Life, Once Again!

- Thirty-seven?

“Yes, 37. ”

- Too old to die.

“Maybe he's old enough to die. Seventy, eighty, ninety won't be the best age to die. ”

- Yeah, but he was young. When you're in your late thirties, you'll flourish as a pillar of family and be recognized by society.

“Someone who knows how I survived stabs where it hurts. Do you think a human being who lived alone could have had a family? ”

- You didn't have any children?

“What a child. I can't even get married. By the way, it's suspicious to talk about things you already know. Why would someone say that if he can see inside of me? If you're teasing me, it's pretty successful. I'm a little pissed off. Older women aren't the only hysterical ones. ”

- I can read minds, but I don't know everything about the past. Then why didn't you get married? The bus driver was tough, but his pay would have been pretty good.

“Are you married alone? I live alone because I don't have a partner. ”

That's unfortunate. So why didn't he have a partner?

“It's not me. Maybe I didn't recognize the soulmate from heaven, or maybe I wouldn't be so hung up on marriage. If you think about it now, it seems like Yuyamu passed away because he didn't say anything at home either. If I had, I would have married her for good. ”

- You don't have a woman you like?

“Why do I care so much about love affairs? ”

- Nothing's more fun than a love story.

“Why don't you tell me about your love? I like to listen. ”

The man lifts his chin slightly. The light reflected off the smooth surface hits the floor eye. The floor frowned slightly and waited for an answer.

- Okay, that's not a very interesting story, but I'll tell you what. Instead, it's a fair trade....

“I'll tell you a love story like mine. ”

- It's nice to talk to someone who can communicate. Isn't that right?

“Well, I can't see inside you. I can't tell if they're communicating or if they're reading my thoughts. ”

- I'd like to show you my head, if possible.

The man banged his head and said, The floor sighs deeply.

“Can we talk about this? I'm curious, too. What is it about you that dwells in me? Why do I have to live with myself? Either it was a rebirth or a psychotic breakdown. ”

- You're curious. But unfortunately, I'm not going to be able to answer those questions. It's just a whimsical love story.

When the stage lights went on, I was hit by a man. A man gets up from his chair. You reach out one hand toward the ceiling and lift your voice slightly lower.

- She was an unusual person.

“Is that really necessary? ”

- Think of it as a musical. Wouldn't this be more fun?

The floor closed its lips. He wasn't the one who wouldn't do it because he told me not to. You grip the air with your hands as if you were chasing something. It was a poor gesture.

- She was an actress. He wasn't a very good actor. But in college, I was part of a fairly sell-out theater group. The first time I met her was in a restaurant. I was a college student, and I worked with a friend at a butcher shop on the college road for tuition. It was a very busy store. It was famous for its good taste. A week after she started working, she came to the store. with friends. The first time I saw it, I didn't really remember very well. It was a place where young and pretty girls used to go to college. The first meeting was nothing. I think she smiled beautifully when she calculated, and I honestly don't know if it was her or not.

“Not a dramatic encounter. ”

- It's a terrible thing to live like drama, isn't it? The main character in the drama is always in trials. Turned out to be an abandoned child, turned out to be the betrayal of a friend, turned out to be enemies everywhere. Normal people would have run away from that situation. And even in the dark reality of hope and invisibility, the protagonist can fight back because there is already a happy ending drawn. What could be worse than continuing an invisible marathon? If a real person lived like a drama star, breathing heavily would have fainted.

“Maybe so. It's a life where accidents and accidents happen because the days are far away. If you think about it, the main character is not a very glamorous life. ”

- A woman who has seen a psychiatrist has counseled her life to be so dramatic. The doctor went on and on, and one day she said, Sir, life is a repetition of ordinary things. The doctor says congratulations. You've been cured.

The floor smiles small. Everyone dreams of going out of their way sometimes, but they don't want things to be normal. Deviations are interesting and rattling when they are monotonous, but if deviations become part of life, they will be a problem.

- Back in the day, I was working, and she saw me twice more. I remember the third meeting very clearly. because I fell in love with him, and that's what happened. And she said to her aunt, who was delivering the dinner, Give it to me. I'll do it. But it was a moment when she looked so beautiful to me.

“Don't they all start? ”

- Yeah, that's how it's gonna start. because we're not the main characters in the drama. I couldn't work because she smiled softly. I followed her as she was clearing out the table. And I decided that the next time she came back to this store, I'd have to talk to her.

“The man has no courage. ”

- Yes, I'm a coward. But it took courage. I wouldn't even be able to talk to her if I didn't plug her in.

“So, did you talk to her? ”

The man shakes his head.

- I haven't been back since. amazingly. I made a commitment and I kept staring at the door, waiting for her to come in, but she wouldn't come in. He's been a pain in the ass. I regretted it and continued to work.

“You didn't think to look? ”

- Yes, sir.

“The creditworthiness of being in love at first sight is decreasing. ”

- You must have been that scared. It's just a fantasy in my head. Can we find it? What difference does it make? What if he talks to you and you ignore him? And you convince yourself, Oh, he wasn't supposed to be.

“Pathetic.”

- It was pathetic, but I kept looking at the entrance while I was working. Just in case she opens the door. It's been a month.

The man shrugs.

“You've only worked there for a month? ”

- Yes, sir.

“Amazing, in a way. I wouldn't do that if I were you. Love or loss, you have to start moving. If you stick to your place, you'll only regret it then. ”

- You're right a hundred times. I thought so with my head. We must find it before we regret it. But it wasn't easy to move it into action. I have the will to do it, but I hesitate to do it, and I find out why I can't do it, and I find a party, and I'm persuaded to give up. Well, it's been a month. Can you see it?

“I can't see. But I understand. ”

- I thought you'd understand. Of course you understand.

A masked man smiling quietly, covering his flushed lips with his hands.

- Her face, which I thought I could draw on paper right away, became cloudy after a month. And I turned my mind to giving up thinking about the tens of thousands of reasons why I couldn't keep up with her. I was a little depressed. A pathetic man who can't say a word to a woman he's in love with.

“And then she came back to the store? ”

- No, I met him outside. I was walking to the station to get home, and her face just popped out from under the stairs. She was with a friend. He was wearing a white scarf. I had no idea. She was laughing with her friends.

The masked man stands at attention.

- I froze in place. Maybe it was the cold wind. She was standing on the path that she was coming on, like an icicle with a flake on her forehead. And the distance got narrower and narrower, and she finally passed me by.

“Did you just send it? ”

- I tried to let him go. because if I had my friends with me and had the guts to speak boldly in the middle of the street, I would talk to them at the store. In my nature, it was absurd to move. But when I woke up, I was standing in front of her. His vision turned white like a whiteout, and his thoughts flew away. Her friends were chattering and she looked at me, but I was frozen and numb. There was no better way to be treated as crazy.

“So what did you do? ”

- He said his name without delay. She introduced herself. She fell in love, told me her name, wanted to talk. Not a word of that constructive talk, he just opened his mouth and said my name. Hi, this is the man in the mask.

“There's nothing to talk about, despite being ignored. ”

I didn't have anything to say when I went over there. Funny thing is, she told me her name. And he also said, Tell me what you need to do next time.

“What a pity for you. ”

She was a pitiful woman for a man like me.

“So what happened? ”

- I think she liked my clumsy appearance. I've had a few meetings since then. The date spot was always a theater. I worked near the university, but it was a different experience for me than I had ever seen in a play. And then, at some point, I thought, What it would feel like to be on the same stage as this woman. I did something impulsive for the rest of my life. He dropped out of college and jumped into acting.

“What a bold choice for a man who can't talk to a woman. ”

- Half crazy, to her. Well, I'm proud of it, but I'm a pretty good actor. I got a role right out of my audition as an experience, and through that series I went on to become an actor. She's on the play side, I'm on the movie side.

“I see.”

We started living in a small basement. When she came in after the shoot, she was sleeping, and I lay beside her quietly laughing myself. I thought it was a dream. I thought it was okay to be happy. I won a commercial movie role at the time, and I had my baby in her belly. The movie did quite well, and she gave birth to a healthy daughter. Sheep's parents had a face-to-face ceremony with their grandchildren. I was scolded a lot, but I was able to get married blessed. We did a little bit of work with CF and drama, and we left the basement and went into the apartment. She quit the extremes when she was pregnant, and she became a resident theater teacher running the city. On days when there was no work, I looked at her, and on the contrary, she looked at her child. Every day was a blessing.

The man stopped talking when he left. The floor could see that he was making a gentle smile. I couldn't see his face to hide it, but I was drawing the word "happiness" in his posture and mood.

“That would have been nice.”

- Yes, I was incredibly happy.

The floor sighs a little.

“But you're not living proof that you look like that, are you? Or maybe I just went crazy and invented a self that could make up stories like this. ”

The man shrugs.

- You can hear the rest of the story. It's no big deal.

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Could the weather change like this in one day?

I thought turning off the fan would turn the squid into a malarkey squid, and I turned it off today.

I came out just in case, but the sun was still warm, but the wind was cool and refreshing. It felt like autumn when I went into the shade. The sky was blue all over, and the white paint was nowhere to be seen.

Breathable weather.

Fall fell from the sky.

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