Life, Once Again!

This was the second time I visited the writer's house. Hyunjin raised his expectations. What is the life of the person making the work that they are performing? The house of another writer who visited before was a humble yet refined home. She was a 40-year-old female writer who lived only what she needed to lead a simple life. It looked like a trendy mini-life. The conversation with the writer was meaningful in the space where the innocent work was born. A writer who overcame the prejudice that people would be hysterical.

Lee Eun Bin's drama always contained warm humanity. The living room must have been mild, too. Maybe there's a cute little doll. You press the bell and wait for a moment, and you hear a voice telling you to come in. The floor tugs at the door hook.

“It's gonna be complicated, but come on in. ”

A writer in a crooked t-shirt welcomed him. The facade paused at the front door. The shoe rack was a mess. How do I get one shoe on top of the shoe rack and the other on the floor? Next to the grey sneakers, three sunslippers were placed which had no idea what their original color was. Not a bad time to put it in the trash right now. I slowly moved my gaze on the slipper. You see a box of pizza. It's clear you've eaten it all. It's lying around. The cans that appeared to be beer cans, coffee cans, and cat food also occupied the floor area. One side of the indoor bike was lined with laundry and a duvet underneath. It was hard to understand why there was a duvet there.

“Did you do this the last time you came? ”

I asked the floor quietly.

“No, it was clean because the nature director came first. I heard you live off cleaning if you're busy, but I didn't expect this much. ”

The floor peers through the living room with a grim look like a soldier who heard about the defeat. His expression was quite serious and serious. He mumbled something, and I heard him say, “We need to clean up.” It was. Hyunjin took off his sneakers and went inside. It was dizzy like a sleepy house, but strangely smelled good. It seems to be the power of the diffuser that lies everywhere. There were deodorants everywhere. Is he a writer who can tolerate visual dizziness but not smell?

“Nature told me. Lee Eun Bin. You saw her at the party once, right? ”

“Yes. I was so busy at the time, I didn't say much. ”

“I left too soon, didn't I? ”

Hyunjin froze with a smile. On the first day of the reunion, Eun Been quickly left because she was drunk to make sure she wasn't feeling well.

“Would you two like to have a conversation? ”

The floor standing blankly next to you takes off your coat and says, Eun Bin asked why, and the floor quietly pointed to an empty pizza box. The cat, who was grooming on the pizza box, got up slowly and moved away.

“I'm going to clean up. ”

“It's okay. You can leave it alone. ”

“No, I'm not okay. I have a mental illness living alone, but when I get dizzy, I get anxiety disorder. ”

I didn't think it was a joke. Eun Been said he would help, and the floor dried up.

“We're in the middle of an idea meeting. You'll need it more urgently. I'll just sort this out and join you. Or if you speak a little louder, I'll listen and answer. ”

It was a floor that I picked up from a stretched branch of clothing. Eun Bean moves quickly to remove her underwear. I did not stop the floor where I turned on the lights and cleaned my eyes, and I did not understand Eun Bin who gladly watched, or the actual head. In just 10 minutes, I encountered two incidents that I did not understand. The world has heard the lyrics of songs from the other side of the unconscious.

“So, shall we start with ourselves? ”

“Yes.”

Eun Bin gave me a can of coffee. Stacks of boxes next to the refrigerator.

“I saw the smoke well. I came out and clapped. ”

“No problem. I really liked the ambassador so much that I acted excitedly. You're amazing. ”

“It's been a long time since I've heard such a compliment. Nature doesn't just say it's okay every day. Plus, he's got a soft spot for it. I have no respect for you. ”

“The director's a little strict. So it looks like a better piece is coming out. ”

“I wish you'd give me a compliment sometime. Sometimes he gets tired because he's too realistic and pessimistic. ”

“Sometimes, very often, I see that side. ”

Nature screamed like a half-mad person when the shooting didn't go off. Even the most notorious male PDs were famous for not touching the ‘open lid’ natural PD. Hyunjin saw Eun Bin clapping his hands and liked it. I liked the unintended gossip.

“Hey, you're doing it, right? ”

The floor facing the living room asked. One hand on the cat's back and the other on the garbage bag.

“Conversation is important for storytelling. It's going really well, so don't worry about it. I think there will be a lot of good stories because it fits well with Hyunjin. ”

“Then it's a good thing for me. ”

The floor disappears again, asking you to proceed, as it will be attending soon. There was room in the living room where there was no room to set my feet because of the chaos. The talent for acting was the cleaning talent.

“The floor, she's a little weird too. Well, there must be some supernatural, well-matched people. Isn't that right?”

You were one of them, too, right up to the back of his upper teeth. Hyunjin smiled quietly and replied. A writer who captures humanity in a chaotic place. It was the first impression of the writer Eun Bin.

“Let's hear the story, shall we? ”

Eun Bin raises her hands on her laptop.

“What kind of stories? ”

I couldn't think of anything because it was a fake story.

“First, tell me about 'Yoomin’, whom Hyunjin played. ”

“You know that better than me, don't you? ”

“No, I don't actually know all the characters. Of course, you know more than anyone else. After all, it's a character I conceived and gave birth to. But when a script is created and passed on to an actor, sometimes it transforms into someone else, right? ”

Eun Bin raises his headband and looks like someone else. A genius artist with a wall from his unmarried aunt who doesn't bother cleaning. It was hard for me to say because I was getting eyes filled with expectations. Character research was the work of all actors. Like Eun Bean said, the writer conveys the character to the actor as a script, repeats the interpretation and reinterpretation based on the script he learns, and brings the character to life. In the process, sometimes the author had unintended opinions and the character's disposition changed. Whether the actor adhered to the script or empowered his personality, it got worse.

The real side was toward acting faithfully on the script. It was important to describe the world that the author created as almost lossless. It was the same when I first met ‘Yoomin’. If there were any special demands from the supervisor on site, he made a difference, but otherwise he postponed the fingerprint to the point where it was so terrible.

“I acted with the most frustrating expression of your euphemism. The personal interpretation was postponed, devoted to script and acting. ”

“I felt that way, too. Until last week. Hyunjin expressed my writing in an amazing way. It made me feel thankful, but sometimes stuffy. ”

“Was my acting very frustrating? ”

“No, I don't mean the acting was frustrating. It means I was frustrated with my writing. You're saying that the actor knows the script perfectly, and if it doesn't work, it's entirely the writer's responsibility? So sometimes, when I saw actors like Hyunjin, I wanted him to act freely. So I can get a little free from the guilt of failing because of my writing. It's a bad writer's way of avoiding reality. ”

Eun Been shakes her hand and smiles. He was really honest. It was a little burdensome, but not uncomfortable. Hyunjin smiled at me and asked me a few questions. Among Eun Been's words, there was something that troubled me.

“Until the last week, did the acting look a little different this week? ”

“It seems to me. And I think that's how the viewers felt. No matter how good a story is, people don't get excited when the actors that embody it aren't fun. But there's already a rumor going around about 7 or 8. I don't like the look of it on my face, but the first reason was that the story was good. And the second reason is that actors' acting stimulated people's empathy. If you could deliver everything by text, the drama wouldn't exist, would it? ”

Eun Been emptied her coffee all of a sudden and brought another. Given the speed at which I drank, I didn't think one box would last a week.

“To be honest, I don't want a great idea. It's my job to squeeze them out. What Hyunjin wants is inspiration. And I'm proud of it, but I study really hard and work really hard. The foundation of the story is already piled up inside me. But it's so poorly organized that without a sparkling inspiration, or an Indian, we can't get it out properly. If we had enough time, we could find it with our eyes closed and our elephants stuttering, but now we're arguing over time. I want to hear everything Hyunjin felt while acting. It's good to be small. It's better to think about it personally. If you change it this way, if there's anything that you thought it would be, it would be great. That's what an idea meeting is all about. Treasure hunt in Junk. You need junk to do that. Of course, Hyunjin's experience is not junk. A metaphor, a metaphor. ”

“Is anything okay? ”

I have a lot to say if the topic is not set. I've been filming for months. Eun Bean's eyes widen, looking at the floor being cleaned outside the living room.

“I'd like to be honest with you, I'd like to have some unorthodox data like a floor, but that's only for people who are a little off their game. ”

“Informally organized data? ”

Hyunjin turned his laptop and showed me the screen. When I opened the document titled "Wangpae," I could see the inscription.

“Past, present and future of royal feet that I didn't even think of. Would an actor normally analyze an excerpt without a few words? I don't think so. It's more like paranoia and obsession. Besides, she's got some kind of clitoris. ”

It was an amazing setting to look at. It was literally ignorant data. Hyunjin turned and looked at the floor. What the hell is that guy wrestling with his cat?

“Do you have any of these? ”

Eun Been asked. The answer was fixed. Hyunjin shakes his head vigorously. I will not analyze the main character like this.

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21 degrees.

It's April.

How hot is it this summer already?

I'm afraid.

Oh, wow.

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