Life, Once Again!

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‘First things first. ’

I called them from the hallway on the phone.

“How's the classroom feel? ”

“Everyone's asking about the Ark. ”

“Where's Ji-yoon?”

“Better than before. She laughs a little. ”

“Good. I was terribly depressed to talk. ”

“I knew it was better for you to go and talk to him than me.... ”

“No. I have to deal with this through you. I've told you the whole story, but if you call someone else, your credibility will hit the floor. After all, you're the deputy director. ”

I heard that the commander opened his mouth as he grumbled.

“There's the floor.... ”

The floor cut the horse in the middle because it knew exactly what it was going to say.

“If you decide to take over, you can finish the job. I'll help you, Ji-yoon. Talk to me again. It'll be easier to talk if you stay calm. ”

“I don't know what to tell you. If I talk to him right now, he'll only say things that are as nutritious as before. ”

“I'm not asking you to do this without a plan. Let me tell you a few things. We need to get rid of the conflict with the parents right away. Excessive heart beats during certain periods can be a pathological problem, so we'll figure that out later. ”

“What should I say? ”

“Remember two things when you calm down, because you're not a bad speaker. First, find out if Ji Yun has bad feelings for her parents. If you're looking at it extremely badly, cheer me on and end the conversation. That's not something I would lightly touch. ”

“What if it's not? ”

“If you like your parents, but you have trouble arguing a lot, ask them this. ”

“Excuse me?”

“'Have you ever made eye contact with your parents and properly expressed your opinion?‘ And. '

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He looks at Jiyun with tense eyes.

After talking to the floor, the floor said to go to the classroom and dismiss. As everyone left with their bags, Daemyung calmly called out to Jiyun. It was because of the floor's opinion that Ji-yoon would be uncomfortable if she called me again when they were all there. Afterwards, the story proceeded to the floor's advice. I was able to have a conversation in a smoother atmosphere than in the morning because Joohyun calmed me down. I heard a lot of things that I didn't hear this morning, and based on them, I held a praiseworthy conversation.

As a result, I was able to find out what Ji Yun thought of Mother. Surprisingly, Ji Yun cherished Mother. However, he was very jealous of himself who did not meet Mother's expectations. The blame for that was at the beginning of yesterday's women's gathering.

He was really angry at the women's last words. People who ignore their own children because they're too busy boasting. In the subject, the public gets excited. They say, "Bad women.” I was angry. After getting angry, I was happy because Ji Yun was staring at me, and I could see his face immediately turned red, but then I could see his smile lightly.

The conversation continued. From that moment on, Jiyun constantly poured out a story about how she gained momentum. The group listens quietly. Jiyun went back in time and brought back memories of Mother in the past. At that time, my father was in Korea, so he also frequented a family trip. However, after his father left for Japan in the sixth grade of elementary school, he said that the conversation had been disconnected and that he had become unwell during the test period.

Ji Yun was really bright talking about the past. I didn't stutter for a moment. The group who listened to the story clearly had a feeling that this could be easily resolved according to the opinion of the floor. The development of the case eventually disconnected the conversation.

So, he asked Jiyun a question. The question that the floor told me.

“…… I don't think so. She didn't like talking to me. ”

“Then, like I said before, why don't you look your mother in the eye and talk to her once. ”

The appearance of Mother in the past, Ji Yun said, was really gentle and listened to her child. They thought, maybe we misunderstood each other. It's a parental liver, but there are certain things that don't work if you don't talk. No, I thought the closer we got, the more conversations we needed.

“I'm afraid she'll be disappointed again. You'd be upset to have a worthless daughter like me... ”

“As a matter of fact, I was... ”

I smiled at the floor before I met him. Ji-yoon said, "I'm sorry.” I said. He's a good boy. ‘I'm sorry’ stuck like a habit, but it didn't come out unconsciously. Every time I say it, I feel sorry sincerely. He is in a difficult situation, but Ji Yun has the capacity to think about others. Can parents hate a good kid like this for no reason? No, not likely I just felt a lot of misunderstandings between each other getting bigger and bigger.

- If you decide to help me once, you have to take responsibility. That means helping. At least not with my help.

He heard what the floor said and felt many things. I really wanted to help him. With a singularity, I wanted to be a realistic help, not just comforting with meaningless words.

“I'm not very good at it. But I am confident in one thing. If things don't get better after talking to her, I'll talk to you a few times. No, you can complain to me. So, can you just do me a favor and do me a favor? ”

After spitting it out, my face was burning. But I thought it was enough to tell the truth. A brief silence followed. While looking down at the classroom floor, Ji Yun thought about it for about two minutes.

“I'll give it a shot. I feel a little encouraged because you listened to me. It's easier to breathe.”

“Oh, yeah? ”

Anyway, I got the answer I wanted. He felt his strength drain from his body. It's not normal for me to give you counseling. Suddenly, I remembered the floor that made my friends' work like it was their own. How hard it must have been. To be willing, on the other hand, to share my concerns. I can't imagine how painful it must have been to deal with such heavy concerns alone.

‘If I can at least consult my deputies. ’

I don't know how much they will rely on themselves that they don't hate, but even if they listen to me sometimes, I can reduce the burden on the floor.

“…… Thank you. This is the first time I've ever said that. ”

“Thank you very much. For telling me.”

It was Jiyun who smiled a little. The smile made me happy.

‘Anyway, it's shorted out. ’

I've said my piece. All that's left is to return the profits. He lowered his head slightly and told Jiyun who was touching his finger.

“It's been a while. Now go.”

“What about you?”

“I'm going to clean up the containers. ”

“I'll help you. ”

“No, I just need a little cleaning up. Go home before he does. We have work to do. ”

He opened the classroom door and said. Ji-yoon hesitates and picks up her bag. Ji Yun stands in front of the classroom door and looks back instead of toward the stairs. His face turned a little red.

“... Are you feeling sick again? Let me know if you feel dizzy.”

“Oh, no. It's not like that. ”

“Really? I think I'm in trouble again. I'm glad you didn't. But take your time when you go, just in case. ”

“…… Yes. ”

Ji-yoon bows his head and turns away. He waves his hand, saying good-bye. I turned my head slightly to meet Jiyun, but for some reason, I quickly lowered my gaze. He's probably ashamed of himself for telling him his past.

‘So will I. ’

“I won't tell anyone what I said today. So don't worry."

“Yes? No, it doesn't matter..."

“Oh, I see. But I'll keep it a secret. ”

He waves again. Then Ji-yoon, who was well, walked to the stairs. After confirming the disappearance of Jiyun, the group was able to take a deep sigh. I was giving him counseling, but I couldn't show him how pathetic I was, so I was keeping my eyes tight, but I was secretly exhausted.

“Phew. That's the first time you've done anything like that. ”

The word "senior" sounded different today. Responsibility. I felt a different weight on the horse. Be a good boss. As he made such a commitment, he grabbed the bag strap.

* * * *

Ji Yun couldn't even understand how he got home on the bus, so he only focused on one thing. I arrived at the front door and took a deep breath before opening the door. I took off my shoes and put them in the shoe closet and turned my head toward the living room. My mom was looking at the store books.

“If you're here, wash your hands and eat fruit. And now that you've seen the list of schools, make a decision. Months are mathematical and cotton fields are English. I'll take a look at the time and let the tutor think about it. ”

Listening to my mom, my heart started pounding again. The shoes I put in the shoe closet are caught in my eyes. The thought of avoiding this moment filled my mind when I put on it again. Maybe I'll just go around the park once. My finger was on its way to the shoe. Then a voice stopped his hand.

- Thank you so much. For telling me.

If I turn around now, I wonder what he'll look like. He was a person who listened to me in a stiffness unlike usual. Ji Yun could see at once that the crowd was overdoing it. Nevertheless, the public was serious to the end, sometimes smiling to fit the conversation. I didn't want it to be in vain.

I rolled my hands and went to my mom. I decided not to think about anything else. It's obvious that there will be more excuses to run away.

My mother raised her head. One day, my mouth felt really strange. It's been a long time since I've seen your face.

“…… Mom. ”

“Why?”

“I need to talk to you. ”

Then she frowned and looked at the book.

“You won't hear me say I'm not going to school. ”

“... I don't want to go to the academy. ”

I said it with difficulty, and my mom closed the book roughly. Her eyes were blazing.

“What's wrong with you? Why are you rotting inside her? Why... did you change so much? ”

“Mom... ”

Ji Yun wanted to run away from here. I was scared of my angry mom. No, it was hard to stay because I was so angry at myself for making her that way. At that moment, I saw his hand curled up in Jiyun's eyes. It was a sign of commitment. Commitment to speak properly with my mother.

I'm not running away.

Ji-yoon sat in front of her mother. And I looked right at her. I was a mother who was squeezing her chest and closing her eyes. That was not an expression of anger. It was sad.

I watched her silently for a moment. I never saw the look on her face after this. I've been avoiding you every time.

My mom opened her eyes, frowning and shaking her head. Jiyun watched her pupils shake momentarily. Is it because I'm ahead?

“Mom, I actually have something to tell you. ”

Jiyun brought up a story she could not say. Fear of the test period that has been getting worse since middle school. Those moments when I was breathless and sweaty. I told her all the hidden stories because she was worried.

“Ji-yoon... What are you...? ”

My mother came closer and began to look around her body. The hand was trembling thinly. The mother who was so scared looked very much like this moment.

“Why didn't you tell me, why! ”

“I'm afraid she'll worry. You've had a hard time since Mom and Dad left. I... wanted to help my mom. ”

“You fool. But if it hurts, you have to say it hurts! ”

I was a mother who hit Jiyun's forearm with her palm, saying as though she hated it. Since then, Ji Yun could not share her emotions. Tears fell and words mixed with tears.

“But, but every time I try to tell you, you always look scary. If you screw up the exam there, you're gonna get your ass kicked. I was scared. I was really scared. ”

“Ji-yoon... ”

“I wanted to be good. I wanted to be good! I wanted to be proud of my mom, proud of my girls, proud of my bubbly. But you can't. You ignored my announcement. Please tell me the kids are good at school. I'm good at getting kids' scores with my notes. But I can't. I wish I could, but I can't stop shaking. I hate it. I hate it. But if I tell you all this, you're gonna hate me even more. You'll be worried. I hated it. That's... that's... * sigh * ”

I wanted to say it logically, but at some point I just started saying things. I couldn't see well because my eyes were blurred, but Ji Yun continued to say. I can't believe how deep you're going.

My mom hugged me.

Ji-yoon did not resist the uproaring crying. Even in that confused situation, I felt that my mom hugging me was crying, too.

“My mom…… my mom……. ”

I couldn't hear very well behind it.

Ji-yoon lifted her hand and hugged her.

What will happen when this crying is over?

Many things are uncertain, but if there is one thing that is certain, it is that seeing her will no longer be painful.

“My good daughter, my good daughter. ”

Ji Yun wept without grudging as she felt her mother's hands stroke her head.

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I hate to break it to you, but there's a crazy woman out there screaming. 12: 00 at night. Even when everyone in the neighborhood gets up and tells them to stop, they yell, "Don't talk."

This sounds like a fight, but your voice is so... internal and noisy. But I'm still enjoying watching the fight, so I think someone reported it. The police car came and stopped him, and he was like, "Fuck you!" It was the lady who was yelling.

Moment, wow. I thought, well, there's no such thing as longwave equipment. But the funny thing is, the policeman says, "If you yell something like that, you get a 50,000 won ticket." The moment I said that, I was very considerate.

Wow... Even a lunatic saw magic to be normal in front of money.

Today's lesson.

Let's stop drinking.

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Act six is over.

Whoo. It's time to spill the main event.

I'm satisfied.

Thank you again for your hard work today.

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Thank you for your coupon. Thanks to you, I live!

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