Life, Once Again!

When I woke up, I was looking down at my palm. Soon I realized it was a dream. Just like before, you stand in the middle of a straight line in the dark. You see the light far away, and right behind you, there is darkness that will swallow up the shadow. The dreams that could be forgotten were heading for the same end today. The floor sat down and looked at the light. From all sides, I saw the light up until the moment when darkness was pushing in and enveloping me. Feet to toes, calves, thighs, hips, waist, elbows, chest, neck. In turn, the flames of the senses fade away. Darkness spreads from the outside of your vision. I stood up to capture the light in my eyes until the last moment of losing focus. Soon after, the world disappeared and even the thought of feeling oneself was swept away by darkness. A world with nothing, no time to feel anything. The time of numbness, whether experienced or not, was not long. Soon I will wake up and take my head off the damp pillow and sigh. That was the end of the dream.

Maybe it's a long time or a short time because I can't recognize it myself. Suddenly, I thought that. My back is burning hot. I'm still dreaming. There was still a dream that had to end when I opened my eyes while wandering around in the space of the oil. With a conscious mind. Something hot spread gradually across my body on my neck. First the vision, then the touch returned. The light that I believed would never reach me came close to me. Either they're coming or they're coming. You reach out your hand, reflexively, towards the longing light. There is no resistance. Your hand is gently drawn into the light. It was the warmth I expected. I wanted to throw my whole body into the light right away. If only I could say goodbye to the darkness I'm sick of surrounded by gluttony.

“Someone's happy ending is someone's bad ending. The story doesn't end without sacrifice. ”

It was a voice coming from behind. A rabbit stands on the road cut into darkness.

"You've been through a lot. Now get some rest."

The floor disagrees between the light and the rabbit, then takes off the light. The light grows further and further away and the surrounding area becomes dark again.

“You're free, right? ”

The rabbit, who was hanging around his ears, pulled out the clock. She noticed the elongation clock was bewildered.

“You're free, right? ”

I asked again. The rabbit put the pocket watch in his arms.

“You and I can't talk. ”

“But here's what I'm saying. ”

“How?”

“That's what I want to ask you. I guess you're free, considering you're not as unclean as that. You were the white suit girl I met after I died, right? ”

“Do you remember? It can't be. It can't be. ”

The end of the rabbit's nose is slightly trembling. My beard was trembling, too. The floor takes a step towards her. Darkness was raging, but I didn't care. Even if I sank, even if I drowned, I was satisfied if I could reach her even for a moment.

“Don't come! You shouldn't have come. This can't happen again. This time, it's gonna be different. This is the only time I can see the end. ”

The rabbit steps back. The street happened, but the floor didn't matter. He was the one who ran away first. This time it will come first. My ankle is locked in the dark. I felt like I was stuck in a haystack. I couldn't take my foot off, so I knelt on my knees. I was able to move forward on my knees. But it was still out of reach. I put my elbow on the ground. The dense darkness pulls in at the moment of contact. You extend your right arm as hard as you can, looking at the left arm slowly sinking down. His hand falls down in front of the rabbit's foot.

“There's the light. Go over there. You did the right thing. Do what you've been doing. You don't have to look back. There's no reason to fall into this. Just keep going. Please, please. ”

The rabbit desperately said. The floor turns its head and looks back. The light flashes fiercely as if it were coming soon. The light that I wanted so badly was shaking my hand, but the floor shakes its head.

“Too cozy is not my type. There should be a big corner just like you. It'll be good to go there. I don't know what it is, but I think the ending I drew is in there. Maybe it's the end of this boring rebirth. ”

“If you know, go there. Please.”

The rabbit jumps from its place. At the same time, the pocket watch falls to the floor. The floor looked at the clock with its lid open. There was no time and minutes to point to. Tick, tick. Only the unpleasant sting continues to move in circles. The darkness reaches below the chin. The rabbit trembled in anxiety and told him to keep going towards the light.

“What happens to you when I get there? ”

“Don't mind that. It'll all work out over there. ”

“Are you one of them? ”

The rabbit's mouth went up gently. She shrugged her watch calmly into her arms.

“Of course.”

The floor laughs as it listens to the answer.

“You did this to me, didn't you? I can't lie. What am I supposed to do with this? I heard you two look alike, but you're a liar. ”

At the end of the sentence, darkness struck. The floor slowly opened its eyes. A/C with booking settings was emitting a buzzing cool breeze.

“That's right. ”

Before being buried in the darkness, the floor looks into her eyes. I was scolding my stubborn husband for not listening to me to the end. I had no intention of pretending. She tries to stay alone in the darkness.

I didn't think of anything during the shower. After washing off the sweat, I had a quick breakfast and sat on the couch. I tried to turn on my laptop and brought a notebook and pen. The last chapter of the notebook was covered with family and analogy. I took a dot with a pen and rolled my head in that state.

You have confirmed the presence of the rabbit. It was a big harvest to meet her in person who only imagined the conversation she had with the man. She was aware of everything that was going on. A request that was close to the shrine explained everything.

"Don't come" and "Go over there." There was no need to ponder what she meant. ‘Someone's happy ending is someone's bed ending. The words,' It doesn't end without sacrifice, 'also clearly told us what had just happened. If a man falls off a floor, the rabbit will fall off another fall. She too gained a self like a man when she left, and would be weary of endless reincarnation.

“As much as she wanted me to end her life, she would have wanted it to end. ”

What was important was that she was the cause provider. She seemed to know that the way to end her life and the way to end it was her sacrifice. If you can't see the happy ending in harmony, she's probably thinking that someone needs to fall into it.

She was more likely to know why this happened, the solutions, and everything else, unlike the man she went to. At the same time, it would be impossible for a man to put the solution in his mouth. Keeping her mouth shut would be the work of an unknown god. God damn it.

“But don't punish me. Seeing how you've been unfair all this time. ”

The floor looked at the writing quietly. The first assignment to solve was whether the ‘rabbit’ was aware of the existence of the autumn when he was breathing alive. If they are communicating, the situation will face a new phase.

The floor, which quickly dialed her number imprinted in her head with her phone, sighs and lowers her hand. It was not a matter for me to ask over the phone, and most of all, I needed a careful approach. Just by knowing the truth, the man sneaks into the room of silence. The rabbit holding the answer was also likely to be silenced. In her dream, she was frightened by the fact that she could talk. The conversation could have been a taboo set by God.

The rabbit said, "This time it can be different." The twisting of the treadmill of life, which has been repeated dozens or hundreds of times, must have something to do with knowing the truth. Those who had died before did not know that their lives had been repeated.

“Is the breakup with autumn as well? ”

It would be the end that the rabbit hopes that the autumn relationship will end with someone else, not a couple. I thought about it and put it into practice. I'm still guarding it. But the rabbit put a strange word in his mouth. Sacrifice and stay.

“The most important condition for the repetition of a single life. ”

The floor looked bitterly at the writing he wrote. It was’ Saab 'that the "Life of Life" had to be preceded to find out. Someone's happy ending is someone's bed ending. Someone's life is someone's death. A couple's kite that was entangled in countless and repeated reincarnations. There was only one conclusion drawn.

“Screw you. ”

The floor covers the notebook and stands up. It was time to go to the set.

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When I opened my eyes, the first thing I came in was the face of the Americas. I reached out to the Americas who was dozing off.

"Sister, Autumn!"

"Oh, my God. Why are you playing like that?"

"Don't you look surprised? My sister suddenly collapsed."

"Me?"

"Yes. That's why I told you. I like dieting, but I have to eat my meals on time. When I found out she was actually down, I thought she was going to be heart-breaking."

"I see."

I remember going home after the shoot and washing my face and coming out. The next thing I saw, it was crooked in front of the bathroom. Autumn laughs, holding the hand of the Americas.

"Thank you for saving my life. He's not only a stylist, he's a paramedic. He's my brother, but he's great."

"Are you smiling right now? Anyway, it's a problem to worry about people, really."

"It's okay, by the way. Then why did you come to my house? You were supposed to be late for the afternoon shoot."

Autumn said, looking at the phone clock. It was 11: 00 a.m. Americas decided to come home with their manager at 4: 00 p.m.

"I'm kind of nervous."

"Are you nervous?"

"I'm dreaming, and a man is screaming. A black man screaming terribly, and suddenly I'm worried about my sister."

"What kind of dream is that? And you're worried about me when a man yells?"

"I don't know. He just said something like he was crying, like it was calling your name. It's a dream. I don't remember much. I just remember that he was desperate."

"Is that why you came to my house?"

"I called first. You sleep well and get it quickly. But you don't answer the phone, and you don't answer in 10 minutes. I came here because I thought it was weird. I opened the door to my house, and my sister was down, and the TV was on. My heart is pounding even as I think about it."

Autumn thanked the troubled Americans again. It would have been dangerous if it had been left down too late.

"But you don't really believe in dreams."

"That's kind of weird. I would have slept better thinking it was a dog, but the guy in the dream was a little weird. I'm afraid of Black Man, but I don't think he's a bad guy. I think I'm crying right now."

"What a strange dream."

"It's a strange dream, but it's better than a pig's dream because it saved your sister's life. We're not doing this. I'll get the doctor. I heard the story earlier and said it's not a big deal because I found it early, but I don't know. Wait a minute."

The Americas stood up shouting "Doctor."

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Don't fight.

Because if I write on time, it will be solved.

I am grateful for your support, your concern and your advice.

In the end, all I can do is return the favor.

But... if it's the end of the year, I'm not taking a break.

Ugh.

Ugh.

Ugh... Longevity bed.

After the light of January, he's stuck in his house, so he's going to continue to use it until December of this year. Before that, there's a good chance it'll be over.

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Referrals, always appreciated.

Coupon, thank you. I write thanks to you.

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