Life, Once Again!

Changed, the floor thought as it watched the rafters in smoke. The words that were handed to me quietly at lunch were in my head. The unpleasantness of seeing the messy room blooms. Negative emotions that could not pinch the cause did not increase or decrease, but simply showed a slight presence and sat on one side of the desk in my head. With a short meditation, the delicate unpleasantness of tidying up the desk in thought did not go away. The script continues to annoy me as if someone was calling quietly behind my back.

Change. In retrospect, change was what I wanted most. Creating an environment where you can escape the death of a humble middle-aged man and have a family without wanting to be glamorous. Until now, I have been passive, but it has been a series of challenges, and some choices have been bold enough to be reckless. As a result, I reached this position. I couldn't find any problems with my career and connections that were piling up. At the age of less than twenty, I was in charge of the air waves. It would be no exaggeration to put yourself in an elevator to success. It was a series of contradictory things that escaped mediocrity for the sake of ordinary life, but the result was gold, so there was nothing to worry about.

But why, the floor pressed down on the glabella. Fatigue did not come. No headaches, I just needed some pain. Normally, this would have gone away from the tenderness in the glabella. The floor lets out a small sigh at the unpleasant sensation that clings to it like a hangover. Maybe it's the reason I've been sleep-deprived of watching the videos lately. He looked at Dongho once and listened to the script. I don't care about the camera, for better or for worse. It is the basis of the actor to always show the best. I endured the waiting time several times, repeating a few words of dialogue. On the other side of the ritual, he saw himself constantly caring about the two words' change ’, but deliberately ignored them. Getting caught up in the worry will adversely affect filming. Thinking is enough after work.

“Get ready! ”

“Yes.”

I put the script on the floor and went into the frame. Surprisingly, it calms my mind when I look at the black camera in front and the transparent lens. The stage is also good regardless of the spatial characteristics.

“Shots fired. Residents are coming in a little deeper. Grab a hold of the comrade. Three, two, one, cue! ”

* * *

“What were you thinking? ”

The villager spoke to the floor after the shoot. I had never seen a floor thinking differently without looking at the script while waiting. You look up at the sky, you see the earth, you shake your legs, you calm down again. While I was filming something strange, I could barely see the floor.

“I have something to think about. ”

“Is it serious? I could have been mistaken, but I was a little nervous. ”

“Was it me? Was it weird enough to look like that? ”

“It was kind of weird. What the hell were you thinking? I'm so nervous. Looks good again. Are we clear? ”

“When I think about it, it makes me feel pathetic why I'm thinking about such trivial matters. So I broke it off. ”

“Good. I was a little worried about the big problem. ”

“At my age, I don't have much to worry about. I thought for a moment whether it was just good or bad to change. Earlier, I felt like it was a very complicated problem, and at some point, I just didn't care. Holding onto such useless ideas, nothing comes out. ”

“Is it because of what Dongho and I said earlier? If that's the case, don't worry about it. It was just a joke. Dongho didn't mean anything by it. It was just a little different than usual. ”

“Was I a little different than usual? ”

The villager looks at the floor's eyes. His gaze, which was always without hesitation, seemed to have lost its direction and shaken today. The villagers thought, "This is the time for you to be my boss."

“That's not true. I'm just saying. Forget what you said before, if it's in your heart. You're no different. Of course, the merit is changing so much that I can't point out, but humanity is intact. It's good. It's good for us. Dong-ho was playing with you, so you got cold. Grab anyone on the set and ask. Whether you're cold-blooded or not. You're a good kid, so don't worry about it. ”

I'm happy to say it. He's always been so trustworthy, and there's this weakness. The villager smiles and looks at the floor.

“That's what I thought. Human nature can't change that easily. Thank you, Sister. Your hair looks a little clear. ”

“What else? You're still a senior who's lived a few more years. I can tell you as much as I want. I've had similar concerns. ”

“I'll often consult you later. Oh, that's our scene. I'll be ready.”

“Yes."

It was a floor that walked with a slight smile that was unlike usual.

“But it's a little different than usual. ”

The villager spoke to himself on the farther floor and back. One thing he knew was that he was fluent in high school, and sometimes he was horribly good at prescriptions, so he only made jokes. I never imagined that such a floor would look so different from usual. Is it because you're old enough to be emotional?

After all, it seems to have been resolved, the villager chases behind the floor in a firefight.

* * *

“Good work. See you next week! ”

“Yes, go in. ”

It was Dongho and the resident waving their hands in a taxi. The floor watches the cab until it circles the corner and then moves. Unlike the lead actor who was filmed until nightfall, Jo finished all the scenes. It ended earlier than usual, but for the floor, today was longer than any other day. It was the idea of biting my tail.

Luckily, my head wasn't itchy because it was tidy now, but I was worried that my brain wouldn't melt until an hour ago.

Tens of thousands of different things came to their senses and disappeared in an instant. In response to the message of change, the memories of the present and past passed on the intersection that stretched infinitely. I enjoyed the excitement of the challenge that I had forgotten in the process, tasted the endless possibilities of youth, and saw the good in humans.

The last few years of careful approach to the world seemed a little strange. Did I really need to draw that line? When dealing with people, why didn't I deal with them in good faith and start with doubts? Safe future is good, but maybe we should have faced it more aggressively, just once.

The same goes for interacting with people around you. I thought we could have more conversations. Why I didn't pass on my experience and knowledge to my successors. What scared me, what scared me, what drew the line and approached me more than necessary.

It's foolish not to go near people because you're worried about getting burned. It's okay to bump and break. I'm not worried if I'm disappointed in people. Because I'm still young. There's still a lot of time ahead, if not infinitely. Wouldn't it be nice to take a side walk, get lost, and have lots of experiences you've never experienced in your life?

“Phew……. ”

The floor grips its teeth. I put my hand on the wall of the building next door, and I stabbed my head into the wall. The pain was intense. The whirlpool of thought suddenly broke and became empty.

The floor stoops down with its back against the wall.

“What's the problem? ”

Treat it in good faith? Love the challenge and get off the highway? Where is this nonsense? They are thoughts that can only come from innocence that knows nothing.

The challenge is only for those who have room to return, and the good intention is to give when they have the strength to endure being beheaded. When it comes to choosing actors, there were 300 million prerequisites, so we had safety measures in place to challenge them. Why wrap it up as a beautiful challenge and try to embrace another challenge.

I felt like my head was going to explode. I kept whispering in an annoying voice that I didn't know. Return to the innocence of the heart, to the days of the students who knew nothing of the past, to the days of joy. And be silent.

The floor closed its eyes tightly and took out the phone. Then I pressed the stammer shortcode. A signal to Autumn rings home.

Tour, it was a particularly long sign today.

* * *

“Hello?"

Autumn answered the phone with a smile. Call for the weekend. Maybe the shoot's over.

- I was wondering what.

“What are you doing? I'm resting at home. It's a lesson starting Monday. ”

- Yeah, you should get some rest. You're gonna be busy Monday.

“Yes, you should. But I guess the shoot ended early? ”

- Yeah, I finished early.

After that, the floor was silent for a while. Another prelude, as usual, to pranks.

“Can I see your face when I'm done early? ”

- No, I'm good.

“Really? What's going on? The one who always used to spend weekends saying she had to see her. ”

- Sometimes you need to be alone. Oh, here comes the bus. Hang up.

Already?

- Uh-huh.

“What. Boring. ”

- I had so much to say before I called, but I suddenly have nothing to say.

“Is there a time? I'm surprised.”

- Surprisingly, anyway.

“W-what? Did you hang up?”

I looked at my phone in the fall. I felt weird because he never hung up on me before, and I hung up on him.

“... must have been on the bus. ”

It was nothing, but I was strangely bothered.

Autumn was holding on to her phone for a long time. I even thought about texting, but I stopped feeling like I was sorry for nothing.

“Why should I care about this? Oh, I don't know. ”

It is also a problem of giving meaning to the work associated with the floor.

I lay down on the couch thinking it was because of the autumn feeling.

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Wow.

It's the worst heat of the day.

The rain is causing the humidity to pierce the sky and the heat there is added to the steam tank.

...

It's best to just open the refrigerator door and stand there.

There is no air conditioning.

Hahahahahahahahaha.

... to the bank with air conditioning.

* * *

Referrals, always appreciated.

Coupon, thank you. I write thanks to you.

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