the one on the far left. ”

I shifted my gaze to the far left. A fat man clearly photographed but unconscious.

“Coach?”

“How's that? Looks like you're gonna have to step outside, huh? That's probably 98 kilos. ”

The team looks up and down the coach. This sturdy body was so fat in the past.

“I don't mean to sound so corny about losing weight. I still like who I was back then. Some people hate being fat, but I thought it was none of my business. I had a sense of comfort back then. Now I have to care about things to take care of this body. It's a shame I couldn't get a girl, but I've never felt inferior to it. ”

The coach was smiling.

“Yo needs to know how to love himself very, very hard. You, you show your face sometimes. Especially when it comes to looks. ”

“Th-that's it……. ”

“If you want to look attractive, the first thing you need to look attractive is to be self-righteous. Manners, this is the next problem. You think you've lost weight and a little bit of looks, don't you? ”

They said, "Yes.” I said.

“Have you ever been hurt by that? ”

“…… Yes. ”

“How's it going? Is there a kid around who says that? ”

“No.”

“Then why are you still making that face? No one's saying that to you. Who the hell is bothering you that much? ”

The coach squeezes the shoulder of the other person.

“One of the teachers I admire always has a saying. He's more afraid of his tongue than anyone else's. The scars on my chest are often made by me, not by others. Of course, it's impossible to live without caring about other people's eyes. So you need to be more self-conscious. The next time I ask you about your girlfriend, I want you to smile comfortably. ”

He nods slowly. I thought I robbed him, but I guess I still have my qualifications in my heart. I wish I could be more tolerant. No, I hope you're smiling like the coach said before you got beat up.

“But Coach, ”

“Huh?"

“Why did you lose weight? ”

If I was fat enough, I wouldn't have to lose weight.

“Why did you take it? Of course you are. What am I? ”

“Musical… ah. ”

“I always have a heart to stab again. If the fat part is waiting for me, if the part is just to sit down and sing. ”

It was a clear answer.

* * *

“Where are you going?”

As I was leaving the house, my brother came out, rubbing his eyes.

“Come to Anyang. ”

“Anyang? What are you doing? ”

“To see my girlfriend. ”

“ ……. ”

I left the house, saying goodbye to the sea with a stupefied face. Inside, when the front door closed, she said, "Mom!” I heard a shout, but I ignored it. I jumped lightly down the stairs and checked the time. 10: 00 a.m. There was plenty of time.

After leaving the apartment, I can see the church right in front of me handing out sweets. Merry Christmas. The kids who received the snacks love it.

I stabbed my hand in my pocket and went to the bus stop. Carol comes from everywhere. From the funny carols of the gags to the quiet carols of the singers. On Christmas, Sunday, the streets started to crowd in the morning.

Buses are full of people, too. It's an outbound bus to Anyang, and everyone seems to be targeting Anyang Street 1.

“You better be good. ”

I've already informed them I'm going to see them. No, I was told to come see you before, so I couldn't stay. I stared out the window and counted the number of trees standing outside the building in a rattling car. It's a happy Christmas for you, too.

The floor places its hand inside the coat. I prepared it as a gift, but I think it might be a bit burdensome after the accident. Her favorite perfume and coupling. I bought an okay design made of silver. When she became a housewife, she said, "Give me money for this," but she always turned around and laughed.

I was going to call, but I stopped because I didn't think it would bother me.

The floor down at the stop in front of the civic hall held out his tongue as he watched the crowded streets. The crowd is unparalleled from last Sunday. I feel the power of Christmas again.

I went straight to the civic hall because I didn't have anything else to do. Qualifications start at 10: 00. It's 11 o'clock. Either one's over or it's headed for the warden. I carefully opened the door with the "during the show" sign. Inside, people swarm like last week. The difference is that it is a family unit.

Last week, if there was a gathering of industry people, the families who came out to play today would have come to the concert with the event.

The floor leans against the wall. Only female students are on stage. I'm wearing a white robe, but I have a lot of grief.

The curtain call started before I knew what the drama was like. I felt like I was at the end of my time.

“A 15-minute break. ”

Staff announces the break time.

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