Life, Once Again!

He stood in front of a front mirror occupying one wall of a large practice room. Sometimes the reflection of the mirror is unfamiliar. Who is this man standing in front of me?

"Take a break and I'll die!"

At the words of Lee Hyuk-tae, the eldest brother, Seongjae opened his eyes in the mirror. After choreography, the members were spread out on the floor. Ah, yes. I was TTO. He looked at the blonde man in the mirror again. At his debut, the man looked at himself with no residual aura at all. It's been six years. A time without limit for anyone and without limit for anyone. In the case of a genius, it felt like a terrible long shot, but recently I felt it flow like a shot.

I remembered the moment I entered TTO in pursuit of Narim, who gave me his business card, saying he was the head of NL Company. Loyal, perhaps foolish, said Narim would give you a chance to come along. I didn't mean to be unreasonable. I had a clear vision. At a young age, Seongjae thought that Narim's words were not vain.

- You're gonna punch through a narrow actor's door? Maybe if we're lucky. But you know that. Now I can't get the public's attention just by acting well. Of course, celebrity actors who dominate the film world lead the public to one act, but that's very few. They are loved by the god of smoke. And I got lucky. I hate gambling. Risky behavior is not my hobby. What I want is a perfect success. You want to act, right? Then learn to dance and sing. Imprint your icon on the public. Then we can postpone it. It's reckless to go into the Humvees. People need to know they're coming back. The public will ignore it at first. She doesn't know what she's doing. But if you become popular, the capital will use you. Then you'll have to prove it. You can show off your acting in front of the people who laughed at you. Can you do that?

While thinking about it for a day, Seongjae chose Narim. That day, I packed my things and went into the joint. I met TTO members there. Revolution, longevity, protection, Gangjun. They were all brought here by Narim himself. From the beginning, the only person who was aspiring to idol was Revolution, the eldest brother. The rest were people who were in dances, acting, and bands. On the first day of boarding, Narim explained his future plans. The team name is TTO. The goal is all-weather Idol. Narim's ambition was to create a group that could be used in each field of broadcasting. It started out as a support for idol groups or recognition, so that they can go to the areas they want.

Immediately after that, the harsh practice began. All of the elite NL Company teachers who raised the famous Idols were attached. Practice started at 8: 00 a.m. until sundown. Practice continued until dawn when the results were unsatisfactory. Painful times continue. Stuck in the practice room, practicing, practicing. I didn't feel rewarded because I couldn't show others what I was doing. Several times, I was told to run away among my members. Prison-style living, endless practice, daily sarcasm. Even the reason for enduring this pain fades away.

It was about that time that I became obsessed with the word 'escape' that I said like a puritan. The moment I thought that I would really run away as five people. Narim came to the practice room as if he knew. With her cold eyes, she opens the door to the practice room.

- How old do you think you're gonna be? It's only been a year. If you can't survive that year and you want to run, get out now. And live out the rest of your life. I can assure you, no one blooms as talented as me. I'm the one who found you and I'm the one who's raising you. You're gonna be stars. Everyone envies a star! But now he's just a lowly trainee. You can go if you want to finish as a trainee. It hurts me to lose you guys, but I can start over. I have money. There are talented people. You may be gemstones, but you're not the only gemstones. If it takes time, we can find it again. It's just a waste of time.

I thought that Seongjae was scary when I saw Park Nam-rim's representative that day. She was a woman who knew people's minds well enough to be fed up. Narim was disappearing, leaving behind a trap of horses that could never escape, and Seongjae erased the escape from his mind. That was the same for the other four. Since then, fleeing has been a taboo in the practice room.

Once again, after two years, TTO was able to debut. Music broadcasting scene full of seniors only. I searched the waiting room and tightened my head. I bowed to the older idol as well. And the first recorded broadcast ever made. There was no mistake. There was no tremor. I came off the stage with a look on my face, and I've been running for this moment for two years, and I'm not impressed. However, the blasphemy was the same with other members. I didn't even want hot tears and hugs. I just wish I had the satisfaction of doing it.

There was Narim in front of the TTO that came down from the stage in a strange feeling. Narim smiled and said,

- It's boring, right?

Literally. It was boring. Is that the only thing I've invested two years on? I left the station and returned to my boring joint. Practice restarted. I continued to practice hard enough to forget that I had made my debut. The weekend is coming. Members are gathered in front of the TV. Pizza and sweets, including specially allowed marinated chicken. I collected the fattening food and watched the TV dazed. Soon after the music broadcast began, TTO appeared in a corner called HOT newcomer. I watched as he sang his song as he held up his arms. I wasn't even moved then. Rather, small mistakes caught my attention and annoyed me. The stage of TTO, which was viewed objectively through the screen, looked quite awkward. even though I practiced with my death.

After the broadcast ended, the members went to practice without saying. I didn't say a word about what I saw on the broadcast. Accommodation without cell phone control or internet access. It appeared again a month later on a music-net channel without even knowing how TTO was being evaluated. As expected, when he arrived at the station in his car, he could see a few girls standing in front of the station with pamphlets. I was a fan. Less than 5 fans of TTO. Seeing his fans, he doubted whether he would be able to succeed at the same time as thanking them.

But exactly two months from now. Seongjae was able to see a green balloon full of eyes. As soon as I saw the TTO's iconic green balloon filling the public hearing center with overwhelming numbers, I felt like I had done it. Tears shed over the joys of the crowd. The other four cried together. Half a year after the debut. TTO grew fearfully and formed a thicker fan layer than any idol. Three more years have passed since. There were over a million albums with TTO names on them. Four after the mp3 hit, they also sold a million copies. TTO survived when other idols' album sales were visibly reduced.

Now it's your turn to do what you want.

Narim paused as promised. The members began to focus on what they wanted. I also hosted guitar solos, if I wanted to get away from the quickbeat songs and prepare fork songs. He went to Sitcom and became more popular, and he went to China and became a CF star.

Jaejae was dedicated to studying acting to prepare for the drama. Soon after, I became a part of a drama on public broadcasts. The first performance challenge is dramatic. When he went to the drama, he could feel the cold gaze. I smiled and greeted him, but he was clearly looking down on me. I didn't care much because it was expected. Six years of surviving this brute force made the material solid.

- Idol.

- He wouldn't have gotten involved if it wasn't for Idol.

- He's gonna burn himself to death with a bunch of insults.

I've heard that story all over the place. Jaejae laughed. The more I was insulted by that, the better I felt. because there is more to be avenged. Narim was right. Idols ignore acting. But you'll see. Because I'm different.

He went into filming, and Seongjae acted out of his desperation. I carefully prepared my understanding of the age, vocabulary and tone of voice so that I could never come out. It never came out after the noise that worried me before the shooting began. Rather, actors of the same age as Seongjae reached the point of being insulted because of the clumsy dramatic tone.

The time has come to smile.

Then Jae Jae met a friend he knew when he was in acting school at the scene of the shoot. He was playing First in Armed Forces as an assistant. When I was a kid, his acting skills were also known to me at the academy. While he was monologuing, he was a friend whose performance was so overwhelming that everyone was silent and only had to look at him. He was wondering if his face would appear on the screen, waiting for hours to climb up to his party. As soon as I saw him, Seongjae remembered Narim's words. It's hard to open a star just by acting.

Jaejae spoke to the friend. After a brief shock, he looks at himself with contempt. He said, It's a pathetic life playing a role in popularity, not acting.

Hearing that, Jaejae admitted it with a smile. The friend continued to warn him with the principal words whether he was excited about accepting it calmly. Will you be happy to know that you have succeeded? That is not the mind of the actor, have you lost your pride as an actor, etc.

When I listened to my friend to the end, the director came from afar. Seongjae smiled at the director who told him that he liked acting today and then looked at his friend standing in front of him. A friend of mine, who was furious with his theories, looked at the director and himself with trembling eyes. A word from the director after that. Who's this guy?

The friend straightforward bowed his head and tried to explain what role he was playing, but the director waved his hands and said he wasn't interested. The director left saying to come to the banquet. Then the actors who had finished filming passed by him one by one. Jaejae greeted them, and his friend had not said a word in all this time.

On the set of preparing to withdraw, Seongjae looked at his mute friend and asked.

"So are you happy with your life?"

Talent moves the world. But few have such talents. After all, it is the former helmet of ordinary people.What are the culprits who are not talented enough to be ranked?

After all, it was the environment. I thought that the choice to take Narim's hand and go to the joint was the moment that created a gap between a talented friend and himself. If he had the talent to transcend the environment, today's encounter would have resulted in a different form, but the result was an acclaimed lead and a one-off appearance.

The only thing left to talk about is the foam. He penetrated himself into the image of his friend. What if six years ago, instead of holding Narim's hand, he insisted on staring at the smoke? Perhaps it will be a life like this friend who earns a day and lives a day. Or maybe he gave up halfway through college and went off to the army.

After the meeting, he disappeared from the scene. "Seize him!” It disappeared after leaving only a short line. The list of manufacturers that are inserted into the drama endings was not named. Life disappears after leaving a terminal.

‘After all, it is popular over performance. ’

It was a bitter smile, but Jaejae no longer denies it.

Smoking is just a branch.

After all, the public wanted to see the star and experienced that the star liked whatever it did. I get compliments if it's not a ridiculous level of acting. What a simple logic.

"Let's guess again after a sip of water. Stop looking in the mirror, because I know you have a handsome face!"

The voice of revolution, the eldest brother, woke up from thought. Looking at the blonde man shining in the mirror again, Seongjae smiled. I'm TTO. I'm a popular idol. Yeah, that's it. I turned around with a slight fist in the mirror. He thinks that learning to make the world go off with just one smoke is a rare animal that cannot emerge today.

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You're going to work.

You go to the PC room.

Hahahaha.

I look at the TV, it's an international trip, but I feel like I'm talking about another country.

For me, Jeju Island is a foreign country. I've never been Nowadays, my friends say they are going on a math trip to Jeju... I envy them.

Aren't math trips racing, too?

Brace!!

...

I was out of my mind because it was hot.

Sorry about that.

- Yeah.

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Referrals, always appreciated.

Coupon, thank you. Thanks to you, I eat.

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