Life, Once Again!

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I thought I was out of luck when I got number four, but I never thought I'd be the first to be called out. My head was already tingling, thinking that I would be smiling with a sigh of relief for the next 1,2,3 times.

In order to grow as bright as light and strong as stone, there was a cloud on the face of the ore, not to match the name of the ore attached.

‘This has happened. ’

Ore opens the audition hall forcefully, saying it's better to get hit first. What I saw was an elongated table, two men sitting there, a monitor, and a camera standing next to it. Until there was an expected landscape, but the people sitting in chairs behind the table were unexpected. People who shut their mouths and stare at themselves as they enter the room.

Wasn't there two judges?

“Step forward four times, and the rest of you stand behind. ”

Ho-young, who introduced me as a filming director, said. The atmosphere is intense. In front of the audition hall, Joon-min, who spoke softly and lightened the mood, was also tightening his eyes and staring. The ore seems to be losing strength in your legs.

“Stand in front of the" x "sign. ‘

I stood on the blue tape on the floor.

Wow, this is crazy. I had never auditioned in front of so many people. The first audition of the ore was like a self-introduction before helping your brother graduate, and after that the audition was a short film, which was directed only in front of you. However, not only was Lee Jun-min famous as a producer now, but also more than five people were looking behind him.

‘I'm auditioning. I've come here a lot. ’

I coughed and choked. The popcorn was frozen. My mouth is dry from the breath of the people in front of me.

Push here and we're done. Ore confronted fear with the face of its parents who fully support it.

“Don't look at the camera. I want to see it. You can report to the camera, you can report to us. ”

“Yes, yes! ”

“Don't be so nervous. We get nervous when you're nervous. Spit it out, Tuk. ”

Surprisingly, it was Hoheng who encouraged him. The ore breathes deeply with its energy.

“I hope you're ready. ”

Ore says, "This is Moon Ore No. 4 of Star Institute.” Once I introduced myself, I went into free acting. The free acting you have prepared will attract your friends so that they do not attend night autonomy.

“Hey, let's go. You only get hit a few times anyway. But I can play with the kids next door today. What are you, a young man looking at textbooks? No, that's not it. Youth only appears when men and women make love hot. The teachers are talking about something more important than studying. Today is the important thing... ”

That's when I said it.

“Enough.”

Joon-min, who had never said a word, shook her head and stopped.

“Do you know why I told you to stop? ”

“Oh, no. ”

“Come here. ”

The ore walked toward the table and saw a monitor pointed to by Jun-min. The screen is only illuminating empty space at this time. Joon-min touches the button and rewinds the screen. Soon, I saw a scene of myself acting. I stopped relaxing and regenerated.

The ore was forced to frown as soon as it saw its reflection on the monitor.

“This is not a school. I don't have time to explain what I did wrong. But learning something must be rewarding to be here today. On the screen, you know what you did wrong? ”

“Yes…. ”

“Go and wait by the side. ”

“Yes.”

Is this the end? I couldn't ask the same question. His appearance on the screen was really messy. His face was hard as a stone and he had no liveliness at all, and his gaze was shaking so dizzily that people could see. Why did this happen? I asked myself, I unconsciously cared about the people beyond the judges, and my gaze got worse. Above all, the angled movement was really bad. I mistook it for a basshot that only caught on my chest and did not control my hand movements properly. Ironite sighs and mourns as she strikes the ambassador with her finger.

‘You were too aware of the camera. ’

Ho-young made it clear. Don't be conscious. The ore stands next to the crowd with its eyes closed.

‘It's over.'

Five minutes didn't fill the free time, and it was over in just 20 seconds. The script is…….

“Next.”

I heard a cold voice and flew away. The ore bows its head.

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Though I guessed, it was still not pleasant. The two people sitting in front don't want academic conferences, they want actors that can be used right away. I'm not a great person to let a little mistake slip into laughter. If there were fewer people, they might have given us one more chance, but a lot of talented people are gathered in front of this audition. We're running out of time just to see their acting, but there's no way we can see the aspiring student act again without saving the opportunity.

It feels extremely practical and cruel. I couldn't find any emotion in Jun-min's eyes, looking over here with his chin bent. Skills only. Characters only. Only novelty. The fact that it is a contract with the people is of no use here.

‘No, it might be poisoned. ’

Joon-min is a clear person. Support or cut if you think it will benefit. I saw the stone I had signed fall out at once. It would be different if we became close, but now we have a unilateral relationship. Flooring has an obligation to prove to Jun-min. I have to show him that I'm useful.

“Next 11. ”

“This is Park Jin-tae, number 11. Please take good care of it. ”

“Please, that's what I want to do. You have to do well. ”

“I understand.”

“Stand on the x mark and start when ready. ”

The monitor was a Hoenn who looked at people one time in front of the other. The impression is so different that I think it's the same person I saw during the interview. Sharpness is embedded in the eyes that were clumsy. The eye that is obstinately observing the aspiring student in front of him. If you are pushed out of the battle, half of what you have prepared will be finished.

Whether it exemplified the failure of the first volunteer, the second was a better performance. Jintae who plays the prankster. I saw his side when I was going back and forth, but his face was pretty good. It's just...

“Wait.”

Joon-min raised his hand and stopped. It was not 'stop’. The child acting quickly corrected and looked at the judges.

“If you squeak like that, you can still hear the boom microphone. Try again. ”

“Yes.”

As you know, he nods and starts, but his natural movements begin to deteriorate either because the flow was broken once. The floor you see behind you looks crippled because your leg hurts, not touching it.

Joon-min raised his hand again and stopped. I heard a voice just before I said stop.

“Let's give it a try. ”

He was the man pressing down on his baseball cap. My voice was quite heavy. Joon-min nodded once and handed the script over to the child through the employee who was waiting.

"Actors."

I couldn't see the man's face because of the baseball cap and the script I was holding. It looks like a male in his 40s, presumably.

“Page 48. You see that son of a bitch? ”

“Yes.”

“Watch the instructions and try it. ”

After taking a short breath, the child took a look at the script for a moment and struck the ambassador.

“Father, I'll be back. ”

“Okay, be careful. Oh, you don't need any money? ”

“Yes, you gave it to me the other day. ”

“Okay, that's it. ”

The child returned the script. Joon writes a few characters on his profile.

I thought I'd do something more, but it's over. The child who returned to his seat, Jin-tae's expression was not so bright. I could show you more, but the regret was overwhelming.

“Next”

The floor thought of canned goods on the conveyor belt. Canned rice made through a series of manufacturing processes. The people in front are like quality control staff inspecting for defects.

If it is OK, it is not cluttered, but it is not chosen. It can be canned just like any other. The conclusion should be different: special or bad, it should be seen by people sitting in front of it.

I've only been auditioning for 10 minutes. Yet the people sitting in front are free. It's a dangerous sign. The people sitting in front of him had to change the atmosphere quickly, adding to the fact that he had to watch the next few dozen people.

However.

“This is Joon-myung Kim, 18th term. Go. I'm from Gangnam Ector. ”

He was a volunteer with cold water. I feel uneasy because my hands are shaking at the level of patients who need hearing aid. The atmosphere is getting worse. The floor found the judges sitting at the table, as well as the people sitting behind it, looking pathetic.

“When ready, go. ”

Nonetheless, Ho-young and Joon-min stared straight at the child in front of them. I felt a professional passion not to miss out on the possibilities of work. I wish that heat had helped the child, but a friend named Junmyung seemed to be bored with that look.

“W-we... we... we... ”

It was unfortunate. I'm sure I've prepared a lot. However, the audition is a place that shows the results of the process.

Joon-min, who was watching for about 10 seconds, sighed and shook his hand. The child standing in front stood still without even noticing the gesture.

“Good work. Stand back. ”

It was only after Ho-young's words that he woke up and stepped back as if he were awake. There was no expression on the child's face when he stepped back. I was just dazed.

“Next.”

Whew. The floor hurls its breath and rises. I've prepared the gangster act, but I think I'll have to change the route. I used too much earlier. If you repeat the same thing, you won't expect a good score.

I saw enough teachers. Respiration is normal, tension is rising appropriately. x mark. That place is a stage. I feel more at ease when I think of it as a stage. Strange excitement. There was also an uncontrollable desire to pour out all emotions in front of these people. But the floor held back the urge for a moment. The free acting that I prepared was not a violent outburst of emotion. What I'm trying to do is show you a thin thread coming out of a tight, emotional turbulence.

Maybe it's confession, not smoke.

“I could use a chair. ”

“Whatever.”

Ho-young points to the poor chair next to him. The floor took a chair and sat on the x mark.

“I'll get started when I'm ready. ”

After checking Ho-young's nod, I closed my eyes for a moment. From now on, it's just a dumb fact. A little bit of expression was added to it.

If smoke is an imitation, I am an imitation of myself.

Whew.

“At a young age to discuss love, I knew love. When I wasn't accountable, I met someone who wanted to be accountable. He was a fool to take care of others more than himself. He was brave, dedicated, and above all... beautiful. ”

The floor smiles, reminiscing about her smile. I didn't have to smile. Just by drawing an image, laughter follows itself.

“I secretly had a lot of competition. Of course, it's not uncommon for a man to leave a woman alone. I came close to having a chance, but I was rarely relieved. So I was right next to him. Never let another man get close. Because of that, he accepted my proposal. Oh, it's not easy to get permission, of course. There were a lot of unspoken songs. Anyway, we got married, and we moved into our own house. It was a house on loan, but it was a very cozy nest. ”

After shrugging my shoulders, I said,

“These were fine days. Sometimes I felt bad about fighting, but the fight didn't last long. because I know I can't win against him. Every day passed in tranquility. It was a typical day of laughter and annoyance. And the two of us became three in a lifetime like that. ”

You feel a jolt of memory. Though hardly anything comes to your mind, the faint smell of that moment is revived.

“There was a happy fragrance in the body of a born baby. It was very similar to his body odor. The baby grew up differently, and he was walking on two legs when he noticed. He said," Dad. "Yeah, that was definitely my dad. ”

He spoke up front. The judges' faces go through the retina, but they don't look at what they're making. I am the audience of this monorama.

“She grew up, and she suddenly got old with her eyes open. Oh, how upsetting. When my daughter who used to say she was cool to see me used to insist on losing weight.... Phew, that was good. because when I woke up in the morning, I was tired, but I had a loved one by my side, and when I left the room, I had a child that I loved even more. It was a happiness that would never break, that would never break. At least that's what I thought. ”

The floor sighed for a long time. Then I went ahead with my thinking. I started to get tired of the chicken. That moment comes to life. A lump of heavy iron rushing towards my heart.

“It was an accident. It was an accident. And I had a laugh, because I still had the sweetness of happiness, and I was dying. A lot has come to mind. And I hated it enough to want to kill it at the same time. ”

My teeth cracked. Now, my heart whispered that it was time for a little relief from reason. You raise your head and look at the camera in front of you.

“The happiness should not have ended that way. that he and my child should not be so deeply saddened. I hated the sky. I wanted to curse God. I wanted to tear it apart and drench it with that blood if I could! But…… even that tear soon disappeared. The moment I realized I was dead, my anger was empty. There was only one thing left. I was worried. ”

I sat down, vomiting the grumpy breath that had come up to the end of my neck. He was extremely excited because he recalled the time, but his gaze was surprisingly on the clock. I felt that stable rationality, like a calm lake, was acting in harmony with my emotions. It felt a little different. Previously, it was either. Pressure or release. Not both now. It seems like it can be hot soon, and it can be cold again. But the senses disappeared quickly. Reason and emotion once again entered the territorial fight and the floor calmed down.

“That's it.”

“The end?”

“Yes.”

“I think there's more behind us. ”

“It's fun to hang up when you're curious. ”

In response, Horyong burst into laughter. The floor calmly examines the atmosphere. I wasn't cut off in the middle. I think it'll be okay if it's half successful.

At that moment, the man in the baseball cap who opened his mouth a moment ago shouted.

“Let's take another look at him. ”

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Comments are hot. It's also nice to see that you speak politely.

Well, the crazy thing is, I'm letting my readers debate it, but just for the record,

We know that the meaning of the floor is first, or perhaps foremost.

It's already widely used.

Do you know an ice cream called a walnut floor? It's written there, too.

At the same time, in the civilian sense, there is the sky.

The important thing is that the floor in the novel just knows the meaning of its name as "sky." It's not true. It's fiction. Ah, that means that you can pick up an episode later, but you don't have to fix it anyway. If they wanted to write the real meaning of "sky," they would have just built it into the sky. Just like your brother, the ocean, is just the sea.

One more thing.

I don't publish this novel. I received a couple of requests to publish in a letter, but I refused.

The reason is simple: because it's an Internet novel, you can write it like this. And... when I start exchanging my proofreading files with my editor, that's when I get really excited. T

I don't like to read it and fix it for fun, but I don't want to be prepared for another pursuit of profit. So it's not going to be published. Maybe, until someone pokes a ridiculous amount of money.

Finally, when the National Language Institute explains the old words, it usually uses "groundless."

There's an example that's already been made famous as Dory. They claim Dory is from Tori, Japan, but this is also unfounded. In fact, there is a theory that "Jelly" is a good fit to cut it out. It means it's scholarly, but it's not universal.

It's really nice to talk to each other, but I don't want you to push either way.

If you are reading such a relaxing novel! You don't have to comment!

Anyway, it's been a long day.

Sleep well.

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