Life, Once Again!

I put boiling miso on the dining table. The tofu that was sleeping in the red pepper paste seasoning was also in the bowl. A rice made with water and food made with handmade ingredients. Cooking has become a luxury you can only do when you have time. I took a picture of a well-prepared meal and sent it to my mom. I haven't heard back from him or her.

I turned on my YouTube video on my laptop and raised my spoon. The woman on the monitor was eating chicken with a happy face. Oil-fried foods march through my mind. I imagined the flavor, looked at the taste, and put the rice and miso soup that was put in my mouth. The rice was cooked and the soup was minty. I had never cooked a few times before, and the price was huge. So much so that Bob turned to the microwave and fried an egg. I wanted to put salt or soy sauce in the miso sauce, but the experience of adding something made it worse. We have to stop a disaster where food that can't be eaten can't be eaten.

I placed the egg fries on the rice and wrapped it around soy sauce, sesame oil and sesame seeds. A simple ingredient produced food that was not a bad Michelin star. Autumn put the egg rice well into her mouth. This is a chicken, you think. When I ate half an egg meal, I was surprised that I suddenly knew this recipe. I tried some of what my mom made me in elementary school, but I haven't touched anything since. Soy sauce is against the couch, sesame oil is a little more than that, and salt is my favorite. I couldn't remember where the recipe for egg rice came from. You tilt and move the spoon. What do you think? If it tastes good, that's it.

I washed clean empty bowls. The woman in the laptop ate a chicken and started boiling ramen to make sure she wasn't satisfied. I can't believe you're so thin after eating like that. After the video was turned off, I thought about the women's exercises, so I admired them first.

The bubbled bowl was rinsed with water and squatted. In summertime, I had to take care of myself, so the night snacks that I had eaten for being the last meal before I entered the work turned into assassins. I didn't gain any weight because of my diet, but I didn't feel relieved to feel that I was spreading. TV screens are ruthless devices that draw people aside.

I picked up the phone at the sound of the Kato alarm. It was a picture of my mom smiling brightly against the backdrop of Chamcheon, Champhon and Tang Su Kyung. That's what Choi Hae-soo would say. Autumn I wrote with an emoticon.

- She's losing weight. That's too much.

- See if you can fill your heart. I'll eat you up if you can't.

- You don't work, you eat? I heard you can't write well when you're full.

- It was good enough to fill you up.

I was a mom who sent me a picture of Gekko, saying she had feet.

- How's the sea air?

- All right, next time. The air is nice, the sea is beautiful.

- I want to go. I'm going on a trip with my mom after this drama.

- I'm counting on it.

- You make more money than I do. That's why I shot him.

A cute character with a heart in his eye in a row appeared on the phone screen. After looking at the picture of her slithering mother, Autumn went to the bookshelf and took out a book. It was a monograph of the "Lady of Flame" script. The epic book of the drama that changed the life of my mother's first drama and writer Choi Hae-su. In the third grade of high school, a mother who worked late every night with her daughter secretly made a drama script. It was through Park Hoon PD that I learned that my mother was writing a drama, not a romance novel. Park Hoon PD, who had called nonstop, offered to audition for the drama. The agency called. Autumn saw the audition and was offered to work with him. I found out a week later that she was a drama writer.

Autumn casually turned over the page. Every time I turn over the chapter, I get a new memory. It was difficult to play the girl who insisted on revenge. Had it not been for practice with the 'rabbit’, he would have given up on the way. The rabbit became a full-time instructor and taught him everything from A to Z. Every time I listen to her, I organize and act, the shell that surrounds me peels off one by one. The last time I stepped off the drama to become an adult actor, autumn became popular for the first time in my life. The focus was different from that of the ‘building’. The interview schedule that the manager recited was endless, and the request for a magazine shot made my mouth hurt. I also had to have fun worrying about scenarios coming in from all over. That's when I found out that people who like me are making pancakes.

‘Lady of Flame’ was a precious drama that changed my mother's life and her own. This drama allowed actors to have a big fall. Fall closed the book after reading to the last page. What would have happened if this drama had gone to someone else? He was probably living a life of smoke somewhere quite different from his current location. It was okay to think that a phone call from Park Hoon PD created twenty-five of them. If that call hadn't come through, if Park Hoon PD hadn't chosen him…….

The book that was sucked through the bookshelf stops halfway. The thought also did not move forward as if it were stuck in a chin. Why did Park Hoon PD contact him? At that time, I couldn't help but concentrate on practicing on the opportunity that came as a coincidence. Passing Turo Park Hun PD said he liked the acting seen in the 'building’, but how many directors are casting Jo while trying to find the contact details themselves. It may not seem like much, but I keep worrying like a spider next to my index finger. I couldn't have recommended myself because of my mother's personality. In fact, she didn't even say that she had a daughter acting.

It was time to push the book that popped up slightly. The phone on the couch cried to look at me. I checked the name on the screen and answered the phone.

“What brings you here? Call everyone first. ”

- I have a call to make. What are you doin '?

“What are you doing? You're home. I'm just filming, so I'm taking care of myself. What about you?"

- Eating.

“What happened to you all of a sudden when you were eating? ”

I sat on the couch and asked.

- Let me ask you one question.

“What?”

- Did you break up with him badly?

Fall leaves the phone out of his ear. I felt like my ears and cheeks were on fire that my phone touched. An awkward name came out of someone's mouth at an unexpected time. I don't know what to say. I'll call it a car. Before that, I wondered why I should be asked these questions and why I should answer them. I wet my lips slightly and asked.

“What does that mean all of a sudden? ”

- I'm on the floor right now. We're doing a show together this time, so I'm seeing faces.

“I see. The floor is in your drama. ”

- You didn't know?

“I haven't been in touch. ”

That's it. I was in the bathroom, and then I called because I thought of you. If things were going well between you two, I'd try to eat with you.

“Lee Hee Won is worrying about other people. ”

- I would have remembered you better than the floor. I'm saying over time, but you weren't kidding. All you do is act crazy. I used to love my job, but you were like a crazy kid back then. On my day off, I don't move enough to worry.

“I remember a long time ago. ”

- This is what a good coworker looks like. Anyway, take a break. I'm sorry I called.

I spoke in an urgent voice to Ji-Won who was about to hang up.

“Did the floor tell you about me? ”

- No, I don't.

No, the answer sounded soothing. After three years, I thought there would be no emotional debris left, but I felt like there was some remnants that I hadn't resolved, either, and when I visited the concert last time. It was hard when I broke up with him. I said I wanted to keep my distance, and I knew I was the one who provided the cause of the breakup, but apart from what I knew, the pain of the breakup shook me fiercely. A year before the breakup, I tried to approach the floor first by filming the 'Lady of Flame’, but somehow the floor asked me to keep my distance. The streets could not be narrowed, and they broke up three years ago. If you had been told that you were bored, disgusted, or had no idea why you were meeting, you would have been heartbroken, but Maru said goodbye with his apology. The autumn air was the only thing I had to grasp with a strong look that wouldn't answer even if I held on to it. When you clear your head, when you calm down, you call me and you tell me what's going on. As if he had foreseen such a commitment, he joined the military the next day. I wrote a letter, but all I came back with was a reply to work hard. The answer contained no relationship between the two.

- For free?

Autumn squeezed the phone tightly.

“Lee Hee-won. I have to do an errand. ”

- What is it?

“Go ask the floor. Can I go? ”

- To the floor?

“Yeah. Ask me that. ”

- Yeah, I get it. I'll ask and call you.

“Please.”

Autumn dropped her phone and went into the bathroom. I washed my face and washed my hair. Once I hear confirmation to come out, it will be too late to prepare. Being short-haired helped me in this situation. I looked at my phone while drying my hair. No answer yet. It's been, like, 10 minutes.

As I was shedding my tousled hair, I met myself in the mirror. Autumn laughed in relief. I felt like I was doing something. It would have been convenient to talk at the theater then. The floor that doesn't feel far has turned into a boomerang because it seems like the old wooden floor is still there. In the end, it means destiny that we should have met once.

The call came. I received it surprisingly quickly.

“What did the floor say? ”

I was stiff after asking. The faint sound of breath was not a wishful thought. As the years passed, the owner of the breath that the ear remembered opened his mouth.

Let me see your face.

It was a mound.

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... one year old is approaching.

1 year old!!!!!

+1!!!

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I like ginger tea. Ah... I feel warmer. And a nosebleed.

This winter is fun with ginger tea. Enjoy it for 9,000 won. I have a whole bottle so I can eat it all winter. Khh!

Referrals, always appreciated.

Coupon, thank you. I bought ginger tea.

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