Life, Once Again!

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It's the phone again. The fork goes into the door. The front teeth are coming in.

The cornerstone in front of me had already touched my phone four times in the course of the story. When I asked him what was going on, he only answered that he was an instructor. I wanted to ask what kind of instructor I was, but I couldn't take my lips off. A bothersome light in the eyes of the Stone. If you ask any more questions here, you will surely despise me.

Yurim cut one of the fried dumplings and gave it to Kyung-suk.

“This is delicious. ”

“Huh."

That's when the phone vibrates again. The cornerstone that tried to put the dumplings in your mouth drops the fork. A smile on the lips. Yurim felt suffocated.

“That's delicious. ”

“Yeah, I know. ”

“Aren't you eating? ”

“I'll eat. Look at this. ”

“If it cools down.... ”

Root stone raises its head. This face is clearly bored. But that expression was only for a moment. I have a clear smile again.

“I'll take care of it. You eat it too.”

It was the cornerstone that focused on the phone again with my eyes shed. The cornerstone of looking at the phone looked very lively. Yurim stared at him dazed, and slowly put the Tteokbokki in his mouth. Sweet. Salty. It's hot. No, it doesn't taste good.

It didn't taste this good. The steamed bread is unpleasant. I chewed on the crumbs of bread rolling in my mouth and bit my tongue. I groaned. At the same time, I was a little happy. It hurts, but with this, the attention of the stone......

“Foot.”

The stone is smiling. Looking at my phone. The taste of blood is faint in the mouth. In Yurim's head, a woman named Suyeon who had a slender body came to mind. Maybe he's the instructor. I lowered my head slightly. Beige cotton pants that I wore because I cared about them couldn't look so corny. Plus, I don't know why you're so fat. My thighs are going to burst.

I looked up a little. I can see the boat. I've touched the veil on the cotton. There's no woman in this picture. One last breast.I wonder why it doesn't look like this.

My chest is cramped. I raise my hand and tap the top of my sharp spot. Yurim's eyes were still chasing the rock. Maybe they'll ask you if you're sick.

“This sister is really. ”

Tiny stones said. I think I said it unconsciously, but I heard it clearly in Yurim's ears. The cornerstone raises its head slightly to make you realize that you are a bit older for talking to yourself.

Yurim quickly reached out and grabbed a paper towel.

“... I lost it. ”

When I explained in my whole body that I didn't hear anything, Root Stone kicked my tongue.

“Be careful. Don't be such a girl. ”

“Well, yeah. ”

Yurim smiled, stealing a clean table for no reason. It was the first conversation I had when I entered the store.

“Sook-seok.”

“Huh?"

“Have you... had a hard time lately? ”

“What are you talking about? ”

“No, it's just... If anything happens, I'm always ready to listen. Just like last time.”

I barely said it with a twitch of my finger. Yes, there are areas between us where no one can break in. Because the cornerstone relies on me. After finishing speaking, I felt a little relieved. If you think about it, you can talk to other women enough. However, there was a belief in Yurim that he would definitely rely on himself when the moment became difficult.

“Like last time?”

The stone that was touching my phone became cold. My shoulders were flinching. Yurim stammered because he was scared of the stone he was shooting at.

“No, that, that……. ”

“Tell me what you mean. Like last time.”

“No, I didn't say it right. ”

“Tell me. ”

It was a stone that leaned forward. Shadow on the face. Yurim was scared. My heart trembled with the overwhelming gaze. At the same time, I felt a strange sense of stability. Right now, I'm not in the mood for mobile phones. I don't even care about her. They're only looking at me.

I could hardly bear the thought of a twisted smile. Yurim shed his eyes. If we retreat here, we will be pushed by her.

For a long time, I organized my thoughts and started talking.

“You were there last time. When the floor said something bad about you. You... cried a lot. ”

My eyes were completely down. I can imagine the look on the cornerstone in front of me. The point of contact is turning hot. Yoorim felt a little comfortable thinking that he could control the feelings of the cornerstones.

You can't pick up a word you spit out once. Yurim continued:

“I gave you a hug back then. You looked so sad. You cried so much in my arms. I still remember that. You told me. You can rely on it.Being with me gives you peace of mind. Right? I'm... always on your side. ”

I spoke up to that point and raised my head. You must be angry. You must be pissed. But he's definitely looking out for me.

“Ah.”

Moaning comes from my mouth. The gaze that I was looking at was gone. He grabs his phone again and grabs his chin and smiles lightly.

“Sook-seok.”

“Huh?"

“Did you hear me? ”

“Yeah, I heard about that. ”

Roughly. I felt a fluff on my neck. I feel nauseous. I feel groggy enough not to puke like this. I closed my mouth with my hands and looked at the stone with trembling eyes.

Can I smile like that? By the way, when was the last time he smiled at me? When asked suddenly, Yurim thought for a long time. The answer was' I don't remember ’.

I can feel the detachment. Something precious in my heart has collapsed into a grain of sand. I tried to hold them tightly, but it didn't work.

“Hey, rookie. ”

It was a voice so small that he couldn't understand it. But I wanted to react to this voice.

“You know, ”

The answer is not coming back.

“Hey, quarterback. Kyung-suk.”

Now I'm running out of power to squeeze out my voice. The cornerstone grows further and further away. As soon as he realized it, his breathing became harder and harder.

Girls laughing and chattering next to each other, lovers facing each other across the street, boys being noisy behind them. The horses became meaningless and noisy. He felt that the inside of the store was becoming more and more chaotic.

“Phew, phew, phew. ”

I consciously chose to breathe. The idea that the stone doesn't need me anymore took over my whole body. At the same time, I came to the edge of the cliff feeling anxious.

It was Yurim who was strong for the Stone. It was a scary and frightening forest, but it was ready to be coincidental if it needed it.

But the reason was gone.

His gaze was no longer directed this way.

‘Cell phones, cell phones, cell phones. ’

I quickly rumbled through the bag. The burnt folder phone caught my eye. It was a cell phone that had never been separated from me for an hour, but I didn't even care when I was with sarcophagus.

On the other side of the ritual, you hear Claxon in the Bongo. As my eyes darken, the laughter of strange men also enters my ears.

- I don't know how to get to the nearest elementary school, but can you ride with me and show me?

‘No, I don't know. ’

- Don't do that.

The men in the black t-shirts are coming. Yurim tightened his eyes and squeezed his phone. I know it's not real, I just know it's in the past, but I'm afraid of nothing.

It was the same moment as fainting.

“Are you sick? ”

There was a warm hand on the forehead. I raised my head, vomiting a sigh of tears. I can see the cornerstone.He's taking care of himself with a worried face.

“Did you fill it up? ”

“Mmm-hmm, no. Nothing.”

“Really?"

I feel my strength slipping out of my hand while holding my phone tight. I realized this. Apart from what Myrtle relies on, there should no longer be Myrtle in the presence of Yoorim.

Yurim thought.

How can I look at myself like I used to?

‘If Geum-Seok is having a hard time...... I might be able to support him again. ’

You get a big smile. That's it. Stone is hard. If we can find a place to lean on again and provide a place for the cornerstone to rest, we can spend time comforting each other as before.

My heart trembles. It excites me just by imagining.

‘What can I do to make it hard for him? ’

It doesn't matter if the abnormality is crooked. I'll just have to accept the tired cornerstone anyway.

“Sook-seok.”

“Why.”

“What's your biggest concern these days? ”

“…… Suddenly what. ”

“Just curious. ”

I smiled and asked. He said, putting his phone on the table.

“It must be theater right now. ”

“The play must be quite precious. ”

“Of course not. ”

“In what way? ”

I looked at the stone with curious eyes. Recent stones like to be airborne. He enjoys that look rather than being nervous when he is focused. As expected, the cornerstone smiled faintly and narrated.

“You've made a lot of difference for me. I'd be in a boring school life if I didn't have theater. ”

“You said you were going to the studio, right? ”

“Well, there's no point in saying this, but there should be one or two people who have recognized my talents. The guy who gave me the professional coach promised me a scholarship. Did you talk about it last time?”

“Yeah, I heard. ”

“That's why this is important. He's got a tough side to him. You might lose interest in me if you don't show me the results. Of course, I don't think there's a problem with my acting. You heard him, everyone's praising him. ”

“Of course. You're perfect. ”

“Perfect…… ”

“We need to do better. ”

“That's the problem. You have to be supportive. If you don't make a mistake, the preliminaries will pass easily and so will the mainline. ”

“Can I just trust you and follow you? ”

“Whatever.”

Pleasant. It's fun to talk to Stone. This moment is precious. This humble hour is undisturbed by no one.

However, Yurim grabbed his hand on the vibration of his phone that broke the gentle air. The attention of the stone I caught close to my hand is directed back to my phone.

I want to destroy that phone. You squeeze the fork next to you. Will this break it easily? No, I would be loathed by the Stone. It should not be. You have to push the cornerstone into the abyss without knowing it.

Yurim looked at his cell phone. There's a text. I open the folder with a blurry eye and check.

[How about tomorrow? You want to come take a look at some clothes?]

Soyeon. For a moment, I was moved, but then I remembered what I had gathered at the soup house except for myself. Traitors. Traitors who only leave me alone.

[Busy.]

After sending it like that, I covered my phone. I'm not anxious if I have limestone. You don't have to rely on your phone.

"Theatre is precious. And we need to get through the wire. ’

I echoed in my head two sentences. At that moment, I remembered the wall of the fifth floor auditorium. Black grilled corners. Talk about burnt clothes and props. And those of you who haven't made it to the preliminaries.

“Puhhut.”

I smiled without knowing.

“What?”

“No, nothing. ”

That's it. That should weaken the cornerstone. If you bring back the Collapsing Muscle, you will be able to get attention.

‘Cry all you want. I'll take it from here. ’

I don't want to go back to the old days anymore.

‘I'm not weak. I can protect someone else. It can be a brace. ’

It calms my mind.

I'm so happy.

* * *

“The method is no different. The writer gets to be the real thing. But the problem is, the more good actors, the easier it is to erase themselves, but sometimes they get immersed in the role and lose their original self. In some cases, the habit of playing a role actually fills the body. A lot of people are prescribed drugs because of excessive stress. Typewriting is a significant burden on the mind. ”

“Is there actually such a case? ”

“Do you? Have you ever seen a fictional patient? ”

“A few times on TV. ”

“In a way, it is in the context of method acting. Repeated falsehoods are true to themselves, and even more true to themselves. In serious cases, we act directly to truly change the false facts. The French actor, Carne, played the role of the father who lost his child and actually remembered seeing his son alive and asked who he was. ”

“I see.”

You nod your head as you speak of Ganghwan's crab. Interesting story. Depending on the degree of immersion, it can also affect the self.

“It's complicated, acting. ”

“It's complicated.”

Kanghwan sighs and treads on Excel.

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It's Monday.

Work... hard.

Fight!

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