Life, Once Again!

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Today was a miserable gray day. A horrible day where every day I've spent feels meaningless, determined that I can do it well. "I knew that I shouldn't blame anyone, but I was looking for someone to blame, and I decided to bite down after thinking of countless faces. Why is it so bad? Why can't I say a word? Why is it just sitting down? If you had better talked to your mother, if you had mastered the inexplicable tension of periodic endings, if you had tried to change your innate nature before that. Every time a lot of families were built, a heavy addition was created, and the chute slowly pressed into the breasts of Jiyun.

There is a space in your head that needs to work smoothly. I didn't understand one of those short lines, and I was overwhelmed.

If the breathing that should be done unconsciously invades the middle of the realm of consciousness and does not concentrate on breathing, breathing becomes difficult.

At that time, the man's words penetrated his ears. My mother's words are for you. You're right, she cares about me. I take care of her harder than anyone else.

That's why you have to meet your expectations. Like their children, you have to go to a top university and a top business to help your mom lean on her shoulders. Because that's what's good.

But I don't have the skills. I didn't meet my mom's expectations. I embarrassed her again. I screwed things up in the theater department. I betrayed my brothers' expectations.

I'm not good at anything.

Heart sounds loud and cold sweat flows out. Same as in test time. Even the simple thing that marks the OMR card fails every time and I'm clumsy and lacking. I don't deserve to be miserable. Ji Yun felt something important constituting her sinking into a dark and dark inner world, but she couldn't even ask for help. I just wished this moment would end quickly.

That's when the first woman I saw appeared. No, she was exactly the woman I knew. Actors I've seen on TV. The actress who smiled brightly in the advertisement was approaching. And I slowly patched him up. I tried to push her because I was surprised and embarrassed, but she hugged me more tightly. Its warmth touched my heart. It feels like a heartbeat.

“It's not going to be okay. It's going to be tough. But for now, let's just take a breath. You don't have to. You don't have to try. Just lean back and breathe for now. ”

I held my hand and stretched it out repeatedly, and then I let go. I took a breath of cold air and felt the power slip from my body as if I were in a warm blanket. At the same time, the tension melted. Followed the slow breathing of the actress. Slowly, slowly. I inhaled through my nose and narrowed my mouth.

“That's right. Good job. ”

The actress tapping her back reminded me of her hand, which used to clap her hands. My mom was really cozy back then.

My body is getting tired.

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Joo-hyun hugged Ji-yoon a long time later. Ji Yun in her arms was dumbfounded, but did not look painful.

“How are you now? ”

Joohyun asked. Jiyun said she was fine, tidying up her face quickly.

“I'm glad.”

It was Joohyun who stood up smiling.

“What are you doing here...? ”

It was approaching the circus with a shudder. When Joohyun entered the classroom, the ark said, "Sis.” I called it.

‘Was that the monster's sister? ’

Wouldn't it be more appropriate to say that you're a freak than a monster? Joohyun's eyes met the floor and frowned.

“Is this a script? ”

“Sis!”

“Kill the voice. Complaint. Complaint. ”

Joohyun sat on a chair holding a script on the floor. Reading the script naturally. The floor calls the ark with a gesture of his hand.

“Is that your sister? ”

“…… Yes. ”

It was the first voice that crawled into the ark. It was an ark that was restless and looked only at Joohyun.

“Clearly not your average person. By the way, I hear you're a famous actor. ”

“I didn't hide it to hide it. I just don't think it's something to brag about. ”

“It's foolish to talk about celebrity family. ”

The floor approached Joohyun reading the script. Joohyun raises his head if it's because of the shadow dropped on the script.

“I……. ”

“Hold on. Just read this a little bit. Okay? ”

Like a child holding a toy, he was a child who could not take his eyes off the script. The floor laughed at the arrogance.

“Very well. Take your time. ”

Instead, I looked at Jiyun next to me. Ji Yun had a stable face. It seems to indicate that the flushing in the cheek is in a different condition than in the morning.

“I feel better now. ”

“Oh, yes. ”

“It's a different experience, isn't it? ”

“…… Yes. ”

It was shy and touching my hair. For now, it looks like this side of the problem is also solved. I think we just have to wait for Joo-hyun, a welcoming stranger, to open the door.

Meanwhile, Aram couldn't bear it and asked Joohyun if he could come and take a picture, and he had the audacity to smile and take a picture with him.

“Sis, I'm a huge fan. I listen to the radio every day. ”

“Thank you, but wait a minute. I don't have much left. ”

“Yes!”

It was Aram with a single smile. I seemed to recognize Joohyun, but didn't pay much attention. I was just reading the script with bored eyes in the corner of the classroom. However, it didn't seem like I was indifferent at all to see Joohyun with middle glances.

He was the main character covering the script with thud. Not a long scenario. I can read it quickly.

“Funny. I like this, too. I didn't have a theater department at my school, so I just went to see the play. It's the difference between what you do and what you see. Right?"

It was Joohyun who smiled brightly and asked for consent. While the members nodded in the atmosphere, the floor stood again in front of Joohyun.

“May I ask what brings you here? ”

“Well, long story short, I'm home alone and I'm too bored. Go out and play by yourself. It's been a long time since I've had a vacation, and it's sad to be lying around in a room. So I was thinking about what to do, and I came up with this crazy idea of going to see my brother. That's why I'm here. Good, right?"

It was Joohyun who winked at the ark. The ark coughs as if it were full, avoiding his eyes. The floor was impressed by the fact that over thirty women looked cute and tilted their heads. I hope my girlfriend learns that skill.

“You mean the ark, right? ”

“Yes. I'm so shy because I'm so late. It's the ark, right?”

“Oh, Sis. What are you doing here? ”

It was a talking ark, sweating. For the second part of the theater, the Seoul Ark rolls only on its feet. This is a spectacle worth seeing. The floor watched for a moment.

“Are you guys getting ready? ”

“No, one of the instructors went home early today because he had a job. ”

“Really? Can I come in, then? ”

“Sister, please go home. I didn't do a good job. ”

The Ark begins to whine. The floor gives a look to the crowd. They put a hand over the mouth of the ark.

“If that's the case, we don't want anything. You said you wanted to learn? Then we have a lot to learn. ”

“I'm an actor, but you didn't know me. ”

“Now I know. Then that's it, isn't it? ”

“You're getting away with it. Then I'll play for a while. I think the Ark will cry if we don't stop. Well, if you're interfering with acting, it would be unfortunate for that instructor, so I'd like to give you some advice as a life teacher. ”

“That's good, too. ”

“I think you're pretty big on the vibe here. ”

Bam. I haven't heard that word in a long time.

“The big bang is that guy in the back. ”

“Him? I don't think so. You're talking to me right now. Everyone's staring at you. ”

“I don't usually tell people to do this behind my back, because I don't do it myself. I'm a practitioner. ”

“You look like a leader to me, but I think you're not a pole. Anyway, Practitioner.”

Joohyun gestured for a long time. The floor is one step closer. He clenched his fingers as if he didn't have enough, and he held out his head slightly.

“Why did you leave her alone? You look sick to me. ”

It was Joohyun who whispered small. He glanced at the floor once and said,

“I have a few reasons. ”

“Reason? What does it matter? ”

The floor looked at Joohyun in front of his nose. Seeing the slight wrinkles on his forehead, he didn't like the answer. I had some help, so I guess you could tell me a little.

“I saw some signs that I didn't want to pry. ”

“So you let him go? ”

“I've been meaning to ask. I tried to help if I wanted to. ”

“No. I'm not letting him suffer like that. What she needed was neither comfort nor a solution. It was just a hug. This is unexpected. I thought you would know. She's sensual.”

“…… Do you know me? ”

“I saw it once. Last year, you were the one running around on stage. I was running around like a broken-down calf, and all I could see was the excitement. Oh, he's a physician. You're kind of like me. But no, he was surprisingly timid and brainy. I'm not disappointed, but I'm surprised. ”

She said she wasn't disappointed, but her slumped buyer expressed her frustration as much as she could.

“Was everything you saw on stage accounted for? ”

“I don't know what you're talking about, but I've never been on stage without thinking. So it's probably a calculation. ”

“No, it's subtle. I don't think you know who you are. Why?"

Juhyun, who was tilted with his hands on his cheeks, immediately smiled and changed the atmosphere.

“Well, you'll see it on the set again. ”

“The set?”

“Oh, you said you were auditioning for the gangster. I'll find out when she does. Oh, I mean, assuming, of course, you succeed in getting the part. She's the one you're interested in, so of course she'll get the part, right? ”

Teachers are supposed to mean the public. That means that Joo-hyun will be in "The Act of Dusk."

“Are you the first wife? ”

“That's right! Don't spill it. It's a secret.”

The floor closed its eyes slightly and looked at Joohyun. In addition to the public, one more lead. It was her. She was a completely different type of actor than anyone I'd ever met. She smiles, but she seems to be overcoming it.

Instinct.

There can be no more suitable word for expressing the main character.

“I have a gift for you because you are special. ”

Joohyun lowered his voice.

“You can't think and learn too much, but you can act like you're smiling. ”

Then Joohyun reached out his hand and grabbed the ear of the floor. Closer. I whispered as if I could hear Joohyun.

“And if there's a scared girl in front of you, shouldn't you help her for any reason? ”

It was Joohyun who flicked his tongue and shoved the floor. The floor scratched its eyebrows and looked at the woman in front. It's been a long time since I've met an uncontrollable person.

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"Let's get going then!"

It seemed like a storm had passed by. He advised me as a senior in life, and instead of giving me advice, I talked about my trip to Bangkok for an hour. I was talking so excitedly to myself that I stood up after finishing the story.

"Sis! Come back later!"

Aram only actively escorted Juhyun. The rest are just staring ahead, dazed to make sure they're not even in their right mind. The floor was one of them.

"Practitioner, come on."

It was Joohyun who was flicking his fingers. I didn't want to go, so I had to get up because I was Joohyun who was standing at the rear of the classroom.

"She'll be fine today, but she'll have to take care of it. Okay?"

"Yes, let's figure it out."

"Okay, and let me ask you one question. Did you learn that from one guy?"

"No, I had help from you."

"Really? Have you learned to act?"

"Less than a year."

"That's right. So just in case, did you do everything you wanted to do when you were on stage last year?"

"I did what I wanted to do."

"Well, I mean, what advice did you take? Chop it up...... and give me some advice about resection."

The floor did not answer, and I looked at Joohyun. What the hell is she?

"Sounds about right. Got it. Then I'll give you a second gift. An actor who hasn't seen the end of his emotions gets dry soon. Think about what this means."

It was also Joohyun who was going down the stairs waving his hands at the same time.

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It's raining!

Juju, juju.

It's cool.

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