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3. Past (20/7/2019)

And now I am......

His name is Sylvia Quento. She was the eldest daughter and trace daughter of the Count Quent family. There are a few complicated circumstances as to why the past forms......

When I was three years old, my mother (then Count Quento's head of the family) died, and my father became the provisional head and partitioned me as a territorial agent. Then, when the mother's funeral came to a paragraph, I don't know where it came from, but a woman came. And with kids......

Around that time, I decided to be the next Lordship candidate for the child of a mother who had died bringing her child because it had not yet been made public about me. How do you know this, because I happen to know in a room that I wanted to go through and I heard my father talking that way with a new woman who came.

And by the coming of the woman, I was driven into the corner of the house and eventually began to live apart. Well, I'm supposed to live in a mansion away (smaller than the main mansion, but considerably bigger), but now I think that's, like, a very good thing. But I can hardly see my two younger sisters Sophia anymore. For once, my sister was looked after in the main mansion, but I couldn't help but wonder how she would be treated.

Harassment of me began some time after a new woman came along. In the beginning, I was careful not to go into people's eyes. So I didn't get that bad, but I stopped caring about people's eyes from the middle of nowhere. Since then, it has been very hard for bullying to get worse and worse. Well, I think the reason I stopped caring is because the servants who were there were gone. Because I thought it was strange not to see a servant I knew little by little...... So when I realized, there was no servant I knew.

What was so hard about bullying is a new girl named Celil and her mother. Because of that, it seems that the Cyril child is one year older than me. I mean, a child my father had before he had a mother and a child. Does that mean you were having an affair? I don't know how they treat me in this world...

Well, I think he's finally his father's mistress. Every time he met with me, the parent and child said they disliked him and gradually harassed him and developed into violence. Because of this, he became violent and his body was also full of moles. As for the mother, she was cut with a blade or whipped. I took great care not to see the parent or the child because there were so many such things. But when you came to the room where I was in the boulder, it was inevitable...

When that happened and I had nothing to do, I used to read books in the basic library. Looks like my father and stepmother didn't like reading books and the coziness of the library was the best part of the mansion without coming. For this reason I was able to gain knowledge of magic, demons, plants, medicinal herbs, etc.

Life since the person my father brought was here, when rice was a simple thing called water in a hard bread, not something that had been given but was like old times. And two meals a day. Same thing...... Now I thought it was something similar to the adventurer's wild food I used to read about Lanobe in my previous life. Well, maybe it's better than not being given anything. But my stomach didn't swell much because I didn't have a large amount.

Other times, studies and etiquette had been taught since I was a little girl, but since my mother's death, all of them had been replaced in the mansion by servants close to my father or stepmother, and by the time I was four, no one knew. For once, I learned a whole lot about letters and manners, but I didn't do anything else. And all the people in the mansion were no longer listened to or taught by the things that had changed, and there was no longer a conversation.

As for the clothes, if you gave me something good, it was in the back of Celil, and if it was bad, I was given something that smelled like I wondered where it came from. I washed it and used it sobbing. I always wore the boots my mother gave me because my shoes and stuff were like that. Right now, I think those boots are something special.