Life, Once Again!

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This is the guy I saw on the Rogue Camera test at dusk. I don't know the name - I was tested first and failed first. I remember because of the deep sigh I took after the test. How she sighed. It was a distraction. I can't tell a depressed person not to breathe. I ignored it and acted, but I wasn't the one left with a good impression.

“Did you pass the audition? ”

“Yes.”

“I knew you'd pass. When the other applicants played, bored judges were busy alternating between the monitor and you when you played. ”

“I got lucky. ”

“Luck. Definitely good luck. I wish I had some luck back then. ”

A man who speaks voluntarily and soon smiles with his mouth shut. The conversation was lost, but I didn't find any reason to continue. I neither liked nor disliked the man's greeting. I just struggled to get to know her.

I scratch my wrinkled head.

“Why are you pretending to know? ”

“No, it doesn't matter. ”

“Really? Well, that's a relief. Hah, I still feel a little frustrated just thinking about it then. I don't understand why I couldn't do that. I couldn't show you half of what I practiced. ”

“There is a condition. I couldn't do anything on a day when I couldn't. ”

“Right? Oh, by the way, did you shoot after that? ”

“Yes.”

“Then did you see Tae-ho Park acting? ”

“I didn't see you acting. I ended up filming all day because I was an actor. ”

“I see. Too bad. I wanted to see him play. I thought I wanted to be an actor in middle school after watching his movie. ”

“It's coming out later this year, so you should see it soon. ”

“There's a difference between what you see in the theater and what you see in real life. I want to see the acting in some way, you know. Oh, so how was the shoot? I've never been to a film set. Secondary performances are limited to every drama. ”

“It's no different from a drama set. It's just a little bit more lighting and camera variety. ”

“But there is an atmosphere. I'd say it's urgent, but I have a feeling there might be. ”

The man who had been talking for a long time made a long face.

“Good to see you. You just let go. I'm 21. I'm your brother, right? ”

“Yes, it is. ”

“May I speak freely? ”

“Do as you please. ”

“Then I'll leave it at that. Actually, it's been a little hard since the audition. I learned about it in the academy because I was a little skillful, and I slipped in the audition that my parents were guaranteed to actively support. That's why I started supporting Alba. But the weird thing is, I wasn't nervous in the field. PD also praises me for seeing my acting. There was someone who took good care of me, so I ended up in a drama choir a lot. I went out as a stuntman the last time. You know the amazing world we do at HBC, right? ”

“Yes, I know. ”

“Did you see it last week? ”

“I don't watch a lot of TV. ”

“Too bad. Maybe another time. I don't want to say this out loud, but I think I did better than the young actor before me. I'm a little embarrassed.”

He was a smiling man. The floor picked the right words to suit the atmosphere and pulled them out of the mouth.

“That's great. Some of you are watching, and only good things to do from now on. ”

“Haha, what. But this is my guess, and I think I might be able to play a fairly significant role in Jo soon. I told her I'd call her the last time I heard from a PD contact. ”

Seeing the man speaking excitedly, the floor smiled without a word. Call me if you think of anything. When I have time, I hear it's equivalent to asking for a drink. I told him congratulations on getting cold water in a puff dream. By the way, if I were the PD, I would never work with this man. It's good to stay away from anyone who tells a story that has nothing good to know.

“Right? Oh, I had a really good time. I was really confident. What were you trying to play? ”

“A gangster.”

“I was like that, too. I was expecting you at the academy, and I regret making that mistake. Hah, like you said, I was unlucky. If I had any luck, I would have accepted. Of course, that doesn't mean you fell. You did good, too, except I'm just a little disappointed. ”

The man seemed to want to argue about his mistakes that day. He repeated with the nuance that he could do well again if given the opportunity. There are many of these types of people. People who can't keep giving meaning to what's past. The emotion is an act that understands but in the end has nothing to gain. If you hold on to the past and stretch it out, all you have left is your worthless self-comfort and imagination.

While the story was broken for a moment, the floor opened a script. It was a sign to do something for each other, but he doesn't seem to know it. I open my mouth again. The floor looked at him quietly. I close my mouth with a dry smile if I feel that my gaze is strange.

“You're going to be great. If you become famous, take care of me too. I need to look at the script. I have to keep looking because I have a bad head. ”

It's been a long time since I felt tired just listening to you. In my previous life, I remember a human being like this being as a boss. He was the guy who was hanging out with me every day at the Chipmunk House. On the day the boss went to the ceremony, one of the team members killed the distant relative and created a funeral place. Then it was an excuse to attend the funeral. It was funny, but I couldn't laugh.

I memorized the script perfectly by watching it a couple of times. It comes to mind clearly and clearly. I took the pen and wrote my own interpretation in the script margin. Make a smokestack based on this interpretation. to create a view. This precaution is necessary to provide the performance required by the PD at that time.

While it would be nice to be able to create your own PD charm, in the case of exchanges, you will need to perform as much as is required. If you play it your way, the PD will say a word against you. Get him out.

The floor covered the script. I don't intend to invest more energy than I need to. In front of him, the chattering man opened his mouth in front of the other person. Suddenly there is a swarm. Three men and two women. Hahahaha, smiling and creating a peaceful atmosphere. Nearby people sneak up on you. It is natural for people who were scattered to gather. Besides, you don't know when the wait time will end, so you'll need a contact to soothe your boredom.

“I'll talk to you later. Maybe it will. You, too? Just trust me."

People gather next to the man who leaves a check. It's like a man playing a flute. It's better than that with a faint silence. While the man was bragging to people like the moon, he wandered around looking for a poor chair on the floor. You can see that the window seat is empty. I tried to sit down, but I saw a girl standing in front of the chair at the same time. He glances at his face and points at the door. It was when the floor followed its finger to the door. A girl sat in a chair. And then he smiles. A winning smile.

You hear a laughter. Just as the man sitting next to you rises up and joins the squawking formation. A girl kindly points to an empty spot.

“We're in position. ”

You'll see. I sat down first. The girl grabbed the mp3 and put it in her ear. I took the mp3 out of my bag and listened to the music. I was closing my eyes and listening to the TTO song that my brother recommended. Someone taps you on the shoulder. When I opened my eyes, the girl sitting next to me begged me to take my earphones off.

“Excuse me, do you have any batteries left? ”

“Nothing.”

It was time to ignore it and put the earphones in my ears.

“Well, can we hear it together? ”

“Yes, I don't think so. ”

“Don't do that. ”

A woman who looks about the same age, maybe in her early twenties, said as a favour. You can listen to as much music as you want, but your earphones are not the same thing. It was time to say “I'm sorry” and try to close my eyes again. I can see the woman's hands trembling. The woman tries to stop the tremor with her other hand if she notices that look, but even the hand she holds is trembling.

It is in contrast to a relaxed expression.

“No, you listen to me. It's okay, it's okay. ”

A woman who opens the script with a smile.

The floor watched its appearance, plugged its earphones into its ears and closed its eyes. It was about the end of a new song. I heard a boom, boom. When I opened my eyes, I saw a woman tapping the floor with her heels. I'm biting my mouth nails that clearly show urgency. When the eyes met, the woman smiled again, put her feet on the ground, and took her fingers out of her mouth. You look at the script as if it were nothing, but your eyes shake steadily. Evidence that they are not paying attention.

I sighed a little. It cannot be ignored. Soon after, the dance floor pulled out one of the earphones and pushed it out in front of the woman.

“Listen, just calm down. ”

“Sounds good.”

“Then don't shake your legs. ”

“That's not up to you. ”

“Then listen. Isn't music supposed to stabilize you? ”

“That's true……. ”

The hesitant woman received her earphones with a rash look that she had shown for the first time. After checking that the woman put an earphone in one ear, she closed her eyes again. The song changes and TTO sings again. How many TTO songs did you put in there?

“Do you like TTO? ”

Questions were asked next to me. The floor shakes its head with open eyes. But why, the question didn't come back. A woman who nods her head as if she had made sense.

The woman listening to the music neither shook her hands nor kicked the floor with her legs. I just read the script quietly and sometimes read the lines. In order to describe the fierce scenery of the hall, there was an ambassador for each role. Sorry, give me a chance, I'll do it again, etc.

“Just give me one more chance. I'm really confident about this dish. ”

A desperate voice lets out a woman's metabolism. It was quite a compelling dark act for the tremor. The woman who repeated the same words several times with her loving eyes exhales tiredly.

“Isn't that strange?"

“No, you're good. ”

“Really? Hooray. ”

A woman who covers her script and closes her eyes. I closed my eyes with my arms crossed on the floor. A little silence I found in the basket of noisy people. It was time to spend time humming the song lyrics.

“It's true. Hey, I fell short of the Dark Lord audition, didn't I? ”

Man # 4 laughs and asks a question. The floor lifts its head and sees the crowds gathered. These are the eyes waiting for an answer. Man # 4 in the crowd seems to have somehow settled into a decent person. The floor scratched its eyebrows once and said.

“Yes, it was a pity you fell. It was bad luck.”

“You see, you heard him, right? If he had any luck back then, he'd be on the set right now. But you can get recognized in the drama, so it's no big deal. So don't die on me. I wasn't inspired at first either, but I had someone to take care of me, and I had someone to attract me. ”

He confirmed again that the reason for his dismissal was luck, not skill. I can give you as much relief as I can. There's nothing to lose. The only thing I want is for you to stop bothering me. The next time you ask me the same question, I might make fun of you. He's a narrow human being.

“Luck is good. ”

When the man led the people to the corner, the woman who was silent said a word.

“Isn't that right? ”

“Of course.”

“You should have said something. I fell because of my skills. ”

“Why?”

“Why, isn't that comforting? ”

“Well, we're not close enough to show that kindness. You just have to hand it over. ”

“Kindness?”

The floor said small, looking at the man # 4, laughing and talking.

“If I tell you now, you might realize your mistake. And if we don't do something about it, he's going to make the same mistake in another place, not here. And that could be important. ”

“... you're a bad girl. ”

“Can I have my earphones? ”

“No, that's not true. I'm sorry."

And then she closed her eyes.

The floor took out the phone with a large yawn. The wait was over an hour ago.

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She's the reason she's her...

Thank you for your concern. I think that's better. My nose is still sniffing, but my head doesn't hurt.

It's the season of electric heaters.

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