Life, Once Again!

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The rookie who stood around the living room holding the drama script turned his head to the dining table. The phone vibrates and makes a loud noise. It was a rookie who picked up the phone quickly from the dining glass.

“Hello?"

- Sunbae, here's one.

“Oh, yeah. Maruya.”

I sat on the couch with the script out of hand. I took a break and turned on the TV with the remote control. I can see the actors appearing on the screen smiling.

“What are you calling about? ”

- I have something to tell you.

“You gonna tell me? ”

I decreased the volume a little. The sound of a bold voice was always heard, but today I was cut off beyond boldness. In the atmosphere that seemed to tell me something bad, there was a real wrinkle on the root's forehead.

“Tell me.”

- Someone poured paint on props and costumes from the Changcheon Theatre Department. I even used the black locker, and I messed it up very carefully. Thanks to you, I think we should throw away more than half, maybe even more, of our costumes.

“I'm not happy to hear that. Do I have to get rid of the knee-deep thing? That's a smile and I made it. ”

- Now it's green.

“What about your back? Su-jin's been working on it. ”

- They've all been torn apart.

“A smile turns you upside down. Ah, I worked hard on that. It was ten years ago, but it's still fresh. The first challenge was the age play. Thanks to you, I did all the shows for making a hanbok after a thousand at Dongdaemun Gate. But even though Hanbok was too much, I only made a small complaint and borrowed that one. And a skirt.”

Even though it was a long time ago, things in those days were so intense that they were still alive. First Challenge, First Trouble, First Success. It's a whole new time.

“I don't think that's good news. ”

- That's not good news. But there's one more thing.

“What?”

- Pour the paint on the props.

She sighs and leans over the couch. Hearing the story of the floor, I had a hunch. There's no reason to report what happened in Cheongcheon to yourself. If there's a reason to talk, it's the only one. It's about my brother.

“Joon-min told me a little bit about his brother a while ago. I don't think there's enough to drag. After that, I thought the cornerstone was quiet and smooth, but I guess it was working. Really... haha. ”

Brother, he is a decent kid. At least on the surface, it's hard to spot her blemishes. In elementary school, I could do anything with just one compliment. It brought good results, and Father and Mother actively complimented the results. About that time, I tend to ignore others. That's why he behaved calmly in front of his parents and then turned around to mock them. When my brother came home with all his presents at Christmas in exchange for winning points, he smiled at himself and decided to leave the house. He talked a few times about how he liked the way of life, but the conversation didn't work. After saying that I would study theater, I left the house despite my father's mourning of resigning. The day he left home packing his things, his brother said, "Loser.” was.

Since then, many things have happened. When I went to college with my brother who was mentally distressed, I thought I would stay sober and live a good life, but the roots remained unchanged. Well, if everyone had turned out well on one occasion, there wouldn't have been a word of absurdity on this earth.

Even though I thought that I had something I wanted to do on my own was the development of my elders, the acting was just a means. If you really liked it, you wouldn't be able to do that in costumes or props that your colleagues sweat.

I gave up brotherly friendship before, but I wanted to be able to share my concerns even though I couldn't, but I realized with the news I heard today.

The fact that he looks too much like his father.

Scary enough.

“So why did you call me? ”

- The first is to apologize that it would be inconvenient for you to move on, and the last is to pass on your father's phone number.

“To be handed over. Looks like you'll have to give it to me. ”

- It doesn't matter if you don't tell me. Teacher Lee Jun-min would know. But there is morality, so you have to ask.

“…… I don't know what you're going to do, but I know that Sooseok will suffer greatly. ”

- There won't be a good ending. It's not my intention to reflect on this. I just want it to be quiet. Don't bother anymore.

The rooster smiles bitterly, listening to the floor. I blame myself for letting my brother get in the way. I didn't say a word like that, but I could sense the root.

Telling me to give up my father's phone number. It might mean taking some responsibility for what happened.

‘Course, if it was meant to be, I would have pulled it out from under my father. I'm not coming out alone. ’

Roots opened their mouths.

“I'll text you the number. ”

- Yes, sir.

“I'm sorry I couldn't take care of my brother. ”

- That's what I'm trying to say. But... I don't blame you. because the child's mirror is a parent. I think you're great at that, sir. I saved myself. I'm hanging up now. I'll see you next time.

“Probably nothing to see. There are no overlapping scenes. I'll see you at script reading. Only once. ”

- Yeah, well, get some rest.

She hung up and turned up the TV volume. I ran all the way here without looking back, but sometimes I had to look back and take it. I closed my eyes with the TV on. The sound of laughter digging into your ears doesn't sound as good.

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The stone swallows the dry saliva and hangs up the phone. I got a call when I got on the bus feeling much better after I broke up with him. It was Jun-min.

Joon-min asked if she knew about the property loss in a very calm voice. At that moment, my back bone became cooler. Jun-min continued. Someone put a prank on a container under his property list. In his condemning voice, he made an excuse and apologized unknowingly. It was Jun-min who talked equally with his father in all the places. I insisted on revenge, but I knew it was time to crawl.

The stones dropped off the bus kicked the garbage can that was standing at the stop. It was obvious not to see who said it. He's the one. The cornerstone quickly left before the crowds could gather. I felt a sour smell rising from my shoes and became even more angry.

When I arrived at the apartment, my eyes were wide open looking at the black sedan standing just in front of me. 2487. It was my father's car. 9: 00 p.m. I heard you had a night golf appointment.

I was somewhat anxious. I felt a dark energy coming from the black car. I got on the elevator thinking it was just because of Jun-min's phone.

The door opens with a thud. Front door on the left. The stones carefully press the password and open the door. The first thing I saw was my father's golf shoes. The nose is neatly organized towards the front door. It's as neat as usual, but it looks scary today.

I took off my shoes quietly and went inside. There was no father in the living room. Whew, and sighed of relief. If you were sitting on the couch, your heart might have stopped. Just because he's in the room means he's okay.

I walked carefully and knocked on my room. But no answer came back. Dad, there was definitely golf shoes.

“Me, Father. ”

I tried calling out my voice, but I couldn't say anything. Sleeping? I'm even more relieved to think so. Worried about nothing but snow. It was time to turn back in peace.

There is a faint smell that goes through the end of your nose. It was a cigarette. As soon as I smelled it, I could feel the hair of my hair, or the hair of my whole body, shriveling. I felt strong on my toes, and I was overpowered by my misgivings.

My father is the embodiment of total self-care. That's why we don't smoke. No, it burns, but only when it's recommended by someone taller than you. Commercial cigarettes. I remember Smurfintine smoking when my father sat me down and explained that alcohol and cigarettes are a form of friendliness. At the same time, you never smoke alone. Someone once said that it is foolish to burn alone to waste your health. However, there was a time when such a father had to burn cigarettes alone. On that day, the cornerstone never left the room. I locked myself in the door and looked at the wall.

The limestone grabs hold of the trembling foot and slowly looks at Beranda. The orange light flashes. The blurry doll slowly smokes and spews out deep smoke. Recent stones held their breath. I grabbed my visit as hard as I could to avoid touching my father's planting. It was time to slowly lower the door hook and open the visit so that no sound could be heard.

“Hong Geun-suk.”

“Yes, yes. ”

“I bowed my head a lot at the beginning of my life. I've been ducking and ducking ever since. I got down on my knees. The business owner told me to pour liquor on my shoes and I drank it. It's because I firmly believed that humility is a stepping stone to success. A few years later, I let the boss kneel before me and drink a drink of tobacco ash. He said it was good to tell the crying boss that it was a week for one drink, asking for a little bit of pay. ”

The stone lowers its head and looks down at the ground. I didn't dare raise my head. When I was a child, I thought my father was kind. Scientific, mathematical, pertussis. It was because they always gave warm horses and rewards when they won the prize. But I saw my real father after failing once in middle school. Since then, father has become a rule that can never be disobeyed by cornerstones. It was a kind of dogma.

“I haven't bowed my head much since. I've never bowed my head, especially because of my mistakes. I've had enough of the horror of cooking. ”

“ ……. ”

“By the way, today, I said 'I'm sorry’ with my mouth. I haven't apologized in a while. It was new, and then I realized... How disgusting and horrible an apology is. ”

“Oh, Father……. ”

“I gave you a place to sleep, I gave you food, I clothed you. I tried to get the best education and cared about the best nutrition. I think I've done my part. Isn't that right?"

“Yes, yes. That's right."

“Then, son, at least you shouldn't have made me feel sorry for you. I don't want to raise pigs. ”

“ ……. ”

“At least you didn't hurt my name. Oh, she refused my help and survived on her own. I think you can accept him for that. If you're the son of the Red Sea, you should do that. But...... why did you do such a thing without controlling your own emotions? More than that! Clean it up so there won't be any backstory! If you had done it, you wouldn't have been caught! ”

Bam, the leather bursts. Rootstone closes its ears and kneels. I couldn't keep watching the golf club in my father's hand tear apart the leather couch.

“I don't think so. I'm gonna need a psychiatric education. This is all I grew up with. I'm not convinced. ”

He was a slow approaching father. Recent stones shrugged, looking at his father's black feet. I remembered a moment. No, the middle school thing that I really forgot because I tried to forget came through the veil of my memory. These furrowed thighs and calves. And I missed it, I missed it.

“Please, I'll pay for food. Son, do not shame me. Don't make me care about things like you! ”

The stone was tightly coiled. He repeatedly said, "I'm sorry.” I recited. I won't do it again. I'll never do anything stupid again. I'll just study. Just…… just…….

My head seemed to turn white.

It doesn't matter.

You just feel like a giant boulder, not just causing trouble.

“I love you. ”

The stone cuts through the wind and gnashes its teeth at the approaching sharp sound.

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Enter keywords when catching a character.

and they create a glucose satellite with keywords.

In that sense, Seong-suk is a loving character.

If you're not absolute, if you're not God, if you're not comparable, then you can't be extreme or polar. A light word that expresses it well 'A man who is cold to others but warm to me. Joe, you know, sort of set the scope. From the center to the good or to the evil. But I think we need to make the center exist for everyone. When you get out of it... it becomes something else, not a person.

You're out.

Thank you, Kyung-suk!

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