Life, Once Again!

“All right, cut! Good run.”

It was seventeen times. Only after seventeen 50-meter runs could I finish the cut. I felt like I could barely sit down and breathe, so I wanted to lie down.

“Well done.”

The floor brings out a bottle of water. I tried to talk to him, too, but the staff came up and couldn't open their mouth to the bucket wrapped around their shoulders.

“It's pretty cold today, so you have to keep warm. ”

“Yes, sister. ”

I smiled and said to Staff's sister. At first it was awkward to have someone take care of me without saying it, but after a few experiences, I got used to it.

“Yuna Kim, have a drink. ”

Natural PD called. Juna stands in front of the monitor. The video I just took was on the screen. I was not surprised to see him running with a sunny smile. While running, I was also proud of the part where I turned my head to look at the floor.

“Both of you grab on to this feeling and hold on to the next smoke. You don't want to miss a small part of this if you want to show cynical sheen and a rather insensitive persecution in a short period of time, because you have to melt two couples and one person's story in four minutes, okay? ”

“Yes.”

“Let's cool off a little, fix the makeup, and get on with it. I have time to relax because it's over sooner than I expected, but I don't want to lose my temper. ”

Yuna entrusted her face to the principal who was doing makeup. I closed my eyes and opened them, and the floor was sitting next to me. Reading the script with a slight head down and cremated was a professional role model. Let's try it. I opened the script that I put next to it and looked down.

“Yuna, listen to me. ”

Quickly, say yes, and close your eyes to the script. Even though I tried to look at the script boldly, I couldn't stand to be disturbed by the makeup. Can you open your eyes? Can you open your head? Can you smile a little? According to the warden, I finished my makeup by changing my head and face.

“You take that side. I'll do it here. ”

The person guarding the floor next to you took the cremation tools on the ledger's horse and moved towards the assistants. Juna quietly looks at the script and examines the floor where it is cremated. The floor was still fixed on the script, sometimes mumbling and shouting the ambassador. The principal took out the concealer. He seemed to be trying to cover the blemishes on the floor.

Yuna thought the Prelate would ask you to lift your head. The ledger that applied the concealer to the pinky toes in the tube bent its knees. He lowered his gaze, straightened the concealer, and told the floor that he finished by lightly finishing the ball touch.

“Well done.”

“I think we should do this with Tone. ”

“Yes, it's not splashy. Mind if I keep my head? ”

“It's okay if the director doesn't say anything else. It's the hair after jumping, so it's weird to stick too tight. I don't care if you fly it because it's not waxed. ”

“I understand.”

Two of the headmistresses standing in the back organized the makeup box. I heard you were a practitioner. Yuna glanced at the ledger explaining how to use makeup to her students. I was looking at the same script, but I didn't say anything to my senior. I met the principal who was talking to the student. Yuna quickly bows her head.

“I think you're complaining. ”

The headmaster approaches. Yuna urgently explains that this is not the case.

“Then why are you looking at me like that? I'm a shy person, and when people look at me like that, the dragonflies just fall apart. ”

Yuna hesitated and explained why.

“I was looking at the script, and the Prelate told you to keep your head up. ”

The ledger nods as if he heard and understood.

“Did you feel that it was unfair to let the floor stand still while you told it to move? ”

“No! It's not like that. I was just wondering, what's the difference between you and me? ”

“There's only one thing I have to do. Makeup that brings out the best in actors. Is it a fair request that I ask you to move your head? ”

“Yes.”

“This lady, she looks at people and decides their style. People who move smoothly when spoken to and people who don't. I bet it's easy for someone to follow you around, isn't it? ”

“Then you're the one who doesn't follow me.... ”

“That's not it. ”

The Prelate spoke decisively and saw the floor sitting a little distance away.

“Just as I put on makeup, actors practice acting. I'm working in disguise, but if I think about it between two days, I'm sure the acting will be over. There are many people who can do makeup, but there is only one person who can learn to digest it. So I respect when actors concentrate. If I'm a talker, I'm willing to move. That's how people make their living with makeup. It's also a way to treat professionals. ”

The way she treated the pro, Yuna kept her mouth shut. I understood what he was saying at once.

“In general, when you have to fix it, you say," Put down the script and look up, "but at this level, you have to make sure it doesn't get in the way. If you're unhappy with my methods, let me know. I'll fix it.”

“No, I'll work hard. ”

“Yeah, whatever. ”

I couldn't argue with anything.

She lets out a small sigh and sits next to the floor.

“Sunbae.”

“Huh?"

The floor replied without taking her eyes off the script. Yuna frowns a little.

“How do I become a professional? ”

“I'm still a pro. You're acting out of someone else's wallet. That's what I call a pro. ”

“But there's a difference. ”

“Difference?”

“I want to act like you. You know why I became interested in acting, right? ”

“I told you the other day. ”

“How can you act like that? Other seniors practice for a long time and are older than me, but.... ”

“I'm older than I look. ”

The floor gives a brief glance and then looks back at the script. Yuna felt a slight tremor in her mouth. It was also because the headmaster said it was unprofessional, but even more so, the words he heard from the floor in the running scene resulted in tremors in his body.

“Are you making me uncomfortable? ”

What I could use was what the floor said an hour ago. As soon as she heard it, she realized what was hidden behind the words. I didn't have to think about it if it was related to the appearance of my senior keeping a subtle distance from the morning. You want to tell the floor to get rid of useless emotions.

“I'm not uncomfortable. ”

“You said that. Human emotions are not easily organized, we understand them all, so we can treat them comfortably until they become dull. ”

The floor has folded the script. Eyes like clear ice look this way. Yuna swallowed her tears, just like the look in her mother's eyes when she saw Father's birthday two years ago. My mom said with a shiny embrace. You said she would protect you.

“Yuna, you can call me spineless. What I said that day was my mistake. I didn't mean it. I just changed my mind. ”

“Then…. ”

“Let me be clear. I still don't care that you like me. It won't matter. If you can get something out of that emotion, if you can get something to sublimate it to smoke, that's fine, but if not, you'd better learn how to give up quickly. ”

“I know, I know. You shouldn't like him. But you know what? When you told me I couldn't reach my sister in the fall, I was fine. I was wrong about that. Maybe there's a chance. ”

“It's my fault. ”

It was an apple without maggots. It felt like the clerk was quickly coping with the change that went against the wrong balance. My emotions ran out. I was dumbfounded. I thought, maybe I'm being hated for a moment. Maybe it bothered me to flirt.

You're not getting along with him? It was unthinkable. I didn't want to be hated for not liking it. Juna shakes her head.

“No, I said something weird. ”

The face of the floor I glanced at was terribly numb. I even felt that it would be more humane to look at the wall and talk. What happened in the last few days? It felt like a completely different person was in front of me.

At that moment, I looked down and heard the freezing look on the floor. The sweet eyes settle in. It was his eyes that gave him a place to cry for the first time.

“I'm sorry for being so indecisive. I'm sorry I wasn't an adult. I'm sorry I didn't make myself clear. ”

“Don't keep apologizing. I didn't do anything wrong. ”

Yuna bows her head with a fist. It was the first time I understood and accepted the pain that I couldn't tell my mother. I was moved by the words that touched the wound, and I had the courage to face the smoke. It was thanks to the floor that I was invited to act in this drama. The mentor and first love keep saying they're sorry. Yuna felt afraid. It's either disconnected or it's over. If we greet each other like bad friends, but we don't know each other's minds at all, Yuna would not be able to stand it.

The reason I wanted to hang around crying was because of the word "pro," which the principal said. It couldn't hurt the people on the set. I didn't want to do anything stupid that would ruin the mood with personal emotions. It's okay, I said cool, and I insisted on laughing, but my jaw was shaking unconditionally. Stop running, heart. She closed her eyes.

I took a slow breath. I had to show the floor that I was fine.

"Hey, sunbae."

When I opened my eyes, the floor was not beside me. I found a floor I was watching a little distance away. Yuna blinks. I understood everything in an instant. This street, this physical street, is the street of the mind.

Suddenly, I laughed. It's so easy. My heart aches like a broken heart, but my head hurts like a burst, but my face is managed. The floor I was watching nodded once. And I turned around without a doubt.

Ha, Juna exhales. The tremor rises from my toes. As the shaking of her head and the shaking of her brain subsided, Yuna realized that her first love was complete.

"Sunbae, I have to go to the bathroom."

I said with a shitty eye. The floor quietly pulled out a tissue. Yuna shook her mouth and took it. I turned around and started walking toward the bathroom faster. I almost ran in front of a building with a toilet. Today is a day of running, Juna opens the bathroom door and slams shut. I turned the faucet all the way down and flushed the toilet lid before sitting down. And I cried. I cried and I thought, What am I gonna tell the Prelate?

"This is the front, isn't it?"

Damn, I cried again looking at the makeup on the tissue. After a while, I laughed. After crying and smiling several times, Juna stood in front of the mirror. It wasn't a mess because it didn't thicken the makeup, but it clearly looked like a place to fix it.

"Good luck, Yoona Kim. I'm showing you very well."

I cleaned up my face and returned to the scene. The progress staff begins to control the person until they are almost ready to enter the next scene.

"Hello?"

Maru said.

"Yes, I'm here."

Yuna responded surprisingly boldly. My heart was heavy but refreshing.

"Can you do it?"

"Of course."

"Then please take good care of me in the future."

The floor extends its hand. Yuna glances at the hand and shapes the scissors with it. The floor staring at my hands, scissors and bae, smiled and held back their hands.

"Take good care of her, Frank."

Yuna took her hand out and said.

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It was a gay novel. Perforated Star. I came by the courier yesterday and read it. Again, interesting. I think a perforated star is better than a rappel.

But the best thing was the relationship between the night terrors and Yooseong. The Galileo series is great, too!

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Referrals, always appreciated.

Coupon, thank you. I write thanks to you.

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