Life, Once Again!

Lovers are tug-of-war after all. It's a fight about who is pulling harder and who is being dragged away. When relationships that are only attracted continue to be attracted and relationships that are only attracted continue to be attracted to each other, they fall over because they are bored, and when changes in power occur periodically so that they don't know who has the power to lead them, they don't lose interest. So it is natural to think about changes in relationships when you realize that excitement disappears and you are making promises with inertia. It is said that love eventually becomes a promise and a duty, but when you are a lover, you want to leave love in the form of love. New, stimulating and exciting relationships every time I meet them. I know that fresh relationships require a tug-of-war with subtle force adjustments, but the floor can't do that.

I pulled the coffee out of the store and went around the playground once. On the fifth floor of the main hall, the sound of the plays is quiet.

“You're right to be scared. ”

The floor looked down at half the coffee. The public observes people very well. What is amazing is that not only the surface, but also the meaning of the behavior is amazing. Even though there may be natural observation, the eye that was forced to sharpen to avoid getting hurt in the time of being neglected would have raised his eyesight one more step.

It's true what they say. I stabbed the valley and couldn't stop joking as usual. When you get hit by a really painful area, you can't resist, you can lose your strength, and you can avoid it.

I was scared, and the floor smiled bitterly as it looked into its eyes, reflected on the dark brown coffee surface.

Relationships should always be new. Or I'll get tired of it. Time doesn't always make relationships strong and strong. There is no special reason why old lovers turn their backs on each other. The floor listened to their complains every time their friends who had been together for more than a few years broke up. Their faces, names, or situations do not come up in detail, but I remember some of what they said.

I had no reason to keep seeing her.

There is no great reason for separation. Especially relationships.

Most business partners are permanent unless their financial promises are broken. No unilateral destruction can occur as long as there is a clear employment contract between the employer and the employee. But there is no such clear agreement as friendship or lovership. I sometimes age alone, but I don't let friendship stand in my way.

Love is such a fuzzy word. No literature in the world has clearly defined love. Some say that sacrifice is the essence of love, and some say that it is the essence of love to serve. To overcome together is called love, and to love mercy and forgiveness.

Maybe the reason we broke up was because of the ambiguity of love.

That's why I decided to hit the floor. The floor is in autumn and the tug of war. But I never pull as hard as I can. I am always getting ready to be dragged and sometimes I walk towards her with a rope. I knew that the old love lanyard was the way to not be a lover, but the floor was too well aware of the lanyard's blind spot.

A tug-of-war is only established when both sides hold the rope firmly. If you let it go, it's not a tug-of-war anymore. I'm just playing by myself with a rope.

It was kind of a struggle to show her that I didn't show her to others. It's about being honest with her, but it's also about making fun of her at the same time. Please don't throw it away. It may be the most honest feeling.

The floor drank the remaining coffee in a heartbeat and baked a paper cup.

Sometimes I thought, Why it must be her. It's definitely strange to hang an autumn when you go in calmly. Autumn is definitely an attractive woman. I'm a lovely person who gives everything to me and I don't have to waste it. But people don't necessarily have a one-on-one match like some puzzle piece. Even if it's not autumn, there may be a woman who wants to be loved and cared for more than autumn.

But from the moment I was revived, I only thought of autumn and I wanted to.

Bears are strange, after all. Why would he want to take back autumn? Because there's so much you haven't done in your past life? To choose a reason, this is the first thing that comes to mind. She quit her favorite play to start a family. I understand the psychology of wanting to compensate, but is that really all? Was it the only way to meet the woman who had been married in her previous life and become in love with her in all sorts of ways?

“Then it's not love, it's like atonement. ”

It becomes obscure. Thoughts that are blindly loved and never considered when they want to be loved are penetrated into the mind by the words of the masses.

Of course, I'm not complaining that there's only one woman in my life. It's just weird to think about it. Why I wanted this fall so badly. Technically, it's in the past, and why it's so entangled.

There must be a reason why you like it so much. You try to walk away from it, but your mind is still chasing your thoughts. While you go up from the first floor to the second floor and back to the third floor, your thoughts are in a completely unexpected place.

“Is it going to be okay? ”

I seriously thought about it. This is the first time in autumn. We're seeing each other nowadays, but there's a chance it might go wrong later. No, that moment will surely come. We had a few fights before we got married in our previous lives.

The problem is my actions. Could my actions have driven her emotions to one side? It is a person who loves, breaks, and matures in the process. It makes no difference between men and women. That's why they often say this. Is it really happy to be picking on your first love and marriage?

In the fall, I made love to another man in my previous life. So am I. That's how they met in the process of finding each other's lovers and became a match for their style.

My ex-wife was a social worker, over 20 years old, who worked in the theater. A human being named Hangul liked the autumn of his life. Talking about the bends in different lives, I loved and cherished differences, and sometimes fought, but I endured and healed with the immunity I had previously experienced with love, and I made new love sprout again.

I loved her existence because I had a free fall that I didn't understand, because I didn't know her.

“You look like you're in danger. ”

Maybe they're making custom dolls.

Suddenly, I thought that. Maybe fateful encounters are changing their appetites by blocking the way in front of autumn where they can move forward on their own.

Giving up the tug-of-war and trying to fit her as best as possible can also be a burden on her part. I don't feel it right now, but when I realize the normality of my relationship, I may question it.

‘What a jerk. ’

To reconstruct the ending of a novel that has already been seen, it must be wrong to mark the end of a novel that has not been written. The words, "Let's get married while talking in secret," could also be a noose for her.

The floor leans against the wall.

It's so irresponsible. It was the extreme indiscretion I felt like I was right about what I did. What right have you to approach her who knows nothing, force her, hold her in love, and like her?

At that moment, I felt like I was missing something very important. I feel like there was a magic word for this messy formula, but it rarely comes to mind. There is a strange feeling that there was a reason for blindness to autumn, a reason that it was not for her or not.

But I feel it all the time. The floor lets out its emotions by shaking its head. We have to keep thinking on the facts. There is a possibility that you might have lost something that you should never lose, but that kind of reasoning leaves only meaningless conclusions.

If you dig to the end, you can get results like this.

It was all a fabricated memory.

But that's not going to happen. So you have to think only with clear facts.

“What should I do next? ”

I feel like I want to keep fitting in like now. Fall is about putting yourself on the man you want. If we change ourselves every time our relationship gets wet on Mars and seek new things, we can continue our autumn meetings.

Just like now.

The floor reminds me of a well-made doll walking around. And the doll's face resembled autumn.

Do I love her now or do I love her in my past life?

There was one thing that was clear.

What she does now will narrow her options, and as a result she will be completely different from what she was in her previous life.

When I look at her coexistence between memory and memory, I can honestly tell you which one I would like to be, right now.

‘You are such a coward. ’

I was afraid of being abandoned. I didn't want to lose her, so I went to her and carefully organized and acted from one to ten. Maybe you shouldn't have. Maybe I should have let her live her life and stood in front of her more confidently when she matured.

Maybe the fear of being taken away, the sheer confidence, ruined her life. Maybe in this life I should have lived happily with a man so good that I can't compare to a human being, but the man who was reincarnated didn't darken her future with his endless greed.

“It should have been ordinary love. ”

The floor sighs with its forehead against the wall.

This idea may also be an impact of change. His philosophy feels a little twisted as the accident changes.

‘But I don't want to give up. ’

God might call him a coward.

Then you hear a sound coming from upstairs. Looks like the auditorium door is open. You are resting a little after practice.

“Mr. Floor? ”

“Yeah. Are you done? ”

“Yes, it's a 10-minute break. ”

“Do you want something to drink? I'll buy you one.”

“Really? Guys! He's shooting!”

The floor smiled and saw the children roaring down. You're really good at deceiving emotions. I thought I heard someone's voice inside.

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They say the front lines are coming up?

If you look at the rainfall this time... the last rainfall looks unusual.

I just want to get out of the way.

The cross in front of the church fell on the sidewalk a few years ago, and it's frustrating to think of the time when a market sign blew up and injured people. A gentle hurricane should come.

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Dumplings are fine.

But it's not a hassle, it's dumplings.

Sturdy beef stuffed dumplings.

In the past, it was best to freeze the leftover dumplings in the freezer during the holidays and put them in the boiling pot soup. It is a period when there are no houses to gather at the holidays, so we don't even have to preach dumplings.

I remember gathering in a big house, but when money gets tangled up and stuff like that happens, my relatives are worse than everyone else.

That's how everyone lives these days.

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Referrals, always appreciated.

Coupon, thank you. Thanks to you, we pay taxes.

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