Life, Once Again!

“But you're being sincere. I thought you were dropping out of school. ”

“I haven't decided yet. I just didn't tell my teacher because I felt like I shouldn't have left like this. ”

“Whatever you do, it's your heart, but I don't think it's as good as dropping out. If it's hard enough for you to work right now, why don't you talk to the kids? If you collect several thousand won, you can prevent any problems from happening right now. ”

“I don't want to run around avoiding my kids. Above all, we can't hold out much longer. If there's someplace you want me to work tomorrow, I might as well write it down. ”

I looked up at the floor as I picked my breath. He was more intense in his practice. There was a slight change in the look on the floor. I remembered the changes in facial muscles that captured emotions and tried it. The muscles around the left clown don't follow you. If you look in the mirror, you will see a different face.

To steal it, you had to know how to imitate it perfectly. You feel your superiority in imitating, finding and correcting what you lack, and tilting when acting better than the original. The act of actor Lee Hyuk, who was stolen a long time ago, is now completely his own. When I realized that acting was like memorization, I felt the success of leaning. It couldn't have gone wrong.

“I think that's enough. I wish I could go at once without NG in my office. ”

The floor says, with a tilted smile, you begin the simulation to explore the inside of the man in front of you. My grandfather said that people are like stones, so if you leave them, they will not change. I had to find a reason to change. Whether it's a favor or an adversary, the anxiety will go away.

“What's the mood on the other side? ”

“There's a lot of fighting going on in there. Not the one who watches like Director Park Hoon, but the one who approaches and discusses. It's hard to keep up with the energy. ”

“That's gonna be loud.”

“That's right. That's the way the PD is. They're all laughing and chattering and making a scene. ”

“Sounds like fun. You shoot with a director like that. ”

“Fun.”

It's an unbroken conversation. It's not a cautious look. Leaning was cautious. You notice that the approaching man smiles friendlier than the one who reveals his teeth and approaches. If you're careless and you make a statement, do you think you'll be begging for something?

No, it was a floor you already knew about "pranks." If you were determined to keep your mouth shut, you'd be better off spreading gossip. There will be few people who believe, but there is an open event, and the human impression of being strong will be bad. If it was a floor that told me to stay still with my grandfather's eyes, I would have done it.

Why not? The fishhook of thought opened to the wrong place. What if you're not feeling bad, but you're really trying to get along? Nothing was impossible, my grandfather said.

“About the other day. ”

I get lucky first. If you turn your back and pretend you don't know, it means you have a plan.

“The job? Oh, what did I tell you? ”

It was an honest speech. The tilt is dry. I thought I'd twist it once and say it.

“Was I mistaken? I thought things were over between us after that. ”

The floor shakes its head.

“I was a bit harsh back then. You had your reasons. Of course you did. It's not right to tempt children into bullying adults who can't resist. ”

“I'm reflecting, too. ”

“I know. We had a mutiny. I want to stand out, I want to react. Your actions must have been part of that, too. ”

Tilting becomes harder and harder to smile. He was angry that his elegant ‘prank’ had been sold as a childish play. I wanted to twist that mouth whenever possible. I remembered the spoon handles. If you put it on a cobblestone field and crush its head, it will be worth seeing.

“Yi, you understand. ”

I barely held back my feelings and said, It wasn't the floor I was looking at with cold frostbitten eyes. I wonder if they've been touched by the idea of Agape. The one that appeared to show the extreme of human disbelief was not the same as the one in front of me.

“You don't do that these days, do you? ”

“Yeah, I'm awake, too. I regret thinking about what you said to me. I think he's rebellious, just like you said. ”

“Yes, everyone makes that mistake. The important thing is to reflect after a mistake. ”

“Do you really think so? ”

“Of course. No mortal remains the same. Anyone who tries and tries to change in a good way changes. You're being sincere and you're reformed. ”

“Yes, it is. ”

I got a call from a friend of mine saying he stepped on the driver's hand yesterday and laughed so hard, but I don't have to reveal that now.

“So don't avoid eye contact. I'm sorry about everything. ”

“I thought you hated me. ”

“I was a little overwhelmed at the time. I should have talked to you. I don't know why I did it. For a nice girl like you. ”

I turned around and said, "Thank you." Leaning lips were touched. I didn't seem to put up a smoke screen to hit my back. I've seen that silly smiling fool tilt many times. It resembles the laughter of foolish peers who want to make friends by sneaking up on them and complaining. Where did the gaze that froze my whole body go?

If that's smoke, the tilting possibilities are open. You may have set a trap somewhere you don't know. It was his specialty to push him into ‘play’ with Bilmi that he became close.

“Bastard. ”

I changed my mind as I kept looking at the smiling face. I don't want the floor to become really friendly. The Devil says he's coming with a smile. Don't be fooled by that loathsome face.

“Gideon, what's wrong? ”

He looks back. She stands worrying. I was really annoyed. What you're building is worrying about me.

“What do you want to happen? ”

“Oh, no. It's not like that. ”

It was like a punished puppy with a defensive posture and no struggle at all. Yeah, it had to look like this. The weak and foolish one had to look at the superior in this manner.

I felt like the insult I had received from the floor was washing away. Leaning quickly made a pleasant smile.

“Sorry, I just couldn't wrap my mind around the script. You know, my character is a little heavy these days. ”

“Is that it? I thought you were mad at me again. But lean, you're really good at acting. I feel like every day is going to be different. ”

“That's not all. Rather, you're better off than me. You've been so quiet lately. I still haven't heard a peep. ”

“Because the director's looking forward to betting on you. ”

I felt that everything I tilted back to where it was supposed to be when I saw the bobbing beads to buy pleasure. His position, his emotions. If there is only one blemish...

“Lean, let's go. ”

The tilt glances at the remote floor and turns its head. I will use my hands when I have the chance.

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The stinging gaze disappeared. The floor scratches behind the upper teeth with its tongue. The reaction of the rainfall was unexpected. I thought I was repenting and reflecting on my mistakes, but just now I realized with my face and gaze. I'm grinding my teeth, not guilt.

The floor unfolded a notebook. I brought the tip of the pen to the place where the name of the rainbow is written. Not friendlyThere is no basis for belief that it has changed I'm not sure why I saw it so well.

In situations where there was no evidence of past behavior at all, what we could do was re-analyze our relationships with those around us today. Being a common enemy in pursuit of Silly without gently solving the work of the theater department, pushing the stone to its limit, and not protecting the forest. What is the difference between the past and the present itself that has been profitable enough to put up a wall to the relationship?

The choice was tilted to identify the temperature difference. Leaning was a child who enjoyed torturing by choosing an insubordinate acronym. It was dense and vicious enough to form a group and give instructions.

It was my idea that I would reflect because I realized my mistake, but I treated him with the belief that I should believe him. Until I realized the disconnection of the past, I looked up at the slope and thought, He's just being a little overly playful. He's not a bad kid.

The idea itself gave me goose bumps. I didn't know why I was creeped out.

I did not see myself leaning badly. I believed in my heart that I could make mistakes as much as my boyfriend or anyone could grow up to be that big. Why did that belief arise? The fundamental question came to mind. The floor continued to answer letters. It is natural to have similar tendencies after being reborn because he relied on people before being reborn.

Then what is this disgust? Why does the fact that I believed in the snow come so horribly?

It felt like I was at war with emotions divided on both sides. Crush, tear, trample. Human disbelief and human blindness had a sharp conflict.

- There's a typhoon in your chest.

The man in the mask said,

“Don't you know something? Now I'm very confused. My feelings are constantly popping up somewhere I don't know. I feel strongly that I can never trust the rain. I trusted him. because he's a partner in the drama. He believed his sins were reflected and changed. But I was trying to cheat the day I saw the tilt. He thought he was overwhelmed, but he seemed clear. I have no illusions at all. I'm pretty sure he's still doing shit. ”

- I have nothing else to say. But I want to ask you something else.

“What is it?”

- Like she said, there's no need to cling to the past? It's a forgotten past anyway.

“Forgotten doesn't mean it's gone. ”

- Does that mean it didn't matter?

“Maybe, but the more I dig, the weirder I dig. ”

- Mr. Hangul.

“Yes?”

- Don't work too hard. The river of forgetfulness cannot be stopped by human power. I used to try and use chi. I don't want you to forget. I want you to know something. But it didn't work. And now that I know I can't, I don't even know what's right anymore. Watching is exhausting. I don't know if I'm tired.

He wasn't always the masked man with the laughing voice. He makes a void like a man who has seen the end of the world. The skepticism of those who are betrayed by all expectations, the determination of those who lose hope, and even despair feel luxurious. The masked man laughs dry.

“I won't get tired. ”

- They all did.

“I won't forget. ”

- Nobody forgets because they want to forget.

You hear a ticking, ticking sound moving. A man's sigh rests on it.

- Mr. Hangul.

“Yes.”

- Maybe it's best to forget. One more time, one more time. Maybe it's because of the minds that you can't forget. because of a sin you didn't let go of when you had to let go of it, and you never forget a moment you had to forget.

“Why should I let you go? Must we forget? ”

- There's a common sense in the world. Think about whether it's right to be reborn or not. Mr. Hanmuru, your memory is strange and you may not understand what you did the other day, because it makes sense. Maybe God's got it right that it's twisting and going wrong. You're lucky you're alive again, aren't you? So why don't you just give up a little bit of doubt? You'll be comfortable, just like she said.

Tick, the seconds have stopped. The man silences for a moment, then gives a polite, cheerful laugh.

- Well, sort of. Don't work too hard, Mr. Hanmuru. You've done well enough. I know who I saw next to you. So maybe it's not so bad to stop forgetting.

The moment I heard that, everything seemed to be meaningless. Why are you getting tired of doubting people? And what do you get by comparing and contrast behavior in the past? I felt like my head was going a little numb after stopping for a second. It was a moment when I thought it wouldn't be bad to forget.

It reminds me of a song I heard a long time ago. It was a familiar nostril I had heard somewhere before I died, not this life. I feel my strength in my hands. I grabbed the notebook that I had halfway placed. I roped into the memories that were scattered.

"Is it really naive to forget?"

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Needle!

Aaaaah!

I was brushing my teeth, and then something came up and scratched my teeth, and it hurt!

Gross!!

Shhhhhhh...

I think I'm running low on Vitamin C.

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