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90. Frustrating

Then after eating the rice and extinguishing the fire, the area darkens, but the moonlight shoots through the gap between the trees. It's quite bright.

"Today, shall we go to bed early and prepare for tomorrow?

"Yeah."

"I don't know if Yur's treatment will work for now, but shall we try?

"Ugh, yeah."

When I said that, Youre was stretching his body a little. I don't think you have to get that far because it doesn't hurt. Though, I don't know if it hurts, so I'll just leave it at that.

"First I want to see how my left arm is injured... but I can't take my clothes off on a boulder, can I?

"... yeah"

"Can I cut my clothes? I might say, I'm cutting some of it."

"Oh, no, the... you can't keep doing this?

And I asked him if he didn't like it or if he was embarrassed or if he said no a little for some reason.

"I don't know about that, but I was wondering if it would be easier to get hurt... and if you don't like it, I'll try my best..."

Well, if you don't like it, I don't mean impossible, but I'm a little nervous when I do.

"Well, that's not impossible, so if it's easy for Lena, you can hang up."

"Are you sure?

"Ugh, yeah."

and somehow I've been sneering with a nervous face. Are you afraid of getting your clothes cut off with a knife? and magically made the light with that in mind, then cut the arm part from the left shoulder part and rolled the clothes.

What came out of it was a terrible burn mark. I was surprised. I wondered if this was the reason Yua was a little hesitant earlier.

"What's wrong with these burn marks?

"Well, magically to Mendes back in the day..."

"Heh."

Did those guys at that party do that... it's a party without a really busy guy.

"(Shall I kill those guys?

"Huh? Huh?

and uttered a voice that Yua was bewildered. Could it have been in my voice? But I'm pissed to think I did that to Yua even though I didn't do anything. I thought I must have set Yua on fire like an absolute threat or something.

Lena is right about what actually happened, I don't know, but what happened to Youre. But I can't say anything when Lena asks me if I have a chance to find out about it...

Then, after a while, Yua approximated her voice.

"Fuck, Lena?

"What's wrong?"

and I was freaked out when I turned my gaze toward Youre. Hmm? Could he have looked scary? I thought so and calmed my mind a little. Yua then said this to me with a look like she was determined to do something.

"Well, you said something noisy earlier, but I don't want Lena to do that. So don't think about that?

And I've said that at the top of my list. I thought Yua looked cute when she was supposed to be noticed. Well, I didn't mean to kill you...

"I'm fine because I'm not serious."

Saying so, Youre gave a reassuring look.

"But I think I will, whether I hit you or kick you"

He had a slightly troubled look. Even so, the corny and the expression changes. I thought. I was worried that my emotions might be a little scarce because the environment I grew up in was the environment, but other than the look on my face like I gave up, it's decent. I thought.

"That's about it."

and Youre said that with a bit of a bitter laugh. I felt just a little dazzled that you could say that even though all that and all that has been done before. Shall I kill you as an emotion? I thought it might have been a little over-intuitive… just a little reflection. Because you have to be held responsible and punished for what you've done properly, right? And that's what I thought.