Life, Once Again!

“He's a friend, but he has a different tendency. ”

“We became friends because we were different. If we all stick together, it won't be as much fun as that. ”

“I'm surprised that this gentle fellow sometimes asks such sharp questions, but it seems to have been affected by you. ”

“I don't think so. He looks slow, but the accident is sharp. What an extraordinary fellow. ”

She sat across the floor from Hanmi, who was talking. At 10: 00 p.m., the lights of the buildings visible outside veranda go out one by one, but the flames of the conversation in this room are still burning. The floor is still sneaking with the third can of beer and Hanmi.

“Oh, I think you've had enough. Should I drink more?”

“If it's for you, you should drink it. ”

“You're going to get your ass handed to you in a bucket of flour. ”

“If it had been this bad, it would have been crushed and gone. ”

“Are you scoring at me? ”

“I've been working hard since the beginning. Take a good look at me.”

“I was in a bad mood because he was trying to use me, but it was for him, so I'll move on. But there's still a guilty conscience. ”

She glances at her head quietly.

Hanmi's eyes make me smile comfortably.

“What did I tell you? I'm not even close enough to introduce you to an old-school actor. Yeah, I've been kind of a slump lately, so my work's been a mess. Admit it, but that's on my name. I'll be damned if I'm going to be damned. I can take it with tears. But lending my name is a different story. Then I'll be more thorough. Are you recommending her for pity, for pity, or as a sign of friendship? Don't be silly. She's not trying to be cheap. I'm a little cheap, but I don't think humans are cheap! ”

I think you're still a little drunk. She poured cold water into Hanmi's cup. Hanmi smiles at Bashi.

“Oh, good boy. You want my daughter? I'll be good to you.”

“My mother would say no. ”

Hanmi nods and drinks water. Hanmi breathed out and lay halfway on the floor. She tucks the couch cushion under her Korean side.

“How did such a pretty girl come out from under her harsh sister? Mystery.”

Hanmi, who was smiling by herself, jumped up and stood up.

“This isn't it. Hey, hey, hey. I was going to give him a heartwarming speech, but I don't want you to miss it. ”

“I'm sorry, I didn't realize. ”

“Yeah, I didn't notice. She recommended you because she believed in you, and she tried to do an emotional hug scene, and you took it. ”

“Do you want a hug now? ”

I think the floor is in trouble. She intervenes in the middle. Hanmi immediately opens her arms. She hugged Hanmi lightly.

“Give her a pat. ”

“Yes.”

“You can't get married forever, can you? Can't a man like a woman with so much streak? ”

“No, I'm just saying. I'm sure you'll be able to marry a wonderful man. ”

“If I don't get married and grow old by myself, you'll have to play with me later. ”

“Let me accompany you. ”

“Thank you. That's comforting. ”

I stepped back and found water to see if she was thirsty. This time, the floor gave me a glass of water.

“But you just got here at this hour, and you're not normal either. ”

“I have things to borrow, and I want to see your face. That's why I'm here. ”

“You've got guts. Yeah, a man should have that. I don't know what it's like not to be married. ”

It appears to be heavily vomited. He said that he didn't care when he talked to her, but he actually wanted to marry her. She looks up at Hanmi and turns her gaze to the floor. A child who puts marriage in his mouth when he has a chance. I know it's a joke, but sometimes I feel like I'm telling the truth. Is he really thinking about marrying me? Although she was still young to discuss the marriage, she felt strange every time she heard about it. You often dream when you say the wrong sound. The house you live in, the landscape you live in, the neighbors, the extended family. Sometimes they fight, get angry, then later they apologize to each other and check their love again. Marriage life, unlikely to have ever been experienced, is drawn in quite detail as if it had been experienced. Sometimes I'm surprised. I can't believe how detailed it was. I'm laughing at the feeling like I'm expecting more marriage.

“Let's hear what you have to say. ”

Hanmi turned his head so hard that his hair would flutter, and said after turning cold water all the way through.

“What opinions? ”

Maru replies, and she was able to predict to some extent what she would say.

“about going back in time. ”

As expected, she smiled. After my last discussion with my mom, I finally ended the conversation with her, but when a new contact appeared, I brought it up again.

She looks at the floor. I was a little curious. What kind of answer does the floor give?

“Suppose you're older now, since you're young. It's about going back in time. ”

“Do we have to go? ”

“Why? No? ”

“I want to live life to my satisfaction. It's certainly fascinating to go back in time, but it comes at a price. ”

“You know something. That's what we argued about. Okay, we have to go back. You have all the memories of growing up. If you were 50 years old and then came back to your current age, what would you do first? ”

“Make some money. And SC, DK, YM. I'm going to buy a stock preview of a major corporation. or buy a whole bunch of shareholders who are going to be good shareholders. And when it's quiet, it sells and buys buildings. ”

“These days, children's economic notions are scary. Just money.”

“That's what they said. You can't buy happiness with money, but it's easier to cry in the bands than sitting on a bike. ”

The floor shrugs once. Hanmi seems to like the answer. Smile lightly.

“But it won't be that easy. ”

“Why?”

“Going back in time is a force beyond common sense. For example, transcendent beings, usually in movies, God feels sorry for the protagonist and sends him back in time. Catch a life that's failed. But God is basically about equality. I've already given you the privilege of going back in time, but it's a little bit of a greed to give you the knowledge to run the economy. ”

“I send you back in time, but you don't let me do something that smells like income? But that's funny, too. Money doesn't mean you don't work. The age of sweating was the definition of labor long ago. In a time when white-collars were earning their burritos, would studying stock and real estate interest be part of the labor force? First of all, the interest of capitalism is stock. Wouldn't it be uncomfortable if God stopped it? ”

“Surprisingly, I think God can be biased. No, actually, it might not matter. because I had one more chance to live. Because life was supposed to end again, and if you don't use a few economic institutions, no one's going to complain. But we have the knowledge, so we can use it to do something else. The important thing is that I am breathing. ”

She empathizes with the words of the floor. Money is definitely important. I can't live with the economy as a trifle. But it is more important to be alive at that moment, as the floor says. He will be eternally grateful that he will have the opportunity to try again what he failed to achieve.

“I like the answer. Okay, so far we've come to some compromise. The problem is, whoever you like, let's call her. She likes it anyway. ”

Hanmi shrugs. She sits face to face with the floor and throws her gaze to the ceiling for some reason.

“What's going on? Let's say you're married to him in the future. ”

“I will. ”

Hanmi was silent for a moment.

“Well, you two are on your own. Anyway, let's say you got married and made it back to the past. Are you going to like him again? ”

“I still do. ”

The floor smiled and replied.

“Yes, Mr. Hangul from the future. That's great, but if the god we were talking about is a narrow guy, he's giving you a hard time. ”

“Are you saying the memory is fading away? ”

“You're quite resourceful. How did you know?”

“I actually know all the crazy things that come from the future. ”

“I hear you've been out of your mind a lot. And I like that kid. Yeah, it's like you said, it's fading away. In the future, they didn't survive. And that moment back in the present, the memories in the future, they're still in love. But as time goes by, memories go away. Is your loving love still to be sustained? Or do I just turn into one of those meetings? ”

“The memory will definitely be different once it's gone. But I don't change my mind about liking him. ”

“How can you judge? ”

“Memories are like this. ”

You let go of the carved hand.

“I don't think there's an independent event, but there's a myriad of causalities involved in all of them. Even if the memory is gone, it's not all impressions, emotions, moments. Single memories can go away. Going to play, fighting, crying together. Those individual situations can disappear altogether, but there must be countless other memories connected to them. Even the smallest, most insignificant memories that remain in me, I'm going to continue to like him. ”

Your face is burning. Your hair is so shameful that you don't feel embarrassed in front of it. If Hanmi hadn't been holding back, he would have blown his head off.

‘Still, not bad. ’

If there is a moment of mourning that can be remembered even if the memory is gone, I will still like it. It was a horse that soaked into my heart. Somehow it becomes clumsy.

Then, Hanmi, who was holding her head back, opened his mouth.

“But God is almighty. That's what I thought in the beginning. There's no reason to call me God if I'm not omnipotent. ”

“That's right.”

“If you're all-powerful, you can cut through countless intertwined memories, right? Perfectly back to your old self. Right now, in that moment, you can like him as a rational person. But instead of promising her a lifetime, it can turn into a transformation point for boring school life, a new experience for liking her. Because if the memory of the future is wiped clean, even the fact that you loved him will disappear. ”

“That's not gonna happen. ”

“Do you believe in a storage medium that surpasses memory because of a soul or something? ”

“I won't change my mind without it. ”

“So far, so illogical. Not funny.”

“It's no fun to talk about things that can't be done. Isn't it a little odd that a person goes back in time? ”

“Why? It'll be fun if you handle it well. ”

“Maybe. ”

“But try to come to a conclusion. I'm the one who thinks when a memory flies, its existence changes. Love disappears. Those of you sleeping over there have something that transcends the brain, and there's an exchange of information. I love provocative things. ”

“If I have to cast a vote, I don't think memory controls everything either. because I believe there's something out there. ”

“I see it as a realistic child, but it's also an octopus. ”

“Round. ”

After speaking, the floor looks at you as if you are relieved. I don't forget, the floor seemed to want to say so. And at that moment, she became a little insecure. It's because the floor that was always relaxing always seemed to be rushed by something now.

“If you lose your memory, you don't change. I believe so. ”

As the floor insisted.

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