Life, Once Again!

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People don't change. The idea remains unchanged. We can see how sturdy and immovable human nature is, and we can only watch the news for a few days. An economist caught in fraudulent crimes seeks someone else's wallet falsely even after he/she is released. Sex offenders also pursue the underdog to prove their superiority. Prison is a very special experience, but despite that experience, the malicious nature does not change. Even if life is changed with a few intense experiences, there is a clear difference between a change in thinking and a change in the way of life. I don't know, but this excuse used as an old family report makes me realize how rare rehabilitation is.

So I always kept a minimum distance. The distance was insurance to suppress damage as much as possible in the event of an incident. The closer you get to the source of the explosion, the greater the degree of burns. Everyone walks around a bomb. It does not explode because it suppresses the primal instincts of burning wicks of reason. In the first half of 12 years, despite a very long period of education in human nature and social norms, it is a testament to the fact that something violent and impulsive inside human beings that cannot be constrained by reason is twisting Suli.

In order not to get hurt, I secured a safe distance to escape at any time. When approaching without such a safe distance, you have a similar sense of mission. I will bear this man's dangers for you. When I thought I wouldn't regret being with him just before the explosion, I took out the minimum insurance and went into the distance of the other person.

After the rebirth, the person who gave that much thought was written down in his hands. I lived my life and became Dale for people. I knew there were innocent people, but the odds were so high that I couldn't compare. Even within the compulsory framework of half, the faction is divided. In society, I greeted him with a smile and turned around and insulted him. I didn't stand up for myself, I was mean, I was petty. The world that a narrow human sees can only be filled with narrow human beings. More cautious, more vigilant stuttering. Don't get hurt, don't get hurt.

“Pizza bread, please. Milk, please."

The floor gave money to the store lady and received food. I will now go up to the third floor and meet the children of the filmmaking department. Filming and meeting is like no other, but the floor will take a big step for them today.

A narrow human world within a narrow human being. Not long ago, the framework of the world was announced and could not be broken with any hammer of perception. I thought it was natural to deal with people in sly masks, and I thought it was a guide for survival to show hostility to people who came forward unawares. The defense mechanism is fully operational that cannot fail twice because you have returned to the starting point from the end of your life. But there was a rift in the world. I don't know where it happened or when it happened, but it's clear that it's different from what I was before.

When I realized that, I was a little scared. Without realizing it, the country was moving towards something completely different from what it had been until now. What would have happened if we hadn't noticed the changes inside? Though speculative, he would have been an innocent young man. I feel like I'm blurry. An example of everyone being kind, helpful, and praised for taking the first step in a difficult task.

“Where are you going? ”

“To make a movie. ”

“Oh, you're working again? Let's play some soccer. We need wings. ”

“I want in tomorrow. I can do it tomorrow. ”

“Really? Can you really do this? ”

Then tomorrow we'll make a bet with the machines, and your classmates will go down the stairs saying so. The floor throws a loaf of bread at a friend who's getting away.

“Saint-Yue!”

He was a friend who rolls his tongue.

A round mound. Suddenly, I think about the emotional changes and why the flooring took so long. We cannot ask anyone because we are living in a world full of miracles. All you can do is figure it out and figure it out for yourself. Fortunately, his head is not so bad.

One conclusion that reached the end of the inference was that he noticed his changes from the strange things that had happened a few days ago. On the day I woke up from the couch, the floor had a warm dream. It was a dream of waking up like a child in a body temperature that cares for my whole body. In the dream, he saw a white rabbit. Happy dream. But that morning, I had to shed tears that I didn't know why.

Happy dreams and tears. The two were not compatible ensembles. Someone can burst into tears because they're happy. But that's not the case with a human being named Hangul.

Happy dreams, tears for no reason, and personality changes that were underway outside of cognition. Suddenly, I thought of having clues that didn't follow, and suddenly I remembered the conversation I had with the writer Lee Han Mi. Where are memories stored?

Memory. As I focused on the word, I came up with a hypothesis. His memory has been fading since his rebirth. According to the woman who resembles an angel, it is not to disappear, but to sink unconsciously, but it is no different from the fact that she does not think.

Memories that fade away.

Tears for no reason.

Internal changes that occurred without noticing.

I experienced a miracle of rebirth with the help of God, but the process was also sequenced and logical. This phenomenon was clearly linked to a causal relationship. When I rolled around in my head a few times like puzzles with a single set of thoughts, there was only one reasonable development.

Even the human emotion and the love that transcends everything is based on memory, we should assume that the nature that determines one's behavior also has the roots of memory. The floor believed that even if I didn't remember, my love would not change. That's why I said confidently when I talked to her. As long as the memories are gone, you won't change your mind about her.

But I guess I was wrong. As memory vanishes, we cannot guarantee anything if the basic systems that made us human are broken down one by one.

What appears to be proof of that will be an internal change. I was turning into an open person without even noticing. Thinking about it, it was strange. Advising, speaking first, and being kinder than necessary were completely different from the lifestyle I had been able to endure. The scary thing is that even though it was in the midst of change, it was not aware of it.

Tears for no reason.

The day she woke up from the couch, she concluded provisionally that she had lost something very important. Before the happy dream of seeing a rabbit resembling autumn that day, something must have happened that you couldn't dare imagine before. What kind of dream would I have had that day if only my emotions had been wiped out?

Now, no matter how focused I am, nothing comes to mind. I just remember the warmth. Autumn warmth.

It may be an overstatement, but perhaps you noticed a dangerous change in me because you felt her warmth in your dreams. If it had been melted into everyday life without incident that day, the human being would have become a completely different person. Of course, it's a conjecture and a hypothesis. It would be impossible to find a definite formula in a life of miraculous proportions.

‘The changes have already been made. ’

Do not believe that humans do not change, God simply made a change inside them as if to mock the idea.

I noticed the emotional change and responded to it, but I was already feeling relaxed. My vigilance towards people was also quite deteriorating. If you wake up consciously, you can act like you used to, but if you stick to it, you will feel tired. The behavior that was performed mechanically has now changed in a way that must be recognized and reacted.

I also intuitively knew that I could not go back to the way things were. Then there is only one thing left.

Adapt.

It inhibits drastic changes to the fullest extent possible, while protecting the subject. At the same time, I have one more thing to do in parallel.

It is to build memories with autumn.

I was terrified of disappearing. That's why I had to prepare. God's will is to lose my memory and change my personality, and even if it is a law that no human being can resist, I should struggle with it.

Even when the memories of the past are cleared, it is to harden the ties of relationships so that they can still love autumn. The floor chose to stand on the same stage that way. I drink the same air and spend time doing the same work.

It can be a bit of a jerk. If autumn finds out, it might be disgusting. You might get tired of building artificial love towers.

Nevertheless, I didn't want to miss the floor.

I never wanted to miss a woman named Autumn.

“I'm out.”

The floor opened the classroom door and said. The filmmakers raise their hands.

“Can you do it right away? ”

“Of course.”

“Let's finish well and win a prize. ”

“Mr. Floor, did you have an appetite for awards? ”

“I got it. I think I need it. ”

“I'd love a ride. Now, the acting spirit of our lead actor is on fire. I'll be right in!”

The floor lets out a short breath as it listens to Conch's cry. Then I approached the relief of touching the camera.

"Let me know if you don't like it after you get the angle. I'll guess as much as I can."

"Oh, I get it. But if you do what you've been doing, I don't think you have much to say. You've done so well, and a novice like me wouldn't know."

"Everyone's eyes are the same. Let's finish as neatly as possible as we can. Let me know if you need anything while you're filming. Camera director, too."

The relief glances at you, then nods slowly.

"Good luck with that."

The floor watched as the film was being prepared to be finished, and the script unfolded.

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I can see Joara changing.

I didn't really know because I didn't look for any announcements or anything like that, but it was pretty hot for a bulletin board or something like this.

- Wh...

I just want it to go in a good direction.

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But why are you just standing there sweating?

The weather is so extreme.

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Referrals, always appreciated.

Coupon, thank you. I write thanks to you.

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