Life, Once Again!

- You were surprised when you left the hospital.

“I'm sorry. I had a quick errand to run. ”

- It's been a day?

“You know your mother's daughter can handle herself, right? ”

- I know. It ends with a phone call. If it were any of the other moms, they'd be asking me what I was doing all day.

“That's right. That's why I like my mom. ”

- How's the body?

“Be lively.”

- Did you eat?

“Yes, I had my breakfast with confidence. What about Mom?”

- One sandwich.

“That's it? ”

- I can't. I'm gonna eat it now. I'm coming to see you tomorrow. You got a minute?

“I have a shoot tomorrow. The day after tomorrow is fine.”

- The day after tomorrow, I'm having a hard time investigating the field.

“Is there a famous writer who does field research? ”

- You can't sit in a chair and use the world. So how was the weekend? Let's go on a date with mom.I haven't seen the market in a long time.

I was going to say, "Good fall," and rushed off, holding the phone with my opposite hand, saying sorry.

“I have an appointment. ”

- I wonder who she made an appointment with. Snow or Chapman?

“Well, who is it? ”

- If you have a man, introduce me to him. Let me see his face.

“Sooner or later, you'll be surprised to see me. ”

- I wouldn't be surprised if it wasn't for Won Been or Master.

“My mom's eyes are too high. ”

- If you know the height, bring him to the groom. I'm hanging up. Bob's here.

“Enjoy. ”

Autumn hung up the phone and took out the box in the shopping bag. After seeing the dishes piling up in the refrigerator, I felt relieved. Every time I took some, I thought of this morning. The short scenery, the sound of boiling pots on your arms, and the delicate mint from your bed linen. The string of thoughts stretched long and continued until last night. She shakes her head. There was still excitement and groaning. My face grows hot, but my mouth twitches. As she closes the refrigerator door, she pulls out the blue barrel and closes the door.

I sat on the couch, turned on the TV, and opened the lid of the fridge. I chewed sweet, stir-fried almonds in my mouth. The sound of the poison tickles my ears. Since you're good at basic dishes, if you live with them, you'll have to order housewives. When I heard that the man who cooks well was sexy, I didn't understand, but I nodded my head as I watched him standing behind the counter in the morning. The back of the man with the ladle was sexy.

It was when I was eating almonds with a smile on my face. You see a white rabbit sitting on an empty couch. After watching the rabbit flow, she focused on the TV.

“Finally, you left. ”

“Shouldn't I have gone? ”

“Since last night I've been saying, You can't go. You can't go. ”

“I didn't hear that. ”

“Because you didn't want to hear me. ”

She lowers her cask and looks straight at the rabbit. One day, I had to close my eyes, but the rabbit that I saw suddenly began to protrude even in reality. The inhabitants of the delusional world were expressing a lot of discontent. I straightened my ears as if my nose was twitching and angry.

“Can't you just congratulate me? We just met.”

“Not yet, I told you a few times. ”

“That's what I said five years ago. Come and see me when I'm beaten. ”

“You've been very patient. ”

“So I'm going to stop being so patient. ”

“I'm barely in position. You're a rising star. You know how dangerous that is. Once the image of the actress is destroyed, it's quick to fall to hell. It's top-notch. Tell me you can't beat him. There 'll be staff waiting, fans waiting. But you're not that level yet. ”

“You're saying the same thing five years ago and now. ”

“It's all for your own good. ”

She smiles. The rabbit was always right. They told me exactly what to do and what not to do. It was applause and career when I followed the advice. Never once did a rabbit give a bad result. The norm that must succeed, for her, was that of a rabbit.

I said, "I know how much you care about me and how much you care about me. At first, I thought my delusions were made up, but then I saw them talking. It's out of my mind. I don't believe in God or fate, but I believe in your existence. It's right in front of me. For some reason, you have saved me and helped me terribly. Since I met you, my acting has evolved differently every day, and I'm here. Thank you so much for that. Thanks to you, I am what I am. ”

“I only want one thing, your happiness. ”

“I know it's not a lie. I can feel it. Tell me what you think and what you feel strangely when you look into your eyes. Like someone I know very well. Sometimes I feel like I'm looking in the mirror. It's like looking at another day. ”

The rabbit says nothing. She pulls the hair from the side of her eye behind her ear. I had a hunch that this day would come. The day against the rabbit.

There was never any friction between rabbits in terms of work. Even when in doubt, the rabbit used his insight and insight into the future to understand the situation. Just one thing, except for the floor.

When it comes to him, the rabbit doesn't listen to what's going on before and after. “No.” I nailed it. Meeting was stupid, and I didn't even want to call. He said he would meet someday, but not now, so I advised him to bear it. No, I insisted. Just as the new employee was instructed by the president who held human rights, six years ago that sounded reasonable. The rabbit believed it was reasonable to give up so much to pursue him. When the breakup was announced, the rabbit said it was better. He said that if he was a mature person, he would understand that he was distancing himself for each other's development, and treated him as an ill-mannered man who went to the military. You better forget it, there's someone better, because you're a great girl. I was comforted by that. To forget the pain of digging out my heart, I needed to say something like that. It was a year after the breakup that I woke up. She realizes that he still lives in her heart. I wanted to see her. I wanted to visit her and talk. It was the rabbit who stopped the decision. Saying that if you go now, it might hurt your life as an actor.

I hesitated, but I thought it would be okay if his popularity faded in return for seeing him. If I could say all the things I couldn't say that day, I could give up a lot.

“Would the floor be happy to see you now? Wouldn't it be more difficult? I heard there are a lot of accidents with couples who are separated from the military these days. Severe suicides. ”

I was scared. When he said he was going to cancel his visit, the rabbit thought it best to concentrate on the broadcast. At that moment, she felt malicious beyond doubt for the first time. Not that I shouldn't meet the floor to succeed, but that I made an excuse not to meet the floor. It did not reveal itself to the surface, but from then on, I began to listen to the rabbit. I was deaf when it came to work, but when I touched a private part, I spilled it into one ear. A pile of grudges began to build. I had a hunch one day I was going to fight over this, and that was today.

“You don't like it that I met the floor? ”

“It's not that I don't like it. This isn't emotional. This is a business approach. I'm telling you, young actresses have more men than they do. ”

“Fine. Then I'll take the thread. ”

“What's that supposed to mean? ”

“After I met him, it became clear. I love being an actor. I love that job. But the floor is nicer. If the price of being with him is damaging my career, I think it's cheap. ”

“That's what it looks like. ”

“I'm the one who wants to ask. Why don't you let me see the floor like that? I thought maybe you hated the floor, but you didn't. I can tell when I see you. As you know me. No matter how much I think about it, I don't know. There was a contradiction between what you said and what you said. When you talk about a man, not a floor, you talk about romance or love. It's like wanting to be with him. It was blurry then, but now it's clear from your actions. It's not that I'm seeing a man, it's that I'm meeting a floor. ”

“Feel free to think whatever you want. But don't forget I'm giving you some advice. ”

“I won't forget. You'll always be grateful. I'll listen to you very carefully. But I will no longer listen to your voice about the floor. I'm going to meet him. ”

“You know what? Too much love sometimes brings ruin. ”

“Wouldn't that be okay with someone you love? ”

The rabbit twitches his beard. It's embarrassing. You don't look happy trying to convince me. She reaches out. I wrapped my hands around the rabbit.

“Don't worry. Everything's gonna be fine. I wouldn't blame you if I didn't. You're my best friend and my toughest teacher. ”

“Regrets are always late. ”

“Regret's fine. ”

“You're so stubborn. ”

“That's my pro and cons. ”

The bunny nods, saying she knows. You seem to have given up. I was curious as to why you tried to interrupt the meeting with the floor, but I didn't think to ask. It was already in the past.

“We'll get along, right? ”

“If you want, I'll keep helping you. But just remember this. You always have to be careful what you choose. And it's not right to be out of common sense. ”

“That's a strange thing to say. ”

“You have to protect that for sure. In any moment, in any case. ”

The rabbit glances at the cask.

“Almond?”

“Uh. I'd like to give you one, but you can't eat it, right? ”

“I like it, but I can't eat it because it's like this. But, almonda, yeah, we're getting close. ”

It was time to ask, "What's getting closer?" I got a call. I got it.

- You know, it reminds me.

“Uh, what is it? ”

You can eat, but you're a little itchy after eating.

“That's right. I forgot that. That's weird.”

- Did you eat a lot?

“Yeah, but it's okay. I usually eat it in the morning, so I should get the symptoms right away. Has he changed his body since he was a kid? ”

- That's a relief. But don't eat too much just in case.

“That's sweet. Is that why you called? ”

- Uh-huh.

“Okay. I've been eating tea, but I've gotta stop eating it. ”

It was when she closed the lid of the canteen. Suddenly, I remembered chocolate almonds. Then, the child who had never seen it flashed as he climbed on the chair and reached for the cupboard.

“Chocolate almond. ”

- I beg your pardon?

“No, nothing. ”

She stands up, holding the cask. I hung up on him leaving a message telling him to call me back a little later. The video that passed through my head quickly became blurry. It was weird. Did you see it in the movie?

“Another time. Can we finish this next time? ”

The rabbit left a note and disappeared. She shrugs as she chews on words that don't know the meaning. He was an uncontrollable friend.

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I think Gul Kimchi was the problem.

I've been holding onto the toilet since yesterday, and now I'm sitting in front of a computer in an emergency room.

Oh, wow.

I'm proud of a healthy body that doesn't have cruelty, but it's official that I have colitis before and after snow and Thanksgiving. This is what it looked like last year, but it's not there this year.

Thanks to you, I lost 2 kg.

Wow... diet success.

* sigh *

But I'm still getting colitis, so I can eat yogurt in one day.

Again, we need to be healthy.

I use it to relax, because I can't rest from the February meadow.

Stay healthy.

I have to go to bed early and get ready for upload tomorrow at 12: 00.