Life, Once Again!

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Advice is sensitive. The floor pulls up an old memory. I don't really remember the situation, but I remember the voice of a woman who was convinced.

- I mean, I'll always be useless, so I won't touch you, but I'll keep saying it. A few times, a few dozen times, a hundred times, I'm sure it'll make sense at some point. I don't know if that's going to change you. But there's no law that says it won't change. Even if what I'm saying goes away in vain, if you repeat it a few times, at some point, hundreds of you will change. When that day comes, I'll be happy to laugh.

Was it something you heard during your in-house education or something you said in school as a child? The voice was clear but the content was ambiguous. It's a confusing mix of what you and you say, so it's vague who you say it to, but you know exactly what it means.

These words were repeated in many hardships and TV programs. After giving a lecture to the many people sitting in front of you, this is how it ends. Ninety-nine people spilled the lecture into one ear and forgot it, but if only one person listened to the lecture and changed his life because of it, he could be satisfied with it.

Advice is largely useless That's what the floor thinks. If the advice had been more efficient, the world would have changed to Utopia in the past. Listening to others and turning them into yourself is never easy. Very few people can do that. Most words of advice that penetrate your ear disappear without going through your brain. Most of these words are reduced to ridicule or distorted noises and thrown into the body trash.

The floor knows the importance of advice. If there is a way to get the essence of life without experiencing it firsthand, it is to get advice from those who have gone before.

I have already experienced how important it is to listen to other people's words, so I don't take advice from the floor. Even if I say a bad word, I keep it in my ears. If you reverse the orbit, you will get an acceptable paper in it. I know very well that it is enough to change the personality of one person when such words come together.

Advice is usually not more meaningful than interference.

But sometimes a person who is ready to accept has the same power as a brawler.

That's why I know advice is useless, but I don't care about it. I hate to say that the floor is responsible. No, I'm scared. Given the weight of the horse, I want to make an escape route so that I can run away at any time.

Advice is hand-in-hand with a man called responsibility. Whether it's sincere advice or a blurry piece of constructive advice, if someone takes it and changes their life, you may be asked this question someday. I lived like you said, why am I like this?

“I'll take care of the acting. And I'm gonna tell you how I feel. If you need some advice, of course I'm here. But there's something to keep in mind. Listen to me, but don't believe me. ”

The floor saw the children standing in front of it.

“Show of hands, actors who say it's a dream. Only those who genuinely aspire to become celebrities. ”

All of the seventeenth and fifteenth graders raised their hands. I don't know if it was the smile or just the kids, but the floor let out a small sigh.

“I'm an actress's dream! ”

The ark, which was watching from one side, said loudly. The floor gestures to calm down. In the case of the ark, the will is solid. And the home environment can also support that dream. What do I worry about since Ahn Ju-hyun is holding back?

However, the first graders in front of this are different.

“I'm really trying to be an actor. I'll say it again. Don't believe me when I tell you to. If the advice I gave you is unthinkable, you'll regret it. ”

That's all I had to say. I kept my mouth shut. After a while, his subordinates said,

“You're so serious. ”

“That's right, just lighten up. We're not kids. ”

“I'll filter it myself. We're not stupid. ”

The floor nails its followers again, watching them say that.

“I'm glad you think so. ”

“Then why did you say that? ”

Substitution said.

“For avoidance of liability.”

“Evasion?”

“Huh."

After a while, the followers who made a shivering face burst into laughter. The girls slapped each other's arms and laughed until they fell asleep.

“It's funnier than it looks, Mr. Floor. ”

“I thought you were so quiet all the time that I was afraid of you, but you're different today. ”

“Who will hold you responsible? Oh, I'm so worried. ”

“Please tell me you're not in charge. He gives me a lot of advice. ”

It was a playful atmosphere. I decided not to add words to the floor. I also expected it to end this way. I'm still a student.It's a long time from responsibility.

“Let's get started, then. Was it a pencil?”

“Yes!”

“Just do what you did before. ”

Maru said, looking at the junior year in front of him.

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“No wonder you can't do it because you've entered the smoke without interpreting the script. But you should have thought about it. What I'm going to do. ”

Substitution saw the floor speaking while twisting the legs. The villager, who had just finished smoking, was silent and listening. The more the floor talked, the stiffer their faces became. It's not a complaint. It's because there's a series of difficult and difficult questions to answer.

All nine who have performed so far have experienced the same thing. Smoking or not, a pungent question came up, and everyone squeezed their heads together to give a good answer, but they asked the next question, which they were afraid to answer.

“Go, thank you. ”

The villagers turn around, shrunk their shoulders. Substitution sees the man standing behind the floor. The director is watching me today, who would tell me to cheer up if I was normal. Thanks to this, the atmosphere on the fifth floor of the auditorium became desolate.

‘I thought it was rough. ’

I thought the floor was just tilting, although it was a little strange since the floor was talking about responsibility before I saw the smoke. After the smoke of the first pencil was finished, he was thought to have been favored because it was also the first time he was baptized. But no, it was followed by a parade of gross questions because they were persistent. I smiled frankly when I was desperate. I wanted to make a video because my friend who only opened his mouth to embarrassing questions was funny. After it repeated twice, three times, I couldn't smile anymore. I knew I would be sacrificed to a merciless question. The girls who are squatting next to me are now taking notes and preparing for their rounds. The acting advice I started when I laughed became a more breathtaking event than a movie audition.

Seeing the floor taking a sip of water and taking a break, the substitute chose to breathe. Now it's my turn. I kept looking at the script while I was waiting. I couldn't act, but I didn't want to make a mistake.

“Was it substitution next? ”

“Yes, it's me. ”

“Can you do it right away? ”

“Yes!”

Substitution stood up, reminiscent of scene 14. During the audition, I missed the audition quickly, but the protagonist put out his hand in a difficult situation. It must have been hard to even talk to a transfer student. Scene 14, which only looked cool, was probably not that cool.

“You ready?”

“Oh, yes! ”

I hesitated for a while while while thinking differently. Substitution immediately entered the smoke. I feel like I'm taking a little more time off.

“You have a hard time going to school, don't you? It's hard for me too. The kids keep ignoring me. ”

I talked to him there and looked at the floor. In the script, there is a statement that you are looking at transfer students. I took a breath and went back to the ambassador.

“Well, let's help each other out. It's winning to hold on. Isn't that right?”

The substitution slowly reached out. I was confused about how my hand looked at the moment, but I couldn't care less about the details, so I grabbed my hand.

I took a breath and stepped back. A sigh of relief. There were no metabolic mistakes. I was able to act, thinking differently than the first time I was numb in my head. Isn't this great? I was flattered, but proud.

“Is it over? ”

“Yes.”

“Is substitution an actor's dream? ”

“Yes! I want to be an actor too. ”

“May I ask why you want to be an actor? ”

“Er... I've never thought of a reason, but I like actors. Becoming famous and making a lot of money. ”

“Yes. That's a good reason. Then let me ask you a question. ”

Something is coming. Substitution was stretched out. There were no mistakes in the acting. I think the question will be less intensive than the children in front of me.

“I keep repeating myself, but you don't have to listen to me. ”

“Yes.”

“Then the first question. What kind of kid did you play? ”

I was able to answer it quickly because it was a question I expected.

“Poor kid got bullied. ”

“Do you feel sorry for being bullied? ”

“Yes? Don't you usually see it that way? ”

“I'm asking for your opinion, not your opinion. ”

“I feel sorry for him. I'm being teased by the kids. because that's not a laughing matter. ”

The floor gives a small nod. Was the answer satisfactory?

“How did you feel when you were acting? ”

“Feeling?”

“When you play the poor character, you're asking how you felt. ”

“I didn't feel much, to be honest. I was distracted from memorizing the lines. ”

“That's enough. Then let's assume. How would you feel if you interpreted the script perfectly and played this part in front of a camera? ”

Substitution responded after a moment of thought.

“Of course I feel sorry for you. ”

“Why?”

“Yes?”

“Why do I feel sorry for him? ”

“It's a poor role. ”

“Suppose I were a very bad friend to you. I won the lottery. How do you feel when you see it? ”

“That can't be good. I might get annoyed. He hates it.”

“Let's suppose your soul entered me in that situation. You've won the lottery. How does it feel?"

“Well, that would be great. Because I won. ”

“Let's change it back. You're looking at the protagonist who's being bullied. You felt sorry for yourself. Now your soul has entered the main character. Do you feel sorry for yourself? ”

Substitution felt like one punch. I quickly opened the script. In the middle of the scene, there was an indication of the protagonist's suicide. When he saw it, he felt sorry for the protagonist even more. But what if it's a party? Are you emotionally unavailable by saying you feel sorry for him?

“I want to live. I want to kill you. I want to die. I don't know how, but I have to go to school. I'm gonna puke. I want to run away. It's horrible. It's hopeless. I wish time would stop. I want the world to end. I want to go where no one is. I want to start again where I don't know myself. I need someone to help me. ”

It was a horse that came from the floor mouth. His voice, which was cut off in short, sounded as if it represented the character's feelings.

“Can you persuade the viewer? I think this is the foundation of acting. I think smoke has a lot of variety, but I think it leads to the question of whether it could eventually cause homogeneity for the viewer. The character on the screen is definitely not me, but I look at it and cry and smile and get angry sometimes. Because they're fairytaled. Because they have feelings inside of me, and they look like me, we can share them with fictional characters. ”

The substitution nodded. I understood what the floor was trying to say.

“Do you know what that means? ”

“Yes, I think I do. ”

Something is overwhelming. I feel like I know a great secret. I thought that the level of the performance would change, and so did the substitution.

At that moment, the floor raises the next question, as if you were trying to see through it.

“But most of us have not experienced bullying. What I do know is that abstract emotions have come into contact with dust and media. After all, it's fake. We have no choice but to play fake. In that sense, substitute. ”

“Yes, yes! ”

“How do you think you can make a fake real? Don't take this the hard way. I won't listen to you saying you don't know, so consider that."

Arpoulsa, the question parade has just begun.

"You can answer slowly. Daemyung, I need some water."

Substitution shifted slightly. I noticed the terrified faces of the children waiting for their turn. I think practice will be long today.

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... there was a cherry blossom tree in front of the house, but I stopped seeing cherry blossoms because it didn't bloom much.

It's actually dangerous outside the sheets.

Heh...

But it's raining.

Cherry blossoms

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