Life, Once Again!

“Why are you acting? ”

In the fall, I drank chilled Omiza tea and asked. I've been drinking like a habit since I heard it's good for my neck.

“Me? Why all of a sudden? ”

Lee Hee-won stretched out onto the floor of the practice room, lifting her head slightly.

“I'm curious. I'm just curious, what made you decide to become an actor while taking lessons like this? ”

“I wonder what the hell this is. But is it good? ”

“Tell me, I'll give you a sip. ”

The Omiza was handed over according to the paper cup. The craving for food swallowed as soon as I got the tea.

“It's sour. It's shaky. Why are you drinking this? ”

“It's sweet if you feel it well. Because it tastes like five things. And it's good for the neck. ”

“It's not my taste. ”

Ji-won put the cup down next to him.

“Tell me, I've been drinking. Why are you acting? ”

“Why are you doing this? ”

“I'm the one who asked first. ”

“There's no reason for me to answer that first. ”

“What about Omiza tea? ”

He opens his mouth wide and puts his fingers into his mouth. Autumn sighed.

“I can't live with myself. ”

“Don't think that's useless. You should rest. If you've worked hard all the way through class, you should take some time off. If you talk about smoke during your break, your brain will explode. ”

“I like acting, so it doesn't matter. ”

The fall sat on a chair with elbows on their knees and chins clenched. That's why I was acting. I glanced at the circle of hope lying on the floor for a moment, then took off my lips.

“I went to the play with my dad a lot. ”

“What are you talking about? ”

“I just said that. Did you forget that, too? ”

“Oh, why did you act? ”

“You leave your concentration at home, don't you? ”

“I wish I could leave it behind. With my mind at last. Then you'll be able to rest at home. Just listen. ”

“The sloth will have more activity than you. ”

It was a wish that rolled toward the wall, covering your ears with your palms as if you were annoying to hear it. When Autumn saw that, she said in a small voice.

“I loved the play with my dad. I liked the street vibe to the university. I was actually excited to go with my dad when I was a kid. Dad's hand on one hand, cotton candy on the other. I felt like I was flying around with two of these. ”

It's a memory from my childhood, but I can still draw it clearly. The memories of that moment will not be forgotten as you get older.

“I still remember the first childhood drama I saw. I used to be a fan of Peter, but an actor dressed as Peter Fan just jumped in the audience. He did high-fives with me. I thought it was cool, even when I saw other plays. The actors were so cool, and the stage where they were standing was coveted. Since then, it's been said that the future of hope and acting. Ever since elementary school. ”

“Memories with my dad. ”

“Of course, I like the smoke now. It's amazing that I can express something. And I have a goal that I really want to achieve. ”

“Goal?”

“Doing the same thing with some kid. ”

Autumn closed her mouth and quietly looked at the wishes. Hee smiles.

“Do I have to say it? ”

“You still have 10 minutes to rest. Nothing to do. ”

“I just have a lot of time lying around. ”

“Then just stay put. I'm gonna be shaking all by myself. If you keep talking to yourself, it will grow. ”

Autumn laughed and said. Ji-Won, who was like a bean worm with his knees tucked in, slowly raised his torso.

“I have no such memories. I never saw a play like that as a kid. It wasn't like that at first. ”

“You've never seen a play? ”

“Fewer kids saw the play when they were kids. ”

“Then what made the acting better? ”

“There's no point. I went to high school, and I had to listen to the club. When I asked my friends in middle school, they told me that their school was autonomous, but our school was forced. You have to choose one, but walking around outside takes money and time, so pass. I got it done as quickly as I could in school, and there was a reading book, an origami book, and an English language book. But I wasn't familiar with the letters, so I took away the reading and the English language. Actually, it's terrible to stay on a Saturday and study. ”

“Just your choice. ”

Ji-Won scratches his head.

“So I tried to get into the origami. I forgot to take it off the printer. It was embarrassing. No matter how much I looked around, I couldn't afford to go inside. I don't want to look at the money I'm working on, and I hate the money I'm spending more than I do the exercise. ”

“You don't pay a lot of money for club activities. ”

The majority of the light club after school is not much of an expense unless it is a special wealth some schools boast. Even if it costs a lot, it is often a placenta that helps in school. The drama department also boasted of the drama department, and it cost quite a bit of money to prepare food and theater materials for the instructor's visit, but the school provided support and the individual did not pay a lot of money.

“That's a shame, considering the cost of living. I love to watch movies, but how much does it cost to watch a movie every week? So is the fishing cabin. I was trying to choose not to put as much money into it as possible, so I narrowed it down. ”

I thought autumn meant allowance.

“So how did you end up in the theater department? ”

“A classmate told me. Why don't you play along? So I asked him if he was rich or not. I said I wasn't a friend, and I was okay with it. Actually, she's been buying me a lot of good stuff since the beginning of the semester. ”

“Is that how you got into the play? No thoughts?”

“You have no idea. I told you, I went through the whole thing. But I let my guard down at the end. I forgot how much time it took me to say it didn't cost money. It was too late after I posted my name. We stay in school every day and practice again and again. It was hell."

“You continue to play the solstice. I'm not doing it because I like it. ”

Ji-Won said after a while.

“I don't hate it. But I don't like it enough to not die. How long can you hold out? I can do it. I just do it. ”

“Isn't it hard to act like that? No motive, no dreams, no goals. I didn't even want to. ”

“There's definitely no such thing in me. ”

Ji-Won caused yawns to grow. Autumn quietly examined Hwang Won. What drives him to move? Why else would he come all the way here? It reminded me of his talents. If I was given to someone other than him, I would hone myself with happier sweat than anyone else if I was gifted to someone who craves actors.

After the sagging yawn, I met Hee Ji-won who was wiping the moistened eye area.

“Well, there's no reason why I should have motive. ”

Heewon was reluctant to say. The shivering expression intensifies.

“Hae-won wants it. She wants me to act. ”

“Hae-won?”

It was a plea for standing up with a nod. He started walking, looking at the floor of the practice room.

“I don't know if I've eaten enough. I'm not good at anything. I'm lazy by nature. Even if you try to concentrate on something, your body and mind go down before you even start. Hae-won took care of me like that. I'm not just saying that, from one to ten. Sometimes I think, My brother can't paint, so he must be broken. I often wondered if Hae-won would have been more focused on what he wanted to do and sometimes pushed. ”

“Is that too much to ask? Even if it's not Hae-won, your parents... ”

“Nothing, Mom and Dad. I've never seen anyone like that. ”

Jiwon cut it off before the horse could finish. Autumn didn't understand the words, but soon she realized what it meant and covered her mouth with her hands. Like twisting a lock.

“I've gotten used to that look, but every time I look at it, I wonder. It's not like you don't have parents. What a bunch of kids with no parents. ”

He scratched his head as if he didn't want to talk. Autumn was speechless. At the same time, I realized that living expenses are necessary for life, not merely allowances.

“So you two live together? ”

“When I came to high school, I have a benefactor who will help me fight back, but I can live with the two of you. ”

“By any chance.... ”

“No, I just wasn't there. They haven't been around since I was a kid. I was originally Mr. Kim. I don't know if it had a name on it. When I grew up, the Prelate told me about it and changed it. The Prelate was very thoughtful, so I didn't file a petition in court until then. No matter how insensitive I am, I don't know my face, and I write in the castles of those who abandoned me. ”

Jiwon, who was walking around the practice circle, leans against the wall. Autumn felt his neck tightened. I felt guilty and sorry at the same time.

“This is the Prelate's last name. And Hae-won doesn't know her parents' faces either. It was abandoned around the same time as me. Hae-won has been with me since I was little. Hae-won did well. Well, Hae-won took care of me at some point. ”

“Hard... No. It's nothing.”

Autumn was about to say something similar to the top and quit. It seemed like deception. Ji-Won gives a nod while looking at it.

“You know, I never wanted anything so much. I used to think about this when I was a kid. How useless he would have been if he had thrown out something he couldn't talk about. If you get hard, you're dead. She can't even suckle. When I think about it, it seems unrealistic to work hard. What are you gonna do, you worthless piece of shit? But Hae-won is different. He's always looking ahead. Whenever I'm drooling, always come and get me up and cheer me up. So I'm going to do whatever it is that Hope really wants. I can't see my fuzzy eyes because he sees me. Because unlike me, she's smart and diligent and decent, and she's amazing. ”

Jiwon lay flat on the floor.

“Why do you do it if you're not interested in acting? Hae-won can do it. I can make money with this. That's why I'm doing it. There's only one thing I want as an actor. Earn a lot of money to build my Prelate's building, and repay Eunuch for watching our backs. And helping Hae-won do what he wants without even realizing it. Hae-won is good at studying, so she could be a doctor or a prosecutor or something. Obviously.”

It was a joyful smile. In the fall, I chose my words and said only one word.

“It's going to work. ”

“Of course. It'll work. I want you to be Hae-won. And get rid of that ugly face, will you? What if you're crying after talking to me? ”

“I'm sorry. I was wrong. ”

“There's no misunderstanding. I used to be a glutton. ”

Ji-Woo, who was raising his head to the ground, raises his head. At the same time, the door of the practice room opened and the dove came in.

“Now, if you take a break, why not do it again? ”

“Sir, I think I need to go because my stomach hurts. ”

“Lee Hee Won. Bullshit is getting worse every day. Do you want me to open your hand if your stomach hurts? ”

“Oh, no. I think we're good. ”

Looking at the usual wishes, I realized that autumn is a child with a strong insides.

“Don't let the autumn faint. I'll start again in chapter two. ”

The dog clapped and said.

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The streets smell of electricity.

Khh. Six centers before a boneless posture is perfect.

... I don't eat cereal.

The cereal tastes great.

It's nice to eat it while tasting the exfoliation from the neighbor's house.

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Referrals, always appreciated.

Coupon, thank you. I write thanks to you.

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