Life, Once Again!

“I knew what the accused was like around me, but it was different from what I had experienced. Your daily routine is different at one time. But it's only gonna take a second or two. It's persistent, which makes it mentally and physically difficult. We can't keep postponing the request, so we'll have to leave eventually, and we'll continue to undercover investigations. I was beaten at first. I didn't have any evidence, but I also believed I could change the investigator's mind because I had symptoms and circumstances. I quickly realized, of course, it was a false dream. ”

She gently rubs her right hand from her left wrist to her elbow. Like tying a child who doesn't listen.

“Your people knew exactly how to kill a human socially, physically, and mentally. He kept blowing lawsuits at me so they wouldn't be treated as felony charges. Some of them were settled by an investigator ship, but others were fined for being transferred to a pharmacy. That's how it started. The knights I hired started getting screwed. The company was fired, all the places I knew turned away, the lawsuit was endless. I couldn't appeal to anyone. You only attacked within the boundaries of the law. ”

“That's intense.”

“I was blinded by a good sense of justice. I'm an individual, and you're a group with a giant law firm. No, even if I fought Lee Yi Yun personally, it would be similar. She's got a great background. Since then, the days of walking in and out of the police station and meeting with free counsel have continued. It was hell every day. I wanted it to end one way or another. ”

She extends her left wrist. It was a wound that I didn't deliberately look at. There seemed to be only one meaning of a solid line drawn horizontally.

“I didn't even know I was depressed. I thought waking up at night was just stress. It was the day after the rain. The sky was so clear, it felt refreshing after a long time, and I had the courage to hold a razor blade. When I heard about Mr. A's suicide, I thought it would be a terrible life to give up and choose suicide, but it wasn't. For me, it was impulsive. It was scary to draw, but at the same time it came to me attractively. It's one way to end it. It's not giving up, it's a choice, it's a strange feeling that I'm leading my life to the end. ”

She makes a distorted smile. I felt like I had to make him stop talking. Her words put her in a corner.

“You can stop now. ”

“No, listen to the end. Dong Wook, you too. I don't think I can tell you today. It's hard to put it back in your mouth. So I'm gonna make it clear. What happened to me. ”

She squeezes her elongated left arm. As the story deepens, so does the pain. I couldn't hold my finger still while listening next to Dongwook. A cigarette seemed desperate.

“But not just anyone can slit their wrists. I was numb until I waited, but I felt my body flip as soon as I touched it. This is the result. Wounds left for those who can neither face forward nor backward. I've heard that if you really want to die, you have to cut longitudinally, not horizontally. I knew it, but I cut it horizontally. I was hesitant when I chose the last one. ”

“You've given me courage. The courage to come back to life. ”

“Thank you for saying that. It's been months. The suit stopped being a lie. People who couldn't eat me suddenly started laughing and saying it was all an experience. Now you think you've been tamed. There was nothing left. Lost my job, lost my health. The money I saved was half off looking at the fines. When I saw that people I trusted turned their backs on, I lost my trust in humans, and there was nothing I could do about it. I was at home alone with no lights on. I can't die. I can't fight properly. What did I do? It was about a week ago. After a vicious conviction, a time of conformity, even a time of conformity, becomes a sense of self-pity. I've got nothing to lose, so let's work on it. Suddenly, that's what I thought. ”

She drinks the juice. She sighs and continues speaking with a false smile.

“I got a call. From the runaway actress. I shouldn't be saying this, but I wanted to kill you. I couldn't forgive the woman who lied to me and made me like this. But you know what's funny? In the end, it's a deal. Nothing happened. You told me you didn't do anything else, and you got this shop. Excellent timing. I tried to use the power of the Internet to publicize it, whether I let it all out of my hands or not, but I proposed it at that moment. I was just like her, after all. ”

“Anyone would have done that. ”

Choi Miyeon took a deep breath and looked at Dongwook. Dongwook was looking at the table on his forehead. It's hard to look her in the eye.

“Don't you ever do that. You were right. It wasn't something you could swallow with a lot of journalism. It wasn't something anyone could do. I wish I'd listened to you and given up five years ago. ”

I didn't even have the strength to cry. She stood up, saying she had everything to say. She looks at her flower bundle as if nothing had happened and wakes up.

“I'll come back for flowers next time. Suggest something pretty. ”

“Yes. Come anytime. He'll probably still be here. There's nowhere else to go. ”

It's a kind word. You say a quick hello and get out of the store first. It was a bad story. The way the system trampled it was clean enough to applaud it. It doesn't seem like Lee Mi-yoon's way of looking down on the target in front of you. I remembered the redness in my head. A magazine knight smiles at you in your imagination. The second son who had complete control over brute force, and the first who left his hand, was the owner of thoroughness who never touched him.

The floor saw a flower shop sign. When the rat was cornered, he let go of the squeezed capture network and gave it a hole to live. so that we can walk through that hole in spite of our misery. He must have known through his experience that he could never raise his head. Just like his son did. If this was really the direction of the Red Sea, it must have been difficult to deal with. Humans who have the power and power to give up do not increase their tails.

Dongwook left the store about 10 minutes later. It was like I had to talk to my subordinate. Choi Miyeon nodded her head, holding her hands as she prayed through the shop window.

I got in the car. Dongwook said he would burn a cigarette before he left.

“I don't think you've heard the full story before today. ”

“Yes. I haven't said anything in a while. All I knew was that she tried to kill herself with severe depression. My best guess is I dug behind YM and thought I'd lost months, but I insisted I didn't. I guess they were afraid of me getting involved. ”

“Are you sure you're okay? You still seem a little unstable. ”

“It's much better now. Three months ago, I couldn't even look people in the face. I barely saw his face. The solution is only a matter of time.I 'm sure it'll get better with the combination of therapy and medication. I'll keep caring, so maybe the same thing won't happen before. ”

I put my head out the window and smoked cigarettes.

“If you gave money to an escaped actress, it's hard to find any contact with Lee Yun or the Red Sea. ”

“Yes. If I could find the actress, I would try to find a way, but she's already evaporated. Sometimes it seems like the actress deliberately revealed herself. You'd be targeting reporters who've already kissed and approached you, or pompous fanatics. Cut it in half so it doesn't show up in a hundred days. ”

“It could be. I was well aware of the situation of Choi Journalist, and I contacted him first at an important moment. ”

“I should have ripped it off more clearly. I'm a journalist with a background, so digging in isn't my job to protect my body, but a bloody journalist coming out of the station and working as a catch reporter can be nothing but prey. You underestimated her mobility. I thought if I realized it was an explosive, I'd take my hands off it, but I never thought I'd look inside. ”

“You can't see through people. Journalist Choi would have gone as far as he could, even if he had stopped him. You have to make sure it's a floating place to go back. ”

Dongwook threw the filter that was in his mouth out the window. Dongwook, who was looking at the flower shop for a while, put his hand into his arms and took out his cigarette pack and lighter.

“You raise garbage cans? ”

“Throw it away?”

“Yeah. I'm not so eager anymore. We throw out what we don't need. ”

“You're not going to dig, are you? ”

“I'm a person who sits and writes for money. I haven't run on foot in a long time. And I never do anything dangerous because I'm too religious. Even if I give you a billion dollars, it's against my rule not to touch anything dangerous. ”

It was Dongwook who grilled the cigarette bag.

“Be careful.”

“I'm not doing anything. ”

“I'm just saying. ”

Dongwook said, fixing his gaze at the flower shop.

“He was such a pain in the ass. He seemed like he could get through anything. But the way I saw her three months ago was not the way I knew her. My neck muscles stood still at the sound of the glass, and my shoulders shrunk just by the person next to me. She didn't die at all in front of the reporters...... but she laughed when she cursed...... ”

He couldn't say anything to Dongwook, who was silent with a light smile.

“Can I get you a drink? ”

“Yes, I do. ”

The floor left the car.

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It's time for dinner.

I have to eat and catch a keyboard.

Dinner is mandu soup.

With a mouthful of dumplings in hot soup, you won't be afraid of the cold.

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Coupon, thank you. I write thanks to you.

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