Life, Once Again!

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Bang and the door closed. It was the sound of physically disconnecting the space and cutting the string of emotions that had been closely connected. The floor presses down with your hand on the prowling knee. To suppress the urge to pursue.

The encounter was not shocking. After three years of innocence, she brought herself here three years ago. As if time and space were nothing between the two. I glanced at her like a thief. A symbol of the forehead and pride, and a whisper of stubbornness and loveliness. A line of lines next to my face caught my attention. I pushed back the urge to take and steal. If the choice didn't bring regret, his hands and words would have popped out.

I couldn't look her in the eye until I reached out my chopsticks and adjusted my impulse. I called her here to tie a knot, a relationship I didn't finish three years ago.

It was dangerous to use her abilities to bring her back to life, but I had to find out what was inside her and give her personalized answers so I could keep the relationship clean. Maru wanted to be her old friend. A close friend who listens to worries, applauds at weddings, and tells her to live well with a little gift when she has children. Looking into her mind, it was easy to straighten out a twisted relationship and lead her in the direction she wanted. One last time, he believed that it could help untie the knot.

The floor poured soju into a cup of water and drank it in a heartbeat. The drink that needs to sweep through your insides disappears without any emotion. Only the murky scent of alcohol was hidden in my mouth.

“Why can't I see it? No, it's a good thing I didn't see it. ”

I didn't ask you to improvise. I've been on the warpath my whole life. I decided to use my abilities that I shouldn't, but there was nothing to see. No matter how much I looked into her eyes, she didn't show what she was thinking. I didn't lose my ability. I did an experiment on the man outside before she came. I purposely slammed my shoulder and looked at my eyes. A speech bubble appeared over the man's head. Why are you looking at me like that?

I used to give her abilities before I realized she was the reason for her repeated rebirth. At that time, a speech bubble appeared. Her thoughts are clear about what she thinks of herself. There was only one time when the speech bubble did not appear. If you don't think about me staring at your eyes.

The floor touched the knee with his fingers. She couldn't have thought of anything. Rather, he was dizzy like a storm. She was so obsessed she didn't even notice she was crying.

From the moment I saw her crying, the floor also halted. The ability she believed in did not work, and she thought it would come out cold. Three years ago, she froze that day and finally held on to that moment like a frozen human being released. It was hard to endure the ripples of emotion. Listening to him, I believed I was clear in my mind, but soon I realized how ridiculous it was and incomplete my decision was.

We have to cut it, we have to end it, we have to end it here. Despite countless recollections, the hand is already reaching towards her eye area. You wipe your tears and move your hands along her fine line. It was a miracle to sweep through the tears with my fingers and endure the pure desire to touch her lips. I tasted blood from a stubborn molar.

I left her several times in my imagination. I drew her marriage, her children, and the man she was with. Her perfect life without confidence.

In a recurring dream, he sat in the dark and saw a bright light. The light was her, and she gave up approaching the light and humbly sat there waiting for it to fade away. I believed I could be satisfied just by looking at it. And I found out today that it was a scam. I couldn't have a relationship with her, just looking at her beautifully. He was not a saint. He was not a supernova who had been ravaged by lust and water. I wanted to sit in writing, and I wanted to lie down when I sat down. If you keep her by your side like a friend, you will at some point narrow the distance, become greedy, and you will get to hold her. I don't care who's next to him.

The moment he realizes he can't be with her, his head constantly produces words and situations that she hates. I came up with an incredibly detailed and specific equation for going from an old friend to a meaningless individual. As if I had prepared it in advance.

You shake her insides out. It was an act of desperation. I had to manage a thousand dollars in my body to speak casually. You grab onto her, and you grab her in the spirit of flight. Reminded me that you and I meant nothing. I almost endured the nausea and chewed the horse out. Soon I saw her tears dry and her emotions dry.

The floor felt like the soul was plucked out and tossed into darkness without a single spot of light. I felt like the ground I was standing on was about to collapse. The self crawls under her chin, screaming to hold her. The floor killed the self. Do everything you can.

Just as she wanted to know the reason for her separation, the floor wanted her not to be curious about anything. I wanted to hate myself in uncertainty, just as I wanted the reason for the separation to be clear. I want you to slap me on the cheek, I want you to insult me in the face, I want you to water me like the clichés of the drama.

She leaves saying good-bye. The floor prays that she despises herself, hates her, and treats her like nothing.

Ji-Won and Hae-won returned to the room. The two puzzled eyes ask where Autumn is. I went first, briefly explained.

“I'm going to get some air. ”

It was hot outside the store. It was only in the middle of the summer that I realized. Suddenly, my body twitched and my sense of direction disappeared. I sat on the bench in front of the store. The sound of the passing conversation sounds like the wings of a swarm of bees. It was the cracking of my head. I closed my ears and curled up. I felt disconnected from the world. What should we live to see in Pandora's Box, where even hope is lost?

There won't be a single word in her life. The floor had never painted such a landscape. I gave up my beloved position, but I never thought of a life without her.

You're so weak. The floor picked its breath. It was the worst, but it was also the best. It was the only way I could choose to end my recurring life. This time it will be different, as it was always the rebirth that ended with her marriage. If nothing has changed, I intend to be a great killer in my next life. Then you'll go to hell.

My breathing became tighter. My mind was half-dead, but my body was longing for life. In the end, this is how we live. Compromising and discouraged. When I hear of her marriage, I picture her walking, locking, and weeping, but I don't know what to do. Living things. Living things.

As I slowly tried to raise my gaze off the ground, a white sneaker flashed in front of my eyes. Thin ankles and balanced calves. I could tell whose it was without lifting my head. The floor remained stationary. I didn't have the courage to lift my head. Eventually, the woman in front sat down with her knees together. The gaze settles on you. The floor bows rapidly.

“If it wasn't for any reason, why are you making that face? ”

“I don't know.”

“If you have nothing to say, why are you suffering so much? ”

“Well, I don't know. ”

“Look me in the eye and tell me. ”

“I have nothing to say to you. ”

A cold hand touched both cheeks. I had to lift up my face because of the strong pulling force. There was a sweaty autumn in front of me.

“I was so pissed, I ran around. I don't get it. To understand why I did it. I don't know.I thought I knew a human being once, but I guess I was mistaken. I don't know anything. Nothing. ”

It was the eyes that sucked everything out. I tried to turn my head away from the gaze that seemed to draw even the hidden essence. But the autumn hand was tough. She was strong before she became the mother of a child. She was the woman who always supported her fall with that power behind her.

“Let me ask you this. Do you like me or don't you? ”

The floor was unable to answer. The word "I'd like it if I opened my mouth now" seemed to protrude a dense love confession that looked cute.

“So, you're going to remain silent for the rest of your life? Do you remember that? What you said before. ‘I don't care if you meet other men. I'm gonna make you love me again. ’ ”

She was speaking with a meaningful eye.

“Actually, I lied. I went to your last gig. I saw the stage. I was gonna say hi, but I just came by. You know why? 'Cause you feel so close. I didn't feel like breaking up with her. You abandoned me, and if I'm the only one who still likes you, it hurts my pride. No, this is a lie, too. He was afraid you wouldn't like me. I was afraid I didn't mean anything to you. I'm gonna ask you again. Do you love me?"

“Don't do this. We're done. ”

“Answer my question correctly. Do you love me or not? ”

“No, I don't like it. You got it?"

“Yes, thank you. ”

It was autumn when I stood up with my knees straight. Is he really leaving now? I slowly raised my head. I can see the face of autumn smiling lightly in my vision.

“This is the first time I've known you today. Sometimes you can't lie either. ”

Autumn kisses the palm of his hand. Then I pressed the palm firmly against the forehead of the floor.

“Look forward to it. Let me tell you from that mouth that you like me again. Whew, now I feel better. I'm out of here, for real this time. ”

“Autumn.”

I called her, but she didn't look back and walk. The floor raises its hand and touches the forehead. A light red color came out. It was a night in the midst of despair and joy. It was a hot night.

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