Life, Once Again!

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I had a nightmare for a long time. The doctor shaking his head, the fainting family members, and his face that he had to watch helplessly repeated over and over again. The smell of cresols that make you fight the tip of your nose and white light sprayed from the ceiling, the noise of hospitals getting closer and farther, and screaming.

Joon-min swept her head. My palms are sweaty. I can't remember how I got home yesterday. I remember calling out to him, but then it was black.

“Are you worried about me? ”

You raise the Pomeranian toward your feet. I feel a little better looking at the black eyes between the hot furs. The reason people have dogs is probably because they feel like this. There is no need to talk about comfort.

The dog sits on the ground and rises to its feet. It's been 15 years since I was drunk. 15 years ago, the day I returned him to a handful of bones, Joon-min immersed himself in alcohol.

It was time to open the refrigerator to wet the tub's neck. You can see a bottle of pet on the dining table. Keep the lid open. It was impossible to leave the bottle of pett uncovered for him to keep his surroundings tidy at all times. I was drunk. You drink warm water in a petting bottle and walk into the room. I caught a visit and heard a commotion inside. A snoring sound.

“…… Oh my. ”

The wind in my pants makes me lie on my bed. Your face is smiling if you're having a good dream. Looks like he drove himself home drunk and disoriented, like he did 10 years ago. It reminded me of when Kanghwan settled down for a stay in this house.

I came out of the kitchen and opened the fridge. I took out the bean sprouts and the large wave I had stored in the container. I washed the bean sprouts and cut the big wave and put it in the pot.

“Well, you're up. ”

I scratched my butt and came out of the room.

“You snore the same as you did 10 years ago and now. ”

“You're still persistent. There's no one in the world who puts labels on this kind of courage. Bean sprouts, soybeans, whatever. Garlic? You have to get married quickly and realize the joy of living in disorder. It's a little late for a break these days, but I'm not too old for that. Oh, you're fifty-three. ”

“Don't be ridiculous. If you wake up, clean up. ”

“That's too much. I am the knight who took my brother who passed out yesterday. My shoulders are still sore. ”

I gazed silently at the rotating steel of the shoulder. He steps forward and says, ”Yes, sir.” Dogs react to the sound of the cleaner and huddle in the living room. It's been a long morning. On the dining table, I put boiling bean sprouts, rice dishes, and two air dishes. After finishing cleaning, Kanghwan, who was wrestling with the dogs in the yard, laughs and comes in.

“Where's his nigger? ”

“Dead.”

“Really?"

“Ten years ago, I was 10 years old. I lived to be 17, so I lived long. ”

“What about babies? I think they had babies, too. ”

“Under your feet there. ”

“Who's this? ”

“Having black fur doesn't just give birth to black fur. ”

He nods and puts the dog running underneath the table on his thighs. The puppy's head is tickled and the smile on his face catches my attention. Joon-min did not miss that tone.

“I think you want to ask me something. ”

“I'm confused as to whether or not I should ask. I'm curious, but I don't think I should. ”

“Have you ever thought about it and not asked? ”

“None.”

Kanghwan drops his puppy to the ground and opens his mouth.

“Why was he so drunk who thought drinking was a sin? ”

“I think I have more to say behind my back. ”

“…… Is it because someone asked you to? ”

“I must have mentioned that name yesterday. ”

“Yes, like a sleepwalker. ”

“I did. ”

Joon-min put down her handkerchief. I twitched my hand for no reason. I changed it when I started the business because it seems like a messy habit, but I come back out again because I'm confused.

“I met Park Jung-jin yesterday. ”

“Park Jung-jin? Who is this? ”

“I don't know, I'm not interested in the movie, I was a director 10 years ago. If you say" Spring Calendar, "you'll know. ”

“I know that movie. That's when it was all over the news. One million people in the shortest time. It's amazing, because I remember it. ”

“That was great, because the first movie shot by a stranger holding a megaphone made such an impression. I was greatly commended for expressing my unrestrained grief beyond the Korean myth. ”

“Don't you know anything? ”

“The man who ran the meat house filmed the movie. ”

“Wow, that's amazing. Genius, genius. ”

“Genius. Yeah. That's what a lot of people called it. ”

The media labeled him a celestial talent. It was worth it. The owner of the meat restaurant took off his apron and shot the movie like fried beans in lightning.

“But what does it have to do with Mr. Jung-joo? ”

He put a cup of rice in his mouth and asked for it. Joon-min shut up for a moment. It's a long time ago, but it's still clear. Just like yesterday. Everyone who shared that moment felt the same way.

“Fifteen years ago, a little longer than that. There was a small troupe on the university road. Few people. It was not a popular group, but an extreme group that would not be strange if it disappeared. There was a decision for you to make. And there was Director Jungjin Park. ”

“Was he the director who used to play? ”

“No, that's when I knew I was a stockman. ”

“The butcher's owner and the stockman. That's a unique résumé, but why was he in the theater? ”

“I was the one who helped the extremists not to fall. And……. ”

Jun-min smiled lightly.

“He was as captivated by her as I was. ”

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“I think that's enough. ”

The floor nods, looking at the crowd. In four days, the rehearsal of the play department was completed without fail.

“I was afraid I'd make a mistake in a few days, but it felt easier. ”

“That's how adapted I am. And you haven't even practiced. Everyone in the house would have been doing steady leads. ”

Deputies nod at the sound of the crowd. Vice presidents who burned their hearts out saying they will go to Seoul if they win a gold medal at the main game. It wouldn't be a day without practice.

“Do you want to finish up? ”

“Great!”

Flooring gave cards to first-graders. They are first-graders who leave the class shouting, "I'll be back."

“I'm going to lie down. ”

I lay down on the floor and lay there. Last night, the gas station part-time student was exhausted since morning, saying that he had been working for him because he was speechless. You seem to be getting along very well with your father.

The floor points to the tuck of a quick slumber and halves with the crowd.

“How's the practice with the ark? ”

A colony with arms on the window in the hallway asked. The wind blows through the open door. It's a pretty good breeze in summer.

“Well done, Ark. He's an athletic kid, so it's different to wear a body. The coach will make the ark his assistant. ”

“That's great. If you're good, you'll get a good role. ”

“I don't know if I know the director's intentions yet, but I think the action is important. The Ark will play a very important role. He said it looked pretty much like he was a boy. ”

“Have you seen the cast? ”

“Uh, two, for starters. Park Kwang-soo and Cha Tae-hoon. It's the same age.”

“Park Gwang-soo, Cha Tae Hoon? I don't know.”

“You'll know it when you see it. I've been in the drama quite a bit as an understudy. ”

“Really?"

He nodded.

“What about you? I've been going up to Seoul for a few days. ”

“Well... I'm learning something. ”

“What?”

“I don't really know what it is. ”

Haha was the one who scratched his head with a smile. What are you talking about? I asked him to explain.

“You know Kwak Jun called back then, right? ”

“I got the call first. ”

“Then I went to a house in Seoul with Gukjun. At first, I thought you were my brother, but you're not. ”

“Then whose house was it? ”

“Uncle.”

“Uncle?”

“Oh, not a real uncle. Do you know a wise man who doesn't write? You're a writer, okay?”

“Well, I don't remember anything. ”

“Anyway, he writes screenplays and books and plays, and he's learning things at his house. Uh, but I don't know exactly what I'm learning. We usually talk a lot. The stories of the world, the politics, the societies. And then all of a sudden we're talking about movies, and then we're talking about booze. First of all, it's reading a book. So now I'm reading a science book. ”

“Really? And Guk-jun's brother? ”

“Yeah. He lives at my uncle's house. He's writing his next book. ”

“There are two writers. It's a pretty, uh, pretty good environment, huh? Anyway, the beginning of the choreography is writing. ”

“Yes, that's what my uncle said. Anyone who wants to make it has to know how to write. ”

“Learn well. I think he's starting with the basics. If there's something you don't know, it's sticky and stretchy. You know, Guk Jun, you don't get to talk first. ”

“I know that. ”

The floor also elbowed to the window frame. The cherry blossom tree outside is shaking in the strong wind.

“You won't be writing a play for a while, right? ”

“You told me to cover it up. I don't want to know if it's the right one until I read it in the desk drawer. It's really good if you read it later. ”

“Of course. But don't take their word for it. After all, there are different ways to fit in. ”

“I hope so.”

He smiled and replied.

“Oh, right. I texted Mr. Smile yesterday. When you're done, come back to the university. ”

“To college or the Chungcheon Theatre? ”

“Yeah. We've never been there before. ”

“Sure. You should try it sometime. ”

“I went with my seniors last year, but this year there's no one above us. Are you all busy?”

“You're an apprentice. You should be thankful you came halfway through and threw me a snack and helped me set up the stage the other day. ”

“Not really. You don't have much to go on. ”

“We'll be graduating in a year. ”

“That's why it looks so close. ”

The man folds his arms and looks confused.

“Floor, what are you going to do about college? ”

“I don't know. In this situation, we don't have to go. I promised to join the program, but the terms of the contract have changed. You don't need to be punished if you can continue working as an actor. ”

“These days, celebrities just go in for a special occasion. ”

“That's for famous people only. Have you heard anything else from Jules? ”

“There's no change in the fact that when you enter the program, you get a full tuition. But I want to go to acting rather than being an actor. ”

“Do you want to go somewhere? ”

“Me? I do. ”

“Where?”

“Philosophy.”

“…… Ah, the Philosophy Department. ”

The floor scratches its eyebrows. Philosophy. If you didn't know any better, you'd be cheering hard, but your social conscience is stuck in your head.

“You'd better go if you want to. ”

“I'll tell you about it later. ”

“Yes. If you see the possibility, you must invest. Convince me. Well, did you tell your parents? ”

“No, why? ”

“Well, say it carefully later when your parents look very happy. ”

“What happened all of a sudden? ”

“Well, trust me on this. If you're in a bad mood, don't talk out of your mouth. And talk to Representative as soon as you solve the funding problem. If you go to the philosophy department, the tuition fee is free...... I don't think you'll get much. Maybe.”

I tapped my shoulder toward the crooked opponent.

There's a noise coming from the central stairwell. It looks like the first graders who went to buy food came back.

“Let's eat first. ”

The expression of the suspicious masses brightens. May this naive fellow have no difficulties.

“Muck! Let's get up and eat! ”

The floor thumps and shouts with its toes.

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I thought it was summer today.

I went out in a bit of a chunky outfit, and I'm sweating a lot.

At the end of October, 25 degrees.

...

It looks like winter is coming right after the strange divergence points of summer and fall.

I'm worried it won't just repeat itself in the middle of the summer like this army.

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