Life, Once Again!

“I can't come back anytime now. ”

The rookie enters the balcony with a can of beer. Seeing the blowing wind sweeping over my head reminded me of a beer advertisement. Choreography and reality were no different.

“I bet the director liked it when he shot your beer CF. I get a picture even if I take a rough shot. ”

The floor shakes the can of beer holding it. Who wouldn't put beer in a basket at the rate of a necessity and see CF's drinking beer in a meat locker wearing a t-shirt with two buttons? There were many versions, so I drank at the meat restaurant, drank at karaoke, and drank at the club.

“Don't talk. Thinking about the barley tea you drank at the time, I'd still be pissing my pants. After biting and spitting, I drank an enormous amount. ”

“You can drink a huge amount, so I'd like to take a look at an ad. You know, if you're trying to watch something on YouTube these days, you're dancing with this beer in the commercials. Where'd you learn to dance? You have a different step.”

“The writer taught me. You once told me it was a club killing spree, but it was hard. The ad only saved one in a few hours. Who told you you don't have a body like this? ”

“The sky is fair. I didn't give her everything she deserves to dance. ”

The floor offered me a can of beer. The can slammed into the sound. I drank a sip of beer and leaned over the balcony ledge. An ambulance was leaving the parking lot.

“Is there an accident? ”

“I see.”

“Didn't you say Autumn fell? I'm not sure I saw the news properly. ”

The rookie glances inside the window.

“He said he didn't have a big body problem. It accumulates with mild blood. But if a person falls down and loses his mind, it's not so light. ”

“He must be a hairy fellow. ”

“It's a general's hunch that I can't steal. I'm taking care of myself according to my prescriptions, so I'll be fine in the future, but I'm still worried. ”

“You'll be worried sick. Keep your eyes peeled. If you take care of them, the worst thing won't happen to me either. ”

“I'm going to stick around. Have you heard anything from him? ”

“News?”

“I wonder if 37 is the age of marriage. ”

“Introduce a nice person and ask. ”

“There's the gentleman. ”

The floor indicates Suyeon, who sits and talks about the women. I don't know what he was talking about, but the women he was listening to looked pretty serious.

“Will it be this time? ”

“I was joking. ”

“You know the story of the Peaceful Princess and the Fool of the Month? ”

“Are you sure you're okay with the wind next to you? ”

“Something like that. After sticking together, there are some who are loving. ”

“If that's what you're thinking, I don't want to stop you, but it's weird. ”

“That doesn't mean I have to keep an open mind, not take a blanket right now. My heart is my heart, but their feelings are important. ”

“I don't know. Wouldn't Suyeon take the marriage report seriously as soon as she talks? ”

“You know better than that she's not. I wonder if Su-yeon will ever come forward with a man I really like. ”

Suyeon's eyes were complex. Compassion that looks like seeing a wounded animal, compassion for a disbelieving human being, and respect for a smiling woman. The floor grabbed a beer. It was a peer, a close sister, and a glance at the boundaries of a woman in the same profession.

“You never know what a relationship is. ”

“If you knew that, you would have been doing something else without learning. ”

“Did Suyeon tell you about herself? ”

“About your first love? ”

“If you knew that, you would have heard about it. ”

“I just heard. It's been a long time since I've known him, and that's when I first saw his hidden side. ”

“Suyeon's sister is serious. That's what you're thinking, isn't it? ”

“I can't say it isn't. ”

“We support you in every decision you make. ”

I turned my head toward the balcony to see if Suyeon was looking. The floor where my eyes met waved my hands with a smile. As if Suyeon had a long life ahead of me, I waved my hand and looked at the root, then lowered my hand with a faint smile.

“Is that shy or is that a shy act? ”

“I don't know. He's a master over there. What do you think? ”

“I don't know about that. ”

The floor turns, smiling. I looked out at the lighted Han River Park. Cycling clubs were lined up and lovers were walking next to them. The roots clenched the chin with their canned hands.

“When I first received my bicycle, I was wearing a spare wheel. It was my first time riding so I didn't care. And then they found out that the bikes in the neighborhood didn't have auxiliary wheels. That's what their brothers said. The auxiliary wheels are an embarrassment. ”

The roots followed a group of bicycles running in a row. The floor holds out its hand and listens to the story.

“I went with my friends to a bicycle belt in the village and cut off the auxiliary wheels that day. I still feel alive when I walk into the playground with my bike slimming. I took my first step, pledging to ride in front of my brothers and sisters. ”

“You must have fallen like a charmer. ”

“Yeah. I fell right down. It wasn't the bike I knew. I don't go where I want, the body twists. When I was a kid, my dad used to put me on a bicycle with his back, but, you know, in my situation, I couldn't even dream about it. If he wanted to, he could have caught me. ”

“You said you didn't want to arrest me, but you were the one who did it alone. ”

“I'm not that stubborn. If I told you to arrest me, I would have let you. ”

“You'll never see your brother's march. You don't deserve to be called crazy. It's like a bicycle, since you're the one who made the theater where no one else would. ”

“It's a nickname she likes to call herself. I'm a very intelligent man. ”

“Madness and intelligence are separate realms. ”

“What can I say to you? Anyway, I fell all day thinking about it. How to ride this bike without falling on it. I went back to the playground the next day. And I got on my bike. I'm ready to fall hard again today. ”

“You must have slipped out. ”

“That was amazing. Fewer and fewer trips. It was natural to fall asleep, so don't worry about it. I was trampled to death. The experience that I learned then penetrates my life. Falling asleep or failing is okay. If you're willing to go. ”

The rookie leaves the balcony, asking you to wait a moment. When I came back, I had beers in my hands. The floor lowers the empty cans to the floor. I hold a cold beer in my hand, and the hangover subsides quickly.

“But sometimes Taaming is more important than will. There are times when you fall down and move forward. If I had not fallen when I was supposed to fall, I would not have learned how to cope when I fell, and if I had kept falling from where I am, I would have lost interest or been devastated. ”

“Am I stubborn enough? ”

“Five years and you're in deep shit. The only good thing was that he was in the army during that time. If I hadn't been delaying, I wouldn't have even brought this up. I know you've always known him as a good brother, but you wouldn't have met him as an actor. ”

“I'm always thankful for you. I turned my back on the play because of what my brother said on the roof that day. ”

“I don't think I had the strength. I told you then, he's gonna do it. People who became ghosts to the university were dragged there regardless of their will. Me, too, and the actors sitting there. ”

“But I'm sure it was a trigger. ”

I opened a can and drank it all in a heartbeat. Everything became clear. The end point would be death, and after death a new life would come and return to the boring cycle, but I chose that path. I have no regrets. I was satisfied just to see the face of the autumn smile. If man could not resist God's providence, he would have to find the greatest happiness in it. I wanted to walk with her, just looking at that simple fact. If there's one wish, it's that God makes one bad mistake.

“I wanted to say more, but I don't think I need it. ”

“If you're living like a fool again later, say something. ”

“I don't think that's going to happen. ”

“You don't know people. What's he been up to lately? ”

“Intern. He's good at blending into his organization. I like my head too, so I guess I'll be joining the company when I graduate. ”

“He's smart. You must have been a little worried. ”

“I'll live on my own now," he says. Funny thing is, sometimes they bring you up. I don't say I'm sorry for being such an egomaniac. ”

“I'll have to look at you later. ”

The people who were torn apart and talking were gathered in the living room. You sit round with an empty bottle in the middle. The swirling bottle stops and the person in the direction the entrance is pointing. I felt like I was playing the truth game.

“Nice to meet you. I'm sure we'll get together more often, given the atmosphere. ”

“I can't stand this mess anymore. ”

“Can Su-yeon and Kanghwan handle it? If you don't let them in, they'll start crying and screaming outside. ”

“You have to help me. ”

“I'm sorry, I like it here. ”

“That's too much. ”

“Why don't you change the interior here? In a tavern format. I'll pay for it. ”

“Buy a bar at all. You have a lot of money.”

“I like it here. ”

The rookie with a deep smile goes to the corner of the balcony, clapping his fingers. The floor moves, looking at the living room.

“Did you eat with Dong-wook last time? ”

“Yes.”

“Did you not hear anything back then? ”

“After I became editor, I was so busy that I wanted to die. Nothing special. What's wrong? ”

“He was burning cigarettes again. With a serious face.”

“It must have been three years since he quit smoking. The one who said he wouldn't spin even if he died. ”

“Even though I could do that with a cigarette, my face was so bad. If you ask me what's going on, I won't say anything. I'm asking you because you're the one who's been blowing it with him. ”

“If I see you later, I'll ask you. But it wouldn't be a big deal if I didn't tell you. ”

“I'm glad to hear that. ”

At dinner, Dongwook stretched his frustrations as usual, but there was no color to hide something. If there was a sign, he would have noticed. Or maybe he decided to hide it.

“What are you two doing there? Come on in. Let's play a real game. ”

Suyeon opened the balcony door and said. The floor comes out of the living room with an empty can.

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I'm going to buy Tteokbokki.

It's an hour's walk back and forth, but it's worth it.

In the summertime, it'll be a bike ride, but it's winter.

He hates taking buses so badly, he walks a crazy street.

See you tonight!

Enjoy your meal!