Life, Once Again!

It was unexpected. I heard it was on the top performer list, but I didn't think it was likely to be a winner. It's been a few years since I was impressed by the woman of the flames, so I thought I could be greedy for my next work. Autumn stood up to look at the fellow actors clapping. You shudder. You feel a considerable distance from the stage in just a few steps. I was walking dumbfounded, and I was in front of Mike. I couldn't see the audience well because of the intense lighting. But I saw the flagcards of fans cheering for me. I always knew I'd be so bold when I stood on the podium. I didn't mind my new impression.

“Hmm."

I had to close it as soon as I opened my mouth. My throat is tightened. I can't hear a word. I felt like I was filming a scene of a violent cry. If I could relax my eyes, my tears would fall soon. Calm down. It's a happy moment. I hear clapping. Fans cheered even more. When the host smiled, he told me it needed more support.

Autumn patted his lips with the palm of his hand. When I opened my mouth like this, I woke up. My body calms down from the tingling pain. There's no need to rush. There's plenty of time. I can feel the stall has gone quiet. My body was ready to talk.

“First of all, thank you. Give me this award. ”

I slightly wet my lips with my tongue and continued talking.

“I'm still amazed at the prize I never even dreamed of. But I can feel the trophy in my hands. It was an award I really wanted to receive, and an award I was always greedy about. Ever since I dreamed of being an actor, I've dreamed of getting on this stage and getting awards in front of people. I thought I had fulfilled that dream when I was impressed, and I feel at this moment that human greed is amazing. I'm already eager to win the top prize. ”

At the table where the actors sat, laughter burst out. Choi welcomed me like his father every time I went to the shooting, Park empowered me with funny jokes whenever I got tired of the Iron Night, Yoo, who offered me a way to walk as a scary but acting actor, and Yoohyeok, who told me that I should work hard first. I don't know why, but Im Yun, smiling happily, decided to ignore it.

“If I'd won the award, I wouldn't be shaken, I wouldn't have cried, but I'm holding out now. When I was acting, I didn't even sing that song to come out. ”

Autumn twists its head slightly and stabs the eye area with the back of the hand. It was funny to think, "What if makeup spreads all of a sudden?" I was relaxed with the words a little.

“I have so much to say, and I can't get it out of my mouth. I want to thank the viewers of the Ministry of Justice for their greatest gratitude, and I want to tell them that I love them at home, whether they're watching it or working on it. The supervisors, the staff, and the esteemed actors who worked hard for months. Thank you.Thanks to you, I got this precious award. ”

You take a step back and bow your head. I was about to go down with a shivering chest, and Mike caught my eye. I remembered that I still haven't finished saying it. You hurriedly push your head in front of the microphone.

“Can I just say one more thing? ”

“Two words, three words. Progress says we have some time left. I'd appreciate it if you'd make it longer. ”

Autumn greeted the actor in charge of society and refined his voice. The tremor that I had forgotten was reviving. I wonder if he's watching. I hope he's watching.

“My dad, who is watching from the sky, became my award-winning actor. My daughter, who held hands every day and took me to college, won a prize, so make sure you show off in the sky. And I want to thank my dear friend, who is always there to support me. ”

I sweated while suppressing the urge to change my friend into a lover. If I didn't think of the representative's face who would get dizzy by holding the phone, I would have said something if I didn't think of a mother who would give me strength in her eyes. I went down from the platform, being bullied. I almost fell down on my feet on the way back, but thankfully, I sat back down. Immediately after sitting down, the celebratory baptism of fellow actors fell. From the thought of riding to the next one, it's mine, so don't cross it.

“I also won an award for excellence at that age. Good times.”

Im Yun said, fellow actors who were smiling on either side turned their gazes to the podium, smiling beautifully. Autumn placed the trophy on the table.

“I know, it's a great time. ”

Lee Mi-yoon twisted her head, smirking. Like I don't want to get caught on a day like today. Autumn also kept her mouth shut. Just celebrating was not enough time for the awards ceremony.

“But who is that guy? ”

The actress who was acting as a doctor colleague asked small. You said you wouldn't be an old friend if I told you.

“Well, who is it? ”

“I'd like to ask more questions, but I'm staying here today. Let me know when you have something to celebrate later. ”

“What are you celebrating? ”

“You know, don't even think about trying to surround yourself with your girlfriend. It was written all over my face. ”

Fall rolled her lips into her mouth. You look like shit. A busy car reminded me of the floor, and I said something, but it seemed to be all over my face.

“What do the journalists say? ”

“Not that much. Feeling so alive that only someone who's seen you around for so long? But when I look at her, she's got a real partner. ”

“You wouldn't believe me if I wasn't right now, would you? ”

“If you say no, I'll believe you first. But I'll introduce you later. I'll make sure you're a good boyfriend as your sister. ”

The conversation ended with a smile on my shoulders. Fall put the phone under the tablecloth. I quickly wrote and checked the text with my finger senses. I saw a few typos, but sent them over rather than fixing them.

Then I was released from the tension that was tightly packed in my body. My back was attached to the chair, and my knees were bent in a right angle. Did he get the text, or is he still filming? The Americans say it snows quite a bit outside. Wouldn't Ulsan have stopped filming if it was snowing?

The awards ceremony was underway, but the mind was already leaving the ceremony and heading toward Ulsan. On the 31st day of the New Year, I was already excited to meet you at an unexpected place. The phone in my hand vibrated briefly. Autumn pulls its chin and looks down. A text from the floor arrived.

- Congratulations, you look great in your dress. I would have boiled some of my favorite spicy candy if I were here with you, a little while ago. I'm taking a break after the shoot. Call me when you have time.

Ulsan also seemed to be snowing. Autumn replied with a smile.

- How did you feel about my award?

I got a reply right away.

- It was a mess.

The glabella twitched on its own. I did. I patted the screen hard, my lips twitching. As soon as I put my finger on the send button, one more text appeared.

- That's a lie. I'm on the screen, and I'm telling you, I'm getting pretty serious about this whole thing. Who was that friend you mentioned last time?

- Are you really asking because you don't know?

- I want to hear it from the party. You miss a lot of guesses. Let's make sure.

- The Americas are always there to help.

- I knew it. I almost mistook myself for me again. Then yes, I wouldn't.

Autumn, who was holding back her smile at the playful text, quickly smoothed her face as she saw her face on the screen. You smile brightly at Karera and hear the elasticity of the fans behind you. I checked my phone after checking that the screen was over.

-Thank you.

The moment the three letters caught my eye, I felt a black nose for some reason. Short meetings, long breakups, and a new life of their own. Sometimes it was happy, sometimes it was past, and sometimes it seemed to be imprinted in three letters. I wanted to run to Ulsan right away. I missed you. I wanted to see and tell you. Thank you, too.

I took a trembling finger and wrote a long sentence and erased it. It was a shame to text. There were too many things that could not be conveyed in flat text. I will slap the cold air on his cheek, look into his eyes, feel his breath, and whisper in a small, slow voice.

- See you after the shoot.

I heaped the overflowing words in a corner of my heart and sent a bold text. My butt just kept pounding. When will the awards ceremony end? If the announcement ends soon and the membrane drops and the diet is over. When the clapping begins, I will leave the ceremony first and get in the car. I didn't even have time to change. Trophies will be thrown in the passenger seat and the dress will be lifted above your knees to step on the axel. It seemed like Ulsan was already in front of me.

- You'll be right there, right?

It was a text from the Americas. I told you beforehand, I'm going straight to Ulsan. He asked me to clean up after him. It didn't matter because I told him in advance that I didn't think he would be able to attend.

Autumn looked at the podium, gripping the phone tightly. The target was being awarded indicating that it was the last.

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It's raining.

Cool.

Ka-chow!

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