Life, Once Again!

The sound of the ambulance howling silently raises your head. The rain that bounced off of the asphalt, the people that roared, and the red trunk that was clearly distinguished from the rain.

“Sister.”

I turned my head to look at the side. Joohyun, who had changed his wet clothes, sat down. Oh, this was a hospital. Reality seems to fade away.

“Who is Lee Jun-min's guardian? ”

Guardian, am I one to talk? The person who pushed me behind my back to save me is going through life and death in that white room, and I can be his guardian.

“Sister.”

Joohyun held my hand. Okay, let's get a grip. It was time to approach a physician who looked tired by trembling.

“Mr. Choi! ”

You hear a startling voice from behind you. A woman came across the hall and stood in front of the doctor.

“Joon-min Lee, what happened to that man? ”

“Seo-yeon, do you know the patient inside you? ”

“What happened?! ”

“Calm down. I was just about to tell the Guardian. ”

“Guardian?”

A woman called Seo-yeon looked at me. The moment I looked at him, I paused. What am I supposed to say to that look that asks for an explanation? The horrible sound I heard at the moment of the accident echoed in my head.

“If you're a doctor, just calm down and listen. And a guardian.”

“Yes.”

“I'm sorry. We tried everything, but it wasn't enough. ”

The doctor's words didn't go all the way. Another first aid patient came into the room. On the nurse's call, the doctor ran away, sighing nervously. I couldn't think of anything for a moment. I thought I heard someone's obituary, but I couldn't understand who it was. Why would he say that to me in the first place? Rather, tell me the status of the people inside, why apologize.

The woman standing in front collapsed. Watching her collapse, I stood in front of an O.R. I saw the banned entry phrase, but it didn't matter. I stood on top of going inside. When the door opened, I saw a long hallway.

“Sir, you can't go in there! ”

The nurse ran up and grabbed him.

“No, no, no. He's in there. ”

“You can't do this. ”

“Wait a minute, just a minute. Let me see your face. What?”

“If you do this, you'll have to call security. ”

I watched the doctors and nurses in blue, going back and forth to the end of Pure White Hallway, and then turned around. Immediately after that, I loosened my legs. I was blinded and my voice was cut off. I couldn't understand Joohyun yelling at me. A man in a suit jumped from a distance. Someone called me "Prosecutor Park.”

“Sis, Sis! ”

I'm sorry, Joo-hyun. I've decided to lose my mind. I wanted to breathe in a reality that was so desperate to face. And my body listened to my wish.

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It was cold. I didn't even know who brought it to me. There are about 20 statues, but not many people sit down. 3: 00 a.m. Departure is tomorrow.

“I have to.”

He's an extremist. He tries to straighten his knees with a mechanical smile, but his body doesn't listen. It wasn't freezing. I just didn't listen as if my body wasn't my body. The dreadful helplessness made me a mortal who could do nothing.

“Sit down. I don't want to talk about it in this situation, but I'm here to tell you that you better know. I've decided to stop the show. ”

“No, brother. I can do this. ”

“You're in no condition to do that. Heavy brother's agreed to help. If there's any rent I can lend you. I've only made a compromise by borrowing it. We can't keep our hands open. ”

“I'm sorry, because of me. ”

“I didn't bring it up to hear that. I'm just saying, don't worry about anything, take a break. You look really bad right now. I know this may sound cruel, but the dead are the dead. We can't follow the living to the dead. So... no. Take care of yourself. I'll go first. ”

I wanted to stand up and show off, but my legs really didn't listen. I barely bowed my head and leaned against the wall. Twisted slices, chilled raisins, and puffy watermelon. What am I doing here?

“Mr. Jung-joo? ”

One of the flies stares blankly at the watermelon and looks up at the name. I see a man standing in front of me with a worried face and a clock behind him. 4: 00 a.m., an hour later. I feel like I've lost my sense of time.

“Oh, yes. ”

“If you stay like this for two days, throw yourself away. Get some rest.”

“No, I can't rest. ”

“I understand that feeling. No, you really don't understand. I'm not Mr. Jung-joo. But one thing is clear: Joon-min wouldn't want you to get in trouble. ”

The man with the heavy face asked if I could sit next to him. I nodded. I've felt it since I got here, but there were only three things I could do. Saying I'm sorry and carrying food. and nodding his head.

“Did he say my name? ”

“I'm Prosecutor Park Sung-gu. ”

“You remember. Joon-min is a friend of his. ”

The Seong-goo pours soju into the cup and inhales silently. I couldn't say anything. It is the heart of sinners. A terrible sinner who took a friend from him.

“Joon-min has been laughing for some time now. I thought you were sick. He's not like that. So I asked him if he was casting anywhere. I said no all at once. Again, I said," So what made you so excited? "”

Seong-goo filled the glass with alcohol. I did not drink

“I heard you finally found it. Jun-min used to have that sound on his mouth. There's got to be somewhere in this real-life learning world. The sound of nonsense was an old friend who lived with his mouth closed. Maybe Hae Hae was the actor he was looking for. ”

“I don't think that's... ”

“I don't know Mr. Jung-jae well. But I know a guy called Lee Jun-min very well. I think I can trust Hae Hae just because he tried to protect you and didn't hesitate to do it. ”

Seong-goo gave out his business card. I noticed the letters Prosecutor Mark and Seoul.

“Please contact me if anything happens to this. I'll help you as much as I can. And just know it's not because of you. ”

So the business card is placed and the glass is not empty. It was when I was staring at them. The crown is cold. You can see the water dripping from your hair on the dining table.

“Kang Seo-yeon!”

“Because of you. Because of you, Joon-min! ”

“Hey, Kang Seo-yeon! ”

The smell of soju vibrates. Soju has fallen into the snow. I looked up dazed. I saw Seo-yeon and Seong-goo drying her out, who were squeezing out all the anger with their miserable faces.

“Seo-yeon!”

“It's because of him. You saw it. You saw the CCTV! Joon-min died saving her life. That idiot is dead! I was trying to save her life! ”

“Seo-yeon, stop. ”

“How can you stop? How can I stop it! I'm going to... I'm going to... that bastard... ”

Seo-yeon sat down and curled up. She cries out loud enough to fill an empty burial chamber. I couldn't say a word to her. I knew every word that came out of my mouth, even my breath, would hurt her. I'm not supposed to be here. You're like a twisted piece of human flesh.

“I'm sorry."

On your knees, your head bows. The more I curse, the less guilt I feel. But after a few seconds, there was no response. When I lifted my head, it was Seo-yeon's face that even despised her. She was half-dead. She looked sicker than me. Well, that made it harder for me.

“Mr. Jung-joo. ”

I left the funeral hall to hear the voice of Seong-goo calling. It was a long time after I got out that I didn't carry an umbrella, that I wasn't carrying my shoes, and that I was bleeding from the soles of my feet. But I don't care. What's the big deal? I won't die like this. People don't just die like this. At least a frozen truck must be hit in order to die.

I can see the road to the sixth lane from a distance. Dawn openers are busy driving cars. If I throw myself in there, the busy people will get rid of me. The moment he tried to commit his body to death, he also came to his senses. Not because I was afraid of death, but because I was afraid of damaging them. The bitch who drove a man to his death is now suicidal. I didn't want to hear that.

Is that why people are going to the Han River Bridge? No cleaning, no terrible pain to anyone. Clean slate. I walked again and again. I walked without knowing where the Han River bridge was. You hear chattering around you. Look, blood.

As I walked along the road, I saw the bridge. I don't know if that's the Han River Bridge, but I think I can jump. I was fortunate to live in Seoul. Convenient and quick suicide along the river.

I went to the bridge. I can see the river below. A murky river that I've never looked at properly. If I get sucked in there, won't this memory sink into that filthy water and come to mind?

“That's fascinating. ”

It's convenient to have no family. It might be happy to have few people to mourn. It was time to slowly step off the rails.

“Why don't you try living your life again? ”

Someone said, a little distance away. I looked at him for a moment and then gave him strength. I didn't want to think about it. I didn't want to hear anything. All I want to do now is throw myself into the water.

"What difference does it make if you die?"

The horse clings to the body. I don't know what you're talking about. Is he a public servant? Is he in trouble because there are so many suicides? Is that why they went on patrol?

"I'm sorry."

"I didn't mean to apologize. I just want to give you a chance."

"Opportunity?"

"Yes, opportunity. So let me introduce myself, in short, as a entertainer."

"Entertainer?"

"Yes. We're entertaining the gods. We're doing that."

I wonder what he's talking about. But strangely, his mind is drawn to him. His appearance was strange. I couldn't tell if it was a boy or a girl. It looks like a man, but it looks like a woman.

"I will save you."

"Yes?"

"I will literally save her life. I'm not just going to let him live, but I'm going to hold onto something that will help him move forward. Not only that, you're going back. Time before that horrible car accident."

Does he know what he's talking about? Maybe he's crazy. Or is he here to kill himself, just like me? If you're playing the last prank right before you kill yourself, you picked the wrong target.

"I'm not crazy. I'm not kidding. I'm just offering you an opportunity. What do you think?"

"Give it back? Him?"

"Yes."

"Ha, ha, ha. Go ahead, do whatever you want. If you can, I'll give you my soul. Go ahead."

"You're hot, but this is entertainment, so I have some caution."

The person who approached with a faint step said,

"First of all, You lose your memory."

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The wind is so cool.

A natural air conditioning system is installed in this air-conditioned home.

The moderate rain makes me feel good.

Uh-heh-heh.

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Referrals, always appreciated.

Coupon, thank you. Thanks to you, I'm writing.

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