Life, Once Again!

The goal rings. It feels like a giant jingle in front of and behind you. As one side subsides, the opposite vibration increases. If I closed my eyes quietly, I could feel the shape of my bones with a reflected echo. This is the crown, this is the back of the head, this is the temple. I remember getting on the boat on a rough day. My body felt like I was floating because my feet were on the ground. A strong vomiting sensation that could not even be prevented by motion sickness followed, and it was only after I let it all go that I was able to enjoy my exhausted freedom. It was like that right now.

I got up and drank water. Fragmented memories sparkle in the cracked head. These were the videos I saw in my dreams. In the darkness, there was a man who looked at himself with intense eyes. The man didn't notice his eyes until the moment he was consumed by the darkness. It was a gaze that shook my heart. At the last moment of waking up from a dream, she realizes that the place where a man's gaze is touching is not her, but a small creature in front of her. It was a small, fragile rabbit.

“You're up.”

Autumn opened the room and smiled at the incoming person's face.

“You must be busy. What are you doing here? ”

“You can't come because you're my sister and she collapsed. How are you feeling? ”

“It's okay. Except for a little bit of hair. The doctor said it wouldn't be a big deal. I don't know what it means to be malnourished by blood accumulation. ”

“I've been looking into it since I said I didn't eat. ”

“A day or two. I wasn't in this bad shape, but I'm even more embarrassed by the sudden collapse. ”

“It's often easy to be mistaken that you know your body best. Must have sent a signal from the body in advance. Owner, I think I'm going to collapse. Can I get some rest? Ignore that and you'll work hard. ”

“How can I make a living when my body growls? ”

“That's the problem. Now, you don't have to be careful eating, do you? ”

Autumn opened the white box. It had chocolate cake in it. It was a dark color and sweet smell that could not be seen at the Fargan Hospital.

“I wanted to eat. ”

“Let's get a manager to take care of it. ”

“But since it's a hospital, it seems polite to stay at the hospital while you're there. ”

“Then I'll eat it. ”

“Sis, if you bought it for me, it's mine now. Don't even think about touching it. ”

“No. Half is mine. And I didn't buy it. I made it. ”

Autumn opened the wrapping paper with a smile. I ripped the plastic fork vinyl inside and handed it to Chapman.

“Aren't you busy? ”

“I'm the one who collects, so there's no reason to be busy. Sometimes I pour coffee and sell it. ”

“Evil boss. ”

“Tell him to come out if he has a vice president who gives him a thousand dollars at the lowest hour. Try it. It's a new cake for the café this time. ”

“My mouth is quite tricky. ”

“I look forward to that elaborate review. Give me that. She's gonna cut you good. ”

Chaffing, handed over the cake, moves the knife with precision, as if it were a rising star. The one in the dark brown chocolate was the red syrup.

“Strawberries?”

“and more. ”

“My sister says it's special, but the food always disappears from the menu. ”

“Don't you think you'll get one hell of a beating one day? ”

“Think about what I eat. ”

“Stop talking nonsense and try it. I'm confident this time. ”

The semi-cut cake was placed in the mouth. The sour taste went up even before I felt the sweet taste of chocolate touching the ceiling of my mouth. The identity of the red syrup was Grapefruit. Autumn closed her lips.

“What do you think?”

Chapman asked with a lot of anticipation. She puts down the fork.

“Sher.”

“Sher?”

“Huge.”

“That's odd. Must have been a mix. ”

“Don't tell me you haven't tried it. ”

“I've tried it, the ingredients. ”

“You should have tried the finished product. ”

“I didn't even touch it because I wanted to give it to you first. But it's weird. I had a good feeling about it. Red grapefruit is rising these days. Chocolate meets red grapefruit. Isn't that fantastic? ”

“Fantastic spit party going on in my mouth. I think I put too much syrup in it. The bread is moist and damp. Here, you try it. ”

I cut the tip of the cake with a fork and gave it to Chapman. She turned her eyes and refused to open her mouth. I opened my mouth and chewed the cake well as if I couldn't keep pushing it in. His face immediately changed. Like the man who swallowed five or six sour lemons.

“But it's good for the pain. They say it's good for your body. ”

“You're not eating dessert to make you feel better? ”

Autumn brought a cake that was placed on top of the mini-fridge forward.

“But it's a gift, and you have to eat it. You might find it fascinating if you keep eating. ”

My sister smiling next to me turned on the TV with a remote control. I watched the news briefly and turned the channel. My sister's finger, which was scanning the cable through the terrestrial channel, stopped at a cable channel that periodically showed the functional broadcast. Autumn looked at the screen, putting sour cake in her mouth. A celebrity covered in mud stares blankly at the floor in the middle of the bees. When I saw him sprinkle salt, it looked like he was digging razor clams. The subtitle said, "Da-yoon fights."

Fall asked fork with lips. I pretended not to say anything, but I couldn't stop my eyes from turning to my sister's face.

“Why are you looking at me like that? ”

“Just.”

“I don't think it's just that. ”

My sister opened the refrigerator door. I asked if I could take out a bottle of orange juice and drink it. Two bottles, she replied.

“That sister still makes a lot of money. Thank goodness."

“You've been in contact with each other lately? ”

“You ask questions directly, unless you look carefully. ”

“My sister got lucky first. ”

“None of the members of The Blue have been in touch. Occasionally, how often do we only check each other's mortality with SNS? Besides, I'm already retiring, so I don't have any contacts with the broadcasters. ”

“Don't you want to broadcast again? ”

“Well, I haven't been greedy since high school. I would have continued if I had a good life as an actor, but only moderately. ”

“There were a lot of people around me who were big fans of my sister. ”

“Journalists have been coming to the store these days. I wonder how Idol, who retired three years ago, is living. Thanks and annoying. The other day, a writer from the station asked me if I wanted to be on his show. ”

“What program? ”

“On the cable." A cup of coffee "? ”

“You know what? You're talking to the MC straight from the celebrities. ”

“A celebrity for a while, to be exact. ”

“If you come back, you won't be treated like a celebrity for a while. It's not even thirty years old, but it's a little hard to say it's gone. ”

“It's three years. It's an idol that was disbanded and put into action briefly. Now it's funny to say" idol "with my mouth. Sometimes it feels like a dream that I was on TV singing and choreographing. ”

“Something's wrong with my school star saying that. ”

“Isn't it autumn when you become a famous star? ”

“Behind you. ”

Autumn drank the orange juice my sister gave me. I could only taste the sweetness of the cake. She shoved the cake into her mouth and fixed her gaze on the TV screen. Dayun in the screen twitched and fell backwards while smiling, but she told the old story and gave a poor look when wet.

“That's odd. Tim was a sister who was so hated and annoyed and sometimes wished she wasn't just this person, but after all this time, I seem to miss her. ”

“Give me a call. See you in a long time.”

“But if I see you again, I think I'm going to fight you in the cold grass. Maybe a bad memory is the only way to smile. Maybe we'll just feel bad for each other if we don't find out. ”

“If that's what you think. But I'm a little disappointed. ”

“We don't stick together? ”

“No, my sister retired. I like you for making such delicious cakes, but I wish you could act together. ”

“You're picking on my cake because it tastes bad, right? ”

“You're making a fool of yourself. It's very twisted.”

I cut the cake big and took it to my sister's mouth. My sister, who was not a polar sphere, sighed and ate.

“Why don't you try it? ”

“I'm busy just running the shop. ”

“Then I'll take a break from the shop. ”

“Isn't it funny that you're retired and you're trying again? ”

“I think it's even funnier not to look at your face. You're the one who took first place in the idol music industry that was tough. Even actors have that kind of passion, just in case. You don't even ask me not to be a post--i-young. ”

“That's too much. ”

However, Lee Young Ae liked the post, but her sister whispered.

“Let me know if you're really thinking about it. I'll help you.”

“Yes, what do you like about a solid brother bag? I'll tell you if you want to do it later. You have to push it right then. ”

“Don't worry. I'm gonna push you too hard and you're gonna fall. ”

My sister smiled excitedly, stealing the mouth with the back of her hand.

“I'm surprised to see you. I never thought I'd get along with you. ”

“Why?”

“Why? If I didn't remember correctly, we were on our own. No, I haven't even started yet, so I'm not even close. My stomach hurts for no reason. ”

“When did this happen? I don't even remember. ”

“No one really doesn't remember speaking with that look on their face. ”

Autumn shrugs. Like my sister said, the memories of that day will remain forever, unless the memories themselves are erased. Like an old nail sticking out of a smooth wall. Like nails that stay there no matter how many times the frame changes.

“Speaking of which, have you seen anyone lately? ”

“Me?”

“Then who else is in this room besides you? ”

My sister smiled maliciously.

“Why do people around me care so much about my relationship? ”

“I think the speechless person around him is the best. ”

“That's right. My sister and I are the only ones who question and grow in love around me. ”

“Don't talk back. Tell me. When you see a pretty girl like this falling down and not even casting a man's shadow in her room, you're still defending your solo life? ”

“What's wrong with this? I've got a lot of people asking to meet me. ”

“I don't care if it's a lot. She's a wannabe nun. ”

“There is.”

“Huh?"

My sister blinked. She put her butt on the bed and grabbed her arm, as if she were a hard-ass, even though she would believe it if she lightened her makeup and trimmed her head. I was filled with curiosity. It was full of surprises and expectations.

“Who is he, the guy you met? ”

“No.”

“Then? Anyone I don't know? ”

“She knows very well. ”

“Do I know you? ”

“Yeah, but I don't think we're ready to talk yet. He's avoiding me. ”

“Who could have avoided the heart of our autumn? ”

Guess what, it was time to push back. Autumn picked up the phone. The message came, looking at the number and name in the notification window, Autumn slightly bit her lower lip.

“Hey, wait a minute. ”

Autumn, I pressed the screen with my thumb. My fingertips were slightly trembling.

- Don't overdo it.

It was a non-infectious letter.

“Who's there?”

“A frog. No, a white horse frog. ”

A smile was made.

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