Life, Once Again!

As soon as Autumn saw that face, hostility arose. It was not uncomfortable for an unfamiliar woman to talk to me in this situation. The only way to explain it was instinct, which led me to lift my teeth at the woman.

“Do you know me? ”

“I know, Mr. Autumn. ”

“I'm sorry, I'm not in the mood to talk right now. ”

A woman approached me before I could finish speaking. It was close enough for me to feel my breath. Autumn noticed her eyes were red.

“If you could turn back time, if you could, what would you do? ”

What is she talking about? I'm tired of dealing with it. I stand up with my phone. I turned to the door to get out, but I couldn't see the door. It was blocked everywhere.

“What would you do if you could go back in time and see Mr. Han again? ”

Autumn listens to the woman and touches the wall. It wasn't a dream. The wall disappeared. I turned around and looked at her. He was expressing an unreadable expression. Is it another dream or is he in the break room when he opens his eyes? That made me laugh. Will the unconscious desire for miracles create these hallucinations and hallucinations?

“Mr. Hangar, what are you going to do? ”

“Is that a question? ”

“Yes, it's a question. Would you do that if you could turn back Mr. Hangul? ”

I said, "Yes. Do whatever it takes. ”

“I see.”

“Do it. Give him time or whatever and let him live. In reality, can you bring him back to me? ”

I laughed. It was a nightmare. I knew how terrible the hopes of the unlikely were in autumn. It was time to take a breath hoping to wake up.

“Answer me seriously. Are you sure you want to do this? ”

“Why? Do you need a soul? Then take it, or can I get you something else? ”

“No, thank you. I just need one word of that convincing. You really want him back. ”

“Yes, I do. I don't want him to get sick. I want him to breathe again. ”

The woman nods.

“We always make the same choice. You don't know what that could do. Okay, let's get out of here. ”

The woman flicks her fingers. A missing door appeared before my eyes. Autumn was confused, obscured by dreams, realities and boundaries. I grabbed the door hook and pulled it. There was a sea outside.

“Sister?”

Autumn looked back. There is no woman. She sighs with her hands on her forehead. When he lacked sleep, his cognitive abilities deteriorated and he saw things that were meaningless, literally.

“I'll keep my seat. ”

“Come on, just rest a little more. ”

“I've rested enough. And now I want to protect the floor. ”

Autumn went to the side of the incense with the sea. A picture of the floor was seen over a pile of coins. This was not a dream. It was a terrible reality.

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The launch is over. His body disappears into the flames. I went to an unnatural place with a name I could no longer call. It was impossible to remember his body by looking at the little plot. The silly question, "How can a person get in there?" floats in my head. The bone dust on the floor is buried under a small tree. At the end of the funeral, my father, who had never shown tears, cried his neck, grabbing the ground to the point where his fingernails would be torn off. I couldn't cry in the fall. The density of crying was different. The pain that the placenta of the body disappeared is nothing compared to the sadness that the family would feel.

Autumn stood at the front door and slowly pressed the password. I dialed a combination of birthdays. You hear the lock unlock. Just grab the door hook and pull it open. But I couldn't open the door. Things that meant his absence would be all over the house. I was afraid to face them. 'Cause it's really all gonna be over.

I took a few breaths and barely opened the door. I don't see any dogs that need to run away with a cheerful footstep. Then I remembered. It was after Suyeon, who lived above, took her away. I took off my shoes and came inside. I was only away for a few days. It was only for a few days, but it was like someone else's house.

Autumn stood in the middle of the living room and slowly looked around. It was like a well-made model house. A house that is decorated like a human life, but no one actually lives in. You enter the room, feeling like a fossil blanket. A few days ago, I felt like I had become very far in the past.

I opened the wardrobe. The floor is well organized. Autumn held onto the sleeve of his coat that he wore frequently. I smelled it on my nose. After the smell of naphthalene erased all of his body odor. No, the concept hit my head more intensely than ever before. Autumn buried his face on the bed sheet. The tears that I endured in front of my family flowed through my crooked lips. My heart didn't open up when I cried. Rather, it was bitter as a nail.

It was past 10: 00 p.m. when I woke up and looked around. I had no idea what to do or what to do next. My phone vibrated when I was looking at the face of the makeup. It was representative.

- I canceled the whole week's schedule. I'll hear the details later, so take care of yourself. But I can't cancel the ad next week. I can't help it if it sounds disappointing. You're a pro, right?

Pro. I was going to say no in the fall. I didn't want to do everything. I didn't want to do anything. If the picture taken with the floor hadn't caught my eye, I would have hung up.

“Can't you hold off a little longer? ”

- Okay, I'll adjust as much as I can. So wake up. Those who leave are those who leave, and those who live. That way, the person who left will feel comfortable.

“Will the dead be at ease? ”

- Don't expect much formal consolation. I know. When someone next to me dies, there's no comfort in saying anything. So I'm just doing what I can. I'll postpone it until next week. It's harder than that.

“I'm sorry. I acted like a child. ”

- Everyone becomes a child the first time they go through it. Rest.

Autumn lay in bed with her cell phone. The words, "The living must live," lingered in my ears. I felt sad about how I could do that, but I had a feeling that I would end up living. I remembered the last thing the floor said. Saying it's not you. Did he realize at that moment that this would happen? Did I say that because I was weak and foolish and dangerous?

“Why should it have been you? ”

If I had gone one step earlier, I would have been the one getting hit, not the floor. Autumn rises up. I remembered the face I had forgotten. Kang Ki-woo. I saw autumn clearly. The guy smiling in the car that hit the floor. It was intentional, but the news was being packed by mistake. It was meaningless to expose his existence and hit him socially. It was too light a punishment.

Autumn wiped out the eye area. I had to meet him in person and listen to him. What that smile meant.

“Are you going to kill me? ”

It was a woman who appeared before me. Autumn takes a deep breath and retreats back.

“How did you get in here? ”

“That's a minor problem. Never mind that. Let's go through the process. ”

“What are you talking about? What's the procedure? ”

“Autumn. This isn't a dream. And I've come to fulfill Mr. Autumn's dream. ”

“My dream? ”

“I told you, I want to go back in time and bring you back to life. I want to. ”

Autumn opened after closing his eyes. The woman remained. Have you really gone mad? To the point where you can't tell reality from fantasy?

“You're not crazy. This isn't a dream. ”

“You expect me to believe that? This isn't a dream? ”

“Wouldn't it be better if it was a dream? If you wake up, you could still be alive. ”

“Watch that mouth. ”

“That's interesting. You think it's an illusion, arguing with the beings in it. But you must be feeling a little fuzzy. It's not a dream when the moment you're talking to me breaks. Now, for the last time, I mean it with all my heart. Speak desperately. What do you want to do? ”

A laughingstock emerges. If this situation is not a dream, what is it? Autumn looked at the woman. The burning red-eyed woman smiles as if to ask you to answer her.

“If that's really possible, do it. ”

“Wouldn't you regret it? ”

“Regret? I can handle anything. I would do anything for a smile. If it really is a miracle. ”

“Good. Now that you've made your point, let's get into the process. ”

Autumn shakes her head. I wanted this ridiculous dream to go away quickly. However, she shakes her head, pinching her thighs does not disappear in front of her eyes. I feel a lot of pain.

“I told you, it's the truth. So here we go again. Can you tell me your name?"

“Your name?”

I felt like I was taking a step to a place that was completely different from my life. It was a catchy feeling that was hard to explain in words. Expectations that seemed to really come true pierced the epidermis of the rigid mind. I wonder how happy I'd be if this woman's words actually happened. He postponed and replied, "That's not going to happen."

“Fall.”

“That's an honor. ”

“Oh, yes. ”

It was time to open my mouth again. The woman said first.

“My name is Hansky. Where do you hear that name? ”

Autumn opened its mouth. My head is numb as if I've been hit. I looked at the woman's face again. The first time I saw it, I realized the identity of the reflexive hostility. The woman resembled me. No, the resemblance was not enough. She was just like me.

“Isn't that right? Mr. Han?”

The woman reached out her hand and said. She smiles, but that smile is very bitter.

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She, bunny, free fall.

It's the first time I've ever written down a name that I've dealt with Boltmouth with today.

Hahahaha.

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Coupon, thank you. I write thanks to you.