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119. Youre Concerned

When I walked into the room, Yua stood in front of me when I sat in bed. I wonder what's wrong? So I looked at Yua, but I was about to say something, but when I looked at her, she leaned down. I wonder what really happened? And I thought that, but I can't move while standing.

"Come here?

When I said so, I called and Yua stopped by, so I grabbed Yua's right hand with my right hand and pulled her closer.

"Geez."

Then Yua sat between me.

"You're going back after this, aren't you? If you have something to say, I need to be clear."

"... yeah"

"Look, sit next to me?

"Can't we just keep doing this?

And I came to say that as I turned around.

"Nothing good, but not hard to talk about?

'Cause I'm glad it's calmer as it is.'

"I don't mind if Youre okay with that, but somehow since yesterday around, Youre a sweetheart, right?

"Well, that's... there might be a little bit of it, but does Lena, uh, not like it?

and I find myself trembling a little while stretching my body. I held gently from Yua's back like that.

"I don't hate it. So calm down a little."

"Ugh, yeah."

Then a while later he hung on to me to see if the wasted power had come out.

"Lena, it kind of calms me down when I'm right. Kind of like a mother... oh, I don't think it's anything like a mother!

"Yes, sir."

I'll stroke your head as I say so. It's like you're nostalgic, so as far as I'm concerned, I'm happy, right?

"... Lena is so sweet to me, but why?

"... because Yua is cute?

"Well, that's fine..."

And Yua was leaning down. I tried to peek into Yua's face and she puked and exposed her face. It's a little too bad I can't see my face, but I found it lit up because my ears were dyed red.

"... really, why, are you?

"You want to know that much?

"If Lena doesn't want to tell you, I don't want to, but if you're going to tell me, I want to."

Why do you want to know so much? and decided to just talk a little bit with that in mind.

"... yes, then just a little bit?

"Yeah."

"... simply because I was in the same situation as Yua? Oh, but I'm also curious because you're so cute about what I just said."

"Oh, yeah, well, were you okay?

Yua asked me that worryingly with her red face against me.

"Wasn't it okay because I'm here?

"Maybe it is, but you've been as violent as I am. Then..."

(Oh, that's what you were worried about saying)

"It did happen, but the only thing that hurts is the beginning, because it doesn't hurt from the middle of nowhere."

"Huh?"

Yua looked surprised, but did I just say something weird?

"That's a long time since I've been shaken by violence..."

"I don't know about that, but I don't care about the past. If you enjoy it now..."

I'm a little freaked out when I think about the past, but my life is fun now and some kids like me, so I might be happier now.

"... right. I'm sorry I asked you this."

"You don't have to worry about it."

Then it was around lunch when we talked about no other love, so we headed to the dining room for dinner.