Life, Once Again!

He looked at himself with a bunny's round eyes and asked me straight without shaking. Challenging resurrected the shrimp that had swallowed, but it seemed to be stuck in the middle of the esophagus. I coughed a big time and looked behind me.

“What... are you talking about?" ”

“It's just a hunch. You're avoiding me all of a sudden in the back of the parking lot. He used to look at me in the practice room. Of course, it could be a mistake. If not, say no. ”

Chapman was speechless. Denial was not a positive situation. I'd rather be angry. Neither did I. Chapman was frustrated that the strange silence would continue.

“Whoa.”

The first thing to break the silence was the successor. He was smiling. It wasn't a good smile. My mouth is a little shaky.

“I thought you hated me so much. So I got a little worried. But that's not it. Thank God."

He was the junior who raised his chopsticks again and ate the food. Chapman watched him quietly. A friend, acting director, often talked about the successor. I can see the car, but she's cute. I'm worried when I see him crying all the time. However, the successor in front of me was a little different from what my friend said. Even though the smile looks a little uneasy, it doesn't look like it. It's impossible for a child to ask such a question in the first place.

“...... You two are together, right? ”

I decided to turn off the conversation, but the words that came out of my mouth were the exact opposite. The filling swallowed the saliva.

“Well, yes. ”

“Then why are you so lucky? I know what's in my heart. ”

“Oh, yeah. Maybe not so fortunate. ”

He began to search the stir-fried meat with chopsticks. My mouth is a little soft.

“So do you really like floors? ”

“I don't know yet. But you don't hate it. ”

I answered honestly. I didn't want to lie for some reason. I lied many times today, but for this moment I wanted to avoid lying. I feel strange and confident. It's strange, knowing that what you're saying is never right.

“I see.”

“Did you mean to tell me not to come near you? ”

Then I raised my hands, saying that I'm not the successor.

“It's not like that. ”

“Then can I be friends with the floor? ”

“Th-that's not it either. Haha.”

Charming was silent until the sound of the spitting laughter disappeared. He is still going through the stir-fried meat with chopsticks.

Chapman put rice in his mouth. I wonder what you're doing. Nevertheless, I did not want to end this conversation. I felt ashamed and wanted to leave, but the greed was dragging my butt to the ground.

It was when we were eating each other's lunches so quietly. He opened his mouth.

“The floor told me before. I can't help it if someone likes someone. There's no right or wrong in that. ”

“I never said I liked it. ”

“I was, by the way. ”

He smiled lightly and drank a sip of water. Charming also drank a drink. It was a thirsty conversation.

“I like the flooring. ”

Chopsticks were on top of the lunchbox. Charming felt the strength in his left hand holding the chopsticks.

“At first, I thought he was a strange kid. It's the first time I've seen you on the street, pretending to know you. It was so weird, I couldn't even imagine it then. I never thought I'd get this close to him. ”

He was the successor speaking with a bloody smile.

“I'll be honest with you. I was actually jealous. I was a little angry when I shoved my hair down the floor, and you avoided my eyes. You know what they are, so why? And the answer was simple. That you're interested in the floor. Ugh, I don't know. I want to say don't do it because I'm just a angry boyfriend, but I don't think I need to. It's not a crime to like someone. ”

“I'll tell you again, don't think I like her. ”

“But you like it, right? That's what you said. ”

“That's ……. ”

Chapman looked behind him. Unlike what I'm saying, I have a shy face. He looks like he will cry if he says something a little harsh.

Then the shadow falls on the stand. It was a floor that came back with a lunch box.

“It's quietly hot. ”

It was a floor that was sitting next to the rear, pushing the debt. Charming began to rummage through the plate with chopsticks, as his nephew did. I couldn't catch my eye on where to put it. I can't look at the playground or the sky. However, I cannot imagine looking to the right with a floor and a successor. Eventually, I just fixed my eyes on the lunchbox and moved my arms like a machine to eat the leftovers.

I tried to turn my mind away while counting the number of eggs scattered, but the more I spoke to my nephew, the more I came to life. I don't know what he meant by that. Maybe he did warn her after all? Don't act uncomfortable with each other anymore.

“Wait for me. ”

I got up on the stand with the lunchbox half empty. His face looked quite complicated from the side of his eyes.

I don't know what you're doing. I wanted to stop talking properly and eat. I should have insisted that I didn't like the question. There was absolutely no reason to agree there, but it was a situation where we could go on to lie as usual, and I was twisted by referring to the truth. If I had known this, I would have lied comfortably.

The floor next to me stretched its legs and only ate the lunch box upside down. Eat as if you were dealing with a task that must be solved.

“Aren't you going to eat? ”

Challenge turns its head. It caught me staring blankly.

“Let's eat.”

I picked up a chopstick and took a piece of kimchi and put it in my mouth. I'm hungry, but I have no appetite. I chewed a Shin Kimchi for a long time.

Meanwhile, the floor emptied out one of the lunchboxes. I get up with a satisfied face while drinking a drink. The elongated shadow created by the floor covers the face of the forest.

“Good work.”

“Uh, uh. Go?”

“Yes. If she comes, tell her not to leave anything behind. The kid who hasn't had breakfast is about to skip lunch. This is bad for growing up. ”

“You care a lot. ”

“You should care. She looks healthy, but she's relentless. ”

The look on the floor behind him was really warm. It is not at all different from the clumsy purchases that are always being built on the scene. The figure twists the feeling of filling in a strange direction.

“Are you two together? ”

“Yes.”

I didn't hesitate for a second. Haha, why do you ask? There's no such thing as an absurd laugh and dissonance. I was taken for granted as if I were telling the obvious. At that moment, Chapman was speechless. What made you ask such a stupid question? Self-excited laughter. Let's cut to the chase. Better that way.

“Thank you for earlier. ”

“What?”

He looks like he doesn't know what it means. I nodded my head, "It's not charging." It may be a coincidence that you caught his eye. Maybe not. The important thing is that the floor is not thinking clearly. Minor consideration. Chapman sighs with a small smile. I wasn't conscious until morning. However, the moment I recognized his gaze, my feelings for the floor rose. Maybe jealousy is what it is.

‘You look like a child. ’

The floor's behavior clearly favored me. I was definitely attracted to the look that was not pretentious. But let's think this through. Is this love feeling you're feeling right now? Or are you just a kind gesture of gratitude? It was complicated. I couldn't decide for sure this was it. I didn't like the stubbornness.

I've never done anything like this. I have always been extremely fond of and disliked myself. But now I don't know. I don't think I'll be able to sleep at night because I feel frustrated if I take this feeling for a long time.

Chapman raises his head. I want to stop being so shy. He smiled falsely, trembling in front of tens of thousands of people. A little trouble like this can be easily broken through.

“I think I'm a little interested in you. ”

He recalled the advice of the descent. It's not a premise to get married, so act lightly. Let go of this frustrating emotion here. After spitting it out, I felt better. Your face looks a little shiny, but it doesn't matter. It's better to be ashamed than condescending.

“…… Yes, well. Thank you."

“That's it? ”

Charming stood up and faced the floor. When the watering hole opened, there was nothing rough about it.

“Yes. When will Idol ever interest me again in my life?" So you should be grateful. "

“What do you think of me? ”

“Can I be honest? ”

“Huh."

“Not really. ”

It was heavier than saying no. Charming felt his neck full of strength. Is that the only response I get when I say I'm interested in you? Suddenly, it's coming.

“I didn't say it right. I don't think he cares. I think he likes it. So, how's it going? ”

In that question, the floor scratched my eyebrows.

“What answer would you like? ”

“Huh?"

“There's got to be an intention. What do you want?”

“ ……. ”

“Ha, do you want to sit down for a minute? ”

The floor sat down. Chapman also sat down, slightly biting his lower lip.

“I'm not used to dating counseling. It's always a loss to get involved in a relationship. But I think you're mistaken, so let me tell you a few things. One, romance is for two. Second, you must distinguish kindness from affection. Number three, that guy in front of you is an asshole. So let's not worry about it anymore. ”

“What are you talking about? ”

“There's been a slight emotional error. At a sensible age, you often feel like you're in love with a clothing collar. If what I did confused you, I would never do that again. ”

“Am I mistaken? ”

“Yes.”

“How do you know? How do you know my heart? ”

I raised my voice a little. I am disappointed that I did not show any possibilities.

“It doesn't matter if you're not mistaken. I told you, relationships are for each other. Let me be clear, you mean only this much to me, my girlfriend's boss. You know you can lose money if you like this guy, right? ”

It was a repetition. I'm getting angry by this point. Chapman was confident. Confidence that it could work well with the floor. That's why I apologized to my subordinate. It could hurt. However, the more the conversation progresses, the only thing you know is that you cannot be a part of it with the two of you.

“Do you like him? ”

“Yes, I love it. ”

The floor also answered without hesitation. They resembled each other.

Chaffing curled up his fist.

At that moment, the floor closes around you and grabs your shoulders. Then I pushed in my cold face. I could see my lips and lips closing endlessly. It felt like my heart was freezing, and at the same time it was creepy. It was time to try to push the floor with both hands, screaming the new scream. The floor loosens its grip and takes a step back.

“Well, what are you doing! Are you crazy?"

Chapman said as he stepped back. My heart was beating with an eerie rhythm. I feel like I'm getting cold sweat on my back.

“It's offensive, isn't it? This is what one-sided love looks like. And of course, this can also be a way of romance. But it's only for people who don't have a girlfriend. It's free to like, but it's a sin to touch a partner. ”

The floor said with a bold expression.

“I could be a good friend, but not more. ”

Somehow, it was an angry floor. Chapman didn't say anything.

“That's all for now. Before we blush. ”

I have nothing to argue with. I already know that I'm not doing very well. Nevertheless, the floor that clearly cuts the line was bound. I'm amazed. Even at this moment, there is another self convinced that I was surprised because it was sudden.

“You still don't know, do you? You might even like me. ”

“No, that would never happen. ”

“Why?”

“Sunbae, do you think it's possible for a person to hold their breath? ”

“…… No. ”

The floor said with a light smile.

“She is, to me, that breath. ”

= = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = =

It's a great fall for a night's workout.

Run with the moon.

* * *

Referrals, always appreciated.

Thank you for your coupon. I'm getting help.

Completed:

Pharynx