Life, Once Again!

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He laughed as he looked at the forest. I can't tell if it's a coincidence or if I'm staring over there. Is there something you want to ask me?

“Forming. Tell me who was the most beautiful actress you've ever seen. ”

The ore sitting next to you grabs your arm and says, I appreciate your kindness, but it's a little awkward to be so gentle.

“They're beautiful. ”

“Don't do that. Rate it. I've been stuck with Su-yeon lately. Do you know?”

“No. I've never met him. ”

“I see. If you meet me later, just take one autograph in my name. Will you do it for me?"

“When the opportunity arises. ”

"Oh, I used to dream of idols, too. I sing a little. She dances quite a bit. If I were an idol, I'd be good at it."

"I suppose so."

"Let's go karaoke later. Let me show you how good I am. And a girl idol, if possible. Yes?"

"That's going to be tough."

"Oh, why? Maybe TTO will do it."

"I'm not that great."

"Oh, I get it. But if you get a seat later, don't forget to call me. That's it."

"Got it."

I'm just tired of talking. It doesn't seem like a joke to keep asking for things. No, I'm just kidding. This is too much. Is it awkward to say these things on purpose because it's my first time? In a little while, we will know what kind of child the ore is. And forests.

He turned his head and smiled. The smile was looking over here while drinking coffee. I've heard a lot about her. He is a renowned teacher who will teach well at this famous film school.

At the end of the shooting of dusk, Seongjae vowed to learn again from the basics of smoke. That's why I applied for a class with a smile instructor.

I study acting as an idol, and use the power of popularity to cross the walls of the cinema. It was the road that Narim showed me, and it looked like it could be cleared like a highway, so it could go to the destination safely just by holding the direction well and running.

However, in the conversation with the adults at the gate, there was some anxiety about the way he was walking. It was not anxiety about popularity. Whatever you do, as long as you are a member of TTO, you will be loved. Confidence, not arrogance. I've been TTO 'ing for the last six years and I've seen a lot of things.

The anxiety was what actor it would be. If you are a materially successful actor, you can do it right now. The script that Narim's representative asked for is all over the table. Among them, there was a suggestion that you would just come to the set without even seeing the audition. All you have to do is title it "Saint." Some acting, popular. Fanatics who check their schedules and go to a fan cafe every day will visit the cinema to see the movie.

What an easy success. But it's not being recognized as an actor, but as an actor. Before conversing with Moon, he was just trying to be satisfied with a successful actor.

How did that happen? If I think about it now, I'll get a laugh. It was definitely because I was tired. He was obsessed with the play and the broadcast. Seeing that the motivator who studied acting together lived as a teacher for a single day and ignored himself, he felt that the act was only a bridesmaid. Since broadcasting was money and popular money, he believed that popularity is the measure of everything and the truth.

But it wasn't. The adult at the door was walking a completely different path. The scene was full of atmosphere that had not been seen at the drama scene that had been filmed. I saw and felt what the pro looked like in the mouth of the adult in the audience.

What have I been filming? In retrospect, he never became a performer. It was just a short story about TTO prodigy. With his popularity on his back, his smoke was just a tool for filling up cuts.

At the cinema scene, Seongjae watched the smoke of the crowd without fail. I marked the performance of the other actors. It is a fierce place where sharp horses like veils float. It was a place that became cold like a battlefield if the desired cuts didn't come out. Inside, he felt his emotions swell.

I made every effort to blend in with the professionals there, not to release the script as a machine. I didn't want to be deprived of the actor. I was struck by an intense temptation to stand with the crowd.

That's when I realized that this is why I wanted to act when I was a student. I want to be a part of a narrative. Other reasons were not needed.

I realized that the premise was preached on the set. Since when was it an act of popularity? Didn't you need popularity to act? The moment he realized that the tool was intended, he became a playground that was unbearably enjoyable.

I also listened a lot. I've heard many times not to make mistakes. Incorrect pronunciation, clumsy behavior, inadequate emotion The intellectual excitement of actors. No one cares about discarding hands. Pointing out that there is a desire for improvement. I really liked the scene where he treated himself as an actor, not an idol.

I feel like the youngest. I carried my staff, my luggage, and my coffee. He sent his manager, who asked him what he was doing, to Seoul first and kept watch over the actors. As I began to immerse myself, I looked not only at the main actors, but also at the actors, Cho, and Dancing actors. When I participated in the drama as an idol, I became interested in people who didn't care. I approached as carefully as possible and asked a lot of questions. And I was amazed.

The acting experience of the actors who were there was really great. Even though I had never seen an actor before, I had over 15 years of experience. They were all starting a life in the play. It was a moment when I understood why the acting of the exchanges passing by was so smooth.

If the representative hadn't called, he would have continued to follow the crowd as a staff member. The scene was so attractive.

Then, Seong-jae told the representative to set a minimum schedule and then committed to acting. I also returned all the works I had decided to perform. I didn't want to appear because I thought it was from Idol. The pure greed I had when I was a student was revived. I'm gonna make contact with you.

Of course, it didn't turn out that popularity was totally unnecessary. There are too many things I've seen to go back to the purest of times when I knew nothing.

“It looks like you're all chattering, so let's get started. ”

He put his coffee cup on the floor and smiled.

“Swarms of steps will teach you from the beginning, just like they teach a child. They've all studied acting, so I'm sure they'll be fine to follow. Then go first.”

A smile pointed to the floor.

“Pretend and confess that you love someone here. ”

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Dayun raised herself up, covering her torso with a duvet. Next to him lies the man. I carefully climbed out of bed and went to the bathroom. It's been a long time since I've been in a motel. The man touched his whole body with loving hands and passionately shared his love. It's back to the old days.

The reflection on the mirror looks a little tired. Dayun smiled.

“Yes, you're doing great. I'm in love with him. It's not about the money. Yeah, it's love. We love each other. ”

After a few reps, I came out. You can see Seoul's night view from the front window of the bed. Dayun put on a robe and sat in a chair. I don't think I'll be able to sleep soon.

I turned on my phone. There were a few texts. I read the text from the representative first. It was a text that everyone wanted to cheer up. What kind of power do they have? I wanted to ask the representative that.

Below it were texts sent by members. How long has it been? At the beginning of the debut, I heard that I wanted to see you on the phone if I was away for a while, but now I don't even ask you hello.

I checked the text. I changed my number. The text makes me feel real. The Blue's life is imminent.

I leaned against the chair. The number of idols born and lost in a year cannot be counted as fingers. Stars are only meaningful when they sparkle. Stars that have lost their shining laws are no longer of interest. It's just a rock. And when it becomes a stone, it just hits you in the foot.

Each member is looking for a way to live. Minji became a talented and fixed member. Quite popular. It's a body art, and I'm acting like a couple in it. Being in love with a couple is crazy on the Internet. It became the center of the issue.

Chapman has established himself as an idol actor. I no longer hear the sound of inadequate smoke. I heard it was appointed as Il Drama Jo, but I'm not sure I asked.

“The other two are doing well. ”

Dayun raises her glass of whiskey and throws it to the ground. The debris spreads to the ground with a creak and a sharp sound.

Some people are selling themselves to men for a lifetime, and their younger siblings are getting bold. I'm going crazy with anxiety. When the Blue is gone, all that remains of him is a pretty girl title that has passed the mid-20s. I don't want to imagine such a future.

“What's going on? ”

The man stood up and asked. Dayun sighs tremblingly, then turns her head to look at the man. With a smile, of course.

“Sorry, my hand slipped. ”

“Really? You're not hurt? ”

“Yes, I'm sorry. I woke you up, didn't I? ”

“It's okay. There's glass on the floor. Stay still. ”

A man brings a towel and lays it on the floor. Dayun stepped on the towel and put it in the man's arms. The faint smell of cigarettes. Dayun felt the smell of that cigarette was lovely. No, I had to.

“You're not going to throw me away, are you? ”

“What happened all of a sudden? ”

“I'm anxious.”

“I'm not throwing it away. And there's nothing to be nervous about. I've only got one thing left to do. I told you, if you believe in the seriousness of it, everything will work out fine. He's gonna make you a star. ”

“Are you sure about that? ”

“Of course.”

Dayun looked up at the man. I see wrinkles on my forehead. Stubborn face. That face is adorable.

‘This man is the answer. ’

I wrapped my arms around my neck and kissed my mouth. I had my tongue in it and it tickled me. I took off the robe I was wearing and my whole body was touching the man. He cherishes and caresses his scrawny penis.

“Tell me you love me. ”

“I love you."

“Really?"

“I told you.”

“I love you, too. So don't throw it away. ”

This is the only place we can rely. Dayun smiled as she pulled her penis deep into her body.

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Ugh...

I can't sleep well. My throat's been sore all day.

I have to sleep under hot water.

Ugh...

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