Life, Once Again!

I'm sweating on the back of my hand. I only got 'OK’, but the director didn't give me a break. Night filming seemed to run out of money so long as it didn't collapse. I slashed my neck with the water that Hyung-seok threw. Having practiced vocal chords without filtering the air in the morning brought about satisfactory results. I felt emphatically that there were times when effort was useless, but there were times when betrayal was not.

“If you hold an arrow in your hand and shoot it, quickly pull it out and throw it to the side. I don't want anything without a pulse on the screen. But don't cover up your hands unnaturally. ”

Park Hoon grips the arrowheadless arrow in his hand. I practiced pulling on my left chest several times. I learned it in action school, so I quickly got my pass point.

“Do it. And bite this. ”

The staff standing next to Park Hoon gave me a synthetic blood. My mouth tasted like Mooney Cocoa. It was a staff smiling for peace of mind because you can eat it.

“Spit it out, not out. This is a medically flawed drama cliche. You know how that feels, right? ”

The floor nods. It was a scene I had seen many times in dramas and movies. A device for easily visually communicating to viewers that a character is dying. I shed a little blood on my mouth.

“You can do a little more than that. Swallow what's left of your mouth. If it spills too much, it won't look good. ”

I swallowed the synthetic blood in my mouth and asked again. The director and staff return to their stations. A boom microphone was dropped overhead. Check the lights installed on both sides and stand in the designated position.

The supervisor who was checking with the monitor from afar signaled. The filming began with the director's cry. The floor does not rush out. I didn't have to react in real time like a play. A slight time difference would have solved the problem. The moment I felt the words rolling in my mouth stick to my tongue, I pulled out the arrow that was on my left chest. You twist with all your strength and pull out your arrows, as if your roots were pulling out a deep tree, and throw it straight to the ground. I did not shed a little blood.

I can feel the faint blood running down my chin. I said not to overdo it, so I swallowed the rest of the blood. The details of the smoke fell as the jugular's throat moved, pulling his chin as hard as he could and opening his eyes. It's natural for the collar to move around.

“Ugly things. ”

The director demanded that I fall after this dialogue. And they told me to do it all with adrenaline. One knee and one side collapse slowly in a classic style, but it seemed better to hold out for the incisions and chops. I leaned forward gradually, empowering my eyes to the point where my eyes hurt. The pad and cloth were placed on the knees before the shooting began. It only hurts a little when I hit the ground. I'll laugh at the rocks I've never seen before, thinking they're bad luck if they smash their knees.

Both knees touched the ground at the same time. It hurt less than I expected. My heart was filled with joy and continued to smoke. I twisted my head slowly and bent forward. It was tight on your lower back and thighs, so it was not dangerous even if you were falling forward. If you have a situation where you can't control your speed and kiss the ground, you just have to use your hands.

Your torso touched the ground. My jaw froze at the end of the movement, but I couldn't bear it. The director's cut sign came as he waited like a dead rat to get into line.

“Shall we go again? ”

The floor looks up at the foreman, face down.

“I thought I was done at once. ”

“Why? You don't want to do it again? ”

“This hurts secretly. My jaw twisted at the last minute. ”

“What, are you hurt? ”

Park Hoon smiled intensely and sat down with a serious face. He asked the supervisor, "Where are you hurt? Shouldn't we heal you quickly?" He barely said to the manager, "I'm in a bad mood."

“Hey, you know what scares me the most on the set? It's a life accident. It's a loss of material. You can take it with money, but you can't hurt people. But are you sure you're okay? If you're shaking your head, you'd better go to the hospital. ”

“Not that much. I think it's a little lively in here. ”

I touched my chin while talking, and it was quite tingling. I took my finger and there was blood on it. I found out at once that it wasn't synthetic blood.

“I think you're overreacting. ”

“No, I think I pushed too hard. I was just kidding to ask you to go again, and you did a great job. So let's disinfect the jaw first and apply the ointment. What do you have to lose if you get busted? Plus, if I learn from JA, I can't take the blame. ”

Park Hoon smiled and reached out his hand to make sure it wasn't a big problem. The floor stands up holding the director's hand. The staff also approaches and watches.

“First, wipe your chin with this water. You can't get germs in the wound. ”

I got on the bus with the woman who made me wear makeup. The woman who took the ointment and band out of the first aid kit asked you to stick her chin out.

“I'll do it. It's not a big wound. ”

“It's under my chin. I'll do it. It's a place you can't see. Just listen to your chin. ”

I didn't want to stop him. Like the lady said, I'm not good with scars on my chin.

“But it's you, isn't it? ”

“Yeah, you know me? ”

“I know, I've looked through all the shows at the university. I'm a big fan of bone marrow. ”

“Really? Thank you. ”

“Can you turn this way? ”

The woman put on ointment and put on a band.

“I don't think it's a scar, but go to the hospital just in case. The face of learning is life. ”

“A scar or two is fine because you don't have to dress up later when you're a gangster. ”

“Men say different things when you ask them to go to the hospital. Don't feel sorry for yourself later. There are times when you lose an audition for a scar that doesn't fit the mood. ”

“Are you talking about yourself? ”

“Tina?”

“I feel it. ”

After the woman cleared the first aid kit, she took out her cell phone.

“Can I have a picture, please? ”

“With me?”

“Yes, I wanted to do it at the play, but I couldn't do it because I disappeared after the photo shoot. I'm mad at you for thinking about it. Why did you leave in such a hurry? Do you know how disappointed I was when I tried to get it? ”

“I'm sorry. I didn't have time to look around then. I went into the waiting room right after the show. ”

“That's a funny thing to say, but mind the fans. There's a lot I don't know. ”

“I understand.”

I took a picture of Visa with my finger. When I played in the Cheongcheon Theatre, I was only crazy about acting. Otherwise, it seemed to collapse. I only went out for a moment when members often asked me to take pictures with my fans, but I also went back to the waiting room and took a breath. To overcome the void that comes after the stage.

“You're not going to ignore it, are you? ”

And I said, "Yeah, I'm wide awake now. Let me know if you need me. I'll do it for you, autograph or photograph. ”

“Then can you sign for me, too? My friends are also fans of Maru. I joined the cafe. I got active. ”

“Is this my café? ”

The woman nods forcefully.

“The owner of the cafe is my two year-old brother, and he's been a fan of Maru since high school. ”

I knew who the cafe owner was. He was a friend of the sea. I've never met him in person, but he showed me his face as a graduation album.

“If you're going to have a fan meeting or something, I'll invite you. ”

“You have to keep that word. I'm going to post it right to that cafe. ”

“I don't know about anything else, but I keep one promise. ”

The woman asked for a good acting in the future and left first. It felt so good to be welcomed by my first fan. I really wanted to have a fan. I wanted to tell her my name, but she refused. You said it was best to stay away from the fans. He also advised me to be careful because being a fan doesn't help. He smelled like a fan-friendly veteran.

“I thought I was going down with a real arrow. We were all so impressed by the way you fell. Right?"

Immediately after returning to the scene, Hyung-seok was in a panic. The supporting actors next to me also raised their thumbs and opened their eyes as if they were the best.

“Not that much. ”

“No. The person who saw it knew better, the act was supposed to be. And, dude, if you say something nice, just say something nice. I've felt it since I was in the army, but when you get compliments, you start with doubts. Embarrassing people.”

“It's a habit. I've seen so many Knife-fitting Humans behind my back with a smile on my face. ”

“I'm serious. You weren't in a dangerous place, were you? Sometimes I think I can do that when I get my face cut off. ”

“I've lived a good life, but I don't know. I might have done something dangerous in my past life. ”

I have repeated so many lives. Day-workers, bus drivers, actors, street hustlers. There was a possibility that the masked man was a gangster in a life he didn't remember. I know that's not gonna happen if you think that Autumn was always next to you, but human things don't work out the way they want.

Even things that had not been experienced could act naturally because of the traces of life imprinted on the soul before practicing. Repeated life as an actor is probably because it's an effective way to use accumulated emotion expression.

“My successor. ”

It was the usual way of wrapping my shoulders around my hands.

“You got it right, didn't you get hurt badly? ”

“Yes, it's a little lively. ”

“Careful. Burning souls is good, but it's a long run. There aren't a lot of kids in their youth who can't hold their breath and then hook up. But that was really good back there. It's not so easy for a young friend to throw himself. ”

It was old-fashioned to turn around, slapping my back as I often saw it in the future. It was quite spicy. I looked at the old-fashioned way of walking to the director, wriggling my frowny back.

“Is that the guy who comes out as the bad guy often? ”

“Old school senior. ”

“You're an old-fashioned senior. I want to do a good eye job too. ”

“You want me to tell the director? There's a kid ready to jump off a wall. ”

“Hey, aren't you a little old to be dead? ”

It was like walking to the corner with an assistant performer with his arms crossed because it was cold. The floor examines the scene by touching the band on the chin. He also saw that he was tidying up his equipment to see if he had gone into the finalization phase. Soon after, I heard that you did well.

“Come on, people going up to Seoul, number six. Those of you who have until tomorrow have a place to stay, so let's move. ”

The floor greeted the co-actors filming until tomorrow and boarded car 6 with Hyung-seok.

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Some of you may be from the same neighborhood.

Hmph...

But you won't find me.

I'll be in the corner of the library!

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I'm always thankful for recommendations.

Coupon, thank you. I write thanks to you.

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