Life, Once Again!

“Are you here every year? ”

“I come every year. ”

“My sister would have loved it. ”

“Well, that's the unknown. ”

"No, I'm sure she would have loved it. Every time she came to the theater, she liked it."

"I see."

It was Joon who looked at the tomb quietly. Joohyun poured the rice wine into the cup.

“Do you want to talk to Director Jungjin? ”

“I don't think I'll be able to get in touch with him. I saw you at work the other day, but it's still awkward. ”

“Still in the Cold War? ”

“More unilaterally hated than the Cold War. ”

“Of course. She liked Jules. Director Park must hate you in a lot of ways. I'd hate it if I were you. ”

“Stories of the past. ”

Joo-hyun also drank a sip after checking that Joon-min was emptying the cup. I don't usually drink rice wine. This drink was sweet and only brought when I was looking for my sister.

“Do you know that Director Park's movie was released? ”

“I've already seen it. ”

“Tell me what you think if you saw it. ”

“Well done. I bet his talents are in the sky. I can't believe he's been playing with his hands for years. Trendy is trendy, but his acting technique shows why he's called a genius. ”

“It was a film that made you think of nothing else, right? ”

“That would be most appropriate. ”

He remembered the movie 'them’ a few days ago. It seemed to show a cheerful vendetta. In fact, the movie itself is only boring if you tear it down one by one. There are more than one or two clichés that have been used for a long time and will no longer be used for children's cartoons. A gentleman named Movie, with cliché suits and customary shoes, and finally a virtuous gentleman's widow, is destined to be egged by critics. Perhaps there is not a single critic who would condemn this film as a masterpiece of its time. A story lacking novelty, repeated with obvious clichés and practice. Last but not least, corny result. Critics may have sharp tongues to dismantle the movie and throw it in the trash.

But in terms of commerce and popularity, Obvious is a refusal to taste stable flavors that have been proven many times. No foodie can deny the basic seasoning. If you open a fresh sauce, it is likely that it is a combination of existing sweeteners. After all, taste is a matter of blend, and the film has produced a wonderful taste at its fantastic blend ratio. The other name for the flavor is fun.

“But filming a movie with Director Park wasn't that much fun. The results are good, but I don't feel like I made them. ”

“Even if I don't learn, I'm still grumbling. I've heard a lot about what happened on the Spring Calendar. ”

“Director Park was a little desperate then. He was smiling as usual, but he didn't seem to be able to afford it. It was worth it. because it must have been made thinking about my sister. ”

Joohyun saw a small flower underneath the seal.

A flower that sheaths white petals in a healthy weed by itself. Yeah, she was like that, too.

For Ju-hyun, the 'Spring Calendar’ is a precious movie that changed the life of an actor. I proved my skills as an actor for the first time, but I was able to be loved by the public because of the spring calendar.

I've known Director Jungjin since I was quite young. In high school, Hae Hae crossed the threshold of the extremes that held her body together every day. Joohyun liked the play, but he liked to do more than that. I liked my warm sister when I visited her, and I admired her who was more radiant than anyone else on the stage.

I loved that little theater that rented out a basement in a corner of the university. Of course, Joo-hyun also cared about the extreme. The people who worked there were like family.

And one of the people who supported the extreme was Park Jungjin. I didn't shine a lot of light on my face. I've never seen Joo-hyun come in and out every day. It was only a short time after I learned the name of the serious director that one of the reasons why the underprivileged extremists could live their lives. At the same time, one more thing I realized was that heavy people who work for securities, who drive expensive looking cars, like to do it. When he noticed that he was looking at me quietly in the dark behind the auditorium, he realized at once. However, Joo-hyun knew that the heavy heart could not reach him. She was so upright that even love was straight. My sister's love was not towards a stockman with a solid background, but rather a nutty suit who visited the extremes to bore them.

Joohyun put a shrimp can in his mouth and looked at Jun-min sitting next to him. Yellow suit, same suit I saw 17 years ago. The person who told my sister that I should be a bigger actor to come to the theater.

"Is that old suit still there?"

"I'm a little embarrassed to find out."

“I don't like that color back then or now. You don't have a lot of eyes. ”

“What do you mean? ”

“No, it's soliloquy, soliloquy. ”

When he realized that his flower sister liked him more than thirty years ago, he freaked out and asked him a question. Probably since then. I didn't like Lee Jun-min's representative. At that time, Jun-min who caught my eye was a fraud. The person who lived as an anonymous actor until the early 30s and gave up his success as an actor and switched to management can become a star for free and doesn't look good to teach Hae Hae.

He's not funny. However, his thoughts changed after a few months. The longer I spent time with Jun-min, the better the performance. I knew that I was good before, but I could recognize that even Juhyun, who was a beginner in acting, was moving beyond that level.

The theater is energetic. I've been looking forward to everyone's debut. It was an unexpected end to the day when everything seemed to be going well. April 23, today. I hung up my phone with my sister, who said the debut piece was decided, and I studied, and then I got another call. She was a stranger, and she told me this was a hospital. After that, Joohyun's memory disappeared for a while. When I woke up, I was sitting in the chair in front of the O.R. Hae Hae didn't have a family. The extremists rushed to the door, signed the guardian's signature, followed by the vigilante. The last to arrive was the semi-military. He was holding a bunch of flowers.

He knew. It's not him that caused the car accident. But I played with my thoughts and feelings separately. Joo-hyun looked at Jun-min like he was going to kill him that day.

When my sister died, I don't know why Joo-hyun couldn't make it through the day, but I made a strong commitment to act. If you think about it now, it may be that you wanted to continue on behalf of the dream that you couldn't fulfill.

Afterwards, you hear the sound of the extremists closing the door. It was also reported that he had suddenly quit the securities company and started eating meat. Joohyun had been to a meat restaurant run by Jungjin once. I was worried as long as I was the man who cheered for Hae Hae Won and loved her. After a long time, he looked at the counter with a free face. The sparkling eyes that I showed you when I found the extreme disappeared. I had several conversations, but only the word "boring life" came out repeatedly. He had become like a man who had lost his fun in life.

On the contrary, Joon-min made a terrible name. The actors who put their hands together became popular celebrities and were reported to Masscom. He was also nicknamed Maestro, a rookie digger. Whenever Joo-hyun came out on TV with the name Lee Jun-min, she reminded me. Maybe that's why I felt swollen. After becoming an adult, she understood that Joon-min's death was not her fault, but she felt so pitiful seeing the man living well without her.

From then on, I began to cling to success as an actor. Gold monopole casting at the same time. After that, Jungjin, who suddenly appeared to be a director, asked me to be in his film. Joohyun allowed it. I liked the scenario and did not want to refuse the request of an old relationship.

Chairman of the Meat House at Securities Man. The seriousness that was not related to choreography treated actors like machines on the set. All he had to do was follow my instructions, and he wanted a living prop. The actress who was the lead actor refused at first, but struggled as filming continued. At the beginning, Joohyun listened to me quietly. However, the moment he realized that the way he wanted to act was very similar to someone, he confronted him. Severe painted an ideal. By re-enacting his dead sister through another actress.

In honor of the movie, Jungjin said that in the square. He couldn't act more like a machine when he heard that. I didn't dislike the heavy method. I just wanted to commemorate my sister with the coolest acting. The sister she saw and the sister she remembered were definitely different, and Joo-hyun played the role of the sister she saw.

As a result, I was able to succeed with a ridiculous nickname, Jo, who eats the lead. Something terrible happened right after that, but I managed to get over it.

“The spring calendar must have been a memorial. ”

Jun-min said.

“Did Director Park tell you? ”

“No. We're not close enough to tell you that. I just saw it. I saw only one actor acting in it. Thinking about it, the title was explicit. It was the spring calendar, the April calendar that you left untouched in the last scene, the one that you made with branches to show that slice. ”

“If my sister had seen that movie in the sky, would she have liked it? ”

“You liked her. She was a girl who liked anything she did. ”

“That's right. Women who like anything. ”

The conversation stopped. Joon-min, who was locked up in silence, opened her mouth a long time later.

“I'm sorry. I made you lose someone you liked. ”

“Sorry I'm so late. But you know you don't have to apologize. And they all got sick because they lost their sister. ”

Joo-hyun looked at Joon-min. Joon-min nods slowly.

“Can I ask you something? ”

“Ask.”

“Is it because of you that you're not getting married? ”

“I think so. ”

Joohyun laughed. I can feel the faint trace of gold melting away. It was then that Jun-min's phone cried. He said that he was going to turn it off without answering it.

“Take it. It could be important. You're Jules.”

Joon-min is answering the phone. After a few minutes of talking, the call ended.

“I'd love to talk more, but I've got to go. ”

“It's okay. I'm the one who caught you trying to leave. ”

It was Jun-min who turned his back and walked forward.

It was when I smiled lightly looking at the glass in front of the tombstone. I remembered the name of a child associated with Hae Hae's acting.

“Hey, Jules. ”

“Why is that? ”

“Do you remember what my sister said about her acting? ”

“About the smoke? ”

“There are two separate selves inside of you, one that focuses on instinctive acting and the other that oversees it. ”

The expression gives a poor expression to Jun-min.

“I remember. It was a strange story. ”

“I know a girl who said the same thing to you. And under her, under Jules. Keep an eye on him. If she's not lying, maybe she'll glow like you. ”

When he finished speaking, he saw a white flower under the seal.

I want to hear my sister's laugh more today.

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When I saw the comment to take a break by the end of the week, I almost shut down the computer.

Best regards,

Thank you for telling me to rest.

(Actually, I felt like I shouldn't rest anymore because you told me to rest.)

I'm going to revise that notice to something called a "potion of fatigue."

I feel energetic when I'm tired.

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Referrals, always appreciated.

Coupon, thank you. I write thanks to you.

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