Life, Once Again!

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“Thank you.”

She said, holding the canned coffee that the floor gave her. The VIP seat the floor talked about was the side of the stage. Contains plastic boxes, chairs, and a box of mofo. In a place where the audience could not reach, she wrapped a mofo around the bridge and watched the stage.

‘Hannah, you're doing it, too. ’

At the beginning of the semester, she was Hannah's sister who often shook her face in the theater practice room, but she never came in the summer. The Myeongho Theatre Department was always noisy during the holidays because there were many seniors who came after graduation, but there was always Hannah at the center. I didn't see such a person for more than half a year, so I wonder what happened....

I sniffed once and drank coffee. By the way, I was able to say hello thanks to Hannah.

She looks at the floor standing next to Hannah, surprised when she sits at the place where she made an appointment with her sister a year ago. All I can think about now is smile.

Who knew we'd be together?

“No, no, no. Let's be honest. I mean, I get angry if I can't do what I want. I have a menu that I'd like to eat, but it's just annoying if I recommend something else next to it. So let me tell you something. I like the director." Do you think that every time your girlfriend in front of you gives up, she's really willing and delighted? ”

“Well, you know what? ”

“You don't need to notice. It's just you, and the people you love, and the chatterbox doctor here. The viscous eyes of the human eye seem to be open, but don't worry about it. because they're not going to see it after this time anyway. What's important is the woman in front of your eyes. ”

She sighs and breathes a warm breath after the end of the chase. Kanghwan stood between the man on the stage and the woman standing in the front row of the audience and pointed at them with his hands.

The man came up to boast that his girlfriend is so sweet and that he is a good person who listens to everything he says, and at some point he looked at her with a worried face.

It was a nervous silence. Everyone, including her, stared at the man's mouth. I thought it was just a relaxing play because of light jokes and dynamic situational dramas, but I don't think it's just a smile. Well, in an article published on a play, the essence of the play is that it is an "inconvenient truth, and an even more inconvenient fact."

It was the mouth of the girlfriend standing in front of the stage, replacing the mouth of the man who did not open as if the lock had been filled.

“Actually, concessions are not happy. ”

A small voice would not have been heard by people behind it. Kanghwan stands at the end of the stage and bends one knee.

“Would you like to talk about it onstage? I'm not forcing you. But you have to remember one thing when you're on this stage. We want to hear stories, not lies. ”

Maru brings the microphone to the woman. The woman hesitates for a moment, then nods once and comes to the stage. People clap.

“This is an immature man. But he's a really good guy. He often says to me, What if I quit what I'm doing and do what I want to do? Oh, for starters, we're getting married in April next year. ”

“Congratulations."

Kanghwan said by his side. When the actors on stage clapped first, the audience also cheered and congratulated them.

“Thank you. I'll live as well as I have. Oh, that's not it. And I say," Well, every time this guy says that, try it. "Of course, it's not that easy for me to say. It scares me every time. Marriage, that's real. Soon both of us will be over 30, we'll have a baby, and that will make money essential. than I am now.”

The woman puts her hands on her chest and exhales trembling. The sound of breathing spreads on the microphone. She was speechless for a while. It was then that the man who was sitting in the chair approached and held the woman's hand.

The two people occupied the center of the stage, and the four actors who had just filled the stage just now retreated to one side. When the sun is down and the night is upon us. The light on the outside of the art theater illuminates the stage.

“But you only have one life. Our lives are important, but his. I don't want my husband to live the life he sacrificed for me, for his child. It must be hard. If you quit a stable job and start a new one, it must be hard. Maybe you need to break one, or maybe all of the savings you're holding together. You might regret it. I wonder why he was so curious. But I don't want to do whatever I want to do with my husband's life, because he's us. ”

She looks at the woman, forgetting to breathe for a moment. The woman's voice was suddenly filled with tears.

“It keeps leaking. Your first question was compromised, right? I'm greedy, too. I want to wear nice clothes, and I want to buy pretty shoes. I'm also passionate about the decor, so I can imagine my future home every night and decorate it however I want. But there's one thing that makes me happier than all this. It's this guy's laugh. When I'm struggling to die, if this guy's smiling like an idiot, it surprisingly makes me feel better. A lot of problems with me come to nothing at once. On the contrary, no matter how sad this man looks, no matter how much he wears and eats, he's not happy. That's not because I'm nice. It's all for me. If he's crying, I'm sick, so if he's tired, I'm harder on the stomach, so help him whatever you want. ”

But I'm a little scared, "the woman put down the microphone and began to wipe the eye area with the back of her hand. When the man who was watching was helpless, I could see the floor standing beside him swiping his back. The man accidentally took another step at his own will, then hugged the crying woman someplace else.

A low clap rises around you.

As she watched the scene, she envied their love and glanced at the floor. It was a moment when I felt like an adult with a slight smile on that bold face.

“Huh?"

She felt the tears fall from her eyes. The bitter wind didn't sweep away my eyes. It wasn't because of the beautiful couple who were about to be married. For no reason, it was a tear that fell suddenly.

Why are you doing this? My tears keep falling. You quickly find the paper towel from your bag. It was a strange thing. Tears poured out suddenly.

She knew that she had a lot of tears, but she also knew that it was not suddenly difficult to cry.

I leaned down in embarrassment and heard Mofo. I touched the plastic chairs that were stacked on the floor, and I looked at the lint wrapped around the legs.

I thought it would be okay now, but tears came back again. It was really not as sad as my eyes. Rather, I was jealous of the couple in front of me. But tears.

An unidentified tear continued to flow for about a minute. I wiped my tears while continuing to pick up the floor on the stage.

“Come on. ”

Her tears, which did not seem to be dry, stop, and she mutters small, holding a damp towel in her hand. Strange. She closes her eyes calmly. No heartbeat, no breathing, nothing broken. I still felt good. Just like the rain poured down from the dry sky, tears poured out without any foresight left no meaning.

She glances at the damp towel and pulls the mirror out of her burinake bag. Her eyes glaze red as if they were bloodshot.

‘I'm glad I didn't get cremated. ’

The vague tear marks were at a level that you could scrub and wipe with your hands. I put my mirror and toilet paper in my bag and took a big breath. A jealous wind passed by my eyes from afar, but I was very tired because of the water still remaining.

Meanwhile, men and women were preparing to go down, thanking each other. Her face was illuminated with a slight anxiety. I don't know what he promised me, but I'm glad it worked out.

She looks down at the two of them, receiving a gift. Tears came out when I saw the floor with the two people holding lovingly. I wonder if she was sad without knowing it.

“That's not true. ”

I feel so refreshed that I can still smile. There's no room for tears. She presses her palm against the edge of her eye. Maybe I'm just tired from the sitcom. I lightly massaged it and raised my head, and the floor was looking at me with a curious look.

She shrugs naturally, smiling as if nothing had happened. Tears washed away by the wind can't be found on the floor.

After watching for a while, the floor smiles bloody and looks back at the audience. Thank goodness. If the floor had known that I cried for no reason, I would have been worried.

"Let's go home and get some sleep. I'm sure it's just the lack of sleep. ’

When I was thinking about it, a woman standing across the street caught my eye. The woman in the white suit was holding a pocket watch, and she was staring at herself with her missing eyes.

You look familiar. No, not at all familiar. I don't know.It looks pretty, but it's not pretty, and I think I've seen it somewhere, but I've never seen it before.

Who is it?

I looked around, asking if I know anyone around me because I was staring, but I was the only person nearby.

Is he looking at me? When I turned my head to see her again, she wasn't there. She tilts her head and looks at the other end of the stage, but there's no woman in a white suit anywhere.

No, wait. A white suit, a pocket watch.

It's a very unusual outfit. Maybe I saw it wrong.

At that moment, she feels like she's lost something important. What a feeling. I felt like I had forgotten something very important, something perhaps more important than my life, and then suddenly came to my mind.

“What's the matter? ”

She raises her head to the sound of her voice. The floor is looking at you with a worried face. As soon as I saw that face, the feeling of losing something that surrounded me like a lie disappeared like a lie.

“What?”

“I'm staring blankly. ”

“I did it because it was fun. I'm touched."

“Aren't you sick? ”

“You're lively.”

I looked straight at him without avoiding the look on the floor. Then the floor nods once.

“If it's cold, take out another linen cloth and lie down. It's windy.”

“Oh, I get it. ”

“Just wait a little while, it'll be over soon. ”

“Yes."

She laughed and said.

The thought of a woman in a white suit, tears, and strange senses were all gone.

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See you at night.

Dentistry!!!!!!!!!