Life, Once Again!

“This is our school landmark. ”

She receives cocoa from the floor. Her heart should be at ease with the warm and sweet scent of her fingertips, but she should look at the floor's cheeks with an anxious look. Red. There's a clear mark on it. She slowly reaches out and touches the cheek on the floor sitting next to her. Her skin rises like a rash, and she exhales bitterly.

“Sorry.”

“What is this? ”

The floor points to your cheeks and smiles. She laughed and couldn't take it. I was immersed in the one thing I needed to focus on. I fell in love with the character and acted shamelessly. But at some point, I couldn't control my emotions. As a result, I hurt the floor. After hitting her, she doesn't realize she's off script. It was only after the filming stopped that I realized my palms were burning, and I swallowed a deep sigh and looked at the floor's cheeks for more pain than that.

“How's Cocoa? The shop lady manages it, but she's so generous that she puts the powder in. That's why it's so much better here than the messy cafe. ”

She looks at the swollen cheeks on the floor without hesitation. It's redder than when I was in the classroom. I realized how reckless the word "sorry" was. I don't think it's over enough to say I'm sorry.

“Why is your face so dark? ”

The floor comes forward and creases. She turns her head slightly, her gaze hardly looking up from below. I'm sorry I even looked at you.

“If you're going to keep avoiding me, tell me in advance. Keep looking.”

“I'm sorry, really. ”

“You're so sorry? ”

“I'm sorry.”

“Will you stop apologizing if I say I'm okay? ”

That said, she looked at the floor. It was a floor with a smile on its face.

“You were acting. Immersion can do that to anyone. And it didn't hurt that bad. ”

“Still red. ”

“It's because my skin is bad. It's gone.”

It was a naturally smiling floor. She smiles slightly. I had to laugh. We can't make the floor any more uncomfortable. We have to end with a smile here. Make a joke as usual and say you're cool, then go back to the classroom. And let's finish filming like nothing happened. Worries and regrets are all you have to do at home.

“What, didn't it hurt? I thought it was gonna hurt like hell. I shouldn't have worried.”

She still drinks hot cocoa in a heartbeat.

“Then let's go. We have to finish filming.”

A floor that cares more about me than you, even though it will hurt a lot. We can't hold out much longer here. You'll be relieved if you tell them you're okay.

It was time to put the paper cups in the trash and leave the store first. The floor grabbed my hand and said.

“It's still break time. ”

The words, "Let's go back and shoot," didn't come out of my mouth. The moment she glances at the floor, she realizes that she's lying. She sits down, feeling the crack of her struggling smile.

“How did it go? It's too late to ask. I'm sorry I'm such a dishonest boyfriend. ”

“…… why are you sorry? ”

“I feel like saying sorry is the trend these days. Did you have fun? ”

She looked at the floor and thought she was an unbearable child. Just a few seconds ago, he seemed to understand everything like a loving adult, but now he is excited like a child. It's amazing that everyone feels genuine, not pretend or act.

She clears her head and then gives up. When I talk to this child, it often becomes meaningless to try to figure things out. At this time, I only speak comfortably.

“It was cool. It was so hard when I went in, I wanted to end it, but I felt I could do it now, so it was Jong-young. I don't know what I did. I don't know what I did well. ”

She sighs a little.

“I don't want to complain to you. Can we not talk about this today? I feel like all I can say is that I'm really depressed. ”

Really. Consulting the floor will ease your mind, but you can't always rely on it. This is the path I chose by hand. When it comes to acting, I want to answer with confidence.

“That's too bad. One of the mothers' sons, Mo Maru, cried in front of you. It's true that I don't hate you... ”

“It's not like that. ”

She cut off the floor's words. Then the floor smiles and asks.

“So you're telling me you're very reliable? ”

He shrugs his shoulders and squirms. She buries her face in both hands. Do you think the day will ever come before you can defeat this child? Seeing the smirk on my face, the moments I thought about on my own were even slightly unfair.

But soon I realized. It's always been like this. The floor is not pressing. Tell me what's on your mind, tell me what's on your mind, and I can't promise you anything will be solved. He just watches and releases the stepping stone so that he can tell the story first. The process was familiar and comfortable, so she always spoke her mind lightly, and the floor listened quietly. Surprisingly, most worries were not worries when taking the form of a horse, so the conversation with the floor always ended with a joke.

It may look immature, but it is more serious than anyone else. But she knows. Even a floor like this suffered with tears and tears. She couldn't understand the problem on the floor, couldn't solve it, and it was so disappointing. I was pathetic for not being able to be a supporter like the floor. So I didn't want to lean back this time, but if I look at this clever counselor, the lock in my mouth will be unlocked.

She was the one who listened to the concerns in the classroom. There were strange children who had been consulting since childhood, and other children used to come to me with their problems. You were relieved. The children who had left their worries at ease. I blame you for your gentle eyes.

‘But in front of him. ’

She closes her eyes and opens slightly. It was a floor that was still smiling in front of me. I lost. I lost. You can run around like you're running from here, but you're more likely to chase them home. No, it's 100%. It's a patent for every sale that suddenly comes to the house.

She tells the tale of her tyranny. The atmosphere on the set, the disbelief in the smoke, from there to the university problem. The floor I was listening to quietly opened my mouth.

“I don't think that's bad. ”

“My situation? ”

“Yeah, especially the slap. ”

“I'm sorry. ”

“I'm not kidding, really. This is what normal people do. Say you're desperate with your mouth. That's not good. That's not good. We got a big problem. ”

The floor gently shakes its head.

“Suppose, by the way, the house catches fire. What would you do? ”

“Let's get out of here. ”

“But there's a billion in cash right next door. ”

“Shouldn't we bring out a billion? ”

“Of course I'm bringing it out. One billion is no one's name. But what if there's a lot of fire? What if we don't get to the entrance right now or we get swept away? ”

“We should throw away the money. Life comes first. ”

“Yes, that's desperate. There's only one thing I see when I'm desperate. No excuses in the face of desperation. I can't think of anything else because I'm so nervous about solving problems in front of me. That's why people who are in trouble get scammed better. It's desperate.”

The floor shrugs once.

“But desperation isn't necessarily a bad thing. He's very sensitive. I felt it when I was acting with you earlier. Oh, he's really paying attention. Scary enough. ”

“Me?”

“You honestly didn't know what was wrong even when you hit me, did you? ”

She nods frankly. For that moment, I forgot the script. I was immersed in a character called Iljin, and all I could think about was playing with a weak toy in front of me.

“It was a flawless act. Do you remember when everyone was silent when you slapped them? ”

“Yeah, I remember the blur. ”

“That's because your acting was real. Even though they knew it was an act, they were terrified to see it. Everyone had the power to stop acting and just stare at you. The fuels of the smoke were probably desperate. ”

The floor grins and touches its cheeks.

“Of course, it would be a little difficult to do this elsewhere. ”

“Does it still hurt? ”

“Kiss me to be better and I'll be fine. ”

“Do you want me to?”

As she pushes her head out, the floor pulls back.

“Looks like you've got some room. ”

“Thanks to you.”

“I won't tell you to tell me what you're thinking all the time. I don't think he'll like your personality. But if you're so hard on yourself that you can't see it, I need you to tell me. Talking doesn't give you an answer, but it does. Laughter doubles if you share it, and worries half if you share it. ”

“Isn't it sad? ”

“That, that. ”

“I think it's different. ”

“Let's add that, then. Sadness is half and worries are half. Don't think you're clearing your luggage. It doesn't make you irresponsible to worry. We have to live with each other. It's a common concern anyway. ”

“You have to live with that? ”

She squeezes out her lips.

“Didn't I tell you? I already have a wedding. ”

“You don't bore me with that joke. ”

“I'm not kidding. ”

“You're really marrying me? ”

“I told you the first time I saw you. I'm marrying you. ”

It was a face that did not feel as fake as an ant's eyes, with no lie at all. She clears her face. I can smile with you if you're joking around, but if you say it with your serious eyes, I don't know how to react.

“Why am I working so hard? I'm here to take your bridegroom. ”

“I can't live. ”

“Live with me. ”

“Go away. ”

“I thought you said you were going to kiss me. ”

“That's it! ”

“Then let's do this. ”

“Not a word. ”

“Don't worry, I'll lose my life when I get married. ”

“Someone's getting married! ”

“You.”

“Me?”

“Aren't you gonna do it? ”

“No… well… I'll see you later……. ”

“No better groom than me, I assure you. ”

“Why are you so confident? ”

“Why? It's fate. ”

“Destiny?”

She looks at the floor. There will be no one who doesn't deserve the word destiny.

“Did you believe that? Not that I can see. ”

“I didn't, not before. ”

“When was the old days? ”

“I don't know. In my past life? ”

“And by the way, that mouth won't stand still. Past life?”

“You don't believe me? You confessed to me in my past life. Let's get married.”

“That's enough. I'm going to rob you of your worries. Stop talking. He said he did. It's his past life. I can't live. ”

She gets up on her knees. It was time to go back. The problem remained, but I was not stumped. I was encouraged to say that desperation can be a force. Go straight with some slack, that's what the floor wanted to say.

“You have to finish what you started. ”

“What?”

The floor gives a disgusting lip. She takes a step back with an impression and sighs.

“Yes, counseling fees. ”

But it was when I was bringing my face closer with such a small concern.

“Sunbae... Ahhhh! No, no, no! ”

She looks at the tall boy standing at the entrance of the store with a stupefied face. I said no substitutions. The floor in front of me smiles and walks towards substitution.

Let's apply the miso today, what the floor said.

She looks at them and bursts into laughter.

Good of you to come.

I suddenly thought of that.

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Concerns are like huge, hard rocks that can't be smuggled or smashed. So we sit in front of a rock, looking for a way. How do I get over this rock?

The Seed knows the answer.

"Yvosch. Why are you wrestling with the rocks, leaving a good path beside you?"

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I brought a baby bistar noodle from a 1000-won snack house.

This is the land of Razor.

It tastes good.

Seasoning Taste!

Khh...

All right, all right.

It's 1,000 won happiness.

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Referrals, always appreciated.

Coupon, thank you. Thanks to you, I'm writing.

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